[Comprehensive Wear] You will get used to wearing it

Colonel Brandon's old friend Mr. Parker was very surprised when he received Colonel Brandon's letter, because as a person who entered the barracks with Colonel Brandon, Mr. Parker knew Colonel Brandon's past very well.Mr. Parker also disapproves of Colonel Brandon's never forgetting his first love. After all, in Mr. Parker's view, if that woman is really good, then even if her marriage fails, she is not willing to do so. The cause of the fall.When Colonel Brandon wrote a letter saying that he might fall in love with a man, Mr. Parker was both excited and curious. He was curious about what kind of person could make Colonel Brandon, a person who was stubborn about feelings to a certain extent, fall in love with him. .

"Oh, Brandon, Brandon, my old friend, it's been a long time, how are you doing recently?" Mr. Parker went to the door to greet him after receiving a report from his servants that Colonel Brandon had arrived Come in, and said jokingly with a smile while walking.

"Parker." Colonel Brandon glanced at Mr. Parker who was obviously teasing him, cleared his throat and asked, "Are you alone?"

"Yes, Felix went to the country to play ball, and the weather is just right now." Mr. Parker said while gesturing to Colonel Brandon to follow him.

"Parker, find a quiet place." Colonel Brandon glanced at Mr. Parker's face with a joking smile and said. Although he had never discriminated against Mr. Parker's love object before, he never understood why Mr. Parker would fall in love with a man.But now Colonel Brandon thought he might know.Love has nothing to do with the gender of the other person, as long as a person can make you worry about him and laugh for him, then you are in love.Even if that person is the same gender as me.

"Well, well, go to my study," said Mr. Parker, shrugging his shoulders, thinking he would never get used to Colonel Brandon's rigid character, even if they were very good friends.

No one knew exactly what Mr. Parker said to Colonel Brandon that day, but after Colonel Brandon returned, he cared more about Yang Yi than usual.

Naturally, Yang Yi quickly realized that the development of the matter exceeded his own expectations, and Colonel Brandon seemed to have feelings for him that he shouldn't have.This made Yang Yi very worried. The hero in the three stories in a row fell in love with him. This is wrong, very wrong.Yang Yi loves those three men, that's for sure, he still loves them now, every time he is alone, he will replay those good memories in his mind again and again, after he falls asleep , those three men would always come to his dreams.They are so different, but Yang Yi can't let go.

Yang Yi felt very strange, his love seemed to be divided into many parts, as long as he wanted, he could fall in love with many people at the same time.But it's not fair, it's not fair to the man who loves him, they gave their whole life's love, but only got one-seventieth of Yang Yi's love, if Yang Yi would meet a lover in every world .

Yang Yi felt that he was very selfish again, he could not accept the love of these people at all, he could stay away from them, and let them fall in love with their respective heroines according to the original script.So this time, Yang Yi felt that maybe he should leave.

"What did you say, you want to leave, why?" Colonel Brandon stood up and knocked over the cup on the dining table.He looked at Yang Yi, wanting to see disgust in his eyes, because only in this way, Colonel Brandon would let him go, but in fact, Colonel Brandon did not see any emotion in Yang Yi's eyes , he was just repeating his decision.

"Suddenly I don't want to go to those annoying dances anymore. I think it's better for me to go back to Allenhan to be with my aunt." Yang Yi lowered his head and pried open the boiled egg in his hand, dipped in a little salt, and ate Said with a mouthful.

"I'll go back with you." Colonel Brandon said, and sat back on the stool with a look of decision.

"No, you stay here, I don't need your company." Yang Yi said seriously.

"I want a reason."

"What do you think is the reason, Colonel Brandon." Yang Yi asked back.

"I think I have made it very clear." Colonel Brandon said, and stared at Yang Yi with half-closed eyes, carefully observing Yang Yi's expression. As long as Yang Yi does not show disgust, then Colonel Brandon Decide not to let go.

"You know it's wrong. I don't want to talk about it with you. I just want to say that I will leave tomorrow. I hope Colonel Brandon can have a good time in London." Yang Yi wiped his mouth and stood up to watch Said out the window.

Yang Yi left early the next morning, and Colonel Brandon didn't follow him, which made him a little disappointed, but he recovered quickly.Yang Yi patted his face and smiled.Colonel Brandon should love a girl, and he can find very good ones.

Of course, Colonel Brandon did not give up so easily. As Mr. Parker said, it would take half a lifetime of energy to pursue a good girl, and a lifetime of energy to pursue a good man, because being pursued In fact, it is the party that suffers.

According to Colonel Brandon's idea, he would wait until Yang Yi returned to Alan Han, and he would go to him after calming down for a few days. Colonel Brandon had been single for so many years, and he was not in a hurry to let Yang Yi agree to him right away. There is patience.And what Mr. Parker said is very reasonable. It is correct to let him get used to his company slowly. If he is too hasty, it will only have the opposite effect.

A few days after Yang Yi went back, the Dashwood family also returned to Barton. The development of the matter was beyond Yang Yi's expectations, because Marianne did not go home in grief, but brought a gentleman by her side, that is, Parr Mr. Mo's new friend, Mr. William, obviously fell in love with Miss Marianne.And judging from Marianne's attitude, she didn't dislike Mr. William too much.

Yang Yi felt that Marianne had no real love for him or Mr. Robert, only because they met Marianne's requirements for her husband, so Marianne liked it, just like Colonel Brandon, he didn't meet Marianne's requirements for a partner, so no matter how good he is, Marianne will not fall in love with him.

Miss Dashwood confuses Yang Yi, because it can be seen from Miss Steele's other letter that she still cares about Edward, but when she sees Edward and Miss Steele together, she can Bless them in Edward's presence.For a while, Yang Yi thought that Miss Dashwood fell in love with Colonel Brandon, but maybe Colonel Brandon was not the best in Miss Dashwood's heart, so she never showed her feelings, even if he Is a colonel, even though he has a lot of property.But Colonel Brandon's age is an insurmountable gap.

But Yang Yi couldn't care about these soon, because Colonel Brandon came to Allenham half a month later, saying that he was visiting Mrs. Ai, but he was actually looking for Yang Yi.And Yang Yi couldn't refuse Colonel Brandon's request for a walk because of politeness.

"Colonel Brandon, I think I've made it very clear to you." Yang Yi frowned and said to Colonel Brandon who was walking in front of him.

Colonel Brandon froze for a moment, then turned his head and said with the corners of his mouth hooked: "Before you get married, I will do my best. I have experienced many things. Life and death are not that important to me, and reputation is just that I don't particularly care about it. John, I know what you're worried about, but I also know that I want to try."

"Try, you will be arrested, this is against the law!" Yang Yi said in a low voice.

"Aren't you doing well in the upper class, then you should know how many things are covered up there, I think you don't need me to tell you about these things." Colonel Brandon said with raised eyebrows.

"I don't know." Yang Yi said with staring eyes.

Colonel Brandon didn't care, he walked to Yang Yi's side and said, "You don't hate me, I can feel it."

"That's not love."

"In the beginning, my love for you was definitely not love."

"No matter what, it's impossible. I'm tired, my heart is tired." Yang Yi lowered his head and said in a low voice, not knowing who he was speaking to.

Although Yang Yi's voice was low, Colonel Brandon still heard it with sharp ears, but he didn't say anything, but walked to Yang Yi's side silently, using actions to show that he would not give up easily.

A month later, Miss Steele wrote to tell her good news. Edward finally compromised with their marriage in order to inherit the family property. In fact, Edward didn't hate Miss Steele, and Miss Steele was also good-looking. For a man, this is also a good marriage, and Miss Steele has also learned a lot in school, and Edward still has a common language.

Of course, Mrs. Ferraz and Mrs. Dashwood were very dissatisfied with this, because they felt that Edward could find a better girl. They first knew about Edward and Miss Steele, and originally planned to take Miss Steele I rushed home.But Miss Steele made a deal with Mr. Robert wisely. Mr. Robert helped her put pressure on Edward, so she tried her best to get Edward to agree to their marriage.

In fact, Mr. Robert is still at a disadvantage, because he still cannot get the right of inheritance, but in Mr. Robert's view, no matter how his mother warns Edward, if he marries an unsuitable lady as his wife, he will be deprived of his right of inheritance, but in fact Fei Mrs. Raz's liking for Edward would not change because Edward married a girl she didn't like.In that case, Mr. Robert might as well help Miss Steele. If Enoli came in, the lady who had a bad impression of him would not give him a good face.

Miss Steele's marriage took place in the autumn, and she invited the Dashwoods, Mrs. Jennings's, and Young Yi and Colonel Brandon.

Yang Yi stood in the church and listened to the pastor asking Miss Steele if she would marry Mr. Edward. He saw Miss Steele took a deep look at Edward, and then agreed with a smile.At this moment, Yang Yi was sure that Miss Steele was in love with Edward. Only love made her wait for this man for five years. Miss Er will feel that everything is worth it.

After leaving the church, I watched Edward help Miss Steele into the carriage, and then the two of them drove away together.Standing under the tree, Yang Yi suddenly felt extremely lonely and wronged. He fell in love with three men, and those three men also loved him. He should have been satisfied, but at this moment he felt that their love was so lonely, always sneaking , has never been blessed by anyone.

Colonel Brandon was chatting with Sir Middleton, and weddings always make people feel happy, but when he saw Yang Yi standing alone under the tree with his head bowed, Colonel Brandon felt a kind of sad.

"John, let's go back." After everyone dispersed, Colonel Brandon walked to Yang Yi's side and said while holding his hand.

"If we're together, no one will bless us, not the pastor, not our loved ones, maybe not even God. If people find out, we'll just be ridiculed. Is it worth it?" Yang Yi turned his head, looked at Colonel Brandon and said.

Colonel Brandon patted Yang Yi's head, and then pulled him into the church quickly. At this time, there was no one in the church.Sunlight shines through the glass windows on the statue of Jesus hanging directly in front of it.Colonel Brandon pulled Yang Yi to the front of the Jesus statue, then held Yang Yi's hand tightly and said, "I am willing to be with John Willoughby forever, regardless of health or disease, poverty or wealth. John Willoughby, you Would you like to be with me?"

"Brandon, what are you doing?" Yang Yi couldn't believe that Colonel Brandon, who had always been calm, would do such a thing, and was surprised to pull Colonel Brandon to leave.

"John Willoughby, would you like to be with me forever? Regardless of health or disease, poverty or wealth. Are you willing?" Colonel Brandon didn't move, just looked into Yang Yi's eyes and asked.

Yang Yi was very at a loss, he didn't know how to answer, his feelings for Colonel Brandon were not that deep, he was not as good as Darcy, not as good as Phantom, and not as good as Carl in his heart portion.He just felt comfortable with Colonel Brandon. Maybe he liked Colonel Brandon, but that wasn't love.

"When you want you to leave, or when you meet someone you want to be with, this oath can be voided." Colonel Brandon looked at the hesitant Yang Yi and said.

Yang Yi was silent for a long time, he couldn't give Colonel Brandon an absolute answer, so he just nodded and said, "Just try."

"Thank you, John." Colonel Brandon said with a smile, raised Yang Yi's hand and kissed the back of his hand.