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Xia Shenyan's younger sister is Xia Zhenxi, and her elder brother is Xia Shangzheng. The three of them are brothers and sisters of the same father and mother.

Their parents went out to work when they were very young.At that time, my brother was older and intelligent, so his parents took him away.

Both Xia Zhenxi and Xia Shenyan were taken by their grandparents since childhood.But because of this, Xia Zhenxi became closer to him.

The three brothers and sisters can only get together during the winter and summer vacations.

However, Xia Shangzheng's dislike for Xia Shenyan probably came from childhood.

After all, no one favored by heaven would like a fool with impaired intelligence.Even if this fool is his own brother.

What's more, Xia Shangzheng has been with his parents since he was a child, and his environment is different, so his ideas and topics are naturally completely different from theirs.

The two brothers really don't have any feelings for each other.

When Xia Shangzheng came back to his hometown for vacation, often only Xia Zhenxi could speak to him.Because Xia Shenyan didn't understand what Xia Shangzheng said, even if Xia Shangzheng had the patience to explain it to him, he couldn't understand it. Over time, he became the one he detested and hated.

At that time, their family was not that rich, Xia Shenyan and Xia Zhenxi both went to school in the countryside, and they were taken by their grandparents, so their lives were full and leisurely.

The brother and sister shared a room, with two small beds placed together across a screen. When Xia Zhenxi couldn't sleep, Xia Shenyan would take a storybook and tell her a story. From time to time, Xia Zhenxi would come over to read the pinyin, and then take the trouble to teach him how to read.

It's ridiculous, he is obviously four years older than Xia Zhenxi, yet at that age he can't even speak pinyin.

But my sister would always smile crisply and say, "Brother, you are very smart."

In this world, only grandparents and younger sister would praise him for being smart.

What an ironic word.

He is ashamed of being a bad brother, so he always feels guilty towards his sister.So he tried to give his sister the best of everything he had.Even the New Year's money will secretly take out a few to buy snacks and toys for the younger sister, and then hand it over to grandpa.

And his grandpa would save the lucky money for him every year, and he didn't hand over the card that had saved a lot of money until he died.

Grandpa even had to think about the future for him before he left.

In comparison, Xia Shangzheng is more suitable to be Xia Zhenxi's brother than him.

So every time Xia Shangzheng came back, Xia Shenyan would give up his room and go to sleep with his grandparents.He would huddle between his grandparents, huddled in their arms, and let his grandpa cheerfully fan him and his grandma with a cattail fan to repel mosquitoes. Sometimes he would whisper stories to him and hum a folk song to lull him to sleep.

Later, he often thought that it would be great if he could live like this for the rest of his life.But I found that time is changing, and one day things will change.

Xia Zhenxi has a detached personality, she is a little devil in front of others, but she only clings to Xia Shenyan.Being used to being a little bully, she would always pull Xia Shenyan in to make trouble with other children. Grandpa had reprimanded her many times for this, but the younger sister was naturally naughty and didn't know how to restrain herself.Until one year when he took Xia Shenyan out to fight Xia Shenyan was smashed in the head by a stone in order to protect her.

Grandpa beat her for the first time, and took Xia Shenyan to the hospital in the town overnight. Mom and Dad got the news that night, and they came back the next day without stopping. Fortunately, it was found out that it was only a mild concussion, and a few stitches were taken. no big deal.

But Xia Zhenxi was just a little girl after all, seeing her grandfather beating her and her brother being fine, she felt wronged and started making noise.

Grandpa was very angry with her, and with a wave of his hand, he said: "Take Xixi out, after so many years, two children can still be afforded."

Let alone Xia Zhenxi, even Qi Xuechun and Xia Changxing were stunned.

Afterwards, Xia Zhenxi followed her parents out weeping and reluctantly.

After his sister left, Xia Shenyan lived peaceful and boring days with his grandparents in the countryside for several years. Without Xia Zhenxi's protection, Xia Shenyan would always be bullied by children of the same age. I went out to work.And whenever grandpa and grandma found out, they took him to the school to find the principal to argue with. Still no friends.

During the age that should have been full of laughter, he spent it in loneliness and desolation.

After his grandfather passed away, he completely lost his safe haven, because his parents divorced not long after that, and he followed his father. After his father's company went bankrupt, he followed Si Jinqing and left the house.

Qi Xuechun talked with him occasionally, and at first she would ask him if his life was good, but gradually the contact became less, and he was only paid a monthly living allowance on time.After all, she has a new family and a very up-and-coming eldest son, who is superfluous.

Both grandma and Xia Zhenxi were by Xia Changxing's side, Xia Changxing and him were still the same as before, nothing had changed, and they didn't have a deep father-son relationship.

And in fact, at the beginning Xia Shenyan wanted to go with Si Jinqing, but he did not agree. Later, Si Jinqing talked to him many times. After weighing the pros and cons, Xia Changxing had no choice but to agree. At that time, they really had nowhere to go. Qi Xuechun The other side didn't let go, and even preferred to let Xia Shenyan leave with a strange man just like that.

But in fact, Xia Shenyan knew in his heart that Xia Changxing couldn't afford him, Qi Xuechun didn't want him, even if he didn't follow Si Jinqing, he would be sent to another place sooner or later, and he had a crush on Si Jinqing, it was his best choice opportunity to approach him.

After all, Si Jinqing is really a very good person, and he really fulfilled his duty and gave him the best life, which made Xia Shenyan completely immersed in his gentle hometown from then on.

But Si Jinqing and Xia Shangzheng were at odds.

However, he had almost no contact with Xia Shangzheng in those years, and the reason why he kept his contact information was Xia Zhenxi.

After Xia Zhenxi went outside with her parents, she lived a good life, and the little bully was always a bully wherever he went.

His Ah Zhen is very smart. She has key high schools and first-class universities in her pocket. She almost followed Xia Shangzheng's footsteps. The only difference is that she did not go abroad.

Later, Xia Shangzheng proposed to let her study abroad. At that time, Xia Shangzheng already had his own source of income, which could be regarded as a successful career.But Xia Zhenxi refused, and after a long time, the little girl who had turned twelve approached him and whispered to him, "Brother, I won't be able to see you when I go abroad, so I don't want to leave."

It was this sentence that made Xia Shenyan devote himself to the entertainment circle without hesitation.

He likes music, but it's a pity that he missed the violin. Fortunately, he still has a good voice, and he can write lyrics, compose and sing.

When Si Jinqing heard his proposal, he objected. The water in the entertainment circle was too deep, and he didn't want Xia Shenyan to dip into it.

Seeing his refusal, Xia Shenyan was a little disappointed, and after a while he murmured: "Isn't there still you?"

So Si Jinqing bought an entertainment company, which is now Xingxin, and equipped him with a gold medal agent, who packaged him perfectly, and thus allowed him to enter the entertainment circle smoothly.

Before his debut, he gave himself a stage name called "Xia Nianqing."

He originally wanted to be called "Nian Qing", but the intention was too obvious, so he had to change a word.

But even if it is packaged so perfectly, Xia Shenyan's own problems still need to be addressed squarely.The lyrics and music he made will be revised by his musicians, so his songs will often follow the names of the musicians, but Xia Shenyan is very satisfied.

Soon he became popular in the industry with his clear and clear voice.Later, becoming famous in acting became a matter of course. He finally had his own source of income and could take care of his sister, father and grandma.

That's what he thought then.

He transferred half of the money he earned to Xia Changxing, half of the money he gave to his younger sister for pockets, and the rest to his mother, and he only kept a small sum.

It's just that the money transferred to parents will be returned every time. On this point, parents have an unexpected tacit understanding, and they still call him on time for the monthly living expenses.Xia Shenyan knew it was their duty, so he didn't say any more.

Xia Shenyan and his younger sister grew up together, and that kind of relationship cannot be parted after a few years of separation.After meeting again, Xia Zhenxi liked to cling to him more than before.

And when she encounters anything, she doesn't look for her parents or her eldest brother, she can't wait to call Xia Shenyan to school to accompany her every day.

Xia Shenyan is often frightened by her.

He still remembered that when she had her first menstrual period, she was so panicked that she called and cried and told him that she was sick and she was bleeding. Xia Shenyan was so scared that she dropped the script and greeted the director in a hurry and ran over. As a result, for a long time, the staff of the crew looked at him with strange eyes, and even the director's face became much colder.As a result, he found that the little girl had grown up.

Xia Shenyan was relieved and at the same time a little helpless. In order to appease her emotions, he asked the teacher for leave and took her back to his home for a day. The house was allocated to him by the company. Xia Zhenxi's permanent residence.

As long as the school is on holiday, she will definitely come to him with a suitcase. If the school does not allow commuting, she doubts that he will live with him.

After taking her home, Xia Shenyan covered herself tightly, sweating profusely, went to the supermarket to buy sanitary napkins for her, went home to wash her underwear and soiled clothes, and then Boiling a bowl of sweet wine with brown sugar water can be regarded as regaining her lost spirit.

Grandma taught him to cook rum, and he and his grandparents like to eat it.

Since Xia Shenyan had no experience with this kind of little girl, even Xia Zhenxi, who had already taken biology class in the first grade of junior high school, was still a little at a loss when facing this situation for the first time.So the brothers and sisters had no choice but to look it up online. Fortunately, Xia Shenyan understood some things when he was grinding the script. He briefly explained the precautions to her and calmed her down. Then the little girl fell asleep peacefully.

She always trusted him and relied on him.

After grandpa passed away, besides grandma, my sister was the person who liked him the most in the world.

So Xia Shenyan cherishes it very much, and is also very fortunate.

He really hoped that his sister would always be his sister, and that he could guard her for the rest of his life.

But everything, how can it be said for a lifetime.

In Xia Zhenxi's year, Xia Shenyan was 23.

At that time, he had already done well in the entertainment industry, and Xia Zhenxi was still in high school.

This was the turning point of everything for them, and probably their final ending.

Chang Yi had already come to him at that time, and kept running around with him to make announcements, but Chang Yi had a big heart and never complained in front of Xia Shenyan.

Xia Shenyan is well-known in the circle, even if someone wants to trick him, he will not be driven back when he hears the word "Si Jinqing".But some people hide behind their backs because they just can't get used to him, and they can't stand others to harm him.

Xia Shenyan is also soft-tempered and doesn't know how to fight back. Even if his reputation is good in the industry, he is a playboy with a messy private life in front of passers-by who don't know the truth and black fans who fan the flames.

At that time, Xia Zhenxi was in her third year of high school, and for some reason, by such a coincidence, rumors about him spread out at that time.Although my elder brother is a big star, he can't resist the jealousy of some people, and he specially picks up Xia Shenyan's black material to ridicule her. Xia Zhenxi has a good temper, but he doesn't blindly tolerate being bullied like Xia Shenyan, so because of Xia Shenyan got into a dispute with someone, got into a fight, and was demerited by the school.

Xia Zhenxi has been very obedient these years. With the lessons of her grandfather when she was a child, she almost never caused trouble, but she caused such a big trouble at school because of a person who was kicked out of the house because of scandal.Because of this incident, Xia Shenyan was severely reprimanded by Xia Shangzheng. Xia Shenyan knew that he was wrong, and finally stopped ignoring these black materials, let the company deal with it overnight, and issued a statement and a lawyer's letter Only when it calmed down.

What's more, Xia Shangzheng has become more and more disliked by Si Jinqing in recent years, so the two have not had much contact with each other. Xia Shenyan and Xia Zhenxi have a deep relationship. If Xia Zhenxi was not involved, Xia Shangzheng would not Come find him in trouble.

So after that incident, he stopped going to school to see Xia Zhenxi, and he still called her for the monthly living expenses, but left all the trivial matters of her life to Chang Yi.

Xia Zhenxi was in a closed aristocratic academy, and she couldn't come out unless she was on vacation. Even during the vacation, Xia Shenyan ran around to make announcements. The two had no chance to meet at all. So slowly, they haven't seen each other for nearly half a year.

Xia Zhenxi doesn't care about other people's opinions, but Xia Shenyan has to care, especially Xia Shenyan really doesn't want to have any conflicts with Xia Shangzheng, and doesn't want to destroy the relationship between Xia Zhenxi, Xia Shangzheng and the Nie family because of himself.

His younger sister is really smart, she was admitted to the best high school in Xinyou, and she is at the top of her studies. She has a bright future.

Her brother Xia Shenyan is her only blemish.

He can't help her with anything, Xia Shenyan will become his biggest stumbling block no matter in terms of her future or her relationship.

He is well aware of this.

So when Xia Zhenxi called him later, he always found various excuses to prevaricate, and the number of messages sent back was also less.Xia Zhenxi was not stupid, of course she guessed what he was worried about, but she didn't know what to do, she was still in school at that time, and she didn't have the ability to keep her brother.

Xia Shangzheng found out about this, and he really didn't bother Xia Shenyan anymore. He also understood that his younger sister would be lonely at school, so he often took time to visit her. instead.

But are some positions really meant to be replaced?

It can be exaggerated to say that to Xia Zhenxi, all relatives, including parents, are not as important as Xia Shenyan.It's not just because they grew up together, Xia Shenyan was the one who stayed by her side from beginning to end, even if grandpa passed away, parents divorced, brother went abroad, Xia Shenyan would never leave.

She knew what kind of person her brother was, and she didn't believe those gossips, and she didn't like people who didn't like him.

So the third time she saw that the person who came to see her was Xia Shangzheng, she finally couldn't help but burst out, crying and shouting to see Xia Shenyan.

Xia Zhenxi hasn't seen him for half a year, misses him, wants to see him, she is his younger sister, they grew up together, how could he be so cruel.

She just wants her brother.

Xia Shangzheng comforted her silently for a while, and then went back after her mood stabilized, but he called Xia Shenyan on the way, and said indifferently: "Try to avoid appearing in front of Xixi as much as possible."

Xia Shenyan saw this text message and didn't say anything. After that, Chang Yi rarely went to school.

Xia Zhenxi sensed his estrangement, and once again made a fuss, and went to the principal's office, and was about to drop out of school with a flick of the school uniform.

Xia Shangzheng was on a business trip at the time, so Xia Shenyan could only go to see her first. When Xia Zhenxi saw him, he was stunned for a while, then tears flowed like a bank, and he hugged him tightly, not letting go. She scolded him while crying, and then begged after crying, "brother, don't you want me... I don't want to stay in Xia's house or go to Nie's house, can you take me away? I don't want you to raise me, I can make money by myself , I live with my brother, okay?"

Xia Shenyan's eyes were wet and red, her throat seemed to be blocked by something, but she didn't say anything, she could only gently stroke her head and call her in a low voice: "...Ah Zhen."

Ah Zhen, this title is exclusive to Xia Shenyan, no one can call it except him, this is what Xia Zhenxi said.

And after half a year, Xia Zhenxi cried even more when she heard Ah Zhen again. She was always dignified and prudent at school, holding on to her brother like a child and refusing to let go.

Afterwards Xia Shangzheng arrived and didn't say anything at first, but just gave Xia Shenyan a cold look, and Xia Shenyan understood everything at that glance.

So Xia Shenyan quietly hugged her, and waited for her to finish crying. Even if blood poured into his heart, even if the pain was like being strangled by a knife, he could not drag his Ah Zhen down, after all... he even sent himself under the fence.

Not to mention taking a younger sister.

At that time, Xia Shangzheng had gradually begun to revive his parents' business, and with the help of the Nie family, he had grown rapidly. As long as he had his blessing, Xia Zhenxi would be able to grow up without any scruples.

She should be clean.

How could Xia Shenyan be willing to dirty her, how could he let her bear the rumors with him, let her suffer and be ashamed with him.

That was the first time he pushed his sister away, his words were gentle, but his content was cruel and sharp: "Live a good life with big brother."

Xia Zhenxi was stunned for a while, then immediately realized that she wanted to lean over to hug him, Xia Shenyan gritted her teeth and took a few steps back, said with a wry smile: "Ah Zhen, brother is incompetent, so I can't take you with me."

The meaning of this sentence is nothing more than: "I will take you with me, you are my oil bottle."

Xia Zhenxi looked at him dully, as if she had never known him before.

Xia Shenyan blinked away the moisture in his eyes, and continued to smile and said, "You are doing for your brother's good, and my brother is also for your own good. You grow up well with your big brother."

The implication: "Don't drag me down for my own good."

This kind of typical Bailian's speech sounds nice, but it actually hurts one's heart.

Xia Shenyan didn't say any more, turned around and left, he couldn't help secretly rejoicing that he was filming and could control his emotions well, otherwise he would collapse in front of his sister.

The person closest to him in this world will eventually leave him.

Nothing in the world can belong to him.

Xia Zhenxi woke up when he watched his thin back gradually go away, and suddenly cried and shouted at his back: "Xia Shenyan! If you don't want me, I don't want to see you again in this life!"

At that time, tears were already falling, but Xia Shenyan could only pretend that nothing happened, and said in a gentle voice without looking back: "Miss Xia, I hope everything is well."

That day he got in the car and left without crying bitterly, nor did he show any sad expression, but let the tears flow spontaneously for a while, and then slowly wiped away those tear stains symbolizing incompetence, as if nothing had happened.

Later Xia Zhenxi did as she said and never looked for him again.

His phone, WeChat, text messages and other numbers that could be contacted with her were all deleted by her, or completely blocked. Gradually, Xia Shenyan could not find her trace on the phone.

He knew that this was the inevitable result, so he didn't think much about anything, and he didn't say much.

It's just that one afternoon I happened to be idle at home, which coincided with Xia Zhenxi's school holiday.He couldn't help but drive to the gate of her school by accident. His car was hidden. She should have never seen this car before. It was newly bought, so she didn't have to worry about being discovered by her.

Soon, the girl he had been thinking about day and night came out.

The three children of the Xia family were all good-looking, but they were all very different.Xia Shangzheng is sharp and sharp, with sharp edges and corners; Xia Shenyan is gentle and elegant, like jade and soft; Xia Zhenxi combines the two of them, when his brows are sunken, he looks more like Xia Shangzheng, and he is more like Xia Shenyan at ordinary times .

The uniforms of their school are small suits for both men and women, and the lower body of girls is also trousers.This dress would look awkward on an ordinary girl. Xia Zhenxi's suit is a little too big, but she is well-proportioned, tall and thin, and it doesn't look awkward when she wears it. The coat is loose and twisted, and the buttons are not buttoned. , not afraid of the cold.The long hair was casually scattered on the shoulders, and the gentle and beautiful appearance gave off a chill, but it made him look taller and more dusty.

It's just that although she's taller, she's also thinner, and she doesn't seem to be as clear and bright as before, looking alienated and cold.

But he heard that she was doing well, without Xia Shenyan being a hindrance to her, everything went smoothly.

She was admitted to the ideal university, and also chose the ideal major. Her professional courses are the first, and she always beats others by a large margin.But what surprised Xia Shenyan was that Xia Zhenxi gave up dancing. He clearly remembered that she was going to apply for the dance academy.

Despite some disappointment, Xia Shenyan still respected all her choices.

That day Xia Shenyan watched her younger sister casually drooping her eyes as if she was waiting for the car through the blurry car window, Xia Shenyan just looked at her so intently, not moving, a second was a luxury.Soon a car arrived as promised. The car looked expensive and attracted the attention of passers-by. It was probably Xia Shangzheng who sent someone to pick it up.

Xia Shenyan watched Xia Zhenxi get into the car, watched the car carrying everything drive away until it disappeared completely.

He already knew how to smoke that year. He leaned on the seat and took out a cigarette from his pocket. The smoke blurred his face. He seemed to be buried under this layer of dust and could never get up.

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