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"Don't mention him again!" Liang Haoquan almost yelled, and Er Lengzi stared at Liang Haoquan vigilantly, as if he was about to make a move.

Jing Xing twitched hard in his heart, it turned out that his heart was not as peaceful as he thought.

Liang Haoquan tugged at his hair irritably, "Why do you keep holding on to him? It's obviously a thing of the past. Is it interesting to keep mentioning him? He doesn't even know about these things."

Jing Xing smiled mockingly, "It turns out that Mr. Liang, you didn't bend him, because you were afraid of disturbing his life, so you didn't even dare to express your own feelings. If you have half the thoughts you have for him, my life will be miserable." It would be so scary."

Seeing Jing Xing's appearance, Liang Haoquan was inexplicably flustered, "What do you mean?"

"Shouldn't you know best what you mean?"

"How long are you still holding on to this? Doesn't he look like a man when he's greasy and crooked."

Jing Xing laughed, and Liang Haoquan shuddered when he heard it, "Yeah, what kind of man, I'm just a monster."

Liang Haoquan frowned in displeasure, "I don't allow you to say that about yourself."

Jing Xing looked straight at him, "If, if Zuo Xiaozuo wasn't straight, I'm afraid you wouldn't have cared so much about Mr. Liang and chased him down. At that time, even if you knew about Chenchen, you wouldn't be able to turn back Find me. Even, if Zuo Xiaozuo doesn't mind, he will take Chenchen away from me without hesitation. From then on, he doesn't even want to let me see Chenchen's face. He is afraid that a vicious person like me will kill you Lover, will use Chenchen to blackmail you.

Unfortunately, there is no such if.That's why you thought of me, anyway, you'll never be able to be with Zuo Xiaozuo, so why not find me as an obedient and easy-to-use spare tire.If you meet someone like Zuo Xiaozuo who is a crook again in the future, at worst, you will kick me away again. Anyway, it is not the first time, and it will not be a loss for you. You can still enjoy the warmth of your family during this time, why not Instead of doing it.Mr. Liang, you are a businessman, and you have a good plan. "

Liang Haoquan's heart was hit hard, and his whole body seemed to be emptied.He thought that Jing Xing would blame him and distrust him, but he never thought that Jing Xing could think so badly of him.It turned out that his nonchalant attitude in the past had already deeply imprinted such distrust in Jing Xing's heart.If Zuo Xiaozuo's incident hadn't erupted, I'm afraid he would never know that Jing Xing loved him deeply in the past, but never trusted him.And the two of them couldn't have the same intimacy between Jing Xing and Xiao Yang without any grievances, precisely because

Because of such an invisible gap, Jing Xing couldn't really put all of himself on him, what he saw before was just Jing Xing's deliberate appearance.

Even without the Zuo Xiaozuo incident, he chose the two of them to be together at that time, it was just a well-packaged Jing Xing who couldn't touch his heart, and he would never be able to see the most real side of Jing Xing in his whole life.

But now Jing Xing has gone through the pain of peeling off his scales, from the day he was forced to abandon this relationship and stood up again, he is no longer willing to turn back to be that person who has been forcing himself to show his perfect side and suffers every day.Jing Xing's previous refusal was not resentment, nor anger at his previous determination, but a fear of going back to living the same life as before, this fear is even more difficult to get rid of than resentment.

It may not be that Jing Xing is ignorant now that he really wants to live a life now, but he doesn't have the courage to live with him again, the previous ten years have exhausted all his strength.Even if there is an occasional heartbeat, they will soon be awakened by the thorn in the heart, and the persecution paranoia will occur, and then they will return to the original point.

This recognition slapped Liang Haoquan severely, and deeply mocked his self-righteousness.If a person has despaired of you, even when Fei Pear even regards you as the source of pain, can he really recover it?

It was the first time for Liang Haoquan to be so panicked and bewildered, and the unpredictability of the future made him at a loss what to do.Accustomed to everything going under his control, such darkness made him feel unconfident.

"Jing Xing, I regret it." Liang Haoquan was very tired. If he hadn't been so self-righteous at the beginning, how could he have let the two of them fall into this situation.If he didn't take Jing Xing for granted these years, it would be better if he drew a clear line from the beginning, or decided to be together from the beginning.Will the two of them walk side by side like Jing Xing and Xiao Yang, so that they will share happiness together without any grievances, and bear all the pain?

He has always thought highly of himself, even if he makes a mistake, he is confident to make up for it, but now he is not sure.

Jing Xing said lightly: "I will never let go, but you will have a better choice, we might as well just leave it like this, the road returns to the road and the bridge returns to the bridge. As for Chenchen, if you want to come and see, just watch, there is one more person to love He is not bad to him. But, you are just an uncle, then, now, and in the future."

At this moment, Liang Haoquan felt that the two of them were really like two parallel lines that could never intersect. This kind of cognition made him feel extremely panic and fear, as if a big part of his heart had been taken away.

Liang Haoquan grabbed Jing Xing's hand: "Jing Xing, shall we be together again? Not because of Chenchen, not because of anyone,

Just because it's you, I guarantee that the things you worry about won't happen. "

Jing Xing pulled his hand out, Liang Haoquan didn't let go, Jing Xing sighed, and said quietly: "We, have we ever really been together? Hehe, I'm afraid even you can't be sure."

The world only knew that Jing Xing was Liang Haoquan's assistant, but very few people knew about their private relationship.It's just that Jing Xing deliberately spread some rumors, but Liang Haoquan suppressed these rumors with his own actions.Although there were speculations, no one dared to be sure, they only thought that it was Jing Xing's unilateral crush, which was indeed the case.

"The problem between us didn't happen overnight. Why bother to spend a short life to entangle it. It's better for everyone to live their own lives, without suspicion or harm."

Liang Haoquan finally left in a daze, and everything returned to the original point.

Jing Xing lay weakly on the table, and Er Lengzi, who had heard the whole thing, came in, and awkwardly patted Jing Xing's shoulder to express his comfort.

Jing Xing raised his head, smiled awkwardly and said, "Er Lengzi, don't tell the outside world what happened today, okay?"

Er Lengzi nodded naively.

"Er Lengzi, did you understand just now?"

Er Lengzi thought for a while, then nodded, "You have an affair with Mr. Liang."

Jing Xing burst out laughing, and the gloom just now dissipated a lot, "You really can't speak normally."

Er Lengzi blinked his eyes, but didn't make a statement, still with a paralyzed face.

"Do you think it's strange how two men can get together.

"Can't we be together?"

Jing Xing was healed, "You, you are pretending to be stupid to make me laugh."

Er Lengzi said seriously: "No."

Jing Xing smiled, Er Lengzi said again: "That Mr. Liang is serious."

"Ok?"

"He said he was serious about being with you, and you like him too, why aren't you two together?"

Jing Xing didn't expect him to say this, so he couldn't help being stunned, "How do you know?"

"I just know it."

Jing Xing couldn't laugh or cry, seeing Er Lengzi like that, the dull pain in his heart was relieved a lot, talking about Liang Haoquan was like talking about other people's affairs, "Didn't you stop him just now as if you hated him? say?"

"Two different things."

Jing Xing really didn't know what to do with Er Lengzi, so he could only mutter: "Our affairs are complicated, we can't be together."

Er Lengzi didn't understand now, "Then make it simple."

Jing Xing shook his head, "Not everyone is like you, simple and without worries."

"I have."

"Ok?"

"Trouble, I have."

Jing Xing became interested, "Tell me about it? What's bothering our second son."

"Reiko doesn't like me anymore."

Jing Xing was silent, he had a premonition before, but he was still a little shocked when he heard it from Er Lengzi's mouth, but it seemed that Er Lengzi didn't worry too much about this matter, and felt much more at ease.If Fang Ling really had a problem, Er Lengzi might not act too aggressively.A little curious: "Then you still send money to her now?"

"A man has to do what he says. What I promise to provide for her is not the same as whether she likes me or not."

"However, you confessed her, and she has a good job in the city. I'm afraid she will never come back to you in the future. So, don't you regret it?"

Er Lengzi scratched his head, "But I confessed to her, and she also said to come back and marry me later."

"But there are many people in this world who don't count what they say. By then, won't you be empty of money and money?"

Er Lengzi replied without thinking: "I promised her, I have to do it, I don't care what others do."

"But you are worried now, aren't you? You continue to send money to her, but you don't get a response, and she won't have a good impression of you because of this. If she likes you, isn't it even more troublesome."

Er Lengzi said firmly, "Two different things."

Jing Xing shook his head, feeling that he was even more stupid than Er Lengzi when he said this to Er Lengzi.But there was comfort in his heart, it turned out that he was not the only one in this world who was stupid, and there were people who were more stupid than him.At any rate, he still knows how to fight for it, and knows how to consider expenditure and return.But after thinking about it, maybe this is Erlenzi's cleverness, he only does what he does, and it doesn't matter how others react to him.So he won't be like himself, spending these years in self-torture, thinking about gains and losses every day.However, except for Er Lengzi, who is naturally less stubborn, who can really be so selfless and not afraid of getting hurt.

"What if she really doesn't marry you in the future?"

Er Lengzi was silent now, and it took a long time before he spoke, "She promised."

Jing Xing patted him on the shoulder, "She doesn't like you, and if she made a promise, she might regret it. Who doesn't want to be with the person they like, especially a beautiful girl like her."

Er Lengzi looked serious, "You and Mr. Liang like each other and are not together, Lingzi doesn't like me, why can't I be together."

Jing Xing choked completely.

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