Rebirth of the Queen

After five o'clock, Wang Long's call came after him, and he also rescued Mu Jinzhi who was in dire straits. The girls left behind, their backs looked like they were running away, which made Guan Ming and the girls couldn't help laughing, and the distance between them was getting closer at this moment.

When Mu Jinzhi arrived at Ximen, Wang Long was already there, wearing a handsome British windbreaker, a blue scarf, and a pair of casual trousers. It didn't look like his usual sunny style, but He was a little more handsome and elegant, and a little more mature than his age, which surprised Mu Jinzhi when he saw it.

As soon as Wang Long saw Mu Jinzhi, he walked over happily, and the big smile on his face immediately destroyed the extra gentleness of his clothes, showing his sunny nature, "Mu Jinzhi, you Come!"

Slightly pursing his lips, Mu Jinzhi nodded with a smile, and praised politely, "You look good in this outfit."

"Uh..." His face turned red all of a sudden, Wang Long scratched his head at a loss, and said, "I asked my good friend to help me choose, I think you will like this style more...so..."

Sighing in his heart, Mu Jinzhi looked into Wang Long's eyes and said seriously, "How can you be so sure that I will like this style? Wang Long, in fact, being yourself is the best. I still prefer to see your youthful and sunny appearance, that is you! Everyone has their own style and temperament, so you don’t have to deliberately change yourself to cater to my preferences.”

"But..." Wang Long originally wanted to say something, but when he saw Mu Jinzhi's sincere and serious eyes, he couldn't help feeling warm and laughed, "Haha! I see. Actually, I also feel a little strange , I feel awkward no matter what, I still wear sportswear comfortably, hehe..."

Nodding, Mu Jinzhi walked outside the school and asked, "Where shall we eat?"

"What do you want to eat?" Wang Long moved his body, because he really felt that this kind of slim-fit long trench coat that showed his figure was very uncomfortable, but he actually had a faint feeling that Mu Jinzhi would like a more mature style, so he decided to eat it. He would think of buying such a suit of clothes, but obviously the effect is not very good, which makes him feel slightly depressed in his heart.

"Whatever! Don't go to expensive places, just keep it simple and don't make too much noise." Mu Jinzhi turned his head and caught the flash of disappointment on Wang Long's face. Although he sighed in his heart, he didn't show it. Come out without saying anything.

"Then let's eat western food. I heard from my classmates that there is a good western restaurant nearby. It is quiet and affordable." Wang Long, who is a natural optimist, quickly calmed down and suggested with a smile.

"it is good."

Seeing Mu Jinzhi nod his head, Wang Long led Mu Jinzhi to the western restaurant. While walking, he talked with Mu Jinzhi about the high school class and how he felt about coming to the university. Said, "Mu, Mu Jinzhi...can you walk with me after dinner? Me, I have something to tell you."

Already vaguely guessing what Wang Long might say to him, Mu Jin felt a little relieved, because only when Wang Long pierced through this layer of screen paper could he solemnly refuse and not let the relationship between the two become ambiguous. Ambiguous, not clear.He doesn't like ambiguity, he just likes to make every relationship clear.

Gently half-closed his eyes and smiled, Mu Jinzhi replied softly, "Okay. Weiming Lake is quite quiet at night, how about we go for a walk?"

"okay."

Wang Long was also extremely uneasy, he was so nervous that he didn't dare to look at Mu Jinzhi, but in the same way, he felt that since he had been brave many times, this last time was not bad, no matter what the result was, he should at least let the object of his crush Knowing what he likes, don't let the secret love always be silently in love in a place where the sun can't be seen, besides, how will you know the result if you don't work hard?Maybe there will be unexpected joy, but if there is really unexpected joy, he will definitely treat Mu Jinzhi well, cherish and cherish this love that has been hidden in his heart for several years, if... if rejected, That's okay, at least he asked bravely, and he can still be friends with Mu Jinzhi in the future, and he can also learn to let go of this secret love slowly and wait for another person to appear.

The dinner was very quiet, Mu Jinzhi didn't talk much at all, but Wang Long was always nervous and restless, and didn't know what to say to Mu Jinzhi, so he could only bury his head in cutting and gnawing steaks, In my heart, I hope that this dinner will end soon, and I also hope that the ostrich mentality will continue to eat like this, and it will never end.

No matter how you imagine it, it can't compare to the real arrival of that moment. When Mu Jinzhi and Wang Long were standing on the small wooden bridge by the Weiming Lake, Wang Long's heart was beating so fast that it almost jumped out of his throat, and he was so nervous. Sweaty in one hand, he couldn't speak clearly. In the end, Mu Jin couldn't bear it, and asked, "What do you want to say to me? I have time, and I can wait for you to speak slowly."

Encouraged by Mu Jinzhi, Wang Long took a deep breath, then bravely looked into Mu Jinzhi's eyes, and asked the first question, "Mu Jinzhi, what do you think of homosexuality? Do you support it? Can you accept it?" ? Feel, feel... disgusting?"

Thinking that Wang Long would confess directly, Mu Jinzhi couldn't help being stunned for a second, then smiled and said, with a slightly mischievous tone, "I am, so why do I support it, accept it, or hate it? Can you not support yourself, accept yourself, and disgust yourself?"

Dumbfounded at Mu Jinzhi's admission that he was gay without hesitation, Wang Long was momentarily surprised and speechless, and could only stammer, "Yes, is it? That's great, I'm , me, me too!"

Smiling, Mu Jinzhi turned his head to look at the sparkling waves on the lake, a trace of tenderness and longing slowly emerged in his eyes, it was the tenderness unique to Mu Longxuan.

After a long silence, Mu Jinzhi closed his eyes slightly, sighed softly and said softly, "So what if you like a man? If you like a man, you just like it. There is nothing to hide, and there is nothing to announce to the world with great fanfare. Someone asked me, Naturally, I won't deliberately hide it, don't ask me, and I won't say that I like men when I meet people, after all, this is my own business, and it won't hinder anyone, and I'm not murdering or setting fire. What do you think?"

At the end, Mu Jinzhi had turned his head to look at Wang Long seriously, but at this moment there was still a gentle smile on Mu Jinzhi's face, his eyes were slightly half-closed, and the expression on his face A little lazy, a little cozy, and an inexplicably classic masculine demeanor, which looks very charming against the faint light, and Wang Long was immediately stunned.

Staring blankly, Wang Long couldn't help but recall the first time he saw Mu Jinzhi.At that time, Mu Jin was wearing a simple white shirt and black trousers, holding a book in his hand and sitting under a tree reading a book, the bright sunlight penetrated through the gaps between the leaves and fell on Mu Jin. The delicate side face, so quiet and clean, almost made him fall in love at first sight.

After that, there was a secret love that lasted for more than three years. In the past three years of high school, Wang Long had been watching Mu Jinzhi from afar, waiting for Mu Jinzhi to come to school, and quietly following Mu Jinzhi after school. Not far away, they sent Mu Jinzhi up all the way to pick up Mu Jinzhi's private car.Seeing that Mu Jinzhi is so good, Wang Long studied hard, trying to catch up with Mu Jinzhi, hoping that one day he would be qualified to stand beside such a dazzling and perfect Mu Jinzhi. In the past, in Mu Jinzhi's eyes, he is still just a strange classmate, even though he has been silently paying attention to Mu Jinzhi for so long, so long.

To have a crush on and to be crushed on is an unfair relationship.

Suddenly feeling sour and wronged in his heart, Wang Long's eye sockets felt a little hot unknowingly, then he lowered his head slightly, and said very lightly, "Mu Jinzhi, I like you."

"What?" Wang Long's voice was too low, Mu Jinzhi couldn't hear what Wang Long said, and asked subconsciously.

"Mu Jinzhi, I like you!" He raised his head and suddenly said loudly to Mu Jinzhi, Wang Long's eyes were already a little red, and the sincerity in his eyes really touched Mu Jinzhi for a moment.

But Mu Jinzhi understands that moving is only moving after all, and it is impossible to turn into liking. If he agrees to the boy in front of him because of a touch of moving in his heart, then he will definitely hurt this brave and sincere boy even more in the future, so he remains silent. After a while, Mu Jinzhi still seriously rejected Wang Long, "I'm sorry, Wang Long, I can't accept you, I have someone in my heart."

The expected answer, but still couldn't resist the disappointment and sadness surging from the bottom of his heart, Wang Long's eyes were moist all of a sudden, he hardly cried much since he was a child, but at this time he didn't know why, he just watched Looking into Mu Jinzhi's eyes, and hearing Mu Jinzhi's refusal, he had the urge to cry. It turns out that it's not that men don't have tears, but that they haven't really felt sad.

"Really..." Wang Long lowered his head slightly, letting his tears fall on the ground, so as not to let Mu Jinzhi see his distressed appearance.

"I'm sorry." Knowing that saying anything at this moment is superfluous, Mu Jinzhi can only say sorry to Wang Long, because he can't say anything with room for maneuver at this moment. If he gives Wang Long any hope, that is the real truth. To hurt Wang Long is to disrespect Wang Long's feelings.People's feelings are the most precious thing, no matter whether he likes Wang Long or not, he will respect Wang Long's liking, so he must treat Wang Long's liking seriously, and because of his solemnity, he can't agree to Wang Long, because he knows He himself is still in love with a man, and he can't accept a period of liking that he has no feelings for.

It was silent for a while again, when Wang Long slowly settled his mood, he finally raised his head.His face still has that sunny smile, and his eyes still have that kind of pure sincerity. His voice is full of blessings, but it makes people feel heartbroken for no reason, "Then I wish you and the person you like happiness. , we will still be friends in the future, anyway, I have tried my best, and I have no regrets!"

"Wang Long..." Mu Jinzhi wanted to say something, but he didn't know how to express his complicated mood at the moment, so he could only say, "I'm sorry."

Waving his hands, Wang Long said with a smile, "What can you do to me? It is my right to like you, but not your obligation. No one stipulates that you must like me! Well, well, well, I'm fine, It's just a little sad, after a while, I'll be alive and kicking again! At that time, don't refuse to be my best friend, but also help me find a good little boy! Haha!"

The more Wang Long said this, the more uncomfortable Mu Jinzhi felt, but it was impossible for him to say such deceptive words as "let's try", so he just nodded in the end and didn't say anything more.

At this time, there was a sudden gust of wind, which made Wang Long shiver exaggeratedly. Then he took off his scarf and said shiveringly, "It's so cold! Let's go back to the dormitory!" After finishing speaking, he put Mu Jinzhi tied his own scarf, and said with a bit of blame in his mouth, "The temperature difference in Beijing's autumn is huge, so I don't wear more when I go out at night. Be careful to catch a cold. This scarf is for you to wear. It's very convenient." warm."

Looking down at the scarf that was already wrapped, Mu Jinzhi was hugged by Wang Long suddenly before Mu Jinzhi said anything. He was slightly startled and was about to struggle, and then Mu Jinzhi heard Wang Long's voice. With a choked voice, "I'm sorry, just let me hug you, just give me a hug. Jinzhi, I like you, I really like you. From the first year of high school until now, I have never liked a person so much. Man, why can't you like me, why..."

There is no reason, there is no reason for feelings, if you like it, you like it, if you don't like it, you don't like it, so I can only say sorry to you.

His eyes suddenly became hot, and Mu Jinzhi finally didn't push Wang Long away mercilessly. He didn't know what to say, so he raised his arms and hugged Wang Long back, sighed softly and said one last time, "I'm sorry." I'm really sorry that I can't respond to your likes.

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The author has something to say: It's inexplicable, I wrote it so that I cried with Wang Long... 囧 died.Why