Upstart Reborn

In this quiet night without even the sound of birds, Chen Jingwen and Xu Yan seemed to be able to feel each other's breath, which was full of urgency.

Chen Jingwen didn't know Xu Yan's mood, he just knew that when his head was lowered, his heartbeat was also happy.When he was a few centimeters away from Xu Yan's lips, Chen Jingwen stopped. He looked at Xu Yan, maybe he had never used this kind of eyes to look at this hair boy so closely.From childhood to adulthood, their circle is a few people, crazy and play together, Xia Minghe Shui people don't follow them to fool around, but they will not break away from the crowd.His personality is similar to Qian Hai's, and it can be said that the two have similar tastes, so they act recklessly, and they are always with Qian Hai, even though he is chasing after his elder brother to discipline him.

And Xu Yan is a calm type, occasionally making some bad jokes, even his personality is cooler than his.

His coldness was different from Xia Minghe's. His coldness gave people a sense of arrogance, while Xia Minghe's coldness was directly ignored by craftsmen.

"Are you afraid?" Reference kicked people and laughed, and he sat up, "Are you afraid just now?"

Xu Yan gave him a blank look: "I'm not gay." After the words came out, he suddenly felt that the atmosphere was not right, Xu Yan was silent for a while, and then said: "Sorry."

"What?" Chen Jingwen's face suddenly darkened.

Xu Yan got up without saying a word, went to the changed clothes, took out a pack of cigarettes and a lighter, lighted it, and handed it to Chen Jingwen.The two smoked cigarettes naked like this, which was a bit funny, but it was nothing to them who grew up watching each other's bodies.

"How do you really know?" Chen Jingwen asked in a calm voice after taking a few puffs of cigarettes.

Xu Yan didn't speak, but looked back at Chen Jingwen silently.

The smell of smoke haunts the two brothers, and neither of them knows what the other is thinking, but until today, and probably only today, we want to know each other's thoughts.

Chen Jingwen never thought that he knew homosexuality, so when Xu Yan said that I am not gay, his heart was resigned. Be scorned.He has dated more than one girlfriend, and it's not that he has never had a relationship. He knows that he is hard on women, so he never thinks he is gay, but that day, he saw Mu Xiaoyun and Xia Minghe kissing, One of the two best friends in his life.The boredom and blockage in his heart made Chen Jingwen understand something.

He is no longer a seventeen or eighteen-year-old casserole, it's just that this kind of consciousness wakes up too late.If he woke up five years ago, if he woke up before Mu Xiaoyun and Xia Minghe started, Chen Jingwen knew that he was willing to love that child like Xia Minghe did.But it was too late, so he put it very simply, and gave up without even acting.

After that, he tried to report the woman, but it didn't work.He would find it boring to hug a woman, or want to kiss, even touch a woman's body.Recalling Mu Xiaoyun, the child of the Qing army five years ago, and the handsome boy five years later.

The heart still beats, the charm that attracts him, including the story of the boy, the courage of the boy, the wisdom and courage of the boy, and many reasons that he can't explain clearly.

Thinking of five years ago, when he was still in the hospital, he heard his elder brother talk about that child, and how good Xia Minghe was to that child, and he became curious.

Children like to drink Wangzai milk.So he carried a box to the bedroom.When he looked up and saw that child coming in with Xia Minghe, God knows how happy he was.Such a talented child, unexpectedly looks so good-looking.

It's just that I was too young at that time, and I didn't understand what this excitement died of, and I didn't understand what this excitement would develop into in the future.

So every time that child was with Xia Minghe, he would always be mischievous and even tease that child.Now I know for the second time, in fact, I just want to attract his attention, even if it is just a look.

"Do you...do you like Minghe or Xiao Yun?" Xiao Yun finally spoke after a while.

Chen Jingwen paused for a moment, then laughed out loud: "How did you find out?"

"I have known you for so long, as long as you look at them, there is a little impatience in your eyes. I didn't notice it at first, but when I found out that they might be a couple, I noticed that there is still you looking at them There is something interesting in the eyes."

"When did you find them?" Is this guy serious? It can be said that there is nothing leaking, otherwise how could he find out what happened to his own thoughts.

"Xiao Yun, please come back this time." Xiao Yun lit a cigarette, "I thought Minghe was too nice to her when I was in high school, but I was young at that time, did I think of the consultant? This time he will pull, faintly feel that they The relationship between the two is a bit strange, and you look at them with strange eyes, I was just guessing, but I didn't expect it to be true."

Homosexuality is hard to go, if it's just Xia Minghe and Mu Xiaoyun, Xu Yan thought, he can bless him, but now Chen Jingwen is stuck in it. "Jingwen, stop thinking about it. Our poems have never been able to accommodate Bill since Wu Ning Que."

They have witnessed that kind of hand in hand, so this is a world that others can never enter.

"Can I continue?" Chen Jingwen sighed, and then took up the position, "Let's go, if you don't go back, that idiot will think too much."

Pfft... Xu Yan couldn't help laughing out loud. The idiot Chen Jingwen said meant Qian Hai, but this guy didn't know that he was actually just as good as Qian Hai.

After they changed their clothes, they walked on the road of lions, carrying several buckets that were to be returned to Bill.It was obviously the same road as when we came here, but when we went back, we felt that this road was very short.

This is a feeling that slowly unfolds in each other's hearts, a very sweet self-question, but this is the lover who hasn't felt it yet.

When he returned to the tent, Qian Hai was watching a movie with his notebook.It’s not a regular movie, I don’t know when this bastard brought the reed, a person sees the positive passion, sees them come, and there is no embarrassment, this is to ask: “Is the place too small for our San people to use a tent?” gone?"

"Are you sleeping outside?" Chen Jingwen raised his eyebrows.

"Roast, why me?" Qian Hai felt wronged, "Why don't you still have to, if I know you won't keep your promise, do I need to squeeze the tent with you?" That's why three people have to squeeze into a tent. If he had known it was a group of people who didn't keep their promises, he wouldn't have to suffer.

"You're asking for it." Chen Jingwen snorted, then walked to Qian Hai's left and lay down.

In fact, Qian Hai was already on the sidelines, but Chen Jingwen wanted Wang Xixi, who could no longer accommodate a single person, to squeeze in, so he gave Qian Hai an excuse to yell: "Brother, do you think you are slim?"

"Shut up." Chen Jingwen closed his eyes and did not speak while sleeping.

Qian Haimei raised her eyebrows and looked at Xu Yan: "Did he go to Shanghai just now?" In fact, what he asked was a pun, Xu Yan understood, but just now, Chen Jingwen was indeed a little angry, so Xu Yan paused for a while, just now When he was about to answer, Chen Jingwen said first, "Are you going to relieve the fire?"

Qian Haiba Laptop Netcom other place [-]: "This is for you to vent your fire, do you want it?"

"Fuck you." Chen Jingwen turned around and ignored him.

Xu Yan shook his head, lying on the other side of Qian Hai.

Just laying down, Qian Hai's notebook made a sound of um, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, everyone is a man, this voice can easily arouse the fire in the body, but tonight, no one has such a desire, or to say, Chen Jingwen and Xu Yan didn't even have this desire.

Cheng Jingwen didn't, because Xing Xing was already awake, but Xu Yan didn't, because he suddenly felt that the sound of bed calling was hypocritical.

Compared with the inexplicable atmosphere here, the couple in the other tent is very warm.Mu Xiaoyun's star anise was exposed outside the blanket, and was pushed in by Master Xia with his feet: "There is a big contrast between civilizations at the seaside, and you will catch a cold." The interviewee Mu Xiaoyun hugged him neither tight nor loose , This is a habit developed five years ago.At that time, they were used to this posture before they realized their feelings for each other or decided to be together.

"En." Mu Xiaoyun obediently had no temper, "Brother?" He moved his body and found the most comfortable position in the other's arms, and Mu Xiaoyun spoke.

"Ok?"

"Did Jingwen change a bit when we came out this time?" Mu Xiaoyun thought, the Chen Jingwen who liked to make fun of him, and the Chen Jingwen who liked to rub his shoulders and backs with him, met his eyes very quickly now move away.This is not the appearance of the brother he is familiar with. If he has a problem with him, it is not like this.

Xia Minghe was silent for a while, when Mu Xiaoyun thought he would not answer, he suddenly said: "He knows our relationship."