Age of Behemoths

"Shen Yifei..." Finally, Qin Jixun broke the silence, "Actually, I've been thinking about when to tell you today. Although it's not a good time, it seems that the longer you wait, the worse the situation will become." Poor state slant."

Shen Yifei's heart beat fast, he wondered if he should loosen Qin Jixun's shoulders and arms, after all, it might make Qin Jixun feel uncomfortable or even sick.But as soon as he moved, Qin Jixun pulled him back. Judging by his expression, he was probably more nervous than Shen Yifei: "Shen Yifei, I... I'm the same as you... I'm also gay."

Shen Yifei's first reaction was that Qin Jixun was lying.Even if it is said that his luck is super good, but Shen Yifei thinks it is impossible to be so lucky, right?He didn't express his opinion immediately, but took Qin Jixun aside and let him sit on the plastic pier that was used as a table just now.

——In the situation they are currently facing, two people are obviously more likely to survive than one person.What's more, Shen Yifei didn't just make up numbers. Although the specific ability to mutate is unknown, there are two bears beside him.Teddy is a powerful fighter. The crispy noodles may not have strong hunting ability, but it has a strong ability to distinguish food.

From Qin Jixun's standpoint, thinking rationally, his and Xiaoci's survival is the top priority.So instead of letting the relationship become a contradiction between two people, it is better to let the relationship become the bond between the two of them, which is good for both parties.

Shen Yifei felt that he had already figured it out: "I...you just treat me as a flirtatious friend, you don't need to force yourself like this, I will definitely not..."

"Shen Yifei, I didn't force myself, and I didn't lie to you. I'm indeed gay." The second time Qin Jixun said this, he didn't stumble as much as before.

"I know you had a girlfriend." Shen Yifei sighed. He had never seen the legendary "manager's girlfriend", but he heard from other colleagues that she was a very beautiful and fashionable white-collar worker with big wavy hair, but Because he was picky about Qin Jixun's taste of fried chicken, he finally broke up, "You really don't need to wrong yourself, I..."

"It's just a cover. She's a lesbian, and I'm gay." Qin Jixun interrupted Shen Yifei, "And, when I first met you, didn't you notice? I..." Qin Jixun also had a look on his face Obviously embarrassed, he licked his lips before continuing, "I don't dislike your kiss..."

"Uh..." Shen Yifei was stunned, and the scene of the oolong kiss could not help but surfaced after Qin Jixun said that - at that time, he saw surprise and doubt on Qin Jixun's face And embarrassment, and after Shen Yifei said that it was a dream, he was obviously dumbfounded.But it is true that there is no resentment and disgust.

Shen Yifei looked at Qin Jixun, the heaviness and depression just now dissipated a lot, and even the atmosphere between the two of them more or less added a touch of charm.He touched the pocket of his trousers, and subconsciously wanted to pull out a lollipop, but thinking about the lollipop in his mouth when he was talking about the present, the scene was weird to him, so he quickly moved his hand away, Instead, he gestured between the two of them.

"So, you and I... are we really... the same?"

As a first-time brother emotionally, after suddenly discovering those neglected facts, it didn't make him eloquent, and even made him a little more at a loss.In addition, there are still some uncertainties in his heart.He hoped that he really had some emotional entanglements with Qin Jixun who were not ordinary friends, but he was still worried that Qin Jixun said this out of his rational considerations, not emotions.

"Well... we really..." But as the older party, Qin Jixun, who was able to solve all the bad situations satisfactorily in Shen Yifei's understanding, seems not very good at dealing with the current situation. Situation, he also stuttered when he said it - if there was a third person present, he would probably think they were giving some secret signal, "So, I mean, maybe, we can...try to socialize? "

Shen Yifei couldn't help but raised his left hand, pinched the base of his ear and rubbed it - because he felt that his ear seemed to be burning.

Qin Jixun took a deep breath and almost explained: "I'm sorry that I concealed my own situation when we first met. Because at that time, these were also too unexpected for me."

The meeting on the first day was when Shen Yifei was amazed by the almost impossible reunion with a very small chance in this last days.Qin Jixun's astonishment was not much less than that of Shen Yifei, and even purely speaking to a degree, he was the one who was more surprised.

—Because he's the more desperate one.His former companions and relatives were either lost or died in front of him. At one moment he thought he had lost his only nephew, but at the next moment he found that the little guy was fine...

Shen Yifei didn't just save Xiaoci, he saved both of them.But what was even more unexpected was that Shen Yifei who saved him was also gay like Qin Jixun?At that time, the serious sense of unreality made Qin Jixun subconsciously think of denial, concealment and rejection.

Until now, his mood has gradually calmed down, and Shen Yifei is also very... Under such circumstances, Qin Jixun chose to confess to Shen Yifei.

"But even if we are of the same kind... we don't necessarily have to date, just like a man and a woman don't necessarily have to fall in love when they are together." Others are timid when they are close to hometown, while Shen Yifei is timid about love.Even if the loved one takes the initiative now, even if this is the end of the world, all the rules of human beings have probably been broken.

Qin Jixun looked at Shen Yifei and suddenly smiled: "But if only the man and the woman stay together for a long time, then the two of them are destined...to be together. Shen Yifei, I am not wronged Myself, if you were working in a fast food restaurant, I knew you were the same kind, then I..."

Qin Jixun paused, and Shen Yifei expected that Qin Jixun would say "I will chase you" next, but he was wrong, what Qin Jixun said was: "Then, I will never treat you Be honest, but will stay away from you."

"Uh...I'm not the type you like?" Shen Yifei was immediately hit hard, but Qin Jixun said this, doesn't it mean that he is more forced by the situation now?

"Don't interrupt, let me finish." Qin Jixun sighed, "Because at that time, the background of our life was not the jungle, but the human society. Although I am older, the gay road... I It was not a success, and it can even be said that it was a failure. I didn’t have the courage to pull a young man to fail with me. However, this completely different background now gives me the courage.”

Qin Jixun smiled wryly, and looked at Shen Yifei again: "So, I'm not the perfect person you imagined, on the contrary, I'm cowardly and incompetent. Faced with me like this, are you still willing... to associate with me? ?”

If you still refuse at this time, unless Shen Yifei is a saint, or a psychopath.But Shen Yifei was obviously not a saint, and he had a healthy brain—except maybe a little shadow—so he held Qin Jixun's hand.

"Shen Yifei... there is one more thing." Qin Jixun also held Shen Yifei's hand backhanded. He was relieved at first, but after a while his expression became embarrassed, and his speech became stuttering, "It's just... …Can we take our time? Start by getting to know each other, like this handshake, then the kiss, and finally… I know it’s weird, but…”

It was the first time for Shen Yifei to see Qin Jixun in such a panic: "Why do you say it's weird? If you want to date, shouldn't it be like this step by step?"

"!" Qin Jixun raised his eyes to look at Shen Yifei in great surprise. Seeing Shen Yifei's expression, he found that he didn't mean to be sarcastic, but obviously really thought so, which made Qin Jixun gradually relax.But he didn't think about hiding anything from Shen Yifei, his shoulders slumped, and he said with a dark expression, "No, in the circle of gay men, sex is the first step in communication, or even sex. It's not No one wants to find someone to live with forever, but half the view is that if it doesn't fit in bed, don't mention it, so it's just weird for other people to be so conformist from the beginning."

"But now...you and I are in our own circle." Shen Yifei smiled with his head tilted.

Shen Yifei, who was studying in a foreign university by himself, has never been in contact with the gay circle. Although it is only very peripheral, he actually knows what's going on.He also went to the bar secretly, and just 2 minutes after he did it, someone came over to "greeting" and said a few words, implying that he wanted to go to the bathroom with him.Of course he knew that it wasn't just everyone standing in a row to "release water".

After he refused, many people behind him offered him drinks, and some of them were really handsome.To tell the truth, Shen Yifei was not indifferent at that time, but at that time, he was young and timid, afraid of contracting some kind of disease, and he didn't want his first experience to be in the toilet with someone, so he left in the end.

"Besides, I have the same thought as you. The first kiss was sent not long ago..." Shen Yifei held Qin Jixun's hand even tighter. The first time he saw Qin Jixun, he was incomparable I am glad that I have withstood the temptation, and the feeling of gratitude is even stronger at this moment.

"Oh, was that the first kiss?" Qin Jixun also blushed, but he also asked in a joking tone.

"Well, the first kiss. 22... No, I had my first kiss at the age of 23."

"That's not too late. I had my first kiss in my life when I was 29."