Die Another Day Reborn

Ji Mingshen was very attentive in driving, and he didn't say anything to Ji Yueze on the road. His serious expression concealed a storm, which made him feel guilty.

The other party must be angry, and he also remained silent, thinking about how to calm down Ji Mingshen later.Admitting your mistakes is indispensable. Today, I followed Shen Zhengli to eavesdrop through the wall, which is indeed very dishonest.

The car drove back to the villa that he hadn't been to for a long time, and as soon as he entered the door, he found that Ji Mingshen might not have been here for a while, and most of the furniture was covered with cloth covers.Ji Ming took his hand deeply and went upstairs, the master bedroom still kept its original appearance, it must have been cleaned by someone hired.

Before Ji Mingshen could speak, he took the initiative to admit his mistake, "Mingshen, I'm sorry, I was wrong."

Ji Mingshen slowly sat on the bed, hooking his fingers at him, "Don't be so quick to admit your mistake, come and sit down. Tell me first, where is your mistake?"

He honestly sat down next to each other, the less angry Ji Mingshen was, the more sad he felt about this test.

"I shouldn't be with Shen Zhengli. I know he has no good intentions. But listen to me. I didn't believe him. I was just worried that something would happen to you."

Instead of being angry, Ji Ming smiled, stared into his eyes and said, "What could happen to me? Do you think I will be so weak? Can't deal with a Lian Bowen who has been following me for so many years?"

He hurriedly followed the other party's words and coaxed: "I know you are wise and mighty! I am... If you care about it, you will be chaotic. I am just worried."

"I see that you and Shen Zhengli are having a good time. He almost fucked you last time. You still dare to be alone with him, shut up with him in that room and listen to my corner. How did he coax you? Can't you fucking grow some snacks?"

This seemed to be Ji Mingshen's first time swearing. He saw the opponent's clenched fist, with blue veins popping out, and realized that Ji Mingshen was not actually angry, but worried just like him.

His eyes became hot, and he stretched out his hand to break off the tightly packed fingers one by one, "I understand...don't do this. You can lose your temper with me, I can bear it. I made you worry, it's my fault. "

Ji Mingshen moved his hands, stretched out his fingers and held him back, the force caused him pain, his face was full of unbearable anger, "You don't trust me, you can call me directly to ask me, but you chose to eavesdrop Ji Yueze, I know you have something to hide from me, it's not a day or two, I gave you many opportunities to tell me yourself, but you didn't say it every time. "

The first sentence was okay, but the latter sentence made him feel cold all over, and he couldn't move his teeth when he wanted to speak.

Ji Ming clamped his wrist deeply, turned over and pressed his whole body on top of him, and approached him aggressively from this condescending angle, his eyes were also red, just like when he beat Shen Zhengli violently in the hotel room, "You Don't deny it? What kind of idea are you playing? Do you want to keep it a secret? I haven't lied to you, but you have been fooling me all the time. You make me like this... Ji Yueze, I am also human, and I will Lose your sense of security, if that's what you want, then you did it! Since we broke up until now, you haven't called me once, you haven't even sent a text message, you are so sensible. I love you What exactly is it? Do you know it in your heart?"

At such a close distance, he smelled the familiar scent between the other person's eyebrows, his body couldn't help trembling slightly, his spirit became more tense, but his physiology became excited, and his heart beat as fast as it was about to pop out of his chest.

"I know...Ming Shen, I know. I miss you so much...I dare not look for you. I can't bear it anymore. I'm sorry, I don't want to hide it from you, I...you won't believe it , you will treat me as a lunatic!" The words in his mouth became scattered and chaotic, and he was almost unable to bear it.

Ji Ming pressed it tighter, his lips brushed against the sensitive skin beside his ear, "I won't, as I said earlier, I can accept everything about you, even if you are really crazy, I don't dislike you, what are you doing?" What are you afraid of?"

This intimate and dangerous movement made his whole lower body excited. After struggling a few times in vain, he gave up his last defense and asked Ji Mingshen in a weak voice, "When did you notice that something was wrong with me? How much did you notice?" gone?"

"The first day you woke up after you were attacked." Ji Mingshen said in his mouth, his hands were still not idle, he poked in from the hem of his jacket and stroked him roughly, which messed up his mind even more.This strange torture method made him blush and tremble, but he didn't dare to move casually, for fear of making the other party even more angry.

"Tell me first, if you find something wrong with me, I promise to tell you everything today." He closed his eyes and tried hard to resist his desire, with a touch of fear and frustration in his heart.It turned out that his so-called acting skills had never been hidden from him for a single day, and Ji Mingshen had endured him for so long.

"Your expression, tone of voice, your character, and your behavior are not the same Ji Yueze as before. Except for this face and body, you are like another person at all, and I am not blind." Ji Mingshen still stuck to his ear, "I even thought you weren't him, but someone else pretended to be you, so although you were very weak at the time, I checked it myself. Your body is indeed Ji Yueze, Even the birthmark on the buttocks is exactly the same, but you can't even kiss. I checked your life experience again afterwards, and you don't have twin brothers. You are really Ji Yueze himself. You are so curious, let me Had to explore you, and I found out...you're a good guy through and through, you're caring, compassionate, single-minded, pure positive, and you're not much of an actor."

Speaking of this, Ji Mingshen's hand strength also became weaker, from a rough touch to a gentle sliding, "I know you are just a non-existent person, but I can't help being tempted. I thought about sending you to the doctor There is forced treatment there, but I am also worried that you, as a second personality, will completely disappear after receiving treatment. Do you know how many times I have worried about you? Every time you return to No. 1 personality, I am afraid that you will never again I won't be coming back, I'm going to be tortured by you so much that I can't even tell who I like."

"..." He opened his eyes and looked at the other party with a complicated expression. Ji Mingshen's deduction was actually very clever and reasonable. He believed that Ji Yueze had a split personality after being severely stimulated, and his existence was only on Ji Yueze's body. Just another split personality.

In his weird silence, Ji Mingshen expressed all the emotions hidden in his heart, "But later on, your condition has stabilized a lot. As the second personality, you seem to still carry the memory of Ji Yueze himself. I have tested you a lot Once, you always revealed your secrets at the beginning, but then it became normal, and I remembered it, so I also felt at ease. A while ago, I asked some experts and told them about your situation in detail. I think the analysis of one is very Well, he said that your stages of transformation should be from self-loathing and self-avoidance to self-acceptance. You are still Ji Yueze, and you have not become someone else. You just erased the part of self-denial. The No.1 personality and the second personality finally formed a consensus after natural running-in. So, you don't have to worry that I will dislike you, you are just sick. Now your illness is almost cured, and I will accompany you on the journey."

He listened to the other party's analysis of his heart, and gradually felt that his concealment was really wrong.During the time he neglected, how much uneasiness, how much worry and speculation did this person he love bear alone?He didn't know anything, and only selfishly wanted to keep concealing it.

Ji Ming looked deeply at his lips moving, with a very ashamed expression on his face, and reached out to touch his hair, and kissed him lightly on the lips, "You are hiding it from me, you are afraid that I will send you to treatment, right? I won't , I can’t bear to let you suffer. What’s the problem with these personalities? You haven’t done anything harmful. I also figured it out. It doesn’t matter which personality I like, after all, it’s the person in front of me. Koshizawa, In fact, you don’t need to deny your former self, those pains have passed, of course your new personality is also very good, you are cheerful and grown up, and you are no longer like a little hedgehog, always fighting with me.”

His heart was gripped by a deep sadness and emotion. Ji Mingshen's love was so deep and tolerant, but it wasn't just for him.He is not even a complete and independent person at all, his life and personality are all fragments combined, how can he be worthy of such a man to say love?

"No...it's not like this...Ji Mingshen!" He gritted his teeth and looked into the gentle eyes of the other party at the moment. To be worthy of this man's love, he had to return the same sincerity.Even if the consequence of telling everything is to lose this person and hurt this person, he finally forced himself to be 100% honest today.

"I'm not No. [-] Personality, I'm... a dead body!"

He really said this word, and the rest of the words will follow. He stared at Ji Mingshen fiercely, not escaping from his deepest secret, "Yu Yongnian, do you remember? The old man who saved Ji Yueze. I am him The soul reborn in this body after death, I am not the complete Ji Yueze, I only inherited his memory and part of his feelings. At first I was very scared, afraid of being seen out and pulled to do research, and later I was afraid of you I can see it, so I have to move away. But you are so kind to me, I can't help but be tempted, I lied to you, because I also like you, I'm afraid you will know that I am not the original Ji Yueze, would dump me."

Only then did Ji Mingshen show a little surprised expression, "You are Yu Yongnian? The rescue hero who was kicked by me?"

He nodded vigorously like a strong man breaking his wrist, "It's me! At first I thought you were the one who killed me, so no matter what, I couldn't admit that I like you. Later, I realized that it was a misunderstanding, so I accepted it from the bottom of my heart. Instead, I was afraid that you would find me. It's... a dead man."

"..." Even though he was as calm as Ji Mingshen, he was stunned for a while, then looked at him up and down, "What the hell is this called. Are you really Yu Yongnian?"