After reading through the book, I found out that I am the prototype of the protagonist

I spent a long time in the hospital and did several tests, but the doctor looked at the report on the screen and was helpless.All indicators are normal, and the doctor can only give the same conclusion as before: observe for the time being, quit staying up late, avoid overwork, and wait for the results of other examinations to come out before comprehensive analysis.

Jiang Xiusi's face was still haggard, but he felt very guilty when he looked at Lin Xi's tired eyes.It was already very late at this time, Lin Qi had filmed several scenes in the afternoon, and he should be tired by now with Jiang Xiusi.

Several people in the same company walked out of the hospital and waited for the driver to bring the car over.It was late autumn, and winter was about to enter again, and the night was chilly.

Lin Xi was thinking about something, but he didn't feel the cold, so he shrank his shoulders unconsciously.Within a few seconds, a little more weight was added to his shoulders, and a warm feeling immediately surrounded him.

"Jiang..." He turned his head to look at Jiang Xiusi, feeling a little strange in his heart, "No need, the car is coming soon."

"It's okay, the car hasn't come yet."

Lin Xi didn't like to do that kind of behavior of refusing to evade.As artists, they are usually used to taking care of their assistants like this.But this is Jiang Xiusi after all, he can't take it for granted.

Clutching the empty sleeves of the jacket on his body, Lin Xi asked earnestly, "Are you cold? Will you get a headache from being blown by the wind?"

Jiang Xiusi smiled and said, "I don't feel anything now."

In fact, he doesn't laugh very often, and the number of times he laughed in the film crew is also very small. Lin Xi has never seen him laughing out loud. This person's expression is always indifferent.

In the book, the master who has the same appearance as him often laughs.But it was the same smile, tiny as a symbol, a pleasing proof.

Seeing him laughing like this, Lin Xi felt the urge to tell him a joke.Let's see if he will always maintain such a cold and handsome image, without revealing more of his emotions.

"Get in the car." Jiang Xiusi's words interrupted his thoughts, and he realized that the car had stopped in front of him, and Yang Qing, who was sitting in the co-pilot, was looking at him suspiciously.

"Oh!" Lin Xi hurried in.

He was faintly unhappy.Because this kind of brooding about Jiang Xiusi, the desire to know more about this man, represents a dangerous curiosity.His obsession with Jiang Xiusi's appearance is enough to bother him. He doesn't like himself who judges people by their appearance, and he is very depressed about his recently rebounded appearance control attribute.

The air conditioner was turned on in the car, and the temperature was not low. From the corner of his eyes, Jiang Xiusi saw Lin Xi clenched his coat tightly again, and asked softly, "Are you still cold, do you want to turn up the air conditioner?"

"It's not cold at all." Lin Xi replied blankly, he just unconsciously tightened his clothes in annoyance.

wrong.His alert nerves finally tightened.The coat hasn't been returned to Jiang Xiusi yet, so why bother.

"I'm really sorry today, and thank you." Jiang Xiusi suddenly looked at him and said this.

Lin Xi and him looked at each other, and suddenly felt like a boat was sailing in his heart.The sky is dark, only a few stars are left.Jiang Xiusi's eyes are more beautiful than anything else.

coming.

It seems that it has been suppressed for too long, and some symptoms that should have appeared have not emerged until now.For a person like him who has liked Jiang Xiusi's face for several years, when they met for the first time, when they met each other's eyes, they should react fiercely and their heart beat endlessly.But the first time he saw Jiang Xiusi in reality, he was so calm, as if he was indifferent.

The evil results are finally showing fiercely today.Lin Qi clearly heard the sound of fireworks being set off from the bottom of his heart, one after another, exploding with a bang.

He was extremely helpless, but he couldn't resist the beating of his heart, and asked a question in the midst of his extreme disappointment: "What do you think of people who judge people by their appearance?"

Say it!To call me vulgar, vulgar, poor-taste, ridiculous!

As long as Jiang Xiusi's perfect face shows a look of contempt, and then he utters these sarcastic words with his beautifully shaped thin lips, then Lin Xi will definitely be able to completely get rid of this disease.

Not yet, he suddenly realized that he was still adding adjectives such as "perfect" and "beautiful" to Jiang Xiusi when he was thinking about such a thing, and he was extremely annoyed.If this disease is not cured, it will be over!

"I don't really believe that there are people who judge people by their appearance." Jiang Xiusi's moving voice sounded.

He didn't seem to underestimate this casual question at all, and answered with a focused expression: "The vast majority of people evaluate others comprehensively, and the face is only a part. What's more, the appearance is not just a face, voice, Actions, conversation, and temperament are all very important factors. Some people may think that they judge people by their appearance, but they may have been touched by other things unintentionally. It’s just that he doesn’t know the heartbeat at that moment.”

But Lin Xi didn't need such an answer!

His back was hot, and he pretended to be relaxed and mocked: "Many people fall in love with the people in the video at first sight, and they have never even seen them before. What's so exciting."

"You're talking about love at first sight." Jiang Xiusi looked at him, grasping the words in his words, "Since you're in love, don't judge people by their appearance."

Lin Xi was stunned: "But I've never seen it before. Isn't that kind of heartbeat very hypocritical and unreasonable?"

Jiang Xiusi suddenly laughed.

This time he smiled lightly, not the stylized, performative smile Lin Qi was familiar with.

"You..." Lin Xi couldn't help being fascinated by this smile, and asked dryly, "What are you laughing at?"

Jiang Xiusi gradually stopped laughing, and leaned his head on the backrest, his posture was much more relaxed than before.He said: "I just think that your idea may be right. But those creators who write 'the person who falls in love with a pair of eyes' in poems and songs may not be so happy."

The light in the car was dim, only the electronic screen in front for navigation was glowing faintly, Lin Qi looked at Jiang Xiusi's profile in ecstasy.

He found that he couldn't deny that there were such people, and there seemed to be many mysterious things hidden in their eyes, which attracted people to explore and never tired of it.

"Okay." Lin Qi withdrew his gaze and said in a muffled voice, "You convinced me."

But knowing that he might not be so superficial doesn't make him so happy.There is no shortage of beauties in the entertainment industry, but it is Jiang Xiusi's face that makes him so haunted.

He even suspected that the so-called book-crossing was conceived by him, because his years of infatuation with that person made him conjure up such an absurd dream—in order to get closer to Jiang Xiusi.

After a while, neither of them spoke.Lin Xi thought about it for a long time with his head sullen, and was very annoyed.He was a little sleepy, but he didn't want to sleep, afraid that when he fell asleep, he would fall into that dream that he couldn't understand.

He took out his mobile phone, ready to see if he could find the novel.The phone screen lights up, illuminating a small area.He suddenly found that Jiang Xiusi's hand touched him at some point, pinching the corner of his clothes very tightly, as if he was enduring something.

Surprised, Lin Xi quickly followed the hand and looked at Jiang Xiusi.The other party turned his head sideways and looked towards the window, but his body tightened strangely.

"Do you have a headache again?" Lin Xi asked hurriedly.

There was cold sweat on Jiang Xiusi's forehead, but he said with difficulty: "It's okay, I can hold it back."

He seemed to understand that as soon as he started to recall the details of the dream, trying to find the answer to something, his headache would break out uncontrollably.

But is that all?He was too reckless before, thinking that he didn't care about anything, as long as there was an opportunity to experience more life and improve his performance, he would definitely seize it.

Playing a character numbly, however, was not at all what he wanted.Jiang Xiusi is a living person, and he found that he couldn't change into another person without any memory.He has his own thinking and ideas, and in his dream he doesn't know the character's motives, nor does he know what mission he has to complete, and he walks through the plot in a daze, which makes Jiang Xiusi feel anxious.

The goddess said at the time that "you can experience many interesting things" now seems to be just a lie.Could it be that what happened in a body named "Jiang Xiusi" actually happened to Jiang Xiusi?

He used to figure out the role all night long, observing human nature with the most sincere eyes, but it was in the pain of death that Jiang Xiusi realized: To create a satisfactory character, he must pay a hundredfold to previous efforts.Art is not something that anyone can get their hands on. It is condensed in every painful tear of the artist.

He once thought that he would be able to gain insight after living in the so-called "dream world", but he was totally wrong.That was just a false excuse, and it could only cause insignificant waves in his heart to satisfy himself.

To create a movie character, to create a character that moves everyone, it is not an understatement to say that "with experience" you can do it!

There are no shortcuts in the world.

People can only live by themselves and with their own will, in order to have the so-called experience, and to be able to realize the so-called pain.

Jiang Xiusi almost convulsed from the pain, but his mind was extremely clear.He knew that the setting that getting closer to Lin Qi can relieve pain must be a prank by the goddess.

There is Lin Xi in the dream, and there is Lin Xi in reality, but she deliberately wants Jiang Xiusi to confuse the two and make Jiang Xiusi's life terrible.

He won't make her wish.

Lin Qi is an actor that Jiang Xiusi admires and admires. Jiang Xiusi loves his serious attitude and profound and accurate performance.

The real Lin Xi should continue to shine in the film industry, he didn't want to involve such a good person in such a difficult matter.

So even if he was in so much pain that he was about to lose consciousness, he just quietly and lightly grabbed the hem of his clothes, refusing to go any further, refusing to use him brazenly to soothe his pain.

But why is Lin Qi so kind?

Obviously he said it's okay, but this man leaned his warm body over.Isn't he ashamed?Jiang Xiusi still saw his red ears in this situation.

But he still leaned over and said awkwardly and innocently: "You hug me."

Maybe he realized that these four words were a bit ambiguous, so he deliberately pretended to be normal and added a sentence: "I really don't mind, if you hurt, just hug me."

In a trance, Jiang Xiusi heard the devil laughing loudly in his ear.

"I'm really okay." Squeezing these five words out of his teeth with all his strength, Jiang Xiusi begged from the bottom of his heart: stay away from me.

But he still found that the pain was weakening, and his body rejoiced at Lin Qi's approach.

Lin Xi found that this person was too difficult to deal with.

There's no need to be so serious.Although it's strange for two men to hug each other, it's better than non-couple men and women hugging each other.Could it be that he wants to find a big beautiful woman to hold in his arms to relieve the pain?

Generally speaking, when thoughts diverge here, Lin Xi will turn his head and leave.But he couldn't ignore Jiang Xiusi's expression.

Sighing softly, Lin Xi separated his two arms that were joined together, and got into his arms by himself.

Jiang Xiusi's heart trembled violently.He was flustered and dazed, and subconsciously wanted to push Lin Xi away, but found that he couldn't do it at all.

A hug feels like nothing else.It is full and soft, and the tip of the nose is still lingering with the pleasant smell of shampoo in the arms.

The previous hugs don't count, he had no sanity at all at that time.Now is the first hug between him and Lin Xi.

No, in the dream, he hugged Lin Xi many times.

Jiang Xiusi felt that his throat was raw, and he couldn't say a word, nor could he put his hands on Lin Xi's back.But he couldn't deny that the hug tasted so good.

Immediately, he thought in horror: If it wasn't in a dream, how could Lin Xi throw himself into his arms?And how can anyone believe that hugging a specific person can relieve pain?

And just when he had such an idea, a voice faintly rang beside his ears: Don't you like Lin Xi in the dream?

The author has something to say: Jiang Xiusi: Of course I like it, but don't mess with my wife!