Pure Love Guide ABO

"Don't think so."

I quickly typed a reply.

"You didn't tell him, how do you know?"

Although I am ignorant, I still know the story of the nightingale and the rose.The poor nightingale described by Wilde died for love, but nothing was saved.

So when this man mentioned Nightingale, I felt that he wanted to commit suicide.My heart beats faster.I never thought that this kind of thing would happen to me one day. If I try to comfort him, will I be able to save one lonely soul in the world?

After all, he also helped me.Pointed out the direction when I was confused.

So I thought about it seriously, and sent him a lot of comforting words. I also said, if you need, you can tell me about those things. Anyway, you don’t know me, so I won’t say it. .I swear.

After sending all this, I looked at the screen nervously, hoping that the other party would listen to me.

It took about ten seconds, maybe a minute.There was finally a new message from the opposite side.

"You are so gentle."

Unexpectedly, it was such a sentence that made me at a loss.

"But I did make a mistake."

I took a deep breath and continued typing.Tell me about it, I said.

"That was many years ago."

"An Omega died because of me."

"Maybe we were genuinely in love at first. But she was too young, and so was I."

"I always want a relationship to stop when it starts to torture each other."

I stared at the messages he sent me with bated breath.So far, I don't see any problem.Looks like just the most common emotional discord.Opposite should be an Alpha.

"Actually, I know."

He said.

"But I knew from the beginning that she was a very extreme person and that she would do anything to get me."

play hard?This sounds weird and obedient.But my attention was quickly drawn to what happened next.

"At first she wanted me to get back together with her. I didn't agree to her. Because I am a very casual person."

"Later she said she just wanted to meet me."

I lost no time in posting a meme or two to show that I was listening.But the other party didn't seem to mind my reply too much, and kept talking on his own.

"I really loved her."

The other party suddenly emphasized a sentence very abruptly.

"From the very beginning, she worshiped me very much, and always looked at me with that kind of gaze that was like gazing at a god."

"It turned out to be like looking at her like a wildflower. Pretty...but unimportant."

I always feel that the other party seems to be a bit off topic.There's something charming about the way he talks though, and I don't mind watching it.I said, everyone has a time when they don't do anything.

"She called me the day I was leaving."

"On the phone, she begged me to come see her."

"I finally went. When I went, I found her lying naked on the bed with a knife in her hand."

"She said 'I know I was wrong, can you stay for me? Otherwise I'd rather die.'"

"I should have stayed."

"She was so emotional at the time. I knew who she was, and I could even lie to her first, and it really only took me a word."

I watched the news that came in a steady stream, and swallowed hard, swallowing my saliva.

Obviously, he didn't stay.

"but I do not have."

After the other party sent this message, there was no reply for several seconds.And I digested this information in a daze - he said before that Omega was dead, so...

"I was thinking that if she died there wouldn't be so much trouble."

"So I clearly saw her raising the knife and I still left."

"Actually, when I left, I thought about whether to call the police. But I didn't do anything in the end."

"The next day, I heard from others that she died."

I feel like I should say something in response, but with my hands on the keyboard, I don't know what to say.

"She lost blood to death, and the death process may have lasted for half an hour. There was a mobile phone next to her. If she wanted, she could call for help at any time. In fact, she also called, but not to The police, call me instead."

"I checked my phone later, and there were thirteen missed calls. But I was afraid that she would pester me, so I didn't answer."

The text added on the computer screen line by line, sentence by sentence.It is clearly a well-organized declarative sentence, but I seem to feel a trembling pain through those regular punctuation marks and regular italic characters.

She watched herself die with her own eyes.A living man watches himself die.Still a young girl.

"I didn't feel the freshness of her life until she died. I didn't dare to go to her funeral, but I could imagine her lying naked on the bed with her eyes closed, blood staining half of the bed sheet and being found. She looked like she was bleeding from her wrist, and she was calling me, she was probably still crying. She must hope to hear the call connect, even if it is just a sound, she can muster up the courage to convince herself to live. "

I closed my eyes unconsciously, a little afraid to look at the screen.

It's not that I haven't faced death directly, such as my grandfather.But it was a helpless fall. His life had already reached the end of the hourglass, so it was "natural".I will not be afraid to remember my grandpa.

"I'm in pain."

After a long time, he finally sent a new message.

"I killed her. If only I were a little less stubborn. I knew she was going to die at the time, but I didn't care about her. I was fooling around in bars. I even thought it would be better for her to die. "

I do not know.

If I were that girl's family... For example, if I secretly tried to bring that girl into Tang Jiajia, I would definitely blame this Alpha.At the last moment, the girl loved so humblely that he didn't even make any excessive demands. He still left knowing that she wanted to die.

Just let others know.Tragedy will not happen.

It's as if it takes only a hair's worth of effort to prevent a catastrophe, but no one is doing it, always causing pain to those who know.

But I can also understand his behavior at that time.It seemed to him that the girl's pestering and threats bored him, and when restlessness got the upper hand, no one had much reason left.It was probably a fluke that he didn't call the police. After all, he didn't really see her slashing her wrist... Schrödinger's suicide.

If he saw it with his own eyes, he would definitely stop it.I believe in him.

"Sorry, I can't comment on this kind of thing," I finally replied.

"I'm not that girl or something, and I'm not qualified to judge this matter."

"But I still hope you don't live with guilt." I continued typing as I thought. "Even if you did something wrong, is it atonement to end yourself in the same way?"

Don't you feel it?How precious life is.I think.How good it is to be alive.

"What if I feel miserable living?" he asked.

This question puzzled me.I have no idea.Although there are many troubles now, in general, I am still living happily in this life.

"I hope you live," I said. "If you die, I will be in pain, why should the pain continue."

I finished typing this line and rubbed my knuckles.

"really?"

Unexpectedly, his tone was inexplicably uncharacteristically naive.But this is where things are going for the better, right?I think.

"Really~ you helped me, I think you are a good person. At least for me, I will always be grateful for your kindness."

I really think so.

It is difficult to define good or bad people.A person may do many bad things and one good thing at the same time, or vice versa.But no matter what, I think those bad things and good things cannot be mutually denied.Just because he has done bad things does not mean that he did good things wrong.

I learned this from my grandfather.To me, he was undoubtedly a good grandpa.His kindness and tolerance for my upbringing made me who I am now.Not so for Mom, who is a patriarchal bad dad.

"Thank you. Can we meet?"

Unexpectedly, the other party said suddenly.

"I saw your location, you and I are in the same city."

I was taken aback.I don't know when I opened the location, so I immediately opened the post to see, it really is.I quickly turned off the positioning, and then went to stare at the chat box.

This is... a face-to-face request?

Me, do I agree?I started to panic a little.Out of the instinct of avoiding social interaction, I wanted to refuse, but at the end of the conversation, I began to worry that such a decisive refusal would irritate him.This man is suicidal.Then I thought about it again - I didn't face my face because of online dating, so what am I afraid of?Whether I am round or flat, it doesn't matter if the other party is round or flat.

So I gritted my teeth and said in a slightly embarrassed tone that I was a little busy recently and couldn't go far away, hoping that the other party would retreat in spite of the difficulties.

Unexpectedly, the other party quickly reported the address of a coffee shop, which was actually near my school!

"Is it okay here?" he asked.

I really can't go far without conscience, after struggling again and again, I still reply that it's not far away.

"Then can we meet? I just want to express my gratitude. A cup of coffee to express my heart." The strange netizen replied very gently.

"Recently, the coffee shop has newly launched milk tea with bunny latte art." He continued.

bunny?

I am a tiger, and I like eating rabbit meat the most.Ahhh, how cute the bunny is.

I am shaken.

"Super cute," he continued.

I go.I will reply right away.

The face-to-face time is about the afternoon of the same day.After eating a bowl of instant noodles at an internet cafe, I hurried back to school.But on the way, I received a call from Wei Qin.He insisted that I go out to dinner with him at night.Although I wanted to kill him, I held back and said very coldly that I was going to meet netizens.

"Then why don't you send me a location, I'm afraid you'll be covered in a sack." Wei Qin asked shamelessly.

Wei Qin's words also reminded me that in this chaotic world, it is necessary to be defensive, so I sent Tang Jiajia and Ning Cheng the location, and after thinking about it, I sent it to Wei Qin.

After doing all this, the bus also arrived at the school gate.I closed WeChat and walked to the coffee shop with a nervous mood, and I unconsciously began to guess who this netizen who was very close to me was.

It’s just that I never expected that when I just approached the door of the coffee shop, I saw a familiar figure that made me want to run away——

He stood at the door of the coffee shop, his slim sweater and trousers made him look younger than usual.Behind the rimless glasses are a pair of sad and deep eyes.

Teacher Jiang.

I stared at him blankly, and subconsciously wanted to run.

It's just that before I could turn around, someone suddenly wrapped around my waist from behind.

"What are you afraid of?"

Wei Qinyu was smiling, and his voice was full of evil spirits.

"Give that old thing some color."

After speaking, he quickly kissed the corner of my forehead.