I'm not Murong Chong

Murong Yong couldn't help trembling slightly, pushed back half a step, lowered his head and said in fear: "The last general dare not."

Murong Chong withdrew his hand nonchalantly, and raised his chin: "Thinking back in Pingyang, you and I were bullied by former Qin officials, but we often depended on each other like today - I want to hear you play another song." Ah Dry song'."

Murong Yong hurriedly bowed and said, "Your Majesty, forgive me, that pottery fair was broken during the battle."

"Forget it then." Murong Chong turned his face away nonchalantly, "Keep the bonfire alive again. Although this place is secluded, it still belongs to Yao Qin territory after all. You go to the entrance of the cave to watch the night, don't make any mistakes."

Murong Yong bowed his head and obeyed, got up and limped away. As soon as he reached the entrance of the cave, he was shivered by the cold wind blowing on his face. He was so angry that he sat cross-legged at the entrance of the cave, and had to use his internal strength to fight against the pain and coldness—it was with great difficulty that he found such a small cave for hiding in the crevice of the mountain wall, otherwise even if Yao Jun hadn't searched for it, they would The two of them would freeze to death if they were exposed to the damp and cold in the open air - as soon as he was so dazed, Murong Chong's soft snoring sounded behind him.Murong Yong's heart is empty, as if he still can't believe what he sees, logically he should be happy and gratified that everything has returned to the original point he wanted at the beginning, Murong Chong only has himself and the world in his heart, and there are no outsiders like Yao Song, Fu Jian, etc. But at this moment, why does the severe pain from the waist injury seem to spread to the limbs, bones and even the bone marrow of the heart, and there is an inexplicable pain in breathing.

But after a while, Murong Chong yelled inside, Murong Yong hurriedly got up and went back to investigate, saw that he hadn't woken up, but had a cold, and his upper and lower teeth gritted the ground, Murong Yong thought for a moment, and put The warm leather armor worn next to his body was pulled out and replaced by Murong Chong. When he turned over, Murong Chong was awakened. He looked down at Murong Yong dressing him, then stretched out his hand to twist the fur of the leather armor, and mocked: "You Xiyan is under one person and above ten thousand people, how can he still wear this rags?"

Murong Yong tied a knot for him, but didn't answer his question, turned around and sat down at the entrance of the cave again.Murong Chong shouted after him: "The night is coming and the snow is very urgent, you'd better stay in the cave and wait."

Murong Yong responded, and silently sat cross-legged in meditation in front of the stone platform where Murong Chong was lying. Murong Chong tossed and turned for a while, then frowned and said, "My head still hurts intermittently—I don't know why I was killed by some evil spirit two years ago." , got hit by the soul-moving technique—”

Murong Yong's lips moved: "It's not a monster."

Murong Chong turned his head and glanced at him, and Murong Yong repeated in a low voice: "He is not a monster..." His cheek was scratched gently, and he said in his ear: " I am the real master, don't forget your own identity." Murong Yong lowered his head, stubbornly refusing to refute or admit his mistakes.

Murong Chong turned over and lay down: "I have a severe headache, come up and press it for me." Murong Yong stretched out two fingers, pressed against his temples, and slowly injected his internal energy, as if feeling the pain eased, Murong Chong's hands The eyebrows are slightly raised, and there is a trace of confusion in the eyes.

In the early morning of the next day, Murong Chong woke up again, he was fine, but there was no one in the narrow cave except him, only a pile of charred bonfire embers left in front of the stone platform.

Murong Chong jumped off the stone platform and rushed out of the cave entrance, seeing a world of ice and snow in his eyes, and the whistling north wind in his ears, but where was there a trace of human beings?

He faintly panicked again.Regardless of the danger, he shouted: "Murong Yong!" He stepped on the snow and shouted louder: "Murong Yong!"

The echo shook off the layers of white snow on the dead branches. Amidst the rustling sound of falling snow, someone lightly patted his shoulder. He turned around, and the one standing in front of him was Murong Yong who had gone and returned.

The haze in Murong Chong's eyes swept away, and in the next moment he suddenly raised his hand and said coldly: "Where did you go?"

Murong Yong was caught off guard and was hit in the face, and Murong Chong saw that he was holding two dead Yellow River fish in his hands.The two looked at each other in silence, after a long while Murong Yong said: "The emperor is afraid that I will abandon you and escape alone?" Murong Chong withdrew his hand and gave him a sideways glance: "When a disaster is imminent, people want to protect themselves, what can't be done?" If it wasn’t for Murong Hong’s intention to kill me back then, why would I instigate against Han Yan and Duan Sui first, and replace him!” Now in the court of Xiyan, Murong Yong is the No. 1 in the world besides him. , How can we guarantee that there is no second-guessing.

Murong Yong was silent, and seemed to be thinking of the bloody storm when his brothers fought against the wall back then.Murong Chong said displeased again: "Even if you are looking for food, why don't you ask for instructions first."

"For fear of people finding out, I have to dig ice to fish in the early morning. And—" Murong Yong said: "The last general... left a message."

When the two returned to the cave, Murong Yong pointed to the ashes beside the extinguished bonfire. Murong Chong looked intently and saw that there were indeed a few characters written on the silver hook and iron painting with dead branches, but when he looked closely, he couldn't see it. I don't know what it means: "What kind of characters are written here? It's neither official script nor seal script. I've never seen it before."

Murong Yong was silent for a moment, then suddenly squatted down and erased all the simplified Chinese characters: "...the last general was negligent, the emperor forgives the sin." Murong Chong waved his hands impatiently, sat down again, and smiled consolingly: "Forget it." You are no better than others, but you are still loyal to me."

If he...would never say the word "loyalty" to him, and even be suspicious of him to this point.He turned his back and started cooking again, his heart that had been silent all night began to throb violently. With unbelievable fear and sadness, he had the urge to cry for the first time.

But when he turned around and offered the half-cooked fish to Murong Chong, his expression changed as usual: "Your Majesty, I have checked that the Yellow River has been frozen again this morning. I am afraid that Yao Jun will deploy defenses along the line soon in order to prevent the Yan Army from raiding. Once the search has reached this point, it will be difficult for us to deal with it, how about crossing the river at night and returning to camp?"

Murong Chong swallowed the fish bone and flesh in a few mouthfuls, he didn't mind the tasteless food at all, as if it was just to fill his stomach and restore his strength.Hearing this, he just shook his head and said, "No rush."

Murong Yong was slightly surprised: "Why?" Last night he was secretly wary of the military power temporarily falling into the hands of foreign generals, he should be rushing back to the army.

Murong Chong wiped his lips and said: "You are worried, Fu Jian and Yang Dingding are also worried, and they will definitely send more people to search and rescue downstream - Yao Jun is newly defeated, losing troops and losing generals, now he will not dare to defend his front. I will escape far away from the Yan army, so staying here may not be unsafe. But I just want to stay where I am and wait for Fu Jian to come to me personally."

When Murong Yong heard this, his mind seemed to be struck by a thunderbolt. He stared at Murong Chong: "Does the emperor want...to lure and kill Fu Jian?"

"The one who knows my heart. Shu Ming." Murong Chong raised his head, a sinister and cold smile appeared on his lips, "This Fu Jian didn't know what medicine he took wrongly, but he still treated that man after his country was wiped out." The evildoer treats each other sincerely and will never leave, if you kill him at this time, it will be a no-brainer—I have never forgotten all the humiliation he caused me to suffer back then, and even now thinking of it, I still grit my teeth!" Sweeping, looking at Murong Yong: "Murong's children are all persevering people who will take revenge for revenge. You must also deeply hate Fu Jian's revenge for destroying my Dayan back then!"

"..." Murong Yongdao, "Dynasty changes, the rise and fall of a country is the reincarnation of heaven. It was the general trend of the world before Qin destroyed Yan, and now Xiyan conquers Qin. It is not caused by everyone's grudges—"

Murong Chong's face changed, and he said in a low voice: "Murong's descendants will never forget the hatred of the country and the family - who taught you to have such delusions! Is it that evildoer who occupies the magpie's nest again!"

Murong Yong said: "He is not a monster."

"Shut up!" Murong Chong yelled angrily, "General Dayan, you are just following others' opinions, you are so talented! I have known you since we were young, we have been dependent on each other for ten years, and we have given everything in our lives to each other. Could it be better than you and me?" He is only two years old! Have you forgotten all the words you swore when you raised troops in Pingyang?"

Murong Yong took a deep breath and said: "I never dare to forget. But now my heart is different——"

"Why is it different?!" Murong Chong was aggressive, and suddenly grabbed him tightly with his backhand, pulled him closer, and looked straight into his eyes, "I remember that you were very obedient in the past, and you did whatever I asked you to do." What, why has everything changed now? Aren't you always loyal to me and loving me?"

Murong Yong said in embarrassment: "Your Majesty!"

"Why don't you dare to admit it?" Murong Chong forced him to look at him, and slowly bullied him until the tips of their noses touched, their warm breaths entangled with each other, almost kissing, "...Since I took the throne, I have never had a queen Concubine Na, what does Shu Ming think?"

The handsomeness of the person in front of him is the same as before, and after the years have passed, he has a strong but enchanting temperament. He has been dreaming about this situation for a whole ten years.Murong Yong suddenly lowered his eyelids and lowered his head to avoid it: "...the general will be terrified."

Murong Chong never thought that he would be rejected, his eyes narrowed: "Murong Yong, not only have you changed your mind, you have even become bolder."

Murong Yong knelt down and kowtowed: "I will be convicted at the end. However—this time and that time."

Murong Chong's face was uncertain, and suddenly he said sharply: "I will not leave any unfaithful and unjust traitors around me, get out!" Murong Yong looked up at him calmly and said: "In the end, there will be a crime of defeat. , now dare not leave without authorization. After escorting the emperor back to the camp, he will be punished." Murong Chong was so choked by his words that he couldn't say a word, and the pain suddenly arose in his temple, and he fell to sit on the stone platform. on, looking pained.Murong Yong hurriedly got up and went forward to support him, and said with concern: "Let the last general heal the emperor's wounds." Murong Chong weakly broke away from him and said, "I don't need you!"

But Murong Yong refused to back down: "The Emperor's head is wounded, the pain will be unbearable. In the end, he will be punished if he makes a mistake, but he is not in a hurry." Seeing his stubbornness, Murong Chong had no choice but to let it go.Murong Yong let him gently rest his thigh on his thigh, and began to massage his head. His technique was very good, with moderate force, and with the help of abundant internal energy, he dispelled the residual chill. Murong Chong felt that the headache and brain fever were suddenly relieved, and those who surrounded him were also His reassuring breath fell into a deep sleep within a moment.

I don't know how long it has passed, and when I opened my eyes again, it was already dusk, and Murong Yong disappeared again, leaving only the bonfire that was about to burn out in front of the stone platform.Murong Chong frowned, jumped up, pawed around the fire, did not say a word; when he rushed to the entrance of the cave, there was still no one there. ! !He was startled, shit, didn't he really get out? !No, no, no... How could Murong Yong abandon him.Murong Chong turned around and went back to the fire to keep warm while waiting for others, but about an hour passed, and there was still no news from Murong Yong.Murong Chong began to fidget, suddenly he heard the north wind whistling at the entrance of the cave, he hurriedly got up to check, only the falling snow fell in the pitch black night sky.He frowned, and let out a mouthful of frosty hot air in disappointment. At the same time, the small bonfire in the cave burned out and suddenly went out.

He turned around abruptly, avoiding a blow from behind, and swung his fist sideways at the attacker, but the opponent deftly deflected him, rubbed his body, and slapped him on the back. Murong Chong hesitated for a moment, and suddenly He turned around and faced this person with the door wide open. Seeing that the attack had become unavoidable, the sneak attacker hurriedly changed his tactics, skipping the vital point and grabbing his shoulder instead.Murong Chong took advantage of his hasty change of stance, and shot like lightning, but went straight towards his waist, he released it without any force, but the opponent seemed to have been seriously injured, and Murong Chong took the opportunity to imprison him in his arms , holding the attacker's throat with one hand in a hook, and said with a sneer: "Is my general going to kill the king?"

The attacker was none other than Murong Yong, he never resisted, but his expression was colder than the snowy night starry sky.

After being stared at by him for a long time, Murong Chong couldn't help swallowing silently, and heard him slowly say: "Ren Zhen."

"Seriously?" Murong Chong raised his eyebrows in bewilderment, but was hooked and tripped by Murong Yong's outstretched leg, and immediately lost his footing and staggered towards the stone wall.Immediately, a hand passed through his long hair, propped it on the stone wall, nailed him in place, almost unable to move, Murong Yong approached him, the two were about the same size, so eye to eye, nose to nose, close to the ground Breathing and hearing: "Still pretending?"

"Pretending?" Murong Chong just snorted, and was immediately kissed by Murong Yong, sealing all his words, his hot tongue thrusting in forcefully, sweeping away all his rationality and spiritual consciousness domineeringly.

"Woo~" He was forced to gasp for breath, finally broke free his lips and tongue, leaned his neck back and took a long breath, and then said pitifully with a downcast face: "You are not a regicide, you are Kill your husband~!"

Murong Yong also gasped for breath, but he never let go, still imprisoning him tightly, with a wolf-like green fierce light shining in his eyes.

Ren Zhen's heart trembled, and he softened immediately, and he looked at Murong Yong cautiously: "Actually, when I just woke up, I was quite insane, my head hurt, and my eyes were blurry. I just wanted to By the way, I lost my memory..."

"Why?" Murong Yong didn't listen to his explanation, and interrupted: "Why did you pretend to be him? How fun and interesting is this?!" It would be fine if Murong Yong had a big fight with Ren Zhen, but he The calm question made Ren Zhen even more frightened. He knew that he had broken the bottom line this time, so he could only bite the bullet and say: "I have never been able to get over that hurdle in my heart. I am still afraid that you will still miss him. Let's go!" At first I just wanted to tell you what to say, but then I and I couldn't get off the ground, somehow, it really happened..." Ren Zhen is usually eloquent, but whenever he is really nervous, he will stutter a little, he is at a loss what to do. While explaining, Murong Yong suddenly broke out and roared angrily: "Just because you suspect me and don't believe me, so you pretended to be Murong Chong?! When I knew you disappeared, my heart ached like I was dug out! I...I I even wish I could kill him in exchange for you! You are far better than him now! This is the answer you want! Are you satisfied?!"

Ren Zhen's whole body was shocked, and he really regretted it at this moment - why did he threaten and hurt the person he loved like this because of his suspicion?He leaned over and hugged Murong Yong, only then did he realize that Murong Yong's tall body was trembling slightly in the darkness. "It's not because of jealousy, it's because I care too much. No matter how hard I try, I can't replace the past between him and you. I'm afraid... After all, I borrowed his body, and I'm afraid you won't let it go." Ren Zhen hugged tightly He said with slightly red eyes, "But I was wrong... I'm sorry. Shuming, I'm sorry."

Murong Yong raised his head, closed his eyes, and hid the thousands of stars in his eyes. His repeated murmurs of "I'm sorry" and "I love you" are in his ears. At this moment, it seems that ten years have passed like a fleeting moment. .

He loves Ren Zhen, but he can't completely separate the two souls who have the same body. In the final analysis, he may not think about it, but he will never forget it.

But now everything that he once overwhelmed his life has become the ashes of the past—he forced himself to completely open his heart and mind, to face the love, hatred, and hatred that he could not express in words.

Only now can he truly say goodbye to the past.

When the bonfire was extinguished, the two of them stopped lighting the fire, cuddling each other to keep warm, but they didn't feel cold.Ren Zhen had a miserable face, and he didn't dare to look up at Murong Yong, and explained carefully: "Actually, after I was hit in the water, I was washed away by a wave of water, and I saw you hazily." You came to save me, I didn't know that you were actually dying to survive, I thought you were always proud, I was afraid that you would care too much about winning or losing this battle, and I was afraid that I would be hurt, so I jumped into the river on purpose-so the only thought at that time was not to let you I blamed myself, and I was really unwilling and afraid, so I came up with such a bad idea..."

Murong Yong calmed down completely at this moment, he suddenly frowned and said: "You are not good at swimming, how could Fu Jian let you jump off the raft? It will only increase the danger by not saving people."

Ren Zhen swallowed nervously again. He was really worried and wanted to dive into the water to save others, but he fell into the water suddenly because Fu Jian knocked down the boatman. , The icy Yellow River water was like thousands of needles piercing into it. It was so cold that he couldn't move, let alone cry for help?But he didn't want to tell the truth at this time, so he quickly changed the subject: "How do you know I'm not Murong Chong?"

Murong Yong paused for a moment before saying: "I was really bluffed by you at the beginning. You pretended to be a bit similar—but you realized something was wrong the next day. Brother Chong has been well-clothed since he was a child, and even Qianyan The country is destroyed, he has never suffered a bit when he entered the palace as a hostage, how could he swallow a half-cooked and tasteless fish alive?"

Ren Zhen's face was dark when he heard this, and he never thought that this was where his secrets were exposed - but compared with Murong Chong, he was indeed a rough person both inside and outside.

"Afterwards, you made repeated words to deliberately tease me, and I became more and more sure." Murong Yong tilted his head, and his slightly cold soft lips brushed Ren Zhen's eyelashes, "The most important thing is, Brother Chong will never be like you Look at me. If he really suspected me of abandoning me, he would have killed me with a sword piercing his heart, and he would not be reluctant to give up. Since the country was broken, his heart is full of hatred, and it has accumulated deeper and deeper, and it is beyond redemption. Back then In battle, he never wears armor, takes the lead, and the world calls him "brave", but I know that he has long since ignored his own life and death in order to restore the country and avenge him - he can be ruthless to himself, but even more ruthless to others - who dares Stop him, meet gods and kill gods, meet Buddhas and Buddhas, including Murong Hong back then and Murong Yong now." Ren Zhen heard that his tone was lonely and involuntarily carried a little bit of Xiao Suo's killing intent, he couldn't help sighing silently, and took the initiative He leaned over to hold his lips, sucked gently, and said vaguely: "That's why you disappeared again, forcing me to show my feet..."

Murong Yong passively raised his head to accept his kiss, but slowly shook his head: "I'm also afraid. I'm afraid that I misread, miscalculated, you really can't come back, I can't bear it...more I don't know how I can stay with Brother Chong with my face and heart, in this world without you..."

Ren Zhen's heart palpitated greatly, love, shame, love, and guilt all surged up like a tide, overwhelming him, and couldn't help but hug Murong Yong tightly into his arms, causing him to groan in pain.