planting fields, raising children

Five-year-old Feng Yuqian didn't understand why his life changed drastically overnight.Mom and Dad fell asleep and couldn't wake up again. The uncles and aunts who were very friendly and kind to him once called him baby when they saw him, but now they don't want to see him, and the disgust on their faces can't be hidden.

He hugged his favorite big bear, and watched those uncles and aunts arguing from the crack of the door.

"There are old and young in my family, and if we bring such an oil bottle, do we still have to eat?"

"Oh, you can't eat in that situation. My family will starve to death tomorrow. When the second uncle was alive, your family was the one who got the most benefits. Now you turn your face and deny anyone?"

"Yo - this sentence is said, as if you didn't want it, who was licking his face like a pug back then, the seven aunts and eight aunts in your family are all solved by the younger brother. The younger brother gave you whatever you want. If you reveal a little bit, you can bring up Qianqian."

"Oh, you're talking nonsense and you're here right away. My second uncle has already gone bankrupt. What good do I get for it..."

"Anyway, I can't raise this child. I don't know how to cry when my parents die. It looks like a white-eyed wolf..."

"Why don't you just throw it to my family if you don't raise it? No matter how orderly the young and old are, you have to go first to your family."

……

Feng Yuqian couldn't understand what they were arguing about. He only knew that after his parents fell asleep together, the house was emptied and no one liked him anymore.He misses his parents very much, but why don't they wake up to see Qianqian again?He is so hungry, why don't mom and dad wake up and make him something to eat?Will they be cold lying in the wooden box?

Feng Yuqian didn't understand too many things, until he was taken by his uncle to a dilapidated place with many children, he finally knew that he was abandoned by everyone.

Uncle handed him over to a very old grandma, and left without looking back.The old grandma looked at him and sighed, touched his head, and said that this will be his home in the future.

Home?No more, no one is willing to take him with this oil bottle, even though he doesn't eat much and is very obedient, no one wants to love himself like his parents.That's right, even Mom and Dad are asleep and don't want to see him, so who would like him?

Feng Yuqian hugged his big bear, and sat quietly on the stairs with tears streaming down his face, seeming to understand at an ignorant age.

An eight or nine-year-old boy jumped up in front of him, crossed his hips and lowered his waist and asked, "Hey, are you new here? Why do you come here because you are so beautiful?"

Feng Yuqian continued to shed tears, completely ignoring this fierce-looking big brother.

The big boy scratched his head, "So you are a deaf-mute? No wonder you were thrown here."

Feng Yuqian was sobbing, "I, I am not."

The big boy smiled with gleaming white teeth, "So you can talk, my name is Blonde, what's your name?"

Feng Yuqian hugged the big bear and ignored this strange brother. After being interrupted like this, his tears were not as violent as before.The blond tutted, "So you are a child without a name, so how about I call you Nameless? Isn't it cool!"

Feng Yuqian couldn't help muttering, "I have a name, my name is Feng Yuqian."

"Before the wind and rain? Were you born before the wind and rain?"

"It's not Feng Yuqian, it's Feng Yuqian, that Feng Yuqian."

"Which one?"

"That's right, Feng who has a horse, Yu is rich Yu, and modest is modest."

"Wow, your name looks amazing, it's as cool as mine. Let me tell you, I'm the best in this orphanage, and you will follow me from now on..."

The two boys were chattering and chattering on the stairs, the sun shining down on the haze just now.

The blonde rubbed his eyes, yawned and looked at the big eyes beside the bed, "It's Qianqian, why are you still awake?"

"Brother Jin, I don't think Mom and Dad can't sleep, can I sleep with you?"

"Okay, I'll carry you up."

"Brother Jin, you are so kind."

"Hey, of course, I said I want to cover you, I am a man who will do what he says."

"Brother Jin, why did you come here? Where are your parents?"

"I jumped out of a rock, like Monkey King, and was picked up by the dean's grandma."

"Wow, that's amazing."

"So I can protect you, and I won't let you cry again in the future."

The 13-year-old blonde sneaked into the house, and the ten-year-old Feng Yuqian jumped out. The wound on the blonde's face could no longer be covered, so he could only scratch his head and smile silly at him.

Feng Yuqian puffed up his face, "Brother Jin, you're fighting again! The dean's grandma will be angry if she knows."

Blonde put her finger to her mouth, "Shh, don't tell Grandma the dean that she is getting old and sick recently, she knows it will get worse."

"You know why you still have to fight, you see your face is broken." Feng Yuqian said as tears flowed from his eyes.

"Oh, that's not important, look what I brought back for you." The blond took out a box of paint from behind like magic.

Feng Yuqian stared wide-eyed, the orphanage is very poor, most of the children are disabled, no one wants to come here to have sex.The orphanage is under a lot of pressure to raise these children, barely enough to feed them, and the dean's grandmother is sick, which makes the orphanage even more cloudy.Feng Yuqian likes to paint very much and is very talented, but he has no money to buy paints.

"Brother Jin, where did you get it?"

"Hey, don't worry about where I got it, you can try it."

Feng Yuqian pushed away the paint, turned around and ran to the corner to pick up the big bear, "Brother Jin, I don't want these paints, you should return them quickly."

"Why? Don't you like the paint?"

"Did you steal these paints? The thief will be beaten to death. Qianqian asks brother not to have paints."

The blonde suddenly laughed, "I didn't steal this."

"Then where did you come from? You have no money."

Blonde once tried to get a part-time job, but he was too young. Although he was believed to be 16 years old even though he was tall and burly, no one was willing to hire him.

"I found a job and went to wash dishes for others. I bought it with my wages, and I won't be beaten."

"Really?"

"real."

Feng Yuqian immediately grinned, "Brother Jin, you are so kind, I'll draw for you later, okay?"

"Draw me more handsomely!"

Feng Yuqian unfolded the painting shelf, carefully squeezed out a little bit of paint and put it on the palette.The blond made a forward pose, and Feng Yuqian began to draw towards him.

"Qianqian, are you ready?"

"almost."

"Qianqian, can I move?"

"and many more."

"Humble..."

"Okay, Brother Jin, come and see."

The blond ran over happily, and was dumbfounded when he saw the painting, "What is this?"

"This is you."

"This, this is obviously your big bear."

"I like the big bear the most, and I also like Brother Jin the most. Brother Jin is the big bear."

"Okay, how dare you play me, let's see how I can treat you!" The blond hair rushed forward and scratched Feng Yuqian's armpit, Feng Yuqian was the most ticklish, so he burst out laughing.

"Hahaha, hahaha, help, I dare not, haha——"

The autumn of that year was particularly bleak, and the old dean's grandmother passed away.The new dean has arrived, a thin man who makes people shudder to look at.Earth-shaking changes have taken place in the orphanage. People often come to donate money, but the food in the orphanage is worse than before. Except for the donations or the rich food on the day of someone’s visit, usually they can’t even fill their stomachs.The eyes of the new dean are always uncomfortable, Feng Yuqian doesn't know why he always feels scared when he looks at him.But with Brother Jin around, everything is safe.

Blonde was 16 years old. He gave up his studies and was working outside to make money.Every time he came back, he was beaten bruised and bruised. Feng Yuqian was already 13 years old, and he knew that Blonde was not a dishwasher as he said, but a dangerous job.Every time Blonde went out, he would wait for him to come back with trepidation.

Feng Yuqian helped Jinfa treat the wound, hesitated for a while and finally said, "Brother Jin, the dean asked me to talk to me again today, he is a little strange."

Blonde grabbed his hand regardless of his injuries, "What happened?"

"He said I looked like a girl, he made me undress and wanted to touch me..."

"What!" The blond hair burst out immediately, and he rolled up his sleeves to settle accounts with the new dean.

Feng Yuqian quickly hugged the blond hair, "I didn't take it off and didn't let him touch it. He was very angry when I smashed something in the dean's office. Brother Jin, I'm afraid..."

Blonde gritted her teeth and made an important decision, "Qianqian, are you willing to leave the orphanage with me? I will support you and let you continue your studies."

Feng Yuqian nodded without hesitation. Since the new dean came, he has been fed only with blond hair.He can continue to learn painting because of blond hair. In his eyes, blond hair is very powerful, as long as he can solve anything.

"Brother Jin, I will go wherever you go. I don't want to study anymore. I want to make money with you."

The blond hair flicked his forehead directly, "Don't say such things, I didn't read because I didn't like reading, Qianqian, you are so good at studying, you must read on. I want to pay for you to go to college, and I can tell people in the future I have a younger brother who is very good at reading, and getting into a university is as easy as eating noodles."

"Yes, but..."

"Your brother Jin is very powerful, don't you believe me?"

"I believe!"

"That's all right. You clean up and we'll leave right away. Qianqian, the place we first lived in may not be very good. Don't worry, I will let you live in a big house soon." Blonde patted his chest and promised, if not As a last resort, Feng Yuqian would never be allowed to leave the orphanage with him.

The blond has been on the road all these years, and is no longer as ignorant and innocent as before.When the new dean came, he felt that there was something wrong with this person, but he was really not capable enough and had to let Feng Yuqian stay in the orphanage for now.

Feng Yuqian became more and more beautiful as he grew up, prettier than all the girls he had ever seen, and this happened again today, he didn't dare to take the risk of letting Feng Yuqian stay here any longer.There was always something he couldn't see, if something happened to Feng Yuqian, it would be useless even if he killed that person.

Feng Yuqian hugged Jinfa, "As long as I can be with Brother Jin, I'm happy to live anywhere. Brother Jin, you don't have to work so hard, I can endure hardships, I don't want to live in a big house, I just want you to be safe .”