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Pu Chulong's condition really didn't look very good, this was Quan Zhilong's first thought after seeing Pu Chulong.

His face was so pale that it was almost bloodless, his hair was loosely tied behind his head, looking a bit messy, his long bangs almost covered his eyes, and he was wearing a white and light blue hospital gown, in such a cold weather He was actually only wearing a thin hospital gown and a knit jacket that didn't look thick, and on his wrists were red wristbands that were extremely contrasting in color with the clothes on his body.

Quan Zhilong felt that his girlfriend didn't seem to be discharged from the hospital smoothly, his eyes fixed on the transparent rubber ring on Pu Chulong's wrist.

Park Chulong (19891924) DelusionOfJealousy?

Quan Zhilong couldn't turn his head for an instant. He knew what these two words meant when they were separated, but he didn't understand when they were put together. Jealousy and deceit?illusion?fallacy?Delusional?alert? ...

"Oppa, what are you looking at?" Pu Chulong suddenly moved his face towards Quan Zhilong, the tips of their noses almost touched, Pu Chulong just opened his eyes and looked at Quan Zhilong curiously, Quan Zhilong Long was startled by Pu Chulong's sudden action without any precautions, but he was only taken aback for a moment. Quan Zhilong, who reacted, hugged Pu Chulong. Although he was very angry with Pu Chulong's silence, he found it again. Quan Zhilong just feels distressed when he sees Pu Chulong now. He thinks that Pu Chulong is even whiter. His skin is so white that the veins on his hands are almost visible. He can Seeing the dense pinholes on the back of Pu Chulong's hand, it would be a lie to say that it wasn't shocking. What disease did Pu Chulong suffer from?Quan Zhilong wanted to know very much.

"Nana, can you tell Oppa what's going on with you recently?" Quan Zhilong touched the back of Pu Chulong's hand distressedly. It was strange that Pu Chulong, who was usually eager to hold Quan Zhilong's hand, flinched a little. , until Quan Zhilong's fingertips touched the back of her hand, Park Cholong relaxed and let Quan Zhilong pull.

"It's nothing, it's just that the body is a little weak." Pu Chulong blinked and tilted his head with an innocent look.

Pu Chulong's expression seemed a bit strange, but Quan Zhilong felt that he couldn't tell why it was so strange. Pu Chulong used to make such a childish expression to play tricks, and Quan Zhilong was too lazy to think about it. Thinking about why Pu Chulong's smile made his back feel a little chilly.

Pu Chulong's hands were very cold, Quan Zhilong held Pu Chulong's hand and gave her a sigh of relief. In the past, because Pu Chulong's complexion was very fair, many people joked that Pu Chulong had icy muscles and bones. This time it can really be regarded as "ice" muscle and bone.

"It's a little empty to stay in the hospital for so long?" Quan Zhilong raised his eyebrows, God knows how much he worried about Pu Chulong these days, it's not something that Pu Chulong can get away with just saying a word.

"I accidentally fell on my head. I had a slight concussion, and my body was a little weak. My father told me to take good care of my body in the hospital before I come out." Park Chulong looked down at Quan Zhilong's hand, as if he had considered it It took a while to answer Quan Zhilong's question.

"Really? Does the head still hurt?" Quan Zhilong immediately rubbed Pu Chulong's head when he heard that Pu Chulong fell on his head, but because he didn't know that Pu Chulong fell Where is it, so I can only rub here and there and rub it indiscriminately.

"It doesn't hurt, it's okay." Pu Chulong rubbed Quan Zhilong's neck and shoulders, showing an expression like a wounded little animal.

Park Chulong, aren't you afraid of going to hell when you're full of lies?

Pu Chulong saw a different Quan Zhilong, sitting in the dining room with cold eyes and sneered at her.

The person with a slight concussion in the head is Jenny Kim!Are you embarrassed to be so stiff like Li Daitao?

You hit her!Just because she attracted Quan Zhilong's attention, do you know that this approach is naive, even if you can beat Jin Zhenni away, can you drive away all the other women? !

Quan Zhilong will not be with you, because you are a psychopath!

So what if you have beauty?So what if you have the property to live without worrying about food and drink?

After all, you are just a poor guy with neurological problems. Are you better than Jin Zhener?Are you better than Jenny Kim!

Quan Zhilong, who was wearing a wedding dress, approached Park Chulong step by step, spitting out sharp words, and the cold eyes reminded Park Cholong of the dream that had been repeated almost every night recently. First, the gentle Quan Zhilong, who is introverted but can't speak, eats and draws with her together, and then Park Cholong will fall asleep with Quan Zhilong's leg as a pillow. After falling asleep, he will dream of Quan Zhilong wearing a groom's outfit asking her why she wants Jumping off the building and pressing her step by step, she will fall down because of Quan Zhilong's pressing. After experiencing the extremely real feeling of weightlessness, Park Cholong will be kicked by Quan Zhilong full of disgust after waking up. Fuck, no matter how heartbreakingly she cried, he would leave without looking back, leaving her alone to face the coldness of the room, and finally she would lie on the ground struggling weakly, with a bitter coldness and slowness. Slowly experience death.

She clearly knew the ending, but she was powerless to struggle, unable to change the direction of this dream.

Time and time again, I lay my pillow on Quan Zhilong's leg, listen to Quan Zhilong's soft humming and fall asleep, and then I am abandoned and experience the process of death.

This made Pu Chulong hardly dare to fall asleep. She was afraid of this dream, so she would rather keep her eyes open until dawn, but since the nurse Yan'er found that Pu Chulong often did not sleep and told Jin Yingyun, Park Chulong had to follow Jin Yingyun's instructions. He ordered to take sleeping pills, but once Pu Chulong fell asleep, he would dream, and he had this nightmare day after day.

Later, under Jin Yingyun's guidance, Park Cholong gradually stopped having this dream, but she still slept very restlessly, waking up several times a night, and she found that every time she woke up, she would see Quan Zhilong, gentle The introverted him, the arrogant and cold him, at the beginning these two he just sat on the chair by the window and looked at her silently in the middle of the night, and then they became often accompanied by Pu Chulong's side She, then gradually developed into what she is now.

He is gentle and doesn't talk much, but he is caring enough and as warm as an angel.

The cold and arrogant he often speaks, but the words he speaks are all sarcasm, which makes Pu Chulong's deep hidden fear and inferiority complex nowhere to hide.

"Nana, what's wrong with you? Is it cold?" Quan Zhilong felt Park Cholong trembling in his arms, at first it was just shivering, Quan Zhilong just hugged him tighter and continued to enjoy him and Park Cholong But Pu Chulong was shaking more and more now, Quan Zhilong couldn't ignore Pu Chulong's trembling at all, Quan Zhilong pulled Pu Chulong away slightly, and looked at Pu Chulong with concern.

"I..." Pu Chulong didn't know how to explain it to Quan Zhilong, if he explained it clearly, Quan Zhilong would definitely leave her!Pu Chulong's eyes wandered, frowning and looking at his hands, picking his nails anxiously.

"Nana, go take a shower first, okay?" Quan Zhilong felt that Pu Chulong was a little abnormal, but he just thought that Pu Chulong didn't know how to tell him the reason for her trembling. After Pu Chulong came back from the hospital, he brought her The body smelled of disinfectant, and even though Quan Zhilong held Pu Chulong in his arms, his body temperature did not rise significantly. It seemed that just taking a hot bath would warm him up. Quan Zhilong pulled Pu Chulong into the room. Put water in the bathroom for her to take a bath, and then go to the cloakroom to help her get her pajamas.

Quan Zhilong did not let go of his doubts about Pu Chulong's various abnormal behaviors. Since Pu Chulong didn't want to say it or she didn't know how to say it, then Quan Zhilong checked it himself. Now that technology is so advanced, even if he said it online Some symptoms can be searched for related diseases, not to mention that Quan Zhilong just saw a very suspicious word.

Delusion Of Jealousy…

Quan Zhilong took advantage of Park Chulong taking a shower in the bathroom and turned on the computer to look up what the word meant.

Jealousy paranoia.

Searching the titles on the web page automatically converted the English phrase into Korean, and a large number of treatment methods and doctor's advice jumped before Quan Zhilong's eyes.

"Oppa, what are you doing?" Quan Zhilong was taken aback by Pu Chulong just as he was engrossed in watching it. He hurriedly closed the notebook, but forgot to turn it off.

"It's nothing." Quan Zhilong was a little embarrassed as if someone had discovered the secret. He looked at Pu Chulong with a hint of panic. He was not afraid of Pu Chulong, nor did he dislike Pu Chulong's mental illness, but just felt that I feel sorry for Pu Chulong, and Pu Chulong obviously doesn't want him to know that she has this disease. If Pu Chulong finds out that he has already found out, will he feel sad or disturbed? Quan Zhilong looked at Pu Chulong in his eyes full of love.

"Oppa, let's take a shower." Park Chulong just glanced at Quan Zhilong and walked away. Quan Zhilong felt relieved instantly.

As soon as Quan Zhilong entered the bathroom, Pu Chulong entered the bedroom, walked straight to the computer and turned on the laptop. She noticed Quan Zhilong's expression and movements. Pu Chulong felt that Quan Zhilong had a great possibility of being Flirting with another woman.

Delusional jealousy syndrome, also known as pathological jealousy syndrome and Othello syndrome, commonly known as infidelity delusions.The patient follows or monitors the activities of his lover, convinced that his lover is unfaithful to him and has another affair...

What appeared in front of Pu Chulong was a Google encyclopedia. Pu Chulong just glanced at it and ignored it. He silently checked Quan Zhilong's browsing history, and then quietly closed his laptop and went to the kitchen for supper. .

Pu Chulong sprinkled a handful of sesame seeds and shrimp roe with a unique aroma on the ramen boiled with fried eggs and sausages. The simple instant noodles were also endowed with different flavors after Pu Chulong cooked them.

As soon as Quan Zhilong came out, he could smell the aroma of ramen, and when he walked to the dining room, he saw Pu Chulong sitting in the dining room, setting up the tableware and waiting for him to eat supper.

This was a very common scene in the past. Almost as soon as Quan Zhilong came home, he could see Park Cholong cooking and sitting in the dining room waiting for him. In the past, Quan Zhilong didn't feel anything except that his girlfriend was very considerate, but now Quan Zhilong When Long saw Pu Chulong sitting in the dining room waiting for him, he felt a sore nose. Do you have to lose it and get it again to know how precious this person is and how to cherish it, right?

"Come and eat Oppa~" Park Cholong smiled and waved to Quan Zhilong.

"Is it delicious?" Park Chulong tilted his head and looked at Quan Zhilong, his smile was as sweet as honey, making Quan Zhilong forget everything else.

"Yeah." Quan Zhilong nodded, scooped up a spoonful of soup and fed it to Pu Chulong. Couples are always very nasty, even a bowl of instant noodles can give you the pleasure of eating one bite at a time. The dragon forgot what he had just seen.

He already knows that you are sick, and he will dump you immediately.

In this extremely warm and sweet atmosphere, Pu Chulong saw that Quan Zhilong with thick eyeliner again.

The author has something to say: the author's mother has issued an ultimatum to turn off the lights, so the author will stop writing. (I still can't finish it...)

The author accidentally slept in late today, so there are not many more. If there is enough time tomorrow, the word count will be added.

Forecast: Ruanmei will be brought down again

PS: How can the author's timeline be messed up...

What I am writing now is [-]s and the author can't tell the difference, friends, come and help me judge...