Mr. Butler on the catwalk

He Shiwei still remembers the expression Luo Lin used to say to him that day: "Brother He, I want to move back."

…At that time, Luo Lin was sitting opposite him in a coffee shop not far from the company.Luo Lin put his hand on the table, and unconsciously touched the rim of the coffee cup with his fingertips, but he didn't know where his eyes fell.He Shiwei knew that it must be the kid who broke into the company that provoked Luo Lin to say this.

Now he felt as sad as if something had been pressed in his heart.

Even though he was not a delicate person, he was stabbed by Luo Lin's "go back".After playing for a long time, it turned out that the place where the bastard was was Luo Lin's "home".He asked Luo Lin to come out and sit down, just to ask the question clearly, but he didn't expect Luo Lin to come up and say such a sentence.

He Shiwei breathed out, frowned and said to Luo Lin seriously: "Luo Lin, I don't know what you think. Although our company is not a rigid and serious place, it still makes me feel uncomfortable when that person makes trouble... ...No, I'm not saying it's your fault, you don't need to apologize..." Seeing that Luo Lin was about to apologize and bowed again, he hurriedly stopped the other party's movements, "I just think I'm half of the party involved now, if you can trust me , can you tell me the ins and outs of how you and that kid got together?"

Luo Lin looked up at He Shiwei, he seemed a little hesitant, but more haggard.There are obvious blue shadows under his eyes, and he looks exhausted.

Seeing his appearance, He Shiwei finally lowered his voice: "Did he force you? You don't look like..."

"...I am willing to go back." Luo Lin replied holding the cup in his hand.He spoke lightly, but unexpectedly firmly.After saying this, he seemed to be thinking about how to speak, and finally he gave it up, and said to He Shiwei: "Brother He, I like that person...I like him."

He Shiwei went to drink coffee to calm his breath, but now the sip of coffee was stuck in his throat.He coughed, his body couldn't help leaning forward, and his hands clenched into fists. Fortunately, his voice was still low: "What did you say?!"

"I..." Luo Lin raised his eyes to He Shiwei, with a sad voice: "I will go back with him only if I like him. Others, I really don't know what to say. Brother, I am... gay. I'm sorry... I thought it wouldn't be surprising if you met a lot of people like this when you were a model, but if you feel disgusted, I'm really... sorry."

——But he didn't know, He Shiwei was thinking more in his mind now, not "Luo Lin is gay", but "Luo Lin likes that crazy kid"-he saw a lot of homosexuals, male models backstage As soon as the curtains were opened, looking at the pile of fancy underwear, I knew that their masters were all crooked.

He Shiwei can't say that he likes Homo.There was a special aura about this group of people that made him feel uncomfortable.But Luo Lin?That honest Luo Lin likes men?Like his so-called former employer?Like the kid with the hair that hasn't grown yet?

It's fucking hilarious.

He Shiwei wanted to laugh at this ridiculous world, but now he just felt uncomfortable.The left chest seemed to be stabbed by someone, the nasal cavity was a little sore, and the brain was also confused.

He finally vaguely built an equation in his head: Luo Lin likes other men = he is uncomfortable = he is jealous = he seems to like Luo Lin.

……oh.It turned out to be like this.It turned out that I liked Luo Lin a little bit.

Boss He closed his eyes, picked up his coffee cup, and poured down the whole cup of coffee.He and Luo Lin sat silently facing each other for a long time, a little embarrassed and a little sad.

"As long as you're happy... homosexuality is fine." He Shiwei finally said dryly.

...Luo Lin still left.Dragging a shabby box, he returned to Duan Zhai from He Shiwei's house.He Shiwei didn't talk to Luo Lin before he left, but when Luo Lin was packing, he only needed to put one thing in the box, and He Shiwei would take it out and throw it aside.After tossing around like this for an entire afternoon, Luo Lin's expression became even more depressed, and he only said "I'm sorry" to He Shiwei softly.

He Shiwei felt even more uncomfortable.He stood up in silence, picked up the messed things one by one, put them in Luo Lin's box, then turned and went back to his room, the door was also locked.

Luo Lin thought, He Shiwei is really angry with himself.It's not easy for someone to vacate a place for me to live in, and I can leave as soon as I say, which is really fickle and annoying.

He sighed, put the keys on the dining table, pushed open the door of He Shiwei's house and went out.

……

The following days were not easy for Luo Lin.

The family already had a butler, so Luo Lin's position became very strange.Butler Li seemed to be afraid of him. As long as he was at home, Butler Li would stay away.The servants are quite friendly to him, but Luo Lin has no job right now, so there is really nothing he can do, so he can only stand and watch from a distance.He sometimes wandered around the house, and finally he could only go back to his small room, facing a few old books and a few blank sheets of paper, with nothing to do but be in a daze.

Duan Fei asked him to come back, so he came back.But Duan Fei himself became more and more weird.

When he came back the first day, Duan Fei was in the bedroom.When Luo Lin went to look for him, Duan Fei only glanced at him sideways, and said indifferently, "You're back?"

"……kindness."

Duan Fei snorted, threw aside the magazine in his hand, and looked like he was about to go out with his coat.

"Master..."

Luo Lin didn't change his words, he still yelled like that.Duan Fei didn't stop, and walked out on his own.When he got to the door, he turned his back to Luo Lin and said, "It doesn't mean anything else that I let you come back. Don't be confused about the situation."

Luo Lin lowered his head: "I see."

Duan Fei left.Luo Lin went back to his room and tidied up his things.He felt a little pain in his eyes and was extremely sleepy. He lay on the bed for a while and fell asleep unconsciously.He didn't know how long he had slept, but he was woken up by a few rough shouts.

"Where is Luo Lin? Is he still there?! Ask Luo Lin to come out!!"

...Duan Fei was drunk again.Luo Lin walked out of the room with his sleepy curled hair, and saw that Duan Fei was being supported by Butler Li and the maid, and his steps were already chaotic.

Duan Fei had a strange expression when he saw him.It seemed as if he was about to laugh, but suddenly turned into inexplicable anger.Luo Lin habitually wanted to help him, but Duan Fei yelled, "Don't touch me!!"

Duan Fei glanced at him again, and finally, with the help of two people on his left and right, he wobbled up to the second floor.

Luo Lin stood downstairs and looked at him.It took a long time to return to the place I should return to.

That day, he still waited for Duan Fei to wake up at two or three o'clock in the morning, and then came to him and said to him: Welcome home.

But Duan Fei didn't come.

Luo Lin thought: It doesn't matter, he still has a lot of time, he can wait slowly.

……

Duan Fei told him to quit his job once, but Luo Lin didn't listen.This may be one of the few times he didn't listen to Duan Fei, but since Duan Fei didn't ask, he still went to the company to report seriously every day.

Occasionally, when seeing He Shiwei, he would nod relative to each other, and then He Shiwei asked "how are you?", and he replied "it's okay".

Luo Lin didn't want others to worry about him, so he tried his best to smile happily every time.Then pick up your own Portfolio and run the cases one by one.

the first.

"Your information is here, you can go."

"...but it's an interview..."

"Do you have an opinion?"

Luo Lin looked at the indifferent person in charge, stood up, bowed seriously, turned and left.

second home.

"Which catwalks have you participated in before? What about the main show? Designers you have worked with?"

"Not yet, because I..."

"No? You are 30 years old, do you still want to say that you are a newcomer?"

"Sorry, it's like this..."

"Go back. It's not that we don't want to accept you, it's because we dare not use inexperienced ones for such an important show. We won't send you away."

"……thanks."

third house.

"You made a mistake, there is nothing in your file."

"Sorry, I'm actually a newcomer."

"...Newcomer?... Ha, okay. Your conditions are good, but it's not that you can't use it. How much do you know about our brand?"

"...SuperMaverick is aimed at the young white-collar workers. The style is very simple, and the details of the design are exquisite and decadent. Well, it is very popular now."

"It's so interesting, did you memorize these from memorization?"

"..."

"Okay. How much do you know about Virus Leonard? What do you think?"

"...Sorry, I don't know very well."

"Phew, does that mean you can only memorize materials? This person is our designer's late mentor, and this autumn and winter design is done in memory of him. It's a pity, I don't think the designer will choose you. Sorry, but this is the final decision."

fourth home.

"We are very, very sorry to tell you that you can't join our filming this time. Oh dear, please don't be sad, you are very good and the conditions are very good, but you lack a little bit of experience. Really Yes, you have to believe, you are a sparkling diamond... oh, I'm going to cry if I don't refuse you. Tony, can't you tell Celia to let them choose this young man?!"

Luo Lin picked up his file, and at the same time handed a handkerchief to the emotional fat lady in front of him, and smiled: "Thank you, it's my own lack of ability. I hope to have a chance to cooperate next time."

……

After a few days of running, I have walked through more than a dozen company studios, but still have nothing to gain.Similarly, today is also a busy day.

Luo Lin bought a bag of bread at a reduced price on the way, and then returned to the company alone. Nightfall's working hours are not fixed, and there are people there at six or seven o'clock.After returning to Duan's house, he couldn't check the information, so he ate the bread with plain water in the tea room, and then sat down in front of the computer again.

He faced the screen with a serious expression that often attracted the little girls in the company to come up to strike up a conversation.But after a long time, the girls were swept away by his friendly but polite gaze, and they felt that his approach to chatting up was too unfashionable, so they didn't dare to bother them.

So Luo Lin focused on the computer, tapping on the keyboard occasionally.Until someone came over and patted him on the shoulder.

Luo Lin raised his head and smiled naturally when he saw the person coming: "Brother He, why don't you go back?"

He Shiwei put one hand in his pocket and the other on the back of his neck, leaning slightly to look at Luo Lin: "I'm going to leave now, let me say hello to you. Zhang Yishan said that you have been going to interviews recently, do you want to accept a job? ...Actually, you can tell me directly."

"Thank you...but I really don't need to bother you. I can learn something by trying them one by one."

"But you haven't been rejected one by one."

Luo Lin was stunned for a moment: "...En. So brother, are you here to laugh at me?"

He Shiwei saw that he was still unexpectedly optimistic, and he was still learning to joke, but he didn't know what kind of emotion came up in his heart.

"...Forget it, I won't stop you if you want to run into a wall by yourself. But the people in charge are like that. They were picky in every possible way at the beginning, but in the end, when you become popular, they will come to pester you like a dog's leg... Tsk, I know best They're gone."

"After all, it's human nature." Luo Lin still smiled.

"You..." He Shiwei smiled helplessly: "Anyway, don't forget about Andreas Liebig's filming tomorrow. Take a good rest today."

He waved his hands ready to go.Luo Lin stood up and called him: "Brother He... Are your clothes okay?"

...He Shiwei wore a purple-blue gradient cuffed T-shirt today.This disgusting color is due to the good material and tailoring of the clothes, and the strong figure of his hanger, which makes him look tall and good-looking.He Shiwei looked at his clothes, he seemed to be wearing them right and wrong.

Luo Lin raised his hand and pointed lightly at the back of He Shiwei's neck: "Is there something wrong with the label of your dress? I just saw you pulling the collar unconsciously...does it itch?"

He Shiwei was taken aback: "If you don't tell me, I really haven't noticed..."

"Isn't it better to cut off the label? It's summer, and if your neck gets red, it will hurt when you sweat..."

He Shiwei responded in a wooden way: "I seem to have a pair of scissors in my office."

……

He Shiwei went back to the office and turned on the light: "It makes me uncomfortable that the labels are still stuck on such expensive clothes. What's the point?"

Luo Lin took the scissors and turned He Shiwei's neckline to the outside: "...This brand seems to be famous for its textile materials, so it can't be helped if there are occasional details..."

"You know this too?"

"I checked it on the Internet... Well, can you sit down? I'm a little struggling..."

He Shi responded slightly, and hurriedly sat down.

"Click"

There were two soft thuds on the back of the neck.

"Don't move, I'll help you pick out the thread too..."

He Shiwei sat obediently until Luo Lin cut out the label, then raised his head and stood up again.

"That's it... I should go back too."

Luo Lin bent down and threw the label into the trash can.He Shiwei saw him always wearing a white shirt, and suddenly felt a subtle sourness.

At this time, Luo Lin's hair had grown a bit long, and his bangs began to cover his eyes.Luo Lin pushed his hair aside subconsciously, then looked up at He Shiwei.

"what happened?"

...Luo Lin always smiled at He Shiwei.Without the slightest charm, the eyes are warm and clear, and the voice is quiet.His shoulders are straight, his chest is broad, and he walks in a down-to-earth manner. He is upright in dealing with people and things, and he never learns to act coquettishly.

Luo Lin is a man.

He Shiwei looked at him for a moment, then suddenly turned around and hugged Luo Lin.