planting fields, raising children

Ning Yan returned home and searched around but did not see Lu Youshan, and immediately became anxious, "Xiaoyi, Xiaoyi."

Lu Youshan leaned out from the kitchen, "Brother Yan, I'm here."

Ning Yan breathed a sigh of relief, and the anxiety and worry on his face dissipated instantly, "I just looked around but couldn't find you, I thought you left me alone again. What are you doing in the kitchen, are you hungry? Hey, look at me , I even forgot to prepare some snacks for you at home. I will ask the doctor what snacks you can eat now. "

Lu Youshan felt warm in his heart. In the past few months, Ning Yan not only accompanied him in his recovery, but also took care of him in every detail in life.Now he is not as thin as when he just woke up, and he has gradually returned to his normal posture. This is all thanks to Ning Yan. Even if he used to be a nurse and was praised for his professionalism and meticulousness, he has to admire Ning Yan's thoughtfulness.

The boring rehabilitation exercises became very interesting because of Ning Yan, although Ning Yan was not for him.He is now gradually able to take care of himself, and can't help but want to do something for him.

"I'm making lunch. I don't know if it suits your taste." Lu Youshan specially learned cooking skills because of his previous job as a nurse. Not only does it taste good, but most importantly, it is also healthy.

Ning Yan was surprised, "Xiao Yi, when will you be able to cook?"

Lu Youshan's heart skipped a beat. He should have thought about how a proud man like An Yi could cook. Such slender and beautiful double uppers are for playing the piano instead of cooking.He forgot about this because Ning Yan was cooking all this time and he was eager to show off.

Lu Youshan suppressed the tension in his heart, "I read it online, I hope it's not too bad."

Ning Yan couldn't help but went up to hug Lu Youshan, and then remembered something, and let go of his hand, and said softly, "I'll do these rough jobs, don't waste this effort in the future."

Lu Youshan lowered his head, "I, I just want to do something for you."

Ning Yan suppressed the excitement in his heart, and said calmly as much as possible: "You just need to enjoy it, the oily fume will smoke you, I can't bear it."

"Brother Yan, you are so kind to me."

Ning Yan put his arms around Lu Youshan, "Then you don't leave me in the future, okay?"

Lu Youshan gritted his teeth, "Okay, I will never be separated from you, Brother Yan, in my life."

If you don't push me away, I won't leave either.

For you, I abandon all my conscience and make a mistake to the end.I'm sorry Xiaoyi, forgive my selfishness, and take away your brother Yan.I will take your share and Ning Yan to live a good life, and in the next life I will definitely repay you by being a cow and a horse.

When Ning Yan heard the answer, he almost couldn't resist kissing him, but he couldn't, this time he absolutely couldn't let Xiao Yi be scared away again.

The burning smell in the kitchen reminded the two hugging each other, Lu Youshan jumped up and pushed Ning Yan away, "Oh, I'm still stewing ribs!"

Ning Yan sat blankly looking at the delicious food, Lu Youshan thought it was not to his taste, so he was a little worried: "Is this not to your taste?"

Ning Yan picked up the chopsticks and suppressed the bitterness in his heart, "No, I like it very much, but I am a little reluctant to eat it."

Lu Youshan laughed, "If you like it, I will do it for you every day."

"No, I didn't mean that..."

"Brother Yan, I like to make these for you, and I feel very satisfied to see that you like it."

Ning Yan took a deep look at him, and muttered to himself, "It would be great if you couldn't remember it for the rest of your life."

"what?"

"No, it's nothing. Let's eat, it looks delicious." Ning Yan looked very hungry and swept the dishes on the table, admiring every time he picked them up, as if he was eating some delicacies from mountains and seas.Lu Youshan knew that Ning Yan was hiding something, but he didn't expose it. The two had their own thoughts.

When the man who had sneered at him in the hospital appeared in front of Lu Youshan, Lu Youshan was really shocked.For some reason, he couldn't help but feel guilty when he met someone he had crossed paths with before.

The man punched Ning Yan as soon as he came, and cursed viciously: "Ning Yan! You bastard, Xiao Yi finally woke up, and you locked him up again! Are you trying to make him unable to wake up completely? The piano is his life, breaking off his wings will only make him die of pain! Xiao Yi, don't be afraid, I will take you away from this demon."

The man stepped forward and was about to pull Lu Youshan's hand, his angry appearance made Lu Youshan hide behind Ning Yan in fear.The man was stunned when he saw him like this.

"As you can see, Xiao Yi came back with me voluntarily, and I didn't imprison him."

The man looked incredible, "How is it possible! Xiao Yi, have you forgotten what this demon did to you? Aren't you going to Vienna? Have you forgotten your dream? Have you forgotten your vow?"

Lu Youshan still timidly hid behind Ning Yan, he was afraid of this man, afraid of being found out as a counterfeit.

"You are enough, Xiao Yi doesn't like you, he is afraid of you, you leave me."

The man couldn't believe it, "Did you do something to Xiao Yi? Why did he become like this? Xiao Yi, don't be afraid, with me here, Ning Yan dare not do anything to you, I will protect you of."

Lu Youshan shook his head, Ning Yan looked satisfied, and unceremoniously threw that man out the door.The man still couldn't believe it until he was taken out, and he couldn't accept this fact at all.

The house was quiet again, as if that person had never appeared.

"Xiao Yi, do you really not want to go with him?"

Lu Youshan shook his head, "I just want to be with Brother Yan."

Ning Yan smiled nervously, "Xiao Yi, I will make you happy."

If one day, you know that I am not Xiao Yi, will you still say these words to me so affectionately?Certainly not, An Yi is so perfect, even if he drives a rocket, he can't match it.

"Xiao Yi, why haven't you played the piano all this time?"

Ning Yan endured it for a long time and finally couldn't help asking, the piano is An Yi's life and his favorite.Everything was placed behind, but since An Yi woke up, the piano in the living room was completely ignored by An Yi, and she never even touched it.

Lu Youshan trembled, "Brother Yan, if I don't know how to play the piano, will you still like me?"

"Fool, no matter what you become, I still like you."

If there was another person in this body, would you still like it?

Lu Youshan didn't dare to ask, because the answer was obvious.

"I don't seem to like playing the piano anymore, and I don't like everything I liked before."

Ning Yan didn't take it seriously, and even secretly rejoiced, didn't he like everything he didn't like before, does it mean that what he hated in the past might now be liked very much?

"If you don't like it, don't like it, as long as you are happy now."

Lu Youshan tentatively said, "But I'm a completely different person in this way, only this shell remains. Do you still like me when I'm like this?"

Ning Yan said without hesitation, "I like it."

Lu Youshan laughed, since entering this body, it was the first time that he smiled so brightly and sincerely.Ning Yan was infected by his bright smile, and he couldn't help the corners of his mouth slightly curling up.

It would be great if they could go on like this for the rest of their lives, forget the past and start over.

Although Lu Youshan's body is mostly healed now, it is still not suitable for strenuous exercise and needs to rest.He doesn't like surfing the Internet or watching TV. Ning Yan is afraid that he will be bored at home alone, so he always brings his work home and tries to stay with him at home as much as possible.

Although he is very happy by the side of the person he loves, but the boring days, Lu Youshan finally couldn't help but say one day, "I want to write, can you accompany me?"

Ning Yan looked up from the computer and agreed without hesitation: "Okay."

Every day, Lu Youshan would write big characters for two hours, and Ning Yan would always be by his side, rubbing ink for him like a book boy.Lu Youshan's handwriting is very beautiful, and Ning Yan, who grew up abroad and lost all the things of his ancestors, can see the difference.

"Xiao Yi, I've never seen you write brush characters. I didn't expect you to write so well. It's very different from your usual handwriting."

Lu Youshan deliberately ignored some things, "Do you like it?"

Ning Yan nodded, and shyly said: "I like it, my Xiaoyi is really good, I really don't know anything about this soft brush."

"Do you want to learn, I will teach you?"

Although Ning Yan likes Chinese culture and thinks calligraphy is the quintessence of the country, he never thought about learning it.But when he saw An Yi's proposal, he was eager to try, "Okay."

But the strokes are thick and crooked, not at all like Lu Youshan's ability to draw the most beautiful Chinese characters with ease.Ning Yan has always been excellent, he has been top-notch since he was a child, but now he has lost face in front of his beloved, and can't help touching his nose with a pitiful expression.

Seeing him like this, Lu Youshan couldn't help teasing, "You can't use such force, this is writing, not engraving."

"Okay, how dare you laugh at me, let's see how I punish me." Ning Yan rushed forward to hug Lu Youshan, and drew a circle on his face with a brush.Lu Youshan couldn't dodge in time, his face was dark.

"Haha, the black-faced Mr. Bao is very handsome."

Lu Youshan wiped his face with his hands, and there were more dark spots on his face, and his hands were stained with ink.Ning Yan laughed arrogantly, taking advantage of his inattention, Lu Youshan wiped his face away, and immediately slapped Ning Yan's face.

The two people with ink-faced faces couldn't help but smile at each other. Only then did they realize that they were very close and could clearly feel each other's breath.I don't know who took the initiative first, the two embraced and kissed, and forgot everything at that moment, there was no deception or concealment, only each other was left.

Since that kiss, the relationship between the two has changed unknowingly.Kissing has become the most common thing to do every day, each time is so passionate, making each other inseparable, hoping that this moment can last forever.

Both of them have an untouchable secret in their hearts, hidden in a cold corner, avoiding each other.But there is an unusual tacit understanding, no one mentions the past and deliberately forgets everything.

Happiness is like a mirage, so close and so far away.