[Rebirth] Yaolu Space

God gave me a limited amount of liveliness. I used to be very stingy, but now it’s hard for me to give him a share.

When he was on vacation, he took me out by bike to relax. I liked the feeling of sitting behind him. It was very stable and easy to satisfy.Falling in love can only make people stupid. The Lu Guoxue I watched in my eyes was changing, from a well-mannered classmate from a rich family before to this guy who loves to play hooligans.

But these look very cute to me.

It's not that I haven't tried to find his faults. If I counted, he once wanted to weave a wreath for me, but he ruined the flowers on the hillside, and he looked very clumsy.

I became happier and ate up every trace of anxiety.

My life is short, I convince myself that maybe one day I will disappear in deep sleep.Illness, that is the shackles God put on my feet when I was born, dragging me to death.Since it has nothing to do with love, why should I refuse love because I am afraid of disappearing?

I should enjoy it.

Qianqian blessed me, "Although many people like him, it has nothing to do with him. I believe he will not let you down."

"Just go with the flow."

I lie on the bed, chuckling.

Every time he didn't drive me too far, he took me to the suburbs in spring, and that was also the time when he accidentally met a child writing on the ground.I really like their eagerness to learn and their energetic expressions. They can't afford to go to school, which makes me feel distressed.So write simple words to them under the tree and recite some simple poems.

Children are easy to be satisfied. We come here every now and then. In their eyes, we may represent a kind of hope. To me, they also give me happiness and satisfaction.

The children dispersed.

He was gesturing to the tree at first, but now he turned around and leaned against the tree without moving.

"what are you doing?"

He stretched out his hand to me, and there seemed to be a moment of embarrassment on his face. "I have something for you."

"Mysterious." I smiled and walked towards him.

He took out something from his breast pocket and coughed, "I can do it too!"

It was a straw ring with a small red flower on it.

Seeing me stunned, he took my hand, "See if it's too small."

Hold hands, get caught.

My fingertips trembled. Although I tried my best to keep it natural, my heartbeat completely betrayed me. He smirked at the suitable ring on his finger, and I turned my head with a blushing face.

I saw that two lines of characters were engraved on the tree.

hold your hand

with child -

He didn't have time to engrave the last two words in his haste.

"...you do all these stupid things." I really want to have the momentum of my mother glaring at my father, but I completely feel that I have lost my sovereignty and let this person dominate my thinking.

"I'll do it all my life."

He hugged me.

He held my hand and carved on the tree together - grow old together.

This sentence makes my eyes warm.

"Lu Guoxue."

I tried to use his name to divert my attention, but he lowered his head and kissed my voice.

—— "Minmin, marry me."

Love and marriage are two major issues in a woman's life.

There is no standard answer in love, but marriage has its answer routine. Right or wrong, the right to judge is not yours.

Lu Guoxue took me home to meet his parents, they were obviously not satisfied with me.In fact, I had great expectations, but after leaving the Lu family, I didn't feel so disappointed or sad.

Disease is a sharp sword that can cut these things cleanly.

My mother told me that if my husband's family doesn't like it, it will be difficult for me to be happy.She understands me better than anyone else, she is just an ordinary little woman.Dad told me that if I couldn't let go and decided on him, he would buy us a house. After all, Lu Guo and I learned how to live, as long as we don't live together, it doesn't matter what happens to my husband's family.

Dad doesn't understand the law of daughter-in-law's survival.

Every mother-in-law does not want her daughter-in-law to escape from her palm. They have a great desire to control their son's future, and they take it as their mission to escort them.

Now, should I back down?I asked myself.

Lu Guoxue is working hard for our future, how can I let him fight alone?I am not an unconscious person, and his dedication moved me.I think there is no difficulty in this world that cannot be overcome, because he loves me so much.

A year later, Lu Guoxue and I got married with blessings.

The wedding was romantic, and the moment I put on the wedding dress, I finally understood what my mother said about the happiness of a woman.

Since that day, I have my family, I have my belonging.

Dad cried until his eyes were red, he was reluctant to part with me, and my mother cried too, she was worried about me.But I have grown up and it's time to leave.

After marriage, except for the small unsatisfactory friction with the mother-in-law, life is very sweet.

He works for the government, and I am at home leisurely, and within half a year, I want to find something to do.Face to face with mother-in-law every day, this is not a trouble that can be ignored.She was probably lonely, but the way of consolation made me disagree.

I got angry once.After all, I also have some temper, but usually no one stepped on my bottom line.

I handle things like this more like a dad.This is because of reason, so I don't want to quarrel, I don't want to expand the matter, so I don't say anything.

I didn't expect him to be so angry and have a big fight with his family.

Seeing his mother cry, I feel guilty and uncomfortable.

In fact, there is no such need, is there?I don't want to live by my mother-in-law's face.After that, I learned how to deal with it. In fact, Guoxue is sometimes careless. Maybe my smile is deceptive. He never suspected that there was some loneliness behind my smile that I didn't want to show.

He didn't stop my thoughts, he just didn't want me to be too tired.I also know what I like to do, so I contacted an orphanage and asked me to teach the children every few days.

I like doing this kind of thing, which makes me feel that I am living with my heart, and I have not wasted a bit of the grace bestowed by God.

But in a family like the Lu family, people pay more attention to decency than philosophy.

My mother-in-law has become single for me, that is, the child of Chinese studies.After marriage, it's not that I haven't thought about such a problem, but my family members don't want me to take risks, especially Lu Guoxue.

Although I have some regrets, I will not make fun of my own life because of this, at least, it is not the time yet.I am still young - this is the first time I have such an idea, I am still young, and I can spend a long time with my lover.

But some words of my mother-in-law still hurt me.

It's not like I don't want to bear children for him. I don't see this as a woman's responsibility, but a kind of fulfillment.We are in love and will love for a long time, but the long road of life should not be just me and him.I also yearn to have our blood, and this desire becomes stronger and stronger after becoming his wife and receiving the happiness given by my husband.

Women are always greedy.

"If you can't give birth, I'll ask Guoxue to find someone else to give birth to! I'm a fucking mother, so I don't believe that he won't listen to me!"

In this case, it made my eyes dark.

I secretly took medicine several times without telling Guoxue, and then I managed to suppress the weakness of my heart.

He won't betray me because of the child, I believe it, but I can't help but feel sad.

I tentatively asked him, are you really not sorry?No one can continue our bloodline.

He just smiled: "There is nothing to regret, that's just icing on the cake. I am already very happy now. After marrying you, my life, Lu Guoxue, is worth it!"

He became more and more unemployed.

What really changed my mind was not my mother-in-law's attitude.

That year, my mother was ill.

This was a big blow to me.

Mom has been healthy and there are no signs that her life is passing.Dad grew old a lot for a while, and he only stared at his mother, sometimes talking to her with a smile, and when his mother fell asleep, tears would flow silently.

The pain is indescribable.

Mom is not in pain, and she doesn't want to go to the hospital. With Uncle Hua around, she doesn't worry about her condition at all. The market is joking with us.

Only one day, the smile on my mother's face became very weak.

She took the hand of my brother and me, and said softly, "You guys, now you have to take care of Dad when you grow up. Don't look at him as if he can laugh even when the sky is falling, but he is actually like a child who hasn't grown up. Definitely Be filial to your father, but don't let him get angry."

I realized that if my mother was gone, my younger brother and I would be the only support for my father to survive.

...but what if I die.

And who can support my husband?

I have a decision.

With a baby, I felt joy after a moment of bewilderment.

Baby, what will you bring me?At least at that moment all my wishes were to take good care of him and give birth to a healthy baby.

I went back to my natal family, and Lu Guoxue followed me back.

Because of my pregnancy, my mother is getting better and better, but the Lu family dare not make things difficult for me at this time, especially the mother-in-law who was warned by my father-in-law.They knew how dangerous and difficult my pregnancy was, so they were naturally cautious.

Lu Guoxue was pregnant by himself, so he never slept peacefully.

Once I woke up from sleep and found him crying in his arms.He is afraid of losing me, but he doesn't want the child to be speechless.

I have no fear.

The baby in my womb is very healthy, and feeling his life has become my greatest pleasure.He will be healthy and fat.I swear, I'm going to try to do this.

Before giving birth, I secretly wrote a letter.But I pray that he never sees this letter in his life.

——Chinese Studies:

How are you?In fact, I don't want you to read this letter, because I'm afraid I won't be able to accompany you at that time.

Is the baby healthy?Looks like me or you?Maybe like his uncle?Many people say that a nephew will be like an uncle, and he may not beat you up by then.

Take good care of our children and live a good life.

I love you, I swear on my life.

Don't be sad, the child is my angel, he will guard by your side.He is the love of my life, this love is with you, you will not lose me.

Take care.

Liang Minliu

——Xiaobao’s mother’s episode·END——