Upstart Reborn

"Two years ago, I returned to China at the request of the young master, but I didn't expect to see Xiao Wang again, that Xiao Wang I couldn't imagine at all." Yuan Hao frowned, revealing the hidden pain in his eyes.What could hurt this person so deeply, Mu Xiaoyun didn't want to, and didn't ask.

The pain was too deep, Mu Xiaoyun understood that even though the types of pain were different, the traces in his heart all existed.Because those are the loved ones.

"People can't recall the past, as long as the present is good." Mu Xiaoyun got up, followed by lying on the low cabinet, looking at Yuan Wang.Yuan Wang is a sensitive child, as long as someone approaches, he will get nervous all over.But after seeing that it was Mu Xiaoyun, he gradually calmed down, and then smiled again. "He illustrated novels about girls and boys?" Mu Xiaoyun asked suddenly.

"How do you know?" Yuan Hao was curious.

Mu Xiaoyun didn't say anything, he tried to talk to Yuan Wang: "Brother Xiao Wang, can you show me this?"

Surprise flashed across Yuan Hao's eyes, Mu Xiaoyun's name was... and what surprised him even more was that Yuan Wang actually showed Mu Xiaoyun his most precious painting.Yuan Hao didn't have time to express his happiness. He couldn't even touch that painting easily.Otherwise, Xiao Wang would blame him for fearing that he would break it.

"The painting is really good, but why do you want this painting?" Mu Xiaoyun walked to him and sat down beside him.

Yuan Hao thought that Yuan Wang would not answer this time, unexpectedly, he actually said: "This is the person in the story." He spoke a little slowly, the voice of a 24-year-old man, but the tone of a child, and another Mu Xiaoyun was surprised.He immediately looked at Yuan Hao, "It's not just autistic, right?"

"Well, his memory stopped when we were in the orphanage, about 8 years old."

Hearing Yuan Hao's words, Mu Xiaoyun's heart twitched.This is even more amazing than reliving myself.He can live again, which means that he can make up for the regrets of his previous life.But for this person, only the soul has returned, but the life is not.

"You are really thorough in your observations." Of course, other psychiatrists have also discovered these subtleties.If Mu Xiaoyun was asked to take a look before, purely out of trust in Xia Minghe, then this time, Yuan Hao believed in this person, Mu Xiaoyun.

Mu Xiaoyun looked at Yuan Wang again: "I also listen to stories, brother Xiao Wang, can you tell me a story?"

"Okay." Yuan Wang answered a little faster this time, "Wait a minute." He got up and ran upstairs.

Looking at his back, Yuan Hao suddenly felt that his eyes were a little dry, and he didn't look at Mu Xiaoyun until Yuan Wang's figure disappeared from his sight: "I'm sorry." It was a bit embarrassing, after all, no man is willing to let others See your own vulnerability.

"He actually didn't stop himself at the age of 8. It's just that some of his consciousness stayed at that time, but he knew very well that he was 24 years old. It's just that he didn't have the memory from 8 to 24 years old. Strictly speaking Said, because he has no memory, he has been living on the idea of ​​8 years old. In other words, he is avoiding." Mu Xiaoyun opened Yuan Wang's drawing book.One by one, Mu Xiaoyun didn't know how to paint, but he could feel that Yuan Wang's paintings were very clean.

This is a child's drawing, but not a child's drawing.

"Can you tell me how you found out?" After seeing so many psychiatrists, none of them found out, and there is no lack of authority in this area.Through Xia Qinghe's relationship, he has found too many... Yuan Hao himself can't remember clearly, from hope to disappointment, what kind of feeling it was like.But now, the young man in front of him suddenly gave him hope again. It seemed that this time the hope was a little bigger, unprecedentedly big, and Yuan Hao was a little scared.

"You want to say that other psychiatrists have not discovered this, do you?" Mu Xiaoyun raised his eyebrows.Has a handsome temperament, is this person really only 18 years old?

"Not bad." Yuan Hao admitted.

"Actually, if I were them, maybe I wouldn't have discovered this, and if the person who came today was my stepfather, maybe he wouldn't have been able to find out either."

"why?"

"Don't doubt it, it's not that my skills are better than theirs. You have to understand that in psychology, it must be better to have more knowledge, and the reason why I discovered it is because I am young."

"young?"

"Well, the other psychiatrists you've seen, regardless of gender, should be quite young." Mu Xiaoyun said with certainty.

"That's right." Yuan Hao nodded, "They all go for the fame, and they are all looking for the best." And because of the fame, it takes time to earn it, so they are not young.

"And the reason why it didn't work before is here. When I first came in, he trembled a little, but he still looked at me curiously. From this, I can find that he wants to touch me. To be exact , he wants to meet people who are about his age or younger. Simply put, this is the idea of ​​an 8-year-old child. The idea of ​​wanting to meet new friends. But this is different from the idea of ​​an 8-year-old child, because he is very I clearly know that I am 24 years old, and I am sure that I am younger than him in appearance, so he has no fear of me and will not resist. But because the doctors before were older than him, he had resistance in his heart .May I venture to ask a question?"

When Mu Xiaoyun said these words, to Yuan Hao, there was no presumptuousness anymore.To be honest, at this moment, no matter how presumptuous the question is, he will know everything.

"Yes, please."

"The people who hurt him are all older than him, right?"

When Mu Xiaoyun asked these words, the hall was very quiet, so quiet that Mu Xiaoyun thought there was a sharp blade cutting.He didn't continue to speak, but waited quietly, waiting for Yuan Hao to speak.Because he knew that Yuan Hao needed time to adjust to the psychological flood.

"You were only 13 years old when you left City B, so secretly it may be unfamiliar to you." Yuan Hao said these words, a little to himself.However, Mu Xiaoyun went on to say, "The underground casino can be said to be the largest underground casino in our country. Many rich people from different cities come here admiringly, and even bought a house in City B, all for the convenience of playing in the dark. How could he not know? He also went to play a few times. When he was with clients, it was just that Mu Xiaoyun was not obsessed with gambling in his previous life. He told him to go to the casino. He would rather go gay, so he didn’t have a deep understanding. .

"Oh?" The past is always the past.Yuan Hao had already adjusted his mentality, so he was a little surprised to hear that Mu Xiaoyun knew about this place.However, on second thought, with Mu Youcheng's current achievements, or Mu Youcheng's achievements five years ago, it is not surprising that he would go there. "But there are many unspoken rules in it that you don't know."

"How to say?"

"We are gay, but don't let the world say it is so big. Even in City B, we are not the only ones who are gay behind our backs? It's just that some dare to come out, and some dare not. And those who dare not..." Yuan Hao paused, "For those who gamble in front of them, whether it is overnight or rest, the casino has additional services, and these services include boys."

"Because boys don't get pregnant."

"That's right, if you're a man, you don't have to worry about your future worries, and even if I find Xiao Wang there. The young master took me there to play, but later I learned from the relationship between the young and the young that it was indeed his mother who bought Xiao Wang. It's just that we can't find her no matter what."

The man who can play in secret must be older than Yuan Wang, and the younger one has no capital.This kind of torture day after day, year after year made Yuan Wang painfully choose to forget. He only deeply remembered the days when he was waiting for Yuan Hao at the gate of the orphanage when he was a child.

Mu Xiaoyun is not a passionate person, as he said, his only feelings are divided into three parts.But for Yuan Wang's sympathy, it was squeezed out of the cracks, but that was enough to make him feel sorry for that person.

The bouncing sound of going downstairs is Yuan Wang going downstairs.He walked up to Mu Xiaoyun with his hand in his hand, and then sat beside him: "Can you tell me the story here?"

"Okay." Mu Xiaoyun smiled at him, and then deliberately leaned against him.Immediately, he felt Yuan Wang's body was stiff and passive.He moved his body, but he didn't push Mu Xiaoyun away, he just read the story in the book with a pale face.

"Sure enough, he won't resist people who are younger than him, because he doesn't think they are threatening." Mu Xiaoyun has already given the answer. "Did he read him stories before?"

"often."

"Then he resists you?"

"When I saw him, he was already like this. There was some resistance, but it was not big. However, he still didn't like to share my bed with me. He could accept me holding hands, hugging, and even kissing, but not in bed. , just like pure chatting, lying on the same bed, it just doesn’t work.”

"I probably understand the situation." Mu Xiaoyun pondered for a moment, "I'll tell my stepfather about the situation and discuss how to deal with it. Do you mind if I tell my stepfather about the situation?"

"If I can help him, I can't feel enough." In this life, I will keep it in my heart.

"Since he doesn't reject me, then I think I can try to get along with him, and even share a room with him." However, on purpose, Master Xia came back to arrest him.

"Thank you."

Mu Xiaoyun understood Yuan Hao's indescribable feelings for those two words.