planting fields, raising children

When Liang Haoquan drove to Shouhe Village, it was already ten o'clock in the evening.Parked the car in the parking lot outside the manor and rubbed his dull and painful temples.His head was a little dizzy, the new company was more difficult than he imagined, and since Jing Xing left, he knew how much Jing Xing had improved in these years.Unknowingly, he helped him so much, became his greatest help, and was no longer the young boy who once needed his advice.

Thinking of Jing Xing, Liang Haoquan felt pain in his chest again.What he said that day was so clear, how the gap between two people can be bridged, according to his temper, he would have chosen to give up after weighing the pros and cons.The price of this is too high, even if you try your best, it will be difficult for two people to be together without any grievances.There is more than one Jing Xing in the world, just like there is more than one Zuo Xiaozuo in this world.The most sensible thing for him now is to give up and let the two find their own happiness, just like he gave up Zuo Xiaozuo back then.

Reason was clamoring for him to let go, and turn around gracefully like before.However, he just couldn't do it.He couldn't help but drive the car here every day, no matter how late or tired he was, he couldn't stop his urge.He didn't know why this happened, so he could only direct his actions according to his clamoring instinct.

"Mr. Liang, are you so late today?" Xiaojun who guarded the gate saw Liang Haoquan walking in, and quickly poked his head out to say hello.

Liang Haoquan smiled, "Are you on duty today?"

"Yes, Mr. Liang, I have roasted taro here, would you like some?" The manor's guard work is not so strict at night when there is no one around, as long as you keep an eye on the door, it doesn't matter if you eat or play cards during the night shift.The guards are all veterans who have just returned, and they are all big guys. They are easy to get hungry at night, and there are often suppers.

"Okay, thank you." Liang Haoquan realized that he hadn't eaten dinner, and his stomach started to growl. At this time, the shops in the manor were closed, so he didn't refuse.Xiaojun was stunned. Although Liang Haoquan was very polite to them every time, he always felt superior. He just said it casually just now, and he didn't expect that people would really come to eat.Fortunately, he was well prepared, so Xiaojun picked a few out of the ashes and handed them to Liang Haoquan.

The taro is not big, only the size of a baby's fist, but Texiang Liang Haoquan couldn't help making one, peeling the skin while burning his hands.He also made a hand full of ashes, how could he be so embarrassed in the past.

Liang Haoquan walked in and subconsciously looked at the manor's office, and unexpectedly found that the lights in Jing Xing's office were on.With a jump in my heart, I walked towards it unconsciously.

Walking to the gate of the compound, Liang Haoquan stopped and shook his head with some self-deprecating.It is impossible for Jing Xing to be here at this time, Chenchen cannot leave him at night, he should be at home with Chenchen now.

Thinking of Chenchen's grape-like eyes and bun-like face, Liang Haoquan felt warm in his heart.

"You are just an uncle, you have been in the past, you are now, and you will be in the future."

Jing Xing's words that day surfaced in Liang Haoquan's ears, and the originally sweet taro became bitter.If, if he didn't ignore Jing Xing so much at the beginning, but respected him, valued him, and doted on him.Now, can the family of three be with He Meimei?It's not like now he wants to see but doesn't dare to see it, and not seeing it feels like a sharp pain.

Liang Haoquan swallowed the last taro, but he swallowed too hard and accidentally choked. The taro scraped his throat like a stone, and he almost didn't catch his breath.

Cough, cough—

Liang Haoquan rubbed his neck in pain. If it was the past, a glass of water would have been handed to him by now, and someone was patting his back for him, worrying about him and anxious about him.But now this person has been driven away by him, maybe, he will never come back.

Liang Haoquan felt a pain in his neck, the pain made his eyes ache, and the pain caused tears to roll in his eye sockets.

A familiar figure was imprinted in the blurred vision, Liang Haoquan raised his eyes, and Jing Xing stood at the gate of the courtyard.Just like before, the difference is that the concern in the eyes once turned into indifference.

"You...why are you still here?" Liang Haoquan's voice was hoarse, and his throat hurt even without saying a word.

"Work. Tomorrow, you should live in Maoshi, don't come here."

Liang Haoquan was in a hurry, "Why? I didn't bother you. Could it be that I can't even watch you from a distance? Cough——"

Jing Xing frowned slightly, turned and left without hesitation, Liang Haoquan was hit hard in the heart.Just when he was about to despair, Jing Xing appeared in front of him and handed him a bottle of water, still expressionless, as if facing a stranger.

Liang Haoquan almost begged: "I swear I won't disturb your life, don't drive me away, okay?"

Jing Xing lowered his eyes, "You don't need to be so humble, it's not worth it, why bother."

"You didn't feel it before, but it's only to this extent, so how could I feel it."

Jing Xing sighed, especially abruptly in the dark, before opening his mouth for a long time: "Your family is very worried about you, afraid that something will happen if you are overtired like this. You are a guest of my manor, and I have an obligation to remind you, please don't work so hard , if something happens, your family will definitely blame our manor."

Liang Haoquan withdrew the hand he wanted to stretch out, and now he didn't dare to expect these instructions anymore because Jing Xing was worried about him, all of this was just that Jing Xing was afraid of taking responsibility.

Liang Haoquan suppressed the soreness in his heart, "Why are you still here so late, won't Chenchen make trouble to find you?"

"Put my clothes next to him, and he'll smell me, so he won't make a fuss."

A bleak smile curled up on the corner of Liang Haoquan's mouth, "This kid is really easy to lie, he's going to pass his hundred days soon, right?"

Jing Xing frowned, looking vigilant.

Liang Haoquan smiled wryly, and his throat hurt even more, "On the hundredth day, can grandpa come over? Don't worry, he won't know about Chenchen's life experience. He has always liked Chenchen very much, and he has been arguing to come and have a look these days. But his health is getting worse and worse, and I have been stopping him from running around. He is getting old and has not much time left. I hope he will not miss such an important day as Chenchen. Although he will never There won't be a day when he knows, but let him get close to Chenchen, at least he won't regret knowing the truth after a hundred years, okay?"

Jing Xing did not speak, his expression could not be seen against the light.Liang Haoquan endured the pain in his throat, and said again: "I won't come over that day, but grandpa will come and see, okay?"

Jing Xing was still silent, Liang Haoquan became anxious, "I swear I won't tell him the old man Chenchen's life experience, just let him come over as your grandfather to have a look, okay? This is the greatest wish of grandpa in his life..."

"it is good."

"I won't use grandpa to threaten you, it's just... what did you say?"

"I said yes, Mr. Liang has always cared about Chenchen and brought so many gifts to Chenchen. If you are in love and reason, you should invite him to come over for a cup of hundred-day wine."

An unnatural smile curled up on the corner of Liang Haoquan's mouth, to conceal his emotions, he said dryly, "Thank you."

"There's no need to say thank you, this is what I should do as a junior. It's late, Mr. Liang, please come back."

"What about you? Why are you still here so late?" How much Liang Haoquan hoped that the answer would be the same as before, but he knew very well that this was impossible, and this kind of cognition reminded him of his stupidity all the time.

"I'm sorting out some materials, and I'll be back in a while."

"I'll see you off, it's dangerous to walk this distance alone."

Jing Xing laughed, "Mr. Liang, I'm not as weak as you think."

Liang Haoquan hurriedly said: "I didn't mean that, it's just..."

"Thank you, Mr. Liang, for your concern. I'll ride back and everything will be fine."

Speaking of Jing Xing turned around and was about to leave, Liang Haoquan called Jing Xing to a stop, Jing Xing paused, then turned around: "Is there anything else?"

Liang Haoquan walked to Jing Xing's side, summoned up his courage, looked into his eyes, his eyes were deep and sincere: "Perhaps the following words will sound stupid to you, but I still want to treat you. I am powerless for what happened in the past. Redeem, I dare not expect you to forgive and forget. In the past, you let me wait for me. From now on, let me wait for you like you once did. Don't rush to refuse, you don't need to do anything, There is no need to respond, just like I did to you before. You just need to be yourself, give me ten years, if after ten years you still have no one you want to be with, then at that time, you give me again Any chance?"

Jing Xing's eyes widened, and just as he was about to speak, Liang Haoquan said again: "You don't need to say that it's not worth it. Whether it's worth it is up to you, and no one can say it clearly. Don't ask me why, I just do what I want , There are not so many reasons. I am not too angry to say it for a while, I still have this bit of judgment and reason, and I also want to know to what extent I can do it."

Jing Xing looked straight at him, while Liang Haoquan looked serious and calm, without any retreat or wavering.

"Whatever you want." Jing Xing sighed deeply, and finally turned and left.

Chenchen's hundred-day banquet still has no big invitations, and it's just a family gathering.Mr. Liang came over early in the morning, and when he saw Chenchen, he was so happy from ear to ear, "This big fat boy, the longer he grows, the more energetic he is."

Grandpa Jiang was also very happy, "No, it's heavy to hold him now. The roads in our place are uneven and we can't use a cart to push him. It's quite tiring to take him for a walk."

"Hey, it's different to have a baby at home. You see, your family is much more joyous than when I came here before."

Grandpa Jiang was very happy when he heard this, "Why hasn't your brother been here for so long? Our Shouhe Village has undergone great changes, especially the manor, ouch, that has changed a lot. Your xiaoliang has been planted in our manor. With few fruit trees, you can have good luck in the future."

"Really? I heard that they are all of the same race?"

"Isn't it? If people want to help, he refuses to let him. This baby has a real heart and can accomplish things. By the way, why doesn't he come today? He's been living in the manor these days, so why doesn't he come here on this big day. "Grandpa Jiang asked Jing Xing.

Jing Xing lowered his head to kill the fragrant pig, pretending he didn't see it.

Mr. Liang raised his eyebrows, and then said calmly: "He's been busy these days, so I didn't have time to take a look when I came here. This kid is a desperate person. Jing Xing, talk more about him when you have time." A few words."