The author and protagonist HE [Transmigration Book]

Are you willing to leave behind your family and friends, those who are real to you?

Xiao Xiao's voice was like a spell, constantly replaying in Hua Feixue's ears.

But it also gradually touched the deep cracks.

Hua Feixue slightly widened her eyes.

A chaotic picture flashed in front of my eyes quickly, Pei Qiuyue's panicked face, Yuzhu's fallen figure, and the trance on the father's face when he was lying on the bed...

In the end, it was fixed on the face that was exactly the same as Xiao Xiao's.

"I have a present for you"

She smiled slightly, as if saying so to her.

"Crack-"

The mirror-like image shattered, revealing a black void behind it.

Hua Feixue raised her head and saw her own reflection reflected in Xiao Xiao's eyes opposite her, her face was full of astonishment and bewilderment, she already shed tears unknowingly.

Xiao Xiao grabbed her hand and gently comforted her: "It's okay to stay."

"Here are your relatives, your friends, and so many people who will annoy you and touch you. As long as you stay here, they will exist alive, and you will forget me in the end—you No need to feel guilty."

Obviously trying to persuade her to stay, but it's more like another kind of bewitching|seduction.

"If you don't want to admit them, then you are the 'murderer' who killed them. You personally pointed the knife at your relatives and friends-don't you think so in the future?"

"If you give up everything in front of you, you may just be a wandering soul with no home, no future, and maybe you won't get what you want most. Is it really worth it?"

Xiao Xiao's questioning became softer and softer, but also hit Hua Feixue's heart more heavily.

She has lived in this world for ten years.

Perhaps longer than the time she spent staring at the people in the wind and snow.

Is it really worth it for an illusory illusion?

does it worth.

Hua Feixue held Xiao Xiao's hand instead.

She never seemed to think about it.

Because there is no need to think.

A small town in the south has been snowing for a long time.

The season before the apocalypse was originally midsummer. After the apocalypse, the climate was erratic, but eventually gradually stabilized to a pleasant climate, and sudden rainstorms and snowstorms were very rare.

But the snow still fell.

The corpses all over the ground have been cleaned up long ago, and houses have been rebuilt on the plain in the distance. Trees have been planted around, and the flowers have just finished blooming. The pink petals are falling together with the heavy snow, which looks very beautiful.

The young children cheered and ran out of the yard, pulling their friends and adults to come out to see this rare spectacle.

The adults were a little worried, looked at it for a while, and then went back to the room to discuss with others how to deal with the possible snow disaster.

The good news is that snowstorms won't happen.

But they have no way of knowing this for the time being.

Xiao Muyu sat on the big rock on the highest hillside, looked down at the busy people in the distance, and knew in her heart that there would be more people here soon, and then it would slowly return to the prosperity and tranquility before the end of the world.

Maybe other disputes will arise gradually, but this is not her business.

When the snowflakes fell on the tip of her nose, she turned her head and looked to the side.

A faint phantom appeared beside her, it looked like Hua Feixue, standing there alone, just like the falling frost and snow, her skin was pale and cold.

She stared at Xiao Muyu without blinking.

Xiao Muyu closed her eyes, the broken world was clearly displayed in her mind, another part of her consciousness was snickering, as if she was happy and complacent.

It really is……

Xiao Muyu sighed.

Maybe she should have realized that there is a paranoid and evil side in her character. Without the suppression of "rules", the part of being a human being will expand those negative things infinitely.

But also those positive loves.

Before she knew it, the care and love had quietly accumulated to the point where it could not be ignored.

These are all unexpected variables.

There is also Hua Feixue's own choice.

"Isn't it good to stay in the sweet dream?" Xiao Muyu asked her.

"You're not there." Hua Feixue replied softly.

"Why are you so attached to me..."

Halfway through the conversation, Xiao Muyu couldn't continue.

Strictly speaking, she was the one who provoked others first.

If "I" hadn't stepped in, the link between the two worlds might have been completely broken now.

"No matter how beautiful a dream is, it is still a dream." Hua Feixue said, "If you wake up from the dream, you will naturally wake up."

Who will always indulge in a dream and never wake up?

It can only be dead.

Losing all self-awareness, maybe that muddled self can really live a happy life, but is that really herself?

Hua Feixue couldn't admit it, and she didn't want to lose herself in the dream.

"If the person in the dream would die because of me—I will always remember this sin in my heart, and I will bear it forever until the end of my memory."

No matter how real the dream is, once she realizes that it is just a dream, even if the dream will eventually become a reality, it will not make her feel more real.

There is only absurdity and loneliness.

She existed alone in that world, originally Xiao Xiao was with her, but if even Xiao Xiao was gone, what would be left of her?

Xiao Xiao, or Xiao Muyu, is the only truth in her life.

It was impossible for her to watch her go and leave herself alone in that false world.

So she chose to hold Xiao Xiao's hand without hesitation.

When she felt the last kiss on the corner of her lips, she stretched out her hand, and there was no one figure in sight, only the endless darkness of nothingness.

It was only a short moment to cross the link between the two worlds, but to her, it seemed as long as thousands of years. Fear, apprehension, worry... All kinds of uneasy emotions flashed alternately in her heart, as if floating in mid-air, Can't step on the real point.

When she opened her eyes and saw Xiao Muyu, Hua Feixue's heart suddenly settled down.

Even if there is only a phantom left.

She is not afraid of anything anymore.

"What if it's always like this in the future?" Xiao Muyu asked her.

"Then let it be." Hua Feixue didn't regret it, "At least I saw you."

"I won't be here anymore, you will soon become a wandering spirit, you may live for a long time, and you can watch the changes in this world for me, or you will die soon, completely dissipated between heaven and earth, even No trace of what ever existed will be left."

"That's okay, it doesn't mean anything to me to be remembered by anyone other than you."

Hua Feixue paused, looked at Xiao Muyu, and asked her: "Where are you going?"

Xiao Muyu looked up at the sky, and smiled lightly: "Maybe it's between heaven and earth."

The consciousness of the world is everywhere, but it is invisible and invisible. The only thing that is certain is that once he returns to the place, the person "Xiao Muyu" will no longer exist.

There are very few people in the world who still remember her now.

Maybe when everyone forgets about her, she will really disappear.

It's no different than being dead.

"I still remember you." Hua Feixue said stubbornly, "I will remember you."

Xiao Muyu was startled, and when she turned her head to the side, she saw Hua Feixue's unconscious begging.

It's like saying "live well".

She came to this world for Xiao Muyu, how could she just watch her disappear and remain indifferent.

But Hua Feixue also doesn't really exist in this world, even if she remembers Xiao Muyu, it won't have any effect, it just let her know that there is a phantom still thinking about her.

This phantom may disappear after her death, or may wander alone for countless years with no one to rely on.

What a pity.

Even Xiao Muyu, who was determined to die, couldn't help feeling a little guilty and pity in her heart.

Maybe it was because it was Hua Feixue.

Xiao Muyu felt her throat a little itchy and coughed lightly.

Hua Feixue didn't know what to think of, she immediately became nervous, she walked in front of Xiao Muyu, before realizing it, she was half kneeling in front of her, put her hand on her knee, and grabbed her hand.

The phantom was not penetrated directly, she touched Xiao Muyu's hand.

But Hua Feixue didn't realize this - she could no longer care about such trivial matters.

"You clearly said...you will stay for me." Hua Feixue raised her head and looked at Xiao Muyu, her clear and cold voice was filled with a bit of grievance and sadness, "I just want you to Survive to be with me...is it that difficult just to survive?"

It's not a complaint, it's more like a vent of pain and grievance.

It is also the most urgent begging and hope in her heart.

Xiao Muyu stretched out his hand and touched the corner of her eyes.

Hot tears fell on her fingertips, making Xiao Muyu's heart beat too hot - since returning to this world, she has rarely felt emotional ups and downs.

"It's a foul..." Xiao Muyu murmured in a low voice.

She smiled wryly and wiped away the tears from the corners of Hua Feixue's eyes, then touched her head, as if to comfort her.

"Is this your real wish?"

Hua Feixue heard Xiao Muyu's voice in a daze.

She said "um".

Finally she heard a slight sigh.

Hua Feixue woke up suddenly.

In front of him was a strange room, which looked like an ordinary to somewhat shabby inn room.

Why is she here?

Where is Xiao Xiao?besides……

Hua Feixue threw off the quilt and sat up. Before she could recover from the huge panic, she met the woman who was sitting at the table eating melon seeds.

The woman smiled slightly at her: "I'm awake, is there any discomfort?"

Hua Feixue was startled: "You..."

Is it Xiao Xiao?

It seems not.

It was the real "Xiao Muyu".

"It sounds like I've never been formally introduced. My name is Xiao Muyu, and Twilight and Xinyu—probably mean that." Xiao Muyu said, "You can call me Xiao Xiao or Mu Yu, as you like."

That's all part of her.

But now it looks more like "Xiao Xiao".

"Is it a dream?" Hua Feixue murmured to herself, somewhat unable to believe the scene in front of her.

"No." Xiao Muyu sighed helplessly, "Who told you that your last wish was returned? I promised to fulfill one of your wishes. I can't break my promise."

"Then how do you..."

Hua Feixue wanted to ask her how she came here, and why this broken world was restarted—this place is clearly not the world Xiao Muyu was originally in.

And what price Xiao Muyu paid.

I want to ask too many questions, but I don't know where to start.

Xiao Muyu knew the question in her heart, followed her gaze to look out of the window, and replied: "This is your original world—the one with 'Xiao Xiao'. It is not a task to put the broken world back together. Easy things, I will fight..."

She paused, and counted on her fingers: "It took me seven or eight years, luckily I finally caught up."

Hua Feixue was a little uneasy, because she was worried. She didn't know what the person who was supposed to die had to pay for appearing here.

"You...will you stay here in the future?" She could only ask this question in the end.

"Yeah." Xiao Muyu turned her head to look at her, was silent for a moment, and softened her expression slightly, "I exchanged everything except feelings, and the link between the worlds was cut off after I came here. The world to live out the rest of your life."

Everything other than emotions—capabilities, perceptions, powers… was given back to the “world.”

She was only a touch of consciousness. When she was not awakened as a human being, the world was still operating as usual.

Even if she leaves, the world will slowly give birth to a new consciousness.

For Xiao Muyu, she lost her home, like Hua Feixue who desperately went looking for her, she became a ghost.

What she wasn't prepared to tell Hua Feixue was that the attempt she made was likely to fail.

Nor does it say how painful it is to put together the pieces of the world and strip away abilities.

That was all in the past. The fact is that her attempt was successful, and she still stayed by Hua Feixue's side, keeping the best ending for her.

And she still has an entity in this world.

The home disappeared, but she was able to create a new home.

As long as Hua Feixue is still there.

"But after that, all my abilities can't be used anymore. Now I'm really just a weak woman with no power to restrain a chicken. I can only look up to Her Royal Highness to protect my safety."

As Xiao Muyu said, she spread her hands and put on a pitiful look.

Hua Feixue was stunned for a long time, and only at this moment did she feel her cold hands and feet warming up. When she recovered, her eyes became brighter and brighter.

She hurriedly rolled over and got out of bed, almost tripping because she was too anxious.

Xiao Muyu subconsciously reached out to help her, but was bumped into Hua Feixue's arms, and reached out to touch her face.

It is warm and soft.

Also true.

Xiao Muyu let her touch her face, and after a while, she felt Hua Feixue stop suddenly.

"Where is this place?" Hua Feixue asked.

"Not sure, but it should be within the territory of Xuefu Country, and it shouldn't be too far from the capital."

Xiao Muyu had glimpsed the snow scene outside, the closer to the capital, the more snow accumulated.

Looking out from the window of this inn, the eyes are all white.

"What's wrong?" Xiao Muyu asked.

"Let's go back quickly." Hua Feixue put on her coat, didn't even want to take care of her luggage, and hurriedly grabbed Xiao Muyu's hand, ready to go out.

"Is there something urgent?" Xiao Muyu was a little puzzled.

Hua Feixue gave a "hmm", and when she turned her head to look at her, her face was firm and her eyes were surprisingly bright.

Eyes are full of anticipation.

"Hurry up and tell Father, I want to marry you!"

——End of text——

The author has something to say: the text ends here~

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