Leftover temperature

Xia Shenyan's life in Baihua Lane is comfortable and leisurely. There are not many things to do every day, and there are fewer things to worry about, so the time passes very quickly.

After the spring when the mountains and blue flowers are burning, the summer with cool water and autumn wind comes as expected.

Summer is also the season of his birth.

He was born on June 29st.Xia Shenyan likes this day's festival.This day carries the joy and anticipation of many children, and it should be flawless, but the only thing that is not perfect is that on a dark night [-] years ago, a dirty child was born amidst the children's joy.

Xia Shenyan actually doesn't like birthdays very much.His official birthday is not on this day, so it's not on this day for fans to cheer and celebrate him.Over time, people around him gradually forgot his real birthday, so he was almost alone on his birthday every year. Fortunately, he had already forgotten the habit. It took three days for Xia Shenyan to realize that he was 29 years old.

29 years old, he is so old.

A meaningless life is indeed boring in retrospect.

The water of time slipped from between his fingers like a dream, he couldn't grasp it, and he didn't want to.

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On the day of the Dragon Boat Festival, Uncle Zhang’s son, daughter-in-law and grandchildren all came back.

It was inconvenient for Xia Shenyan to disturb her, so she hugged the old cat on the recliner and read the book all afternoon.He didn't sleep well at night, and he was tired and sleepy just looking at it. He didn't know when he fell asleep, and when he woke up again, he suddenly heard a knock on the door.

The old cat had already gone back to sleep in its own den, and the book slipped and fell to the ground.

Xia Shenyan bent down to pick up the book, quickly patted the dust on the page, and put it neatly on the low table beside him before rushing out to open the door.

He thought it was Uncle Zhang, but he didn't expect that there would be a little girl who didn't look too old standing outside the door.Light brown hair hangs on her chest, her facial features are straight and delicate, her eyebrows are curved, and her water blue tulle dress fits her very well, giving people a cute and playful feeling.

The moment she saw Xia Shenyan, she seemed to be flustered, with some complicated emotions flashing in her eyes, she stared blankly at him for a long time before asking in a trembling voice, "...you are going to our house for dinner ?"

Xia Shenyan blinked ignorantly, and then understood when he saw the open door of Uncle Zhang's house across the street, and said politely: "No need, I..."

"That, that, that..." The girl's face suddenly turned red, and the corners of her eyes were still a little red when she looked carefully, her plain white hands were stirring together uneasily, and she didn't know what she wanted to say.

Xia Shenyan was thinking about whether to ask a question or two, when he saw the girl cry out "Wow", the tears instantly covered his face, and then he pulled his sleeve and choked up and said loudly: "You are Xia Nianqing! You are my Qingqing, right?! Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long time!"

Xia Shenyan: "..."

His real name is Xia Shenyan, and his fans should know this.Last year he held the first and last concert of his life in Xinyou, and told them his real name in public. Moreover, over the years, those marketing accounts had already revealed his real name.

However, the granddaughter of the grandfather across the door is her fan, this probability...

He remembered that he probably wasn't that popular.

But seeing the little girl crying like this, Xia Shenyan felt a little embarrassed, patted the top of her hair lightly, and said with a broken smile: "It's me, don't cry, don't cry..."

It's fine if he doesn't say that, but when he said that the little girl cried even harder, but she didn't dare to approach him, only dared to hold his sleeve and cry from the air.

Xia Shenyan: "..."

Even though he can pretend to be comfortable in many scenes, he is really flustered and at a loss when the girl is crying.

"Maybe...do you want an autograph?" Xia Shenyan really didn't know how to comfort him.

However, it was already too late, the little girl's voice was too loud, and Uncle Zhang's family from the opposite door came here upon hearing the news.

"What's going on?" The very tall but youngest boy ran out anxiously.

The little girl finally regained some sanity, pulled the boy's sleeve to wipe away the snot and tears, choked up and said, "It's nothing, I'm just crying with joy..."

boy:"……"

Xia Shenyan: "..."

"Hey, you are...you are Xia Nianqing!?" The boy suddenly roared flatly, his eyes almost popping out.

Xia Shenyan nodded helplessly, and humbly greeted the three elders facing him one by one.

"Oh, my mother, Xiaoxue, is this the little star you posted on the wall at home? This real person is more handsome than the photo." Aunt Zhang stared at him with unconcealed satisfaction in her eyes. .

Xia Shenyan twitched the corners of his mouth and said, "...you are absurd."

"Okay, okay!" Uncle Zhang patted the door, dissatisfied, "I told you to call people over for a meal, why are you staring at them?! What's so interesting! They're all people! Hmph!"

So the six people sat at the table in such an awkward and strange manner, only Uncle Zhang was the one who acted as if nothing had happened, and the other five people were all sitting on pins and needles.

Xia Shenyan was really embarrassed. After all, he always felt a little impolite and inappropriate when he intervened in the reunion dinner of his family. He was shocked and scared, but he couldn't stand their family's kind invitation, especially that The little girl who stared at him covetously.

Let alone the other four, this is the first time they are sitting and eating with the star on the poster. How can they not be nervous? I don’t know if their rich people have some strange hobbies. Does it suit his taste...

"Eat!" Uncle Zhang took his chopsticks and knocked hard on the table, successfully pulling back the thoughts of the five people who had strayed.

It can be said that the people who ate this meal feel sorry for each other, and feel uncomfortable all over.

Uncle Zhang knew that Xia Shenyan's illness made him unable to eat too much food, so he didn't force it, let Xia Shenyan bring all the food by himself, Zhang Qingxue wanted to serve Xia Shenyan, but he beat him with a chopstick After going back, Xia Shenyan found it both funny and touched.

It was about the only humane meal he had had in the years since Grandpa died.

Hearts are warm and food is hot.

It's not the Nie family's mechanical hypocrisy, and it doesn't need to be so disciplined.

It's been a long time since he had eaten such a steaming home-cooked meal.

"Well...you don't have to be too restrained, we are all rough people, we don't pay attention to anything, so take it easy..." Uncle Zhang's son seemed a little restless, his words were clumsy, but the content was simple and amiable.

Xia Shenyan smiled and said: "... Uncle, you too, eat more."

"Hey, good!"

Several people finished their meal with their own thoughts, Xia Shenyan thought that he could not eat others for nothing, and wanted to clean up the table, but Zhang Qingxue snatched him before he stretched out his hand.The little girl's face and eyes were still red, and her voice trembled when she was talking to him, as if she wanted to get close but didn't dare.

Xia Shenyan knew that his status was embarrassing, and it was not appropriate to get too close to the little girl, but thinking that he had just finished eating at her house, he should send something in response.So he went home and found an unwritten diary, signed his name on it, put a few orchid petals in it, and ran to the next door to give it to Zhang Qingxue.

Zhang Qingxue was so happy that she couldn't even speak, she pulled his sleeve and cried, she wanted to say something and endured it several times before swallowing it, and she sobbed at him when Uncle Zhang couldn't see it anymore and reprimanded her a few words "...Nianqing, you have to be well, rest when you are tired, we don't urge you to come back, you must be well! Ahhh, I really really like you very much! I really like your voice , I have watched every one of your movies. We are all watching you grow up, don’t care what others say, anyway, you are the best in our hearts! I never expected to meet you here in my life, In fact, I have met you before. Last time I sat in the front row of your concert, and last year’s fan meeting, you shook my hand and signed your name on my light board. Bastard We all know about the meal, we all love you, you must never hate us... I really really like you! You must be good!!!"

These random confessions and instructions made Xia Shenyan suddenly stunned for a while.

It is impossible to say that he is not moved, Zhang Qingxue's words also made Xia Shenyan suddenly understand that there are still many boys and girls who like him and believe in him in this world, they are waiting for him and love him.They will not blindly support him when he is in the high altar, and they will accompany him in obscurity when he is in the bottom, and accompany him from mediocrity to shining, from the foot of the mountain to the top of the mountain, only they will not care whether he is a fool, they Don't make fun of him to belittle him because of his qualifications, or leave him to belittle him because of his flaws.

Yes, it turns out that he still has a group of people who like him so much.

The heart that had been moved by people for a long time suddenly became sore, and this bitterness made Xia Shenyan understand that he was not so worthless after all.

He hasn't been on Weibo for a long time, and the concert happened last summer, but he didn't have a good time that summer.

At that time, illegitimate meals were rampant, and his itinerary and mobile phone number were leaked, causing the number to be blown up, the information was full, and he didn't even dare to read the fans' messages and text messages.

During that time, his door would be knocked on in the middle of the night for no reason, and there would always be vehicles following behind his car, and the couriers would be full of private photos of him.

It just so happened that he had an affair with an actress because of a crew dinner.It was a misunderstanding, but his fans didn't care about it, and went to human flesh the actress one after another.The actress is also very innocent, and she actually has a good relationship with Xia Shenyan in private. After this incident, she was so scared that she didn't even dare to enter Weibo.

Xia Shenyan felt that he had a great responsibility and didn't want to cause trouble to her, so he posted a Weibo to defend her tactfully, and explained that he was single. Later, the company also issued a notice.

Unexpectedly, some fans still couldn't swallow this breath, and privately sent the actress all kinds of control knives and threatening letters to warn her.

The actress was physically and mentally exhausted, she turned on Xia Shenyan directly, and publicly scolded Xia Shenyan's fans on Weibo.Xia Shenyan couldn't stand on either side of them, so he just posted a Weibo to appeal to fans to pursue stars rationally. However, those fans not only did not stop, but intensified, and even started to blatantly chase Xia Shenyan's car.

Xia Shenyan was chased by them for more than a month. He didn't want to call the police, and he didn't dare to bother the company. After all, if Si Jinqing found out, it would be more than just calling the police.At that time, Chang Yi kept complaining, but Xia Shenyan didn't dare to scold him when he wanted to scold him.

Xia Shenyan knew that he couldn't bear it any longer, so he had a talk with them on a casual worker's night. The people in the car were all girls. The actor and the things he sent and the guidance of public opinion on the Internet.

Xia Shenyan was silent for a long time at that time, but he couldn't get angry with these little girls who liked him, so he just said in a serious voice: "Thank you for liking me, but this kind of liking makes me not very happy."

Several girls were red-eyed, looked at each other and dared not speak, but one of them was bold but said directly: "We just like you, what's wrong with us?"

Xia Shenyan was stunned, smiled at her, and asked her: "I like me, so you want to see me, right?"

The girl nodded: "Yes, we just have a look at you."

Xia Shenyan bent his lower lip and said with a smile: "If this is the result you want, I'm sorry, I might consider leaving."

The girl fell silent for a moment.

It's just that they didn't know what the so-called leaving meant.

Xia Shenyan didn't explain much, just smiled and said: "The concert is coming soon, take a good rest at home these few days, I will wait for your Xinghai under the lights."

Later, they did not come again, and Xia Shenyan did not release any new songs after that concert, his Weibo started to stop updating, his schedule was uncertain, and the company no longer released any news about him.

Because Xia Shenyan directly asked Lin Fu to cut off all contact with his fans.

He even turned down all the talk shows and photo commercials. Xia Shenyan originally planned to eliminate it, but Director Qi had to give him face, so he insisted on finishing the movie.

The movie is still being filmed in complete secrecy, and no one knows his whereabouts, and fans are no exception.

He didn't expect to meet Zhang Qingxue here, let alone that group of girls still waiting for him.

He seems a little irresponsible.

But if they don't leave now, how can they let them feel relieved when they really want to leave.

Xia Shenyan suddenly felt that God was joking with him.

When he thought he had really let go of everything, these girls would actually become his only bondage.

But at least, at least someone will remember him, right?

After all, just before the end of the concert, he stood in the dark and begged them:

"I am Xia Shenyan, you must remember me."

The author has something to say:

Jingnan Xiaye Water Tower Huai Zhaoqiu Zhishang Yunmeng Li Xin

[Don Ouyang Zhan]

Inorganic Cheng Luyi, going to Jianglou in the middle of the night.

The clouds and the moon are like training, the water is cool and the wind is like autumn.

The mallard hears Mengze, and Daisy goes to Zhaoqiu.

Not far away, there are human feelings, and I hate traveling alone on a good night.

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Two Quatrains

[Tang] Du Fu

Late in the day, the country is beautiful, and the spring breeze is fragrant with flowers and plants.

Mud flying swallows, sand warm sleeping mandarin ducks.

Jiang Bi bird is more than white, and the mountain blue and white is burning.

This spring has passed again, when will it be the year of return.

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Sorry for being late.

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