Self-cultivation of fake wine

Zhong also came to the chief's office under the banner of reporting work, even if Mori Ogai predicted that the troubled couple would quarrel, it was impossible to refuse.

Herb Salt was still drinking tea, and didn't seem to have any superficial reaction to Chuya's approach that caused his emotional explosion.

It's okay if you didn't run away on the spot... Mori Ogai sighed in his heart.If the port mafia loses a transcendent-level ceiling due to a couple's quarrel, Mori Ogai may also be emotionally broken.

As soon as Nakaya entered the chief's office, he noticed the sofa group next to the glass wall in the center line of the chief's office, and the statue-like man with an expressionless face who was drinking tea and looking at the scenery.

Is he still angry?

What the hell is he mad about?

What can't be said directly?

After confirming that the man didn't deliberately avoid him and he was relieved, a flame of irritability rose from the bottom of Chuya's heart.

What the hell is there to be angry with a big man!If you have a problem, just say it, damn it! ! !

Even if I feel uneasy, I still feel that if the man doesn't avoid me, he will definitely come back to find me. I don't know how to solve the panic in my heart, so I just habitually throw the blame back on the man——

If the dog man doesn't tell me, how can he understand?

The spoiled cat also became angry with grievances.

Herb Salt looked at the street scene indifferently.

He could hear Chuya's voice, but he didn't want to think about anything at this moment, nor did he want to do it.

It was he who spoiled Zhongye, it was he who made Zhongye used to relying on him, so he didn't think there was anything wrong with the other party wanting to be coaxed by him habitually.

He's just a little...tired by an unsolvable situation.

Osamu Dazai and Chuya never had any feelings or relationships that should be regarded as exes or rivals.

Even their hatred for each other is true.

But the trust and tacit understanding between them, and another rare, beautiful and unique bond that cannot be broken even by time, made him feel happy that Zhong also had such a trustworthy partner, and because of The dazzling scene that had nothing to do with him made me feel sad and lonely.

He is indeed trying his best to occupy a great weight in Chuya's heart...but the other person can easily occupy a special weight even when he can provoke Zhongye's disgust.

jealous?Think that maybe you are more important, and you shouldn't be jealous.

But he is still jealous of the tacit understanding between them. The interaction and happiness between the two are extremely dazzling, as if he is laughing at himself for being dependent and loved all the time, but in fact it is more like exporting unilaterally.

Do you want to ask Joongya to cut off that bond just because it's dazzling?What a joke, that is also very important in the middle, fighting and fighting, full of quarrels and fights, fighting side by side, trusting each other, and finally being polished into a unique and beautiful past that is a dazzling diamond.

What's more, the trust relationship is different from other relationships, and it can't be broken just by saying it.

Logically speaking, the correct thing to do is to ignore their relationship - Osamu Dazai will not always appear in front of Chuya anyway.

Yes, that's the right choice.

……

However, he is also a creature with emotions.

Why does everyone think that he is so strong and rational that he doesn't have his own little emotions and selfishness?

His selfish intention is to let him give all his lovers and only regard himself as the only important thing, can't he?

He has countless ways to solve problems...

But now he just wants to be coaxed.

It’s not about arguing with people about what’s wrong, it’s not about trying to figure out the truth of things and then explaining the truth.

It's unreasonable to force people to reason when they are sad.

What's more, the result that the other party wants in the end is nothing more than "no one is wrong, it's just you losing your temper and making trouble for no reason, so the solution is to control your temper yourself."

... Is he going to suppress his emotions and pretend that he is gradually emptying himself in front of his destined person?

If you think about everything, naturally nothing is important.

He didn't want to do this, but what if no one shared it?

But he didn't discuss it with Zhongya, and he didn't explain all the reasons to him clearly. As Zhongya said, he wouldn't understand if he didn't tell him. After all, not everyone has mind reading skills...

But all these reasons were crushed on his sensibility, which only made him so heavy and exhausted that he couldn't speak a word.

It's not that the other party doesn't want to listen so they don't explain, but that they understand everything so they can't say anything.

He wouldn't and shouldn't lose his temper with Zhong Ye.

But he also... really couldn't laugh.

He just wants to get out of here.

... What will happen after leaving? Escaping will only make you lose more.

Or……

Did he want to give up something again?

……

give up who?

The man looked sideways at the back of the red-haired young man who was reporting to work.

Suddenly, I felt that the memory of their love for each other seemed to have become a dispensable memory in the previous life after a long time.

The light in the man's eyes gradually went out.

Mori Ogai caught a glimpse of this scene by chance, and his heart skipped a beat!

"Chuya-kun." Mori Ogai instinctively interrupted Chuya's voice reporting work, "Turn back."

"……what?"

When Zhong Ye came to his senses and looked back abruptly, he only saw the cold eyes and the scene where the man disappeared in place.

"..." Zhong also opened his eyes wide, as helpless as a cat that was suddenly abandoned.

After a long time, he whispered in a slightly trembling voice:

"Ah...salt?"

……

In the spacious and empty office, there was no answer.

-

Ah, it sucks.

He chose the most wrong solution.

This decision may cost him everything... But at this moment, he is so self-absorbed that he doesn't want to calculate the gains and losses.

He really planned to calculate Zhong Ye's lifelong relationship.

But the sweet and greasy relationship that is calculated and managed all the time, and there is no [mistake], now looks like a fake.

He is loved.

He can read Chuuya's heart, so he knows he is loved.

Sure enough, it was his fault, so it was explained.

He was the one who dragged the other party into the vortex of feelings on his own, and left alone without saying anything.

Well, it's all his fault now.

Now there is right and wrong in this matter, and it is no longer unsolvable.

Herb Salt stood in front of Aleister's nutrition device, and said with a blank expression:

"Give me work."