Leftover temperature

Xia Shenyan's refusal is always gentle and just right, neither leaving any thoughts for others, nor embarrassing each other.

Lu Qingjia thought he could get used to it, but when he thought of their age, he couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable.

He had never felt that time passed so fast, four or five years had passed before he knew it, and their age was no longer suitable for entanglement.

They are no longer children, and neither of them has any longer youthful years to spend.

Lu Qingjia dared to spend his whole life with Xia Shenyan, but he was afraid that Xia Shenyan could not afford it.

"Qingjia, don't wait for me anymore." Xia Shenyan lowered his eyes, showing no emotion, his tone was as gentle as ever, but the content was extremely cruel to Lu Qingjia.

"Uncle and aunt told me about your marriage last time."

Lu Qingjia squeezed her fingers, ignored his last words, and asked him in a hoarse voice: "Nianqing, have you ever liked me for even a moment in all these years?"

Xia Shenyan pursed her lips tightly and said nothing, but there was no trace of a smile on her face.

He couldn't answer this question.

The so-called feelings are like this, liking is like poison and medicine that seeps into the bones, but if you don't like it, you don't like it. Xia Shenyan will not give Lu Qingjia any hope, no matter it is before or now, and in the future...he will not be able to give it.

"I understand." Lu Qingjia smiled wryly.

Fortunately, it was someone who had been rejected by him so many times, so it wouldn't be so difficult for him to accept, but the pain in his heart was as dense as being pulled, and the patience passed.

"Nianqing." Lu Qingjia stretched out his hand to brush the slightly messy hair on his sideburns, with a shy smile on his lips.

Xia Shenyan smiled, raised his eyes and asked, "What's wrong?"

Lu Qingjia was silent for a while, and then slowly raised his eyes to look into Xia Shenyan's eyes.Lu Qingjia's eyes are beautiful, like crystals shining brightly in the sun, without any impurities, they can easily enter people's hearts, making people give full trust and joy to this innocent young man.

Over the years, Lu Qingjia has captured the hearts of hundreds of millions of girls and boys with these loving eyes.

However, Xia Shenyan's heart had long since rotted into carrion in his cavity, he couldn't move, he couldn't move.

Lu Qingjia knew that his trick was useless to him, but he still wanted to try it, he was not reconciled, and he was unwilling to just let go.

There was a slight smile on Lu Qingjia's lips, but his expression was extremely serious. He asked him: "In the next life, you can promise it to me."

Xia Shenyan probably didn't expect him to ask such a question, his usually calm eyes moved slightly, his long eyelashes trembled a few times like fluttering wings, and the fingers holding the cup curled up a little at a loss.

But after Xia Shenyan came to his senses, he had that hateful indifferent look on his face again.

Xia Shenyan smiled, pursed her lips, and said in a low voice: "In the next life, I won't come."

No reincarnation, no entry into the WTO.

If God really felt that he owed him something, this was his only wish.From then on, it doesn't matter whether the soul flies away or falls into the dust, it doesn't matter pain, and it doesn't care about joy.

There are so many things in the world that have nothing to do with him.

Lu Qingjia sent him to the front of the car, and when the door closed, he held onto the body of the car, stared at him for a while, and then said shyly, "Sometimes, I'm so jealous of Si Jinqing."

Five years ago, he envied Si Jinqing and preferred Xia Canyan; five years later, he was jealous of Xia Canyan and only had Si Jinqing in his heart.

Fate is really a strange thing. During the cycle of reincarnation, the boy he looked down on back then has become the only person who makes him scratch his heart and lungs in bitterness and embarrassment.

If he had known today, he would not have let Xia Shenyan go when he died.

"Okay."

Xia Shenyan lightly touched the corner of Lu Qingjia's eyes with his fingertips, recalling his thoughts of running away.

"Should I join the group after the Chinese New Year?" Xia Shenyan asked.

Director Qi's film Xia Shenyan has finished filming, but Lu Qingjia's part has not yet finished.

Lu Qingjia nodded. Knowing that Xia Shenyan was changing the subject, he drooped his head in cooperation and pretended to be frowning and said, "Yes, I'm going to be tortured to death by that old man."

Xia Shenyan pursed her lips and smiled, and said tirelessly, "Pay attention to your body."

He said this sentence almost every time he saw Lu Qingjia.

People with a workload like theirs will have some physical problems to some extent.

So money comes fast, maybe it dies faster.

Lu Qingjia was helpless: "I know, I know, how about I call you mother when I see you later?"

Xia Shenyan tapped his forehead lightly, and said with a light smile, "Nonsense."

Xia Shenyan's voice was soft and tender, touching Lu Qingjia's heart numbly.This figure is like a boy made of dew, who can touch the sun when the morning sun rises, and embrace the moon when it becomes pearls at night.

The Sun Moon Essence is probably him.

Lu Qingjia actually wanted to spend the New Year with Xia Shenyan very much, but his parents had a traditional concept, and they would not let him go out for a few days before and after the New Year, and he sneaked out today.And Xia Shenyan is also a little stubborn, never bothering others at the age of thirty.

Lu Qingjia felt a little regretful. Speaking of their acquaintance for five years, they hadn't been able to spend the new year together.

But time is still long, there is always a chance.

Lu Qingjia thought sweetly.

Regardless of whether Xia Shenyan likes him or not, he has become dependent on this person, even if he just lives with him so purely, he is still happy.

"Then drive carefully on the road." Lu Qingjia propped up the car window and waved at Xia Shenyan.

Xia Shenyan nodded with a smile, put on his seat belt, started the car, turned his head and smiled at him and said, "Happy New Year to you in advance! May you get what you ask for every year, and be happy every day and every year."

Lu Qingjia laughed, and the unhappiness just now disappeared.He took the opportunity to pat Xia Shenyan's head, returned a big smile, and said, "You too, happy new year, all things come to pass."

"goodbye?"

"Goodbye."

Lu Qingjia took a step back, covered most of his face with a scarf, and stood not far away, looking at him with a smile.

Xia Shenyan lowered his head and smiled, closed the car window, honked the horn to signal and started the car to leave.

At this time, the road was covered with snow, and there were few pedestrians and vehicles on the road. The black car slowly disappeared into the white silence until there was no trace of it.

On the day before the New Year, all the shops on Xinyou Street were closed, and the streets and alleys were filled with plaques and lanterns symbolizing the new year.

People are welcoming a new beginning in the cold weather at the end of the year. If it is night at this time, the family will probably be sitting around and the lights are friendly.

One yuan starts again, and everything always comes to life.

But in the lights of thousands of homes, there are always people who have nowhere to go.

On New Year's Eve, Xia Shenyan drove away from Xin You alone.

He didn't have a lot of luggage, except for some odds and ends, his clothes were just a suitcase.

He doesn't like this city, Xin You has trapped him for too long, it's time for him to return to Nanyang.

After leaving Xinyou, Xia Shenyan drove to a nearby small village outside the city.This village is built on the mountain, with beautiful scenery and pleasant air, but his destination is not here.

He sold the car he drove in to an old friend for [-] yuan.

This car is a BMW that Xia Shenyan has driven for five years.For him, it is actually not expensive. The price of 50 million yuan is very eye-catching in Xinyou City. He has always been low-key, and besides, travel is usually picked up by a nanny car, and there are very few times when he needs to drive, so he I have never had any idea about cars, and I don't want to waste money on it.

But obviously, it is not worthwhile to sell it for 1 yuan, even if it is three, four, five or six lots.

Xia Shenyan originally intended to give this car to him, but the man insisted on giving the money. Xia Shenyan knew that his family was not well off, so he lied to him and told him that the car cost [-] to [-] yuan when he bought it, and [-] yuan for a second-hand car. I gave it to him, and he believed it, and sent him the money with a smile on his face.

They were also friends once, and Xia Shenyan always wanted to help him where he could.

When they were children, they were people from the same village.At that time, Xia Zhenxi had already left with his parents, Xia Shenyan had no one to protect him, and the children in the village began to bully him on the way to and from school again.That man was a few years older than him, and he always kept Xia Shenyan behind him. At that time, Xia Shenyan liked to call him Brother Han, and he still calls him now.It's just that Brother Han dropped out of school because of his poor family, and went out to work with his parents when he was very young. After that, Xia Shenyan never saw him again.

It was only after that that he heard about the situation of their family in Han Gena in those years.It was said that his parents passed away one after another, and he had no other relatives in that village, so he settled down in a village close to Xinyou's side, which was also convenient for him to go to the city to do business, but it was always difficult to travel, and his family I can't afford a car and have been saving money.

Brother Han is now married. He has a simple wife and three children, and his life is very difficult.It wasn't until last year that Xia Shenyan came here by chance and met him that he helped him find a good job. He has always been very grateful to Xia Shenyan.

"Then I'm leaving." Xia Shenyan smiled and pointed to another black SUV.

He bought that SUV a long time ago. It was bought in the name of Brother Han. The license plate was also from Nanyang. Buy this car for today.

Perhaps they will find him one day, and it may be easy with Si Jinqing's means.

But he remembered that he hadn't contacted Si Jinqing for half a year when he was so busy that his feet didn't touch the ground. Maybe he wouldn't notice when he left this time.

For the others, if possible, Yu Sheng Xia Shenyan doesn't want to see them again.

"Shen Yan, where are you going this time?" Brother Han couldn't help asking when he saw that he was holding the luggage and looking mysterious.

Xia Shenyan smiled, looked at the white sky, took a deep breath as if relieved, and said jokingly: "Run for your life."

Brother Han laughed, stretched out his hand and patted his thin shoulder, and said embarrassingly: "Shen Yan, if you have anything to do in the future, just come to me, as long as Brother Han can do it, he will do his best, without you, I will I don't know how to pass this year. I have nothing to repay, even if I risk my life..."

Xia Shenyan couldn't help laughing when he heard the words that were getting more and more wrong, and interrupted: "What are you thinking, Brother Han, I don't need you to help me. You protected me so much when I was young, and this is my reward."

Brother Han scratched the back of his head in shame, and said in a low voice: "...I have almost forgotten everything about my childhood. Besides, I am older than you, so I should protect you. It's no big deal."

Xia Shenyan just smiled and said nothing.

He has experienced too much malice, and Xia Shenyan wants to do his best to repay even this little bit of kindness, not only for repayment, but also to do his best to maintain this bit of human kindness.

"Then I'm leaving Brother Han. Happy New Year." Xia Shenyan waved to him with the car window half open.

Brother Han reluctantly said: "Aren't you planning to come to my house for a New Year's Eve dinner? It's getting late, and it's still cold outside on New Year's Eve. Come in and warm yourself up. Shen Yan, my wife has been talking about you for a long time .”

Xia Shenyan smiled, and said helplessly: "Chinese New Year is a day for family reunion, so I won't join in the fun, and the heater is turned on in the car, so it's not cold at all."

Brother Han's mouth is a little stupid, he doesn't know what to say.

Xia Shenyan said softly: "Okay Brother Han, you can go back, my sister-in-law should be in a hurry, and I should go too."

Brother Han knew that he had made up his mind, so he couldn't force him to stay, so he could only regret and said: "Then be careful on the road, and you must come again when you have time."

"Understood, Happy New Year Brother Han."

Xia Shenyan slowly closed the window, isolating all the hustle and bustle and cold outside, and from then on, the bitter cold wind could never blow him again.

Han Ge stood there in a daze, looking at the rear of the car that was gradually going away, and the young man suddenly felt a little sour in his eyes, sucked his nose and murmured: "...Happy New Year."

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