planting fields, raising children

"Wen Fei, is that you?"

Han Guanghui's voice trembled, the moment Jing Xing turned around, Han Guanghui seemed to see Jing Wenfei.On the same sunny day, Jing Wenfei received the university admission letter and waved it happily at him. The sun shone on his face, giving him a halo.The two of them took a photo to celebrate that day, and this photo is the only photo they took together in this life.

Gu Weihai, the guard at the side, couldn't help being taken aback when he saw Han Guanghui's dazed appearance. He had been by Han Lao's side for so many years, and he had never seen him in such a distraught state.Mr. Han is the God of War in the army, a hero no one can defeat.Although these years have retreated to the second line and faded out of people's sight, many people have forgotten the existence of such a person.But when Gu Weihai was in the army, Mr. Han was an undefeated myth.When Gu Weihai knew that he was transferred to be the guard of Mr. Han, he was so excited that he didn't sleep well all night.

But even such a person would have such an expression in the first place.No matter how godlike a person is, they are just individuals after all, with their own emotions and desires, but they are usually hidden and do not reveal their fragile side.Perhaps because of its rarity, it shocked him even more.

As soon as Jing Xing saw Han Guanghui, he recognized Han Guanghui immediately. Not many photos of Han Guanghui were left outside, and all he looked at were photos from at least 20 years ago.Han Guanghui is much older than 20 years ago. Although he can still see the brave and heroic figure galloping on the battlefield, he has to admit that the hero is old, and the years have carved indelible marks on his face.

"Hi, Jing Wenfei is my father." Seeing Han Guanghui, Jing Xing felt that there was no need to say those roundabout words, it was better to get straight to the point.

Han Guanghui's face was full of disappointment, he looked at Jing Xing fixedly, hoping that everything was a joke from the heavens.In fact, it is still that sunny day, and the tragedy has not yet been staged.It's a pity that Wen Fei is Wen Fei, and no one can replace him.Han Guanghui finally closed his eyes and accepted the fact.

"Can you talk to me?"

Jing Xing nodded, led Han Guanghui to the office, and served him tea and water, looking a little embarrassed under Han Guanghui's gaze.

Han Guanghui withdrew his gaze, waved his hand to make Gu Weihai retreat, but Gu Weihai didn't move, his duty was to protect Mr. Han, and he was inseparable.

Han Guanghui's tone was light, but there was an undeniable courage in his words, "You are guarding at the door."

Gu Weihai subconsciously glanced at Jing Xing, thinking that the other party should not be threatening, so he paused and left.

Seeing the door being closed, Han Guanghui opened his mouth slowly. The first sentence was a heavy bomb, "Are you born by Wen Fei?"

Jing Xing was stunned, this shouldn't be what he thought, right?After a long time, he tentatively asked, "What do you mean?"

"Chenchen was also born to you, right?"

Jing Xing buzzed, he didn't expect Han Guanghui to see through it at a glance, the meaning in his words clearly knew that they were not a simple father-son relationship, but were really born from the stomach.But such a thing is so unimaginable, how could God of War in the army think of this, does he know something?

Seeing Jing Xing's appearance, Han Guanghui became more certain in his heart, and said eloquently, "Wen Fei's father, Uncle Jing, is a famous human biologist. All the materials back then were destroyed, so no one knew that he was secretly researching a project." ——About men giving birth. This project is very hidden, no one else knows about it except himself, and even Wen Fei knows about it unintentionally."

All the data in the laboratory was destroyed back then, and the Jing family was also emptied, leaving nothing behind.Later, when Jing Shu was rehabilitated and the Jing family's old house was returned to Jing Wenfei, Jing Wenfei unintentionally found a note in the attic.It is recorded that there is such a foreign race, and men can have children. This foreign race was once regarded as a monster and was exterminated in large numbers.Only a few people escaped, and they have been anonymous since then, and very few people know that there is such a foreign race.In the beginning, all the aliens had contact with each other. Later, due to the war, some people died, which made the aliens lose their contact.There are only a few lines in the notes, and there is not much useful information provided.

At that time, Han Guanghui and Jing Wenfei already had different feelings for each other. Jing Wenfei read this notebook and thought it was some strange story, and didn't care.At that time, I was joking with Han Guanghui that if a man could really have children, he would give Han Guanghui one.Unexpectedly, this matter became true, and she had a child in a daze. If she hadn't just met Grandma Jiang, she might have died at that time.

Now the child has grown up, but the person who gave birth to the child is no longer there.

When Han Guanghui saw the promotional video, as Liang Haoquan guessed, it immediately aroused the memory in his heart.That shot is too similar, and this person's surname is Jing.This surname is not common, such a coincidence caused ripples in his heart like a pool of stagnant water.

When he hurriedly sent someone to investigate Jing Xing's life experience, he unexpectedly discovered Jing Wenfei who should have been gone long ago.Jing Wenfei not only did not die, but lived for more than twenty years.

Back then, he never found Jing Wenfei's body. He always held a hope that Jing Wenfei was still alive.But back then he didn't have the strength to look for it, and when he had the strength, he couldn't find any news.Jing Wenfei is really alive, not only has a son.He had this son before he came to Shouhe Village and before he got married, and counting the days, it should have been when Jing Wenfei was still by his side.

What kind of person Jing Wenfei is? Han Guanghui knows very well that he couldn't have had an affair with other women when he was with him back then. Even if something like that happened at that time, Han Guanghui never doubted it. Everything was planned by his father.

When Han Guanghui saw Jing Xing, he felt an inexplicable sense of closeness, not only because Jing Xing looked like Jing Wenfei, but also because of the inexplicable clamor in his blood.This feeling made his heart beat like thunder and his whole body went numb.He suddenly remembered the vague diary, remembered that there was indeed such a foreign race, men could have children, and remembered that Jing Shu never told about Jing Wenfei's mother until his death, the truth was ready to come out.

Seeing Jing Xing now, the conjecture in his heart was confirmed, even though he had experienced the hail of bullets, he couldn't calm down.

"Why didn't he come to me?"

Han Guanghui's voice was choked up, and even a tough man couldn't help mourning and regretting now.If he had been stronger back then, Jing Wenfei would not have been exiled in another country, and the three of them would not have been unable to reunite forever.

Jing Xing shook his head, "My dad never told me about the past, and I don't know exactly what happened back then. Maybe it was because of fear, maybe it was because of other reasons. I used to wonder why he liked Sitting on the back hill and looking into the distance, now that I think about it, I might be waiting for someone."

Han Guanghui's tears finally couldn't help falling down. He clenched his fists tightly and said for a long time: "Where is he buried now?"

"It's on the back mountain." The country can still be buried, so according to Jing Wenfei's last wish, he was buried in this place that he had been waiting for all his life.

Han Guanghui closed his eyes, "Will you take me to have a look?"

Jing Xing nodded, made a phone call to arrange work for Jiang Lizhen, and took Han Guanghui and Gu Weiguo to the back mountain together.

Han Guanghui saw Jing Wenfei's grave standing alone on the mountain, as if he could see him sitting here back then, looking into the distance with anticipation.Like every time he left home to go to the army, Jing Wenfei stood on the platform and waved to him with a look of loneliness and anticipation.

Han Guanghui couldn't bear it any longer and knelt down, touching the tombstone with Jing Wenfei's three big characters printed on it: "Wenfei, I'm here. I'm sorry, I'm late again, but I'm still late."

As the mountain wind blows, the branches sway with low compassion, the leaves and weeds are rolled up in the wind, they float into the sky and then fall to the ground, ashes return to ashes.

"Wen Fei, we will never be separated again this time, no one will be able to separate us again. Wait a little longer, I will go down to accompany you soon. I saw our son, don't worry, I will protect him Good for him, don't let him be like us."

Just after the Qingming Festival, there are still bamboo sticks hanging on the grave with paper money.Han Guanghui cleaned up the fallen leaves and weeds in front of Jing Wenfei's tomb with his own hands. Gu Weiguo wanted to go up to help, but he refused.

Gu Weiguo was surprised, thinking of the rumors in the army, he suddenly understood why Han Guanghui had become abnormal since he knew Jing Xing, a young man.Knowing the truth, his heart skipped a beat, but his expression remained the same, standing straight to the side without saying a word.

Jing Xing brought Han Guanghui back to Jiang's house, and Han Guanghui bowed respectfully to Grandpa Jiang and the others, especially when facing Mother Jiang, he bowed three times.Sincerely thank her, thank you for taking care of Jing Wenfei these years, so that he will not be miserable all his life, so that he can feel the warmth in these decades, so that he will not be so painful when he leaves.

Mother Jiang's tears fell directly, not afraid of Han Guanghui's proud identity, straightened her waist and said: "You don't need to thank me, I didn't do it because of you or anyone. We are not Wenfei's benefactors, and neither is Wenfei. We owe it to us, we are a family, and it is only natural to take care of each other."

Han Guanghui choked up and said: "Wen Fei has you, it is the happiest thing in his life."

Mother Jiang finally couldn't help but said: "But what he wants to wait for most is you, but you let him down."

"I betrayed him." Han Guanghui had a painful expression on his face. If he hadn't been so weak at the beginning, he wouldn't have let his beloved be exiled to another country. Now that Yin and Yang are separated, no matter how powerful he is, he can't bring him back.

The room was quiet, only the sound of Mother Jiang sobbing intermittently.

Grandpa Jiang said at this time, "Death cannot be resurrected, and the living should cherish the present. If Wen Fei is alive in heaven, I don't want you to feel sorry for him."

Han Guanghui suppressed the sadness in his heart, "Did Wen Fei leave anything when he left?"

Mother Jiang wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, went into the room and took out a letter and handed it to Han Guanghui, "This is what he left when he was dying. He said that if anyone came to look for him, he would give this letter to him. I I thought I would never be able to deliver this letter in my life, but fortunately, I did not disappoint Wen Fei’s last entrustment, and Wen Fei did not misunderstand the person.”

Jing Xing was stunned when he saw the letter, he didn't know the existence of the letter.

Jiang's mother saw his expression and explained: "Your father wants you to grow up like a normal child, so he deliberately hides it from you. No matter whether someone finds it, he doesn't want you to know that you are different from ordinary people. So let me Don't let you know that he didn't expect you to have the same body as him, and to have Chen Chen, and to know what happened back then by accident.

I've been hesitant to tell you about this before, but I guess your father would prefer that person to open this letter, rather than keep it from you because it embarrasses you. "

"Mom, I understand." Jing Xing's tears fell, for his father Jing Wenfei and for Jiang's mother.

When Han Guanghui saw the familiar font on the envelope, the last bit of floating in his heart settled down.This is really the place where his Wen Fei lived for more than [-] years, it is really the place where his Wen Fei was buried, and the young man in front of him is their child.Standing in front of him alive, it seemed to remind him that they were once in love and had a lingering relationship back then.

Holding the letter, Han Guanghui's hands trembled slightly. He opened the letter and greedily read it word by word, with red eyes and a sad face.After reading the letter, Han Guanghui carefully folded it into his arms, as if he could be with Jing Wenfei in this way.

Han Guanghui turned to look at Jing Xing, "Son, can you call me father?"

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The second update at night is a bit mysterious. I can only say that I will work hard, but I will make up the update tomorrow, so please don’t wait.

PS: I can't listen to abuse songs and write articles, it's obviously nothing, I just abused myself, I feel uncomfortable.Recommend Sha Baoliang's "Gone with the Wind"