I'm always forced to keep fish after breaking up [Entertainment_Double Stands]

Gu Chuan remembered this incident.

That year he, Lu Zhanbei, was 25 years old.

Originally, the two planned to take Baylor out to play while the weather was getting warmer, but Lu Zhanbei answered a phone call, refused to say anything, and left in a hurry.

It was only after he came back that Gu Chuan learned that Mina had been hit by a car.

It's serious, I'm afraid it won't work.

In December of the same year, she actually passed away.

Organ failure is beyond treatment.

The doctor said that the reason why she was able to be tenacious for so long after the car accident was all because of her obsession with her son, and she hung on for so long.

Later, Lu Zhanbei mentioned the last day in the hospital with his mother, and the older generation said that was called returning to the light.

On the last day, Mina looked radiant and ate delicious food made by Lu Zhanbei himself. The mother and son chatted for a long time in the ward.

Until the afternoon, she said that she was a little sleepy and wanted to sleep before eating the dinner made by her son.

Perhaps because she felt the call from afar, Mina kissed her son's forehead and cheek before going to bed, looked at him reluctantly for a long time, and couldn't bear to let go of his hand.

Lu Zhanbei sat by the bed and watched over, but he couldn't wait for his mother to wake up and eat the meal he cooked.

It is said that Mina walked away with a smile on her face, very peaceful.

He also took his son's hand, but the body was already stiff and did not let go.

The second car accident took place in the suburbs.

The time was not far from the previous one, but this time the victim was Lu Zhengnan's mother Jennifer.

The two documents show that the cause of the car accident is exactly the same. They were both hit by a large truck that was suddenly oncoming, and then squeezed into a wall or rock, and attacked from both sides. Almost no one will survive such a car accident.

But Jennifer's fate was fatal, and he was sent to the hospital for treatment immediately. In the end, his life was out of danger, but after waking up, he became a fool.

"What do you want to say?"

Gu Chuan closed the file and pushed it to Lu Zhengnan.

His eyes were full of frost, and his hands were shaking a little.

"You should understand what I want to say." Lu Zhengnan said, "It's just that you don't want to believe that the god you believe in would do such a thing."

This is an attempted murder.

"Brother Lu wouldn't do such a thing." Gu Chuan didn't believe it at all.

Lu Zhengnan looked at him, and just wanted to say, "Because you don't know about Qiao Yu."

Gu Chuan said: "He values ​​the warmth and well-being of people the most, and cares about life and death the most. His hands are for painting, not for harming others."

"Gu Chuan, you have to know that Lu Zhanbei is a human being. He has emotions, hatred, revenge, and does many things behind your back, but he still behaves like a gentleman. Lu Zhanbei told me that your appearance is just your appearance. The way you want to show the world, if he can understand your disguise, it means that he is also this kind of person."

A person who almost gave up on himself took in an irrelevant child for so many years.

Thinking of the word repayment, Gu Chuan instantly felt that everything he did was due.

"No matter what you say, I still don't believe Brother Lu would do such a thing. I'm sorry what happened to Jennifer, but I still think it was an accident, and I can understand if you can't accept it. But I'm sorry , I can’t empathize.”

Lu Zhengnan knew that Gu Chuan favored Lu Zhanbei, and he also wanted to be treated specially by Gu Chuan, but now there was nothing he could do just to envy him, so he sighed: "I know you won't believe it. Don't worry, I will show evidence .”

Gu Chuan didn't intend to stay for too long, the necklace on his body was like a ticking bomb.

He knows Lu Zhengnan too well, he can say anything when he is in a good mood, he can even pamper you.

But once he is in a bad mood, he will let you know what the distance from "Mount Everest to Mariana Trench" is.

He has already taken advantage of Lu Zhengnan's enthusiasm, and he can no longer shamelessly tease people's appetites, and make people think that he wants to stay ambiguous and disconnected.

Fortunately, this kind of thing only needs to be done once.

If it succeeds, Lu Zhanbei will be happy.

Lu Zhengnan really couldn't keep Gu Chuan, but he was worried about him going home by himself, so he drove him back to the apartment.

Standing downstairs, Lu Zhengnan hugged Gu Chuan in his arms, not letting him escape: "Don't move, just hug you, I haven't hugged you for a long time, I should be able to sleep well tonight."

"Go back, I'm sleepy." Gu Chuan said coldly.

"Gu Chuan..." Lu Zhengnan didn't let go, and struggled for a long time before he said cautiously, "I... I celebrate my birthday today."

Looking at the darkness in front of him, Gu Chuan knew that he wanted a word of blessing.

Forget it, give it to him.

"Happy birthday."

"Thank you." Lu Zhengnan's voice trembled, instead of letting go, he hugged him even tighter: "I'm very happy."

……

Gu Chuan sat on the bed and stared at the sapphire necklace for a long time.

He used to dislike people who used others the most, but he didn't expect that one day, he would become such a person himself.Insidious and cunning, even a simple person like Jennifer can be deceived.

After entering the bathroom, he put warm water in the bathtub, put the changed clothes into the box, and Gu Chuan buried himself in the water again.

He closed his eyes, feeling the warm water invade his body, soaking his filthy heart, waiting to be rinsed.

After a flash, Lu Zhanbei's face appeared in Gu Chuan's mind. He smiled and said, "Xiao Chuan, do you really want to take care of your brother all your life? This is a promise, not a casual talk."

Yes, how can promises be said casually...

The picture changed again, Lu Zhanbei held the death certificate in his hand, knelt in the snow and wept uncontrollably: "Xiao Chuan, my mother is gone... I have nothing left, I only have you. Can you... do not leave me."

Brother Lu, I will not leave you...

Gu Chuan opened his eyes in the water.

Everything in front of me is ripples, real but illusory.

There is a voice echoing in the ear:

Comfort will be broken.

Beauty is just an illusion.

The only thing that is extremely true is that he will not leave Lu Zhanbei, because this is a promise that cannot be broken.

In order to repay Lu Zhanbei, he can do anything.

It's just that the reason why he was able to be confident and frank when breaking up was because he didn't do anything wrong to Lu Zhengnan.Even if there is, the past three years have been evened out.

In the past, he dared to say to Lu Zhengnan confidently: I don't owe you anything.

But now...he didn't dare to say that anymore.

It turns out that it is really easy to want to feel guilty towards someone.

Gu Chuan hates himself now.

I hate it so much that no amount of medicine can cure the disgust in my heart.

There is a red knife on the edge of the bathtub, which I forgot to put back after using it last time.Gu Chuan picked up the knife and, as before, cut a knife on the left shoulder where the old wound hadn't healed.

His skin was very white and tender, and a wound was formed where the knife tip touched. The blood flowed from the cut to his arm, and finally dripped into the water, staining the bathtub red.

The new wound led to the rupture of the old wound, and there were at least a dozen horizontal and slanted knife marks, all of which went deep and staggered shockingly.

But Gu Chuan didn't seem to feel anything, there was no pain on his face, but relief.

It wasn't until the blood stained the water in the bathtub that it looked like red wine mixed with water. Then he relaxed a little and lay himself on his back in the bloody water, and slowly closed his eyes comfortably.

Still holding the knife in his hand, he fell asleep.

……

In the cold bathroom, the bathtub was filled with bloody water.

A man lay in the middle, eyes closed, breathing very lightly.

His skin is very fair, which is a little more morbid due to the "red wine". The beautiful swan neck is stained with "red wine". If you don't look carefully, you think it is a head floating on the water.

The weird style of painting lasted all night.

When Gu Chuan got up the next morning, the water in the bathtub was already completely cold.His mind was bewildered and his body ached.

Wrapped in a bath towel, I dried my body and walked to the living room. The sun was rising outside, and the clock showed that it was eight o'clock in the morning Beijing time.

After putting on some comfortable clothes and packing the dog food for Baylor, Gu Chuan just went out.

Today is the day when he and Wei Ran agreed to deliver the manuscript. Wei Ran should arrive at his studio at ten o'clock in the morning, and the two of them will have lunch together after chatting.

Wei Ran is a businessman and is very punctual, so Gu Chuan arranged everything before ten o'clock and sat in the office waiting for him.

At 58:[-], Wu Hanfei knocked on the door and came in, saying, "Master, President Wei is here."

"Okay, please come in."

Wei Ran is still the same, always arriving before anyone hears, and always has a slightly exaggerated but friendly smile.

He was very careful, and after sitting down and chatting for a few words, he found that Gu Chuan was not in the mood, and his face was not as good as it was a few days ago.

"Sick? Your body is your capital. You can't just rely on your youth to torment yourself like this." Wei Ran smiled self-deprecatingly: "Don't be like me. There are many problems at this age. Not to mention spending money, it takes time and trouble."

"It's okay, I just forgot to turn off the air conditioner at night, and I caught a cold." Gu Chuan served him hot tea again, "There are no major changes in this manuscript, you can read it from Chapter 40 to the end, and there are slight revisions. "

"It's hard for you to submit the manuscript on time when you are so ill."

Wei Ran didn't say any more, and the two discussed for a while about adapting the novel to the script. Gu Chuan explained his thoughts on the reason for the change, and Wei Ran also felt that this change was indeed much better than before.

But adaptation is adaptation, buying copyright, investing in production and filming is not something that can be done by one person.In the future, the two will meet frequently and eat frequently.

Wei Ran couldn't wait to invite Gu Chuan to have lunch together. He also deliberately considered his physical condition and chose a well-known restaurant in the local area. The dishes were light but very delicious.

At the dining table, Gu Chuan felt hot all over his body. He felt dizzy after only two sips of red wine, and he tried to stay awake by holding his forehead.

Wei Ran said with concern: "Gu Chuan, you look very uncomfortable, why don't I take you to the hospital."

"Sorry." Gu Chuan looked up at him, "I need to go to the bathroom, I'm really sorry, Mr. Wei."

"Don't say that, what's the embarrassment between us. Do you want me to help you?" Wei Ran slowly got up.

Empty socializing.

If you want to help, you have already helped, and you still ask if you want anything.

Gu Chuan waved his hand at him, "No, just wait for me."

He got up and was about to leave, but he only took two steps before his eyes turned dizzy, and then his legs became weak, and he fell forward.

"Gu Chuan!"

Wei Ran was startled, and yelled to help him, but Gu Chuan had already fallen into someone's arms, and the man rushed forward, protecting him very well.

"Master Lu?"

Lu Zhengnan focused on Gu Chuan and ignored Wei Ran.He touched Gu Chuan's forehead, it was terribly hot, so sick that he came out to talk business?He couldn't help but hugged him horizontally, and it happened that Xia Muyang and Lin Shen came from the side.

"Damn, what happened to him?" Lin Shen asked.

"Go to the hospital." Lu Zhengnan hugged Gu Chuan and walked out the door.

Lin Shen followed closely behind, "Wait a minute, put a piece of clothing on him to cover his face, so that he won't be photographed."

Xia Muyang looked around, but fortunately, there were not many people dining at this time.He looked at Wei Ran and said politely: "I'm sorry Mr. Wei, Young Master Lu is too worried. It is wrong to disturb your lunch. Next time Young Master Lu will apologize to you in person."

"It's okay, it's okay." Wei Ran waved her hands in a panic.He didn't have much impression of this young man, he only knew that he was a starlet who had acted in TV dramas, and he had been on camera a lot recently, "As long as Gu Chuan is fine, he has been in a bad state recently, I shouldn't let him out for dinner, I should let him He rests more."

"Why is it wrong?" Xia Muyang asked carefully.

"He's not only sick, he seems to have problems with his joints." Wei Ran touched his left shoulder, "Here, the first two times I was joking with him, and it hurts when I touch it. Anyway, I have to check it, just take a good look, don't What kind of sequelae are left behind. Sigh... I'm also to blame for letting him drink a glass of red wine, and I hope Young Master Lu will not be offended."

"No." Xia Muyang said with a smile: "He has to thank you for letting him use his abilities."

The author has something to say:

Self-harm is out of the question.