Sediment rises

From Chen Zui's angle, he could just see Lin Congxuan wrapping his hands tightly around Liang Yiwan's waist. He was sobbing softly, and the sound of sobbing was heartbreaking.

Liang Yiwan patted his head and coaxed him tenderly: "Hey, cry."

Chen Zui touched his chest in a daze. It seemed that a hole had been dug out in that area suddenly, and the cold wind was blowing, making it painful and cold.

Confusion, fear, pain, regret, all emotions come one after another. Chen is most aware of the little boy who only accepts his arms, the boy who only depends on him, the boy who planted flowers for him, the boy who cooks for him, the boy who The boy he wrote post-it notes, the boy who isolated everything but still missed a small burn on his hand, he seemed to really lose it.

"Pa-ta", hot tears dripped on the trembling back of the hand.The two people embracing each other not far away became a still picture in Chen Zui's eyes. He could not hear all the sounds around him, only Lin Congxuan's suppressed sobs seemed to come from an empty cave and entered into Chen Zui's eyes. heart and soul.It took him a long time before he called out "Xiaoxuan" in a daze and despair, the voice was so soft that the wind would blow it away.

Half an hour later, Chen Zui and Liang Yiwan stood face to face under a streetlight outside the cemetery that was so dim that even the other's facial features could not be seen clearly.Lin Congxuan sat in Liang Yiwan's car not far away, while Chen Zui looked up and down and could only see a piece of windshield.

Liang Yiwan spoke first: "One day seven years ago, Xiaoxuan had an appointment with Yijiao to meet in the evening, but he didn't keep the appointment. Yijiao called me in a panic and said that Xiaoxuan had disappeared. No one answered the phone call. Xiaoxuan answered the phone just before I almost booked a flight back home. He was here at that time, sobbing depressedly on the phone. He said he missed his parents. I returned to China more than a year ago It was only later that I learned that that day was the day you left the country quietly. I often think that it would be great if I bought a plane ticket and went back to the country that day."

Liang Yiwan could no longer speak, his voice began to tremble.

Chen Zui took a deep breath and desperately suppressed his tears. In fact, Liang Yiwan said that he had been following Lin Congxuan that day.

Seven years ago, he left a note in his room and went directly to the airport with his suitcase to go abroad. Just before boarding the plane, he rushed out of the airport and took a taxi to the gate of Lin Congxuan's school.

At that time, Lin Congxuan was already in his third year of high school, and that day was his new semester opening ceremony.Originally, the two had made an agreement before Chinese New Year, Chen Zui would accompany Lin Congxuan to attend the opening ceremony, and after Yu Cong's death, Chen Zui lingered in the bar and became gloomy, Lin Congxuan dared not bring up this matter again.

There were many people in the school auditorium that day, and Uncle Zhao accompanied Lin Congxuan to attend the opening ceremony.Chen Zui sat in the last row, silently staring at the back of Lin Congxuan's smooth, black hair.Xiaoxuan was a lot more outgoing, and would say a few words to Uncle Zhao from time to time. Chen Zui could guess what he would say, and he must have said in a soft voice, "Uncle, it would be great if Xiaoxu came today."

In fact, Lin Congxuan called him when he was drinking at the bar the day before, and he hung up without hesitation.Then Lin Congxuan sent another text message, inviting him to attend the opening ceremony the next day. He emptied the mailbox and turned off the phone.He has never rejected any of Lin Congxuan's requests, and it is precisely because he couldn't stand the inner torment after the rejection that he bought the plane ticket on a whim, but in the end he ran out of the airport because he couldn't let it go.

The graduation ceremony ended near noon, Uncle Zhao sent Lin Congxuan home, and Chen Zui followed behind.It didn't take long for Lin Congxuan to find out that he was missing, and then ran out of the villa crying and called Chen Zui, but Chen Zui turned off the phone.

That day, Lin Congxuan, like Chen Zui today, overcame his fear of the crowd and went to all the places where Chen Zui was likely to appear. He even went to the bar Chen Zui frequented.In the end, Lin Congxuan seemed to be sure that Chen Zui was gone. He ran to the cemetery like an abandoned child, sobbing softly in front of his parents' tombstones.

That day Chen Zui had been hiding in the dark and followed Lin Congxuan silently. In the end, he hardened his heart and did not show up. Instead, he called Uncle Zhao to pick up Lin Congxuan.

But so what, singing the praises of the self-righteous guardian?Wasn't he the one who caused all this?He only dared to hide in the dark and feel hypocritically uncomfortable, but he never thought of getting closer to ask Xiaoxuan what happened that day, why did you go to the swimming pool, do you remember what happened that day?Even if you ask, it won't create a seven-year time gap!

Chen Zui laughed at himself, and said sincerely: "Thank you, it's a good thing you are with him."

Liang Yiwan sighed, and when he knew that Chen Zui almost died from an overdose, he couldn't blame him anymore, he said: "I have already explained the matter of Yu Cong to Xiaoxuan, but..."

"Say it, don't worry about my feelings."

Liang Yiwan hesitated for a moment, then said: "Xiaoxuan said...he doesn't want to be punished anymore, he wants to go home, his own home."

Chen Zui wasn't too surprised by the expected answer, he squeezed his numb palm and nodded: "Please send Xiaoxuan home."

The car drove out slowly, Lin Congxuan lowered his head and stared at the regular lines on his jeans, when the car was about to drive out of the range of the cemetery gate, he slightly raised his head and glanced at the rearview mirror, Chen Zuo stood alone on the spot , makes people feel sad.

"Xiaoxuan, can you move your things for me tomorrow?" Liang Yiwan looked at Lin Congxuan.

Lin Congxuan lowered his head and stared at his pants again, and after a minute or two he replied softly: "Yi Wan, I don't want to like Chen Zui anymore."

His voice was full of inseparable sadness, not "I don't like Chen Zui anymore" but "I don't want to like Chen Zui anymore", Liang Yiwan sighed slightly.

Two days later, it was Liang Yiwan who came to help Lin Cong choose what to pick up. He took a list written by Lin Cong and handed it to Chen Zui: "This is what Xiaoxuan asked me to take away for him."

The list was very long, but the things were very simple, because the things Lin Congxuan wanted to move were all in his own room, which was his whole world.

Chen Zui packed his luggage silently, Chen knew almost everything in Xiaoxuan's room except the computer he was drawing on.

There is a box of Rubik’s Cube that Chen Gao bought for Lin Congxuan when he was in high school, a music box that Chen Gao bought for Lin Congxuan when he was in high school, a jigsaw puzzle that Chen Gao bought for Lin Congxuan when he was in high school, and even the knitted cardigan that Lin Congxuan likes to wear most. It was also bought by Chen Gao when he was in high school.

During the seven years of high school, high school, and high school, his small selection has been stuck in the doting he gave for those three years.And now, Xiaoxuan is going to take them all away.

After loading all the packed cardboard boxes into the car, Liang Yiwan said goodbye to Chen Zui at the porch. He wanted to say something to Chen Zui but didn't know what to say.

Chen Zui handed the cat bag containing the white kitten to Liang Yiwan, and said, "The yellow one may have cat moss, and I will send it to Xiaoxuan when it is cured." Then Chen Zui handed over the signed divorce agreement Handed it to Liang Yiwan.

Liang Yiwan didn't answer, he asked, "Have you considered it?"

Chen most firmly nodded, and replied: "Well, this marriage with impure motives should end as soon as possible."

Liang Yiwan shrugged and made a joke: "Then we will be fair competition in the future?"

"Your odds will be greater."

The two looked at each other and smiled, Liang Yiwan was about to change his shoes when he suddenly remembered something, he said: "I almost forgot, Xiaoxuan asked me to bring something, but he wasn't sure if that thing was still there, so he didn't Written on the list, he... wants to break the glass of the Star Cup."

Chen Zui was stunned for a moment, and rushed to the study after saying "wait for me". He carefully took out the cup from the safe and went downstairs out of breath.

Liang Yiwan was a little surprised, because what Chen Zui brought was a whole cup.

"Have you fixed it?"

Chen Zui stared at the traces of glue on the outside of the cup and nodded, then shook his head again. He handed it to Liang Yiwan: "I can't find a small piece of glass at the bottom of the cup. I'll look for it again."

Liang Yiwan hesitated to speak, but finally just nodded and said, "Then I'm leaving."

Chen Zui stood at the gate of the courtyard and watched Liang Yiwan. He didn't turn his head and stared blankly at the villa he had lived in for three years until the car completely disappeared from his sight. Everything has been removed, and there is nothing left here.