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Jing Xing always knew that Liang Haoquan didn't love him, he just regarded him as a lover, not a lover.

He thought that he could always follow Liang Haoquan without knowing why, as long as he saw him, he would be satisfied if he could breathe the same air as him.

But he was wrong, there is no kind of relationship that can be maintained just by paying blindly and not getting a response, especially love.He thought he could, but in fact he couldn't be exempt.

When he saw Liang Haoquan staring at Zuo Xiaozuo with a gaze he had never seen before, he understood what pain in breathing was.Having been with Liang Haoquan for ten years, it was the first time that he saw Liang Haoquan pay such special attention to a person, his cautious appearance was completely different from his aggressive and predatory style, and that childish reaction made Jing Xing's heart sting.

Every time Zuo Xiaozuo appeared, Liang Haoquan himself didn't notice the slight change, the fierce aura became extremely soft, and his whole body was radiant, and that ray of light only surrounded Zuo Xiaozuo's body.This has never happened before, and it is also something he dare not imagine.

In these years, Liang Haoquan had no one besides him.As Liang Haoquan's personal secretary, he often handled matters related to his lovers.Dates, gifts, and even breakups are not without pain, but they become numb after a long time.It is also because of his 'clever and sensible' that he has been with Liang Haoquan for so long and has been treated differently from other lovers - Liang Haoquan has always kept a clear line between public and private, and never mixes together, except for Jing Xing.

Because of this, Jing Xing always thought that he was a special existence, until Liang Haoquan met Zuo Xiaozuo.

Only then did Jing Xing realize that he was wrong, very wrong.

He thought that the two of them would go on like this for the rest of their lives, that Liang Haoquan was like the clouds in the sky, always floating and never staying in one place.It turned out that everything was just his wishful thinking, and the clouds would eventually turn into rain and fall to the mortal world to meet the earth, and the wind would no longer be needed.

For the first time, Liang Haoquan ran all over S City in order to find a satisfactory birthday gift for Zuo Xiaozuo.This has never happened before. Liang Haoquan's lovers in the past either sent the check directly, or asked Jing Xing to prepare it. He didn't even know what to send.There is also no such a look like a fool holding a gift and looking forward to it, and leaving get off work at a normal time for the first time in history.

Liang Haoquan is a well-known workaholic. Unless he is entertaining, he will always leave work at least one or two hours later than the normal get off work time.The secretaries in the secretary's office were all complaining that they couldn't leave if the boss didn't get off work. If it wasn't for the high salary of the Liang Group, they would have left long ago.

Therefore, Jing Xing became Liang Haoquan's special assistant, and every time he let them get off work on time, everyone was moved to tears and regarded him as the number one good person.But this time, Zuo Xiaozuo made an exception.

Jing Xing didn't like it in his heart, but he didn't take it too seriously.Comfort yourself, everything is just new.Zuo Xiaozuo is different from those lovers in the past, this child is very clean and simple, and has a fatal allure for an experienced person like Liang Haoquan.In the past, Liang Haoquan was also very passionate about a certain lover, but it was not the same after that, he separated after a short time, and now he can't even remember the other's name.

The second time, Liang Haoquan chartered a special plane for Zuo Xiaozuo to rush back from the United States, but because of Zuo Xiaozuo's stomachache, he passed out and was hospitalized.Knowing that there will be an important negotiation early the next morning, he resolutely left the meeting.Leaving him alone to deal with the eyeing American representative, in order not to break the relationship between the two parties and affect the future cooperation between the two parties, he tried his best to coax the other party.

This time, alarm bells rang in Jing Xing's heart, Liang Haoquan had never been a person without measure, this negotiation was so important.Although the preparatory work has been done in the early stage, even without him as the boss, Jing Xing can win by himself.But this is a summit meeting after all, how can his little assistant represent Liang's?The other party didn't buy his account at all!Liang Haoquan didn't know how, but he still acted recklessly. Although he made a perfect remedy later, he couldn't cover up his fault.Even Mr. Liang was very unhappy when he got the news and warned Liang Haoquan, but he turned a blind eye.

The third time, because of Zuo Xiaozuo, Liang Haoquan completely fell out with him.Just because when Liang Haoquan was having an important meeting, Zuo Xiaozuo called and Jing Xing cut off the phone.Yes, his words were indeed a bit sharp, but with the lesson from that time in the United States, as a qualified assistant, how could he let such a delaying thing happen again.

But what he didn't expect was that something really happened to Zuo Xiaozuo this time, and he almost died because of it.

Facing Zuo Xiaozuo who was lying on the bed with a pale face, Liang Haoquan completely lost control, as if he wanted to swallow Jing Xing.If someone hadn't stopped him, the fist might have already landed on him.

Then, he was kicked out.

Just like an unqualified employee, he was notified by the HR department and then went through the resignation procedures.Even those Yingying and Yanyan were inferior. They had a breakup fee, which proved to be compensation after the breakup, and he was just an employee who was fired because of improper work.

Jing Xing once imagined that on such a day, he would be out in embarrassment, he thought he would be too painful to live.In the end, he didn't.It was as if the scene that had been predicted had come true now, and he looked at his ridiculous and sad appearance like a theatergoer.Look, the play really went according to the script.

For ten years, his heart was suffering all the time.Every time Liang Haoquan goes on a date with someone, he will definitely suffer from insomnia that day.As long as he closes his eyes, he can seem to see Liang Haoquan in bed with others, and the pain makes him want to suffocate.

Even though I got used to it later, it became numb and less painful, but the insomnia has never been cured.Neither spirits nor sleeping pills had any effect.Once he was too tired, and working overtime for several consecutive days made him very haggard and painful. As a result, he took a lot of sleeping pills and couldn't let him fall asleep. His mind was full of pictures of Liang Haoquan having sex with others, including the past and the present. , but was sent to the hospital for gastric lavage.

He didn't see a psychiatrist, and he knew it was a psychological problem, and the medicine wouldn't work.

Ever since Liang Haoquan got drunk and pulled him to bed, and mistakenly called Zuo Xiaozuo's name during the climax, Jing Xing knew that Liang Haoquan no longer belonged to him, and today's departure was an inevitable result.

At first Liang Haoquan sent away all the lovers around him, Jing Xing already noticed something strange.

These years, Liang Haoquan actually slept with him very rarely, and only stayed overnight with him occasionally.Sometimes staying overnight is just sleeping under a quilt, Jing Xing knows that he looks very ordinary and does not meet Liang Haoquan's favorite beauty standard, although he is disappointed, he is not obsessed with it.I even feel that I am a special existence, self-comforting, and self-paralyzed.

At least, he can stay by his side.

In the past, he played tricks between Liang Haoquan and his lover, destroying their relationship, so Liang Haoquan's lover rarely stayed by his side for more than three months.But Liang Haoquan never cared about it, and Jing Xing was used to doing things recklessly.But this time it was about Zuo Xiaozuo, but it was completely different.The cold eyes warned him that if he moved again, he would immediately disappear into this world.

He once talked to Mr. Liang about the fact that because of Zuo Xiaozuo, the negotiation in the United States almost failed.Mr. Liang was in a hurry, and warned Liang Haoquan that if there was a next time, he would definitely get rid of Zuo Xiaozuo.This incident made the relationship between them fall to the freezing point, and now it is only a matter of time before they are kicked out.

Jing Xing walked aimlessly on the street, with people coming and going around him, rushing towards various destinations, but he didn't know where to go.He has been revolving around Liang Haoquan all these years, but now he is forced to leave, and he suddenly has no direction to move forward.The sun was glaring, and the buildings were sluggish, but he felt as cold as ice.

The mobile phone in his pocket rang, and Jing Xing, who was just as dumb as a ninety-year-old man and moved slowly, suddenly took out the phone very quickly, but when he saw the person coming, he couldn't help but smile bitterly in his heart, what is he still looking forward to now?

"Where the hell are you! Send me the coordinates, stay where you are, and I'll find you!" Just as Jing Xing picked up the phone, Xiao Yang's crackling roar came out of the phone.

There was a slight warmth in Jing Xing's heart, he was not the only one left in this world.

It didn't take long for Xiao Yang to find Jing Xing, and when he pulled him into the car, his mouth began to crackle again, "Look at you, you're just a man. As for that! Let me say it's a good thing. It's not right. It's not right. I've been around him for so long. When did he look at you? There is a limit to being passionate and cheap. Is it interesting for you to stick to it like this? People don't care at all, okay? How can I, Xiao Yang, be so useless and cheap like you? My friend, there is not only such a man left in the world, why do you insist on clinging to him, I am so cheap that I want to knock you out of memory a few times. Now it is all right, everyone is happy, why do you have to die or live? Look, I think we should buy firecrackers and set them off for three days and three nights!"

Xiao Yang is Jing Xing's best friend, whom he has known since junior high school, and is also his only good friend.Although the mouth is very poisonous, it is also the person who cares about him the most and never gives up on him.

For Liang Haoquan these years, he has almost no life of his own, and it all revolves around Liang Haoquan alone, so he has no communication with others, and no friends, only Xiao Yang is always by his side.Although he scolded him for being cheap and wasting his mind on such a person who obviously didn't mean anything to him, he also cared about him very much.When he was frustrated with Liang Haoquan, Xiao Yang would often accompany him through the endless night.

Jing Xing only listened and didn't speak. Seeing his appearance, Xiao Yang couldn't help sighing: "Leaving him and Liang's, what are your future plans?"

Jing Xing stared blankly at the scenery outside, his mind went blank, he didn't know how to answer this question.

"Okay, what can you do with your appearance? Stay with me for a few days until your mind clears up. I warn you, don't try to escape from my sight, or I will have to tie you up." Xiao Yang With a vicious tone, Jing Xing knew that he was afraid that he would be overwhelmed with suicide, so he couldn't help but smile.

"Don't worry, I haven't lived enough yet."

Xiao Yang rolled his eyes at him, "Smiling so ugly, I can be woken up by you in the middle of the night."

Jing Xing finally settled down at Xiao Yang's house. In the past, his house was assigned by the company. Now that he has left Liang's, there is no reason to stay there anymore.

Here are the memories of him and Liang Haoquan, the first time of the two of them is here.Liang Haoquan drank too much that day, and Jing Xing was also a little dizzy, so he half pushed and half made things happen.Although the process was not pleasant, Jing Xing could clearly see the annoyance in Liang Haoquan's eyes after waking up, but it still made him excited for a long time.

He is finally Liang Haoquan's man.

With the first time, there will be the second time and the third time. Although the number of times is not many, it makes their relationship more ambiguous, rather than the previous simple boss and subordinate, former classmates.This house is near the company, and sometimes Liang Haoquan simply lives here when he works overtime too late, so the house is full of his breath.

Jing Xing packed up his things, and when he left, there was no trace of him staying there.Putting the key in the porch, he looked back, tears streaming from the corner of his eyes.

Finally, I still have to leave.

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