After reading through the book, I found out that I am the prototype of the protagonist

Jiang Xiusi was not in a hurry to ask what the question was, he gently supported Lin Xi, always feeling that his body was shaking a little, afraid that he would fall down.

Lin Xi's tone was sad, but soon he became excited again, and said to Jiang Xiusi, "Master, let's go back to Four Nights Village!"

"Don't watch?"

Lin Qi shook his head: "You don't need to look any further." He is now eager to know the answer to that question.

Jiang Xiusi then called out his saber, and brought him back to the place where the two were standing just like last time.The night was still deep, and the unknown bird made a bleak cry.

Although he was extremely restless at the moment, Lin Xi faintly showed an unusual tranquility on the surface.The more something is about to come out, the stronger the premonition, the longer and more difficult the calm before the storm.

It was precisely because of this that he ignored Jiang Xiusi's slightly unsteady breath and the blood oozing from the corner of his mouth, which was quickly wiped away.

The night is cold as water.

Lin Xi took a deep breath of the cool air, and said to Jiang Xiusi: "Master, we will stay here until dawn. If there is nothing wrong, go to Xi Ye after dawn."

As soon as he finished speaking, a burst of dog barking faintly drilled into his ears.He was startled, and after listening carefully, he confirmed that it was Siye Beast's voice, and hurriedly said, "Master—!"

Jiang Xiusi reacted quickly and moved before he finished speaking.Lin Xi only felt a hand wrapping around his waist, but he only felt the warmth of the palm through the clothes that were blown cold by the night wind, and then the hand was withdrawn, and he stopped firmly on the ground. On Jiang Xiusi's sword.

Yu Jian's speed was very fast, and in the blink of an eye, he saw the Four Night Beast, the small, white figure running hard, barking towards the southeast.

Lin Xi looked towards the southeast from a distance in puzzlement.He raised his eyelashes just a little bit, and before he could touch the whole picture, his heart suddenly jumped.

After fully seeing what the situation was like, a short, low exclamation came out of his throat immediately.

All over the mountains and plains, there is a glowing green light.Bit by bit, countless green light spots scattered in the mountains, like thousands of meteors falling.

They flickered faintly, like a huge river, flowing towards the bottom of the mountain.It was difficult for Lin Xi to describe this feeling, as if he was in a dream.

Those spots of light moved very fast, and they were about to spread to the foot of the mountain in a blink of an eye, but the number was huge, so the ones at the tail were still flashing endlessly in the mountain.

The Four Night Beast seemed to be chasing something, and ran towards the green light endlessly, wailing incessantly.

They stopped temporarily, stood on the sword, and watched this strange scene.In a trance, Lin Qi heard the same thing as last night again, as if calling from all directions.

He felt a little wetness on his cheeks, it was raining.The rain is very thin, the kind of drizzle that only happens in spring, so delicate and soft that it is outrageous.

And the sad feelings seemed to be carried by the rain, and countless fine dots splashed out and fell on the roofs of every household.Everyone was infected, and tears fell down their cheeks involuntarily.

Is this the vision that Four Nights Village is experiencing?Such soft and deep grief, like the plague, torments people's hearts every night.

The lost and dying things returned to the world, beating the amnesiacs, and uncovering all the scars that life had tried to cover up.All the heart-wrenching, enough to make a person confused have come back to the eyes again, and they have been staged over and over again.

Wu Ling, who had already fallen asleep, opened her eyes at this moment.His desolate gaze fell into the dark sky, and his heart was empty.His fingers moved under the quilt, and he thought with some confusion, didn't the young man who came to the village yesterday die of asthma last year?

His heart pounded, and his eyes widened in horror.

It's time to get up and inform the people in the village, I'm afraid something big will happen!But after turning his palms down to support the edge of the bed, he was stunned for a few seconds, and then slowly let go of his hands, looking up yearningly.

Ah, he is too old, so he has forgotten many things.For some reason, he remembered something about spring.

The peach blossoms are blooming so well, isn't my wife very happy?He always said, it would be great if we went to see the peach blossoms together.How beautiful the sun was at that time, the sun was even green when I was young, and the air I breathed in at that age was sweet and cool.

Now, everything in view is starting to turn white, and there is no such fine weather anymore.Why didn't I go to see peach blossoms with my wife?He brooded over it, and put everything else aside.

……

Jiang Xiusi seemed to see that Lin Qi was deeply affected again, so he stretched out a hand, and before touching his face, that hand was suddenly held.

"I'm fine." Lin Xi lowered his head, his voice hoarse, "Master, let's go to Xi Ye first."

Jiang Xiusi pursed his lips, suddenly he was a little confused about his identity, as if he was not rational, he didn't know what to do as a master now.Then you have to act according to your intuition and instinct at the moment.

He squeezed Lin Xi's hand that was about to let go, and said, "He's right here."

Lin Xi looked at him in surprise.Jiang Xiusi used his other hand to touch the center of his brow, and a warm force penetrated from the surface of the skin.

Lin Xi closed his eyes uncontrollably, and when he opened them again, he found that his eyesight had increased more than a hundred times.

Among the flowing green light, stood a young man with his eyes closed. He was only wearing a white undershirt. The cold wind below the mountain made the corners of his clothes fly up. He looked extremely thin.

Large or small light spots walked past him, obviously without substance, but knocked him tottering.

Lin Xi couldn't help shouting: "Xi Ye!"

His voice didn't have much penetrating power, and he didn't have much spiritual power to inject, probably not as clear as the cry of the Four Night Beast.He wanted to ask Jiang Xiusi for help, but he didn't expect the young man to tremble, turned towards him, and slowly opened his eyes.

How could he show such an expression?On Xi Ye's face, there was this kind of expression full of bewilderment and confusion about the world, as well as deep hatred for himself.

He said softly: "Thank you for bringing me out." Leaving the realm of chaos, he remembered many things.

Probably because of Jiang Xiusi's point just now, even though his voice was so soft, Lin Xi could hear it.

He could have urged the sword to fly closer to him, but Lin Xi was a little timid.He asked him from a distance, "Are you happy to come out?"

Xi Ye was stunned for a moment, then shook his head bitterly.

Lin Xi couldn't help holding Jiang Xiusi's hand tighter. He felt that his voice might be shaking: "Have you met the person you want to see?" He didn't dare to ask specifically.

Xi Ye didn't answer this time, green light rushed past him one after another, he staggered like a boat about to break in a storm.After a long time, he raised his head and asked, "Why?"

The last green light also went down the mountain, and they continued to rush towards the village.Accompanied by Xi Ye's helpless question, thousands of voices also came out from those green, shining dots at the same time:

"Ugh—"

It sounded like weeping but not crying. If I insisted on describing that tone, it might be calling for something.

They wandered to the streets and alleys, futilely and meaninglessly, making low, sleepy voices in places where no one was around.

This is a village illuminated by green light.It's as beautiful as a dream.

Lin Xi asked, "What are they?"

"Nian." Jiang Xiusi said, "The soul of the dead is gone, only the unforgettable obsession is attached to the bones, and he refuses to leave."

"Oh." Another call rang in the ears, inexplicably giving people a very immature feeling.

Lin Xi said with certainty: "It's calling mother."

"We," Lin Xi asked after a pause, "what should we do to bring Four Nights Village back to normal?"

Jiang Xiusi raised his eyes and looked into his eyes: "Because Xi Ye's obsession is too deep, it affects other bones in the cemetery, and even recalls the soul back to the world. So—"

He didn't finish.Lin Xi understood.

He understood the truth, but why did his shoulders start to tremble uncontrollably?He was so angry that he couldn't control himself.

Why?

When a person dies, it turns out that he cannot meet the person he loves.The realm of chaos turned out to be independent, and everyone's soul went to a different place.

Then why do you say that it doesn't matter if you die?Didn't you say we can meet again?But that's really the last time we'll see each other, liar!

The tears were so hot that they fell down one after another.He gritted his teeth, but his whole body trembled.

Who was the first to weave this lie?Mom must also think that there is a beautiful home on the other side of the dead, and she must be waiting for me.

But who can wait for who!

What did Xi Ye do wrong again?If death could seal up his memory, why did Guilinguo fall to the ground?Why did the things he had forgotten pull him back, let him see all the lies being ruthlessly exposed?

It was almost dawn, and the green light that could only climb out of the grave in the middle of the night had to return to the cold and dark underground.Their voices grew sadder.

There was a little white in the sky, which was slowly painted on.Soon, the sun will come out.

Jiang Xiusi let go of Lin Xi's hand.

Lin Xi tried his best to grab him again, he was afraid that Jiang Xiusi would drive away Xi Ye's soul, so he said hastily: "No."

Jiang Xiusi frowned: "It's foggy."

The dense fog covered the sky and covered the whole world quietly.Lin Xi saw the thick mist rushing in, and he only had time to blink before being engulfed by the white mist.

Jiang Xiusi no longer let go of him, but held him firmly.It was the gentle power transmitted to him again, and Lin Xi was able to see in the dense fog.

"Go to Xi Ye's side." He could only say.The fog was obviously caused by Xi Ye.

The strange thing is that this fog is as sticky as glue, and it is difficult to move quickly through it.Even Jiang Xiusi couldn't break through the fog, and the two could only walk through it with their own strength.

But gradually, people from the village also came out.Before dawn, these people who encountered terrible memories in their sleep have already woken up, walked out of the door in a daze, and walked aimlessly in the boundless fog.

When they came to Four Nights Village yesterday, they shut their doors behind closed doors.When I saw them, it was in such a situation.Lin Xi didn't know what was going on in his heart.

These people seemed to be walking dead, walking with dull eyes, and collided with others for a while, but they couldn't see who the other party was at all.

Lin Xi just watched them wandering around in this delirious state, and suddenly, one by one, they woke up.The most terrifying appearance will start to appear from this moment.

The screams of fear and helpless cries were extremely ear-piercing.They pushed and crowded each other, pushing through the unfamiliar crowd to find their dearest ones.

I can't find it anywhere.

Lin Xi doesn't want the ability to see everything now.He didn't want to see the pitiful expressions on those people's faces, and he didn't want to see the children crying "Mother" while wiping their hands.

He couldn't take it anymore!He closed his eyes and let Jiang Xiusi lead him away.

But why is his hearing so sensitive?He could hear the sound of tears falling to the ground.He couldn't withdraw from the atmosphere of grief at all.

He stopped, the heart in his chest was so painful that he inhaled secretly.

Jiang Xiusi also stopped, and was about to look back at him, but the other party leaned on his back, as if he was extremely tired.Hearing this disciple who had become strange since he lost his memory, he asked weakly, "Why?"

The sound was soft and accompanied by vibrations, making his heart beat faster after a long time.

Jiang Xiusi felt that the current self was also very strange. There was an inexplicable thing manipulating him. There seemed to be a string in his mind that was constantly being tightened, restricting him from thinking too much about things that did not fit his identity.

But the more so, the more headache he felt.He felt that he knew everything and nothing could be hidden from him, and he could always finish one thing neatly.At the same time, he doubted this ability, and sometimes he even thought that he knew nothing about himself.

I don't know when it started, but his life revolved around Lin Qi.Many people spoke to him, but they seemed to be routine.Only Lin Xi—this is ridiculous to say—only with him can Jiang Xiusi feel that he is a living person.

He had heard "why" too many times today, and these three words quietly stirred up small ripples in his heart.He also wanted to ask, why?

It was a familiar feeling again, that invisible hand brushed over again, gently and kindly trying to help him stop the pain caused by thinking.

But Jiang Xiusi hid.He couldn't tell what kind of posture it was, it was to bear the pain, even though he was in terrible pain, but relying on this persistence to pain, he avoided that hand.

With a little cold sweat oozing from his forehead, Jiang Xiusi held back the pain of a splitting headache.He felt that, inside his body, in an unfathomable place, there was a voice wanting to speak.

"Xiao Ye," he said, "do you feel sad?"

Lin Qi shuddered, then glanced at Jiang Xiusi's back, and replied honestly: "I'm sad."

"Then will you be sad all the time?"

Lin Xi's heart seemed to be grasped all of a sudden.His lips twitched a few times, and he replied, "No."

He is an out-and-out, ungrateful liar.

Lin Qi leaned on Jiang Xiusi's back, tears poured out again, he cried quite embarrassingly, his voice kept trembling: "No matter how sad I am, I will still laugh, and I will be terribly happy when I do something I like. Eat something delicious Food will also put aside the sad memories and think about eating more delicious things.”

"I," he admits through sobs, "I'm not in pain all the time. My grief is so frivolous."

The person he was leaning against suddenly turned around, wrapping his arms around him.He fell into Jiang Xiusi's arms.

"It's good to be alive, and it's even better to live happily." He heard Jiang Xiusi say.

After the tears stopped, Lin Qi thought a little distractedly, has Jiang Xiusi's voice always been so gentle?

His hair was stroked again, and the comfortable warmth made him rub against Jiang Xiusi's palm involuntarily.He doesn't live up to expectations, he tends to heat up, like a brainless bug.

"You didn't do anything wrong." Jiang Xiusi said more gently, "Don't cry."

Lin Xi had no choice but to see clearly the nature of his disappointment.He raised his hand, put his arms around Jiang Xiusi, and fell into his arms even tighter.

He confided in a muffled voice: "I didn't say goodbye seriously. I thought we could meet again."

People who can't meet again should bid farewell, right?But he screwed up, what he said was, Mommy has to wait for me.

Did she wait?But where is she waiting?Did she feel pain in the place where she could never wait for the person she wanted to wait for?

Jiang Xiusi's words were cruel and soft: "But she will forget everything, and only remember that when she laughs, she feels good."

His chest vibrated as he spoke.Lin Xi's tears wet his skirt.

That's right, the fruit on that tree will also slowly pass away.In the end, only flourishing leaves remain.

"Xi Ye." He pulled Jiang Xiusi's clothes and said, "Let me take him back."

"it is good."

The two separated, and Jiang Xiusi split the thick fog with a sword.Lin Xi looked at his neat and unrestrained movements, and thought to himself: Am I practicing here after all?I couldn't get rid of the fog just now, but now Master can break through the predicament without any effort.

No matter how you look at it, it is intentional.

However, he doesn't want to worry about this issue now.He smiled at Jiang Xiusi: "Then Master, will you come pick me up again?"

He got his wish and smiled when he saw the perfect face in his mind: "Yes."

The author has something to say: Lin Qi: Admit defeat, admit defeat!I can't stand tenderness.

In the next chapter, I will return to the entertainment industry to engage in ambiguity~