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"Action!"

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"Xiao Qian."

Bai Ting heard about Nanqian's failure in the college entrance examination from his friends. He wanted to find Nanqian, but they all said they didn't know where Nanqian had gone. .

Nan Qian sat on the lawn with her knees crossed.In the past, this place was where he often came to draw pictures and take pictures.

When Bai Ting called him, he just turned his head and smiled at him softly, his transparent eyes were calm and peaceful, but Bai Ting's heart sank inexplicably.

"Teacher." Nan Qian called him, his voice was very low, and when the wind blew, even the end of the sound was swept away.

Bai Ting breathed a sigh of relief, sat down beside him, and stared at the calm lake with him for a while.

After a long time, Bai Ting thought the timing was about right, so he tilted his head and said softly, "Xiao Qian, one failure doesn't mean anything."

Nan Qian was stunned for a moment, nodded, and said with a smile, "I know."

Bai Ting wanted to say something more.

"But I don't have the courage to do it again." Nan Qian said suddenly.

Bai Ting frowned: "You should..."

"I should persevere, right?" Nan Qian suddenly turned her head to look at him, her eyes were silent and frightening.

"Xiao Qian..." Bai Ting was at a loss for a moment.

Nan Qian stood up, smiled and said: "Teacher, I'm too cowardly, you don't have to worry about me."

After he finished speaking, he was about to turn and leave.

But Bai Ting gently grabbed his thin wrist, and said anxiously: "Xiao Qian, teacher will help you."

Nan Qian didn't turn around, nor did he look back. From Bai Ting's angle, he could only see that he raised his head, sighed, and then lowered his eyes and smiled. Bai Ting couldn't see what was in his eyes, but he was laughing at himself.

"Teacher, you are different from me." He said.

"Everyone is different, but the teacher is willing to help you go out."

Nan Qian turned around, gently brushed off his hand, and said with a smile: "But I don't want to go out anymore."

Bai Ting opened his mouth dumbly.

"No matter how hard I try, I can't match the talents of others." Nan Qian said, "You have your own hard work, but you must also be talented. But I have nothing, I love painting, and I give up for it everything, but painting is not for me."

Bai Ting: "Xiao Qian, you can work hard to make him fall in love with you..."

"You don't understand." Nan Qian took a step back calmly, "Because of it, I failed the cultural class, so I failed the college entrance examination, and I also failed the art exam. I know that you also failed the cultural class. Passed the test, but we are probably not from the same world, you can see the sun, but I can't."

"Nan Qian! You failed only by underestimating yourself!" Bai Ting said angrily.

"That's why I said you don't understand!" Nan Qian suddenly said loudly, with red eyes.

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"Director Qi, this..." the assistant director frowned.

This sentence should have been heard by Nan Qian calmly and peacefully, but Xia Shenyan used a hysterical way.

"Don't shout to stop." Director Qi stared at the two people on the screen, his eyes were deep and silent.

The assistant director shut her mouth in a smug manner.

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"Xiao Qian..." Bai Ting wanted to take a step forward.

"Enough! It's enough!" Nan Qian also stepped back abruptly. He hugged his head in pain and depression. He was under too much pressure and couldn't hold it anymore.

"I tried so hard, but I still can't pass the exam..."

Bai Ting stretched out his hand, and he also felt very uncomfortable. He understood this feeling, and he had also failed the ranking.

"You always knew I couldn't pass the exam, didn't you?" Nan Qiantong looked at him with red eyes, and tears slowly rolled down the corners of his eyes, "I loved it since I was a child, and I worked hard for it for a long time...Three years in high school Although I fell behind a little bit in the culture class, I was afraid that I would not be able to keep up and studied hard. I didn’t dare to go to bed until two o’clock in the morning every morning, and I woke up at five o’clock in the morning to memorize vocabulary... What’s wrong with me?! What did I do wrong? Alright!? Teacher, tell me, what did I do wrong for God to treat me like this!?"

"Xiao Qian..."

Bai Ting's eyes were wet.

"My family and they have done a lot for me. Teachers, my parents refused to buy new clothes all year round in order to pay for my art studies. They even borrowed money for my younger sister's piano lessons. What's wrong with them?! Do you think I dare to do it again?" Nan Qian shouted under his throat.

The pain in Nan Qian's eyes stimulated Bai Ting, making Bai Ting think of himself who was about to collapse.

"Teacher, I'm tired." Nan Qian suddenly lowered his voice, lowered his eyes, and took a very slight breath, "Perhaps as they say, I am not suitable for this world. What I love, what I work hard for , and everything you do for it will be ruined.”

Bai Ting gritted his teeth, not knowing what to say.

Nan Qian looked at the scorching sun above his head, chuckled lightly, and said, "Teacher, you are really lucky."

Bai Ting was taken aback.

"Card!"

Director Qi stopped abruptly, causing everyone who was caught in the plot to return to their seats in an instant.

Xia Shenyan suddenly lost all his strength, before he could get out of the emotion just now, he raised his hand to wipe away his tears.Lu Qingjia stood there in a daze, rarely recovering immediately.

The scene was silent for a few seconds.

"Nian Qing! Great!"

Someone in the crowd yelled, and then there was thunderous applause all around.

Even Director Qi had a rare smile on his face.

Some performances are suitable for collection, and some performances are suitable for release. Obviously, Xia Shenyan chose the best way in this scene.

Chang Yi's eyes were covered with mist, endured the pain, put on Xia Shenyan's coat and handed him ginger tea, and it was the first time he didn't speak after he finished filming.

Only he knows that this paragraph is not the heartfelt words of the character Nan Qian, but also the unspeakable pain that Xia Shenyan has suppressed in his heart for many years, but it is just poured into this character.

"Shen Yan." Director Qi walked over with a smile, patted him on the shoulder lightly, and said in a cheerful tone, "You played really well today!"

Xia Shenyan forced a smile: "Thank you for your guidance."

His voice was a little hoarse. Director Qi knew that he had just entered the scene a little deeper, and he hadn't fully come out yet, so he patted him a few more times in silence, and went to greet Lu Qingjia.

Chang Yi took Xia Shenyan, who was shivering with cold, back to the lounge.

That's all for today, and the next one is the finale. Xia Shenyan can rest for a few days.

Xia Shenyan rested on the sofa with his eyes closed, still a little unresponsive.

Getting in is hard, getting out is even harder.

He was wrapped in a blanket, with his eyes closed, and his mind was in a mess, like a coil of thread that he couldn't figure out. The drowsiness made him have a splitting headache and his heart was like a knife.

He remembered that when he was seven years old, he was sent to a hobby class to learn violin.At that time, his parents were very tolerant to him, and the family was well-off. He could learn whatever he wanted, but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn’t do well. Even the teacher advised him to give up. Never mind.

Only grandpa, he would give medicine to his scratched finger because of playing the violin, and said with a smile: "An iron pestle can also be ground into a needle. We Yanyan are so hardworking, and one day we will definitely be able to play the violin on stage!"

It's a pity that grandpa couldn't wait for that day. He had been looking forward to it for 28 years, but he still couldn't.

Later, his parents divorced, and he married Si Jinqing, so he naturally abandoned this grandpa who had dreamed of leaving with him in the torrent of time.

Later, I occasionally talked about it with Chang Yi, but no matter what, it was still full of regrets.

However, this is not the only place where he is similar to Nanqian.

There is also the college entrance examination.

He was with Si Jinqing at the age of 15, and he was in the first year of high school at the age of 16. When he entered college, he also stepped into the entertainment circle. At that time, Si Jinqing specially selected his agent for him. The agent was Lin Fu, only take him alone, he is very nice, and Chang Yi hadn't appeared at that time.

Because of his background as a singer and Si Jinqing's promotion behind him, he became popular very quickly.

But there are many people who are popular.

Because of that eye-catching skin and warm personality, it is inevitable to be excluded in school. Girls are okay, but most girls pursue him to show love to him. Boys see him soft and easy to bully, so they often find it hard for him, but Since Si Jinqing had greeted the school leaders, those people did not dare to mess around.

And at that time, Chen Xiao and Xu Xubai both defended him.

The three of them used to be good friends.

Chen Xiao has a hot temper and is used to loyalty. He can't bear the bullying of others. Xia Shenyan has been walking by his side for a long time, and he always protects him behind him.

And Xu Xubai was the school grass of their school at the time. When Xia Shenyan came, many people joked with Xu Xubai about him, saying that the school grass was going to be replaced. They thought Xu Xubai would target him, but he took care of him unexpectedly. Although he often has no expression on his face.

Because of their appearance, Xia Shenyan didn't take those little bullies to heart. His safety awareness was too weak, and he also knew that Si Jinqing was busy, so he kept hiding it from him.

It wasn't until his sophomore year in high school that he participated in a play directed by Qi for the first time, and accidentally became popular on the screen with this good face.

The water in the entertainment industry is indeed deep, but Xia Shenyan still has the ability to distinguish good from bad. Director Qi really wants him to be good.

He hadn't experienced scandals at that time, and he didn't expect the media to be so pretentious, wrote a few sentences of non-existent copywriting, and released a few seemingly "ambiguous" photos, saying that Xia Shenyan was taken care of by Director Qi. The director relies on his status in the circle to unspoken rules for young artists.

Those photos were of Director Qi putting his hands on his shoulders and entering the hotel with him.

But at that time, the whole crew was in the same hotel, and Director Qi's action seemed to be nothing more than the elders' love for the younger generation in ordinary life.But some people just believe it, and they would rather believe in this kind of scandal on the dark side, thus blackening two strange and innocent people to pieces.

Si Jinqing can easily find out who is behind the scenes.

Director Qi is notoriously bad-tempered in the circle, and he is rare to keep himself clean and merciless, so he offended many artists and colleagues. Xia Shenyan, as a little transparent, was just pulled out as a scapegoat.

Facing this situation for the first time, he was at a loss and was afraid of causing trouble for Si Jinqing.

At that time, Lin Fu just comforted him and told him to leave it alone and study at ease.

Xia Shenyan believed in him very much and didn't get entangled in these scandals anymore, but although he was clear on his own, the people in the class would not believe his one-sided words, especially those who were used to bullying him.

At that time, Xia Shenyan, Chen Xiao, and Xu Xubai were already good friends.

However, this time, none of them stood up to help him, and even looked on coldly.

Xia Shenyan thought that what he had done made them angry, so he tried to explain to them, but what he got was Chen Xiao's sarcasm and Xu Xubai's cold-blooded indifference.

They threw all the harsh words at him. At that time, Xia Shenyan felt sad because of others' distrust and betrayal for the first time.

It is also the first time to discover how fragile the relationship between people is.

It was only later that Xia Shenyan found out that the son of the deputy director of their crew was friends with Xu Xubai. That person had been to the set several times, so he probably couldn't get used to him at that time.

People always have inexplicable jealousy. He took a lot of confusing photos of Xia Shenyan, found Xu Xubai and Chen Xiao, and told them how many people Xia Shenyan had slept with, and what he had done for his superiority. He also said that at a young age, he was gentle on the surface and dirty in heart, and seduced his father to let him and his mother do something...

At that time, Chen Xiao and Xu Xubai didn't know that there was Si Jinqing behind Xia Shenyan, and young people were always soft-hearted, so they believed these rumors almost easily.

They said he was dirty, that he was unscrupulous, that he was low and indecent...

Even Xu Xubai, who never spoke much, said coldly, "Respect yourself."

From then on, Xia Shenyan never interacted with them again.

He was never one to humiliate himself, unless that person was Si Jinqing.

In fact, the scandal was quickly clarified, but no one cares about the truth anymore.They were probably thinking: Xia Shenyan's methods are really powerful, and the scandal was clarified so quickly.

Without the protection of Chen Xiao and Xu Xubai, Xia Shenyan had a much harder time at school. The food would be thrown away inexplicably, a pile of filthy words were written on the table, all kinds of dirty envelopes of courtship were in the drawer, and even Someone asked him the price in front of many people...

Xia Shenyan didn't say anything, and didn't respond to the bullying.He had been living under someone else's fence, and he really didn't dare to cause any trouble for Si Jinqing. He didn't want to be an outcast anymore.

This kind of bullying continued until one day he was splashed with a whole pot of ink.

The boys who caused the accident leaned on the railing with a smile, and coaxed: "How can you show off like this?"

The leader is Lu Ziyang.

Xia Shenyan wiped his face, went into the bathroom without saying anything.

He wiped his face clean in silence, and happened to meet Chen Xiao and Xu Xubai who came in chatting and laughing.

The two were stunned when they saw him like this, Chen Xiao opened his mouth, but in the end he still pursed his lips tightly and said nothing with a sullen face.

It was Xu Xubai who came over with a frown and asked, "Who did it?"

Xia Shenyan wrung out his shirt without changing his expression, pulled the corner of his lips and said, "Thank you."

Then, without any extra words, I walked out.

Xia Shenyan thought that this kind of bullying would continue, and he was prepared to endure it, but he didn't expect Si Jinqing to come in person.

It was raining outside at that time, and he was wearing a semi-wet shirt with large stains and sitting on a chair with half of the stool legs pried away, listening to the teacher's lecture in boredom.

He lowered his eyes and was fiddling with the glue-stained pen when suddenly the teacher's lecture stopped abruptly, and after a moment of silence in the classroom, there was an obvious commotion.

Xia Shenyan followed their sluggish gaze, and saw the dusty figure at the door at a glance.

He has a handsome appearance, nose like a knife, eyes like the deep sea, eyebrows thick like green hills, as if cast by a god, piercing and cold, with a dusty aura and a powerful aura that shook the entire classroom into silence.He was wearing a windbreaker on the outside, and a well-tailored dark gray suit on the inside. The hair on his forehead was a little darker, and he was slender and tall.

As soon as he appeared, the breathless aura subsided heavily, causing everyone present to hold their breath unconsciously.

"Excuse me." The low, hoarse male magnetic voice sounded slowly, beating their hearts one after another, "Yanyan, come here."

Xia Shenyan was stunned for a moment, seeing his messed up appearance, he didn't dare to go out.Even if it would drive him crazy to miss him, he didn't want his filth to get on him, and he didn't want him to see himself incompetent and embarrassed.

"Xia Shenyan." Si Jinqing lowered his tone, "Come out quickly."

He is not short-sighted, must have seen his tragedy.

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