Avenue Of Rebirth

[The age of mythology is long gone, but he can start a new life and continue to pursue the same dream with the same soul. 】

The man's fingers were too cold, and Su An was so stimulated that he had goosebumps all over his body. However, after the initial coldness, the man's slender and pale fingers, like spider legs, seemed to be carrying a huge electric current, ruthlessly and roughly piercing through his fragile body. In the trance at that moment, Su An wasn't even sure whether he was exclaiming.

Then it was like lifting the stems and leaves of some kind of plant, like a sunflower thirsting for sunlight——the teenager got an erection in the hands of his young adoptive father.

This is truly the greatest sin of depravity.

The man continued to humiliate the pale young man with a smile, "Look, you still want to refuse and welcome."

Su An tremblingly looked at the pale and tall man in front of him, at his flawless facial features and mocking and bewitching smile.An ancient desire gradually sprouted in his heart, spreading to every corner of his body like a wildly growing weed.

He seemed to be able to see a huge door behind the man slowly opening, the gap between the door was pitch black, but there was an ethereal voice telling the treasure and joy behind the door.He was propelled forward by the burst of desire in his heart, and no one rescued him.

The door was opening to him, the gate to hell.

The animals that seemed to be on the verge of extinction finally aroused their great potential, and Su An pushed Su Xitang away violently.

Because of the excessive force, the man was pushed staggeringly by him, while he himself rolled out of the bed in extreme embarrassment.

For the first time, Su Xitang showed a surprised expression on his face.He watched the boy who fell on the ground try to get up, but it seemed that he had exhausted all his strength just now. After struggling and trying several times to no avail, the boy gave up trying and no longer cared that he was completely naked. body, the boy looked at him viciously.Yes, viciously, those crystal clear cat eyes contained anger that was about to burst out, and he hadn't seen such vibrant eyes for a long time.

Because of his anger, the boy's originally cute eyes looked more like another kind of feline, a leopard with a ferocious nature when he was young.

Su Xitang narrowed her eyes slightly.

He looked at this cowardly young man looking at him viciously, and seemed to shrink back from his eyes because of fear, and finally calmed down and looked at him, his voice was forced to cover up respect.

"I don't think my father would be willing to see this kind of scene in the spirit of the sky."

After Su An plucked up the courage to say this, he obviously saw Su Xitang's expression change.

He couldn't describe that expression in detail, but he could see his own reaction when he saw that expression. He began to tremble again, but it was trembling that could no longer be concealed, like a tiny mortal facing the wrath of God.

But he didn't intend to admit defeat at all, and he didn't intend to kneel before the aura and temptation of the man in front of him like the dead Su An, and become the most humble ant.

Su An gritted his teeth, sat on the cold floor, stubbornly looking back at the man who looked down at him indifferently.

Time seemed to have stopped, and it seemed like tens of millions of years had passed. Su An's eyes were sore, but he forced himself not to blink, so as not to shed tears.

Su Xitang suddenly moved, he got up and got out of bed, and stood in front of Su An, standing in the thick shadows, unattainable and secretive.

Looking down at Su An for a while, Su Xitang ignored her clothes on the ground, turned around and walked straight out the door.

As the person turned and left, the condensed air gradually began to loosen.

"I'll leave tomorrow morning." Su An said suddenly.

Su Xitang's footsteps stopped, and the man's naked and straight back was as heavy as a tall stone tablet.Su An insisted on finishing his words.

"Tomorrow morning, I'll pack up and leave. I won't appear in front of you again, so..."

"Thank you for taking care of me before." The boy still expressed his gratitude.

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After the man left without any response, Su An felt as if he was receiving an amnesty, and limply leaned against the bed, taking a long time to calm down and breathe.

After putting on his clothes and briefly treating the wound on his wrist, Su An began to search the entire room.He found the suitcase in the closet, opened it, and found that the clothes and toiletries had already been displayed inside, and there was a stack of thick RMB envelopes.

It turned out that before committing suicide, Su An had long thought of running away from home, escaping from this villa and that man.

It was convenient for him.

Su An smiled, dragged the suitcase out and put it beside the bed.

There is a mobile phone on the table, presumably it should be my own, I unlocked it and entered the interface based on my memory, and found that the desktop wallpaper is a huge skull with a ferocious mouth open.

How extreme and desperate this child's life is.Su An didn't bother to turn on the light, and lay directly on the bed, changing the desktop to the system's own wallpaper. The blue sky and grass are really fresh and pleasant.

There are very few contacts in the address book. Except for Su Xitang, the housekeeper and a few important people, the others are all old friends. Su An deleted all the contact information of these people.

I searched for information randomly, but found a folder with a lock in the gallery, and the cover of the folder was a flower.It was the flower he had seen on the ivory civilization staff, Xifu crabapple.

Su An paused for a moment, then entered "xitang" in the password field, clicked lightly, and clicked into the folder smoothly.

There are all photos of Su Xitang inside, most of them are from the side or the back, it is not difficult to guess that they are all secretly taken by teenagers.However, even with the unsuspecting candid shots, the man in the picture is still handsome and has no dead ends.

Su An sighed, selected the folder, clicked "Delete", and clicked "OK" again in the pop-up dialog box.

It was over, it was over.

Thinking of this, Su An fell asleep in a daze.

Originally thought that with such a big change, he would sleep until noon the next day, but Su An didn't sleep well and had a very restless dream.

In the dream, there is the small courtyard of childhood, the first time he stood under the camera, the glimpse of Zhang Liubai in the corner, the huge truck rushing towards him, and the final frame is the slender and tall back of a man, just look at it Get the back of his pale, bloodless neck.

Su An suddenly opened his eyes.

The room was dark, and the distant sky outside the window had already appeared a blur of light and shadow.

Pressing his temples, he took out his phone and looked at the date, April 4.There is a note under the date.Su An opened it and sat up after seeing the content clearly.

There is only a very simple sentence in the remarks box: "accompany foster father to sweep dad's grave".

Only then did Su An recall that April 4 was the anniversary of the death of his father Su Chou.Trying hard to remember, but there is still only a blurred face of a young man in my mind.

Su An felt a little emotional. He had forgotten the appearance of his biological father, but he had a abnormal love for his adoptive father. He even went to visit his biological father's grave. The biggest meaning was to be able to be accompanied by his adoptive father.

For Su An, this is really a hateful and sad past.

Sitting on the bed in a daze, Su An got up, took a set of clothes from the closet and changed, folded his pajamas neatly, and put them on the bedside.

He looked down at his watch, it was 4:50 in the morning.

After taking two more breaths, Su An picked up the suitcase and walked towards the door of the room step by step.

The moment he opened the door, Su An felt his breathing stopped, and he was even prepared for nothingness outside the door.

He can accept that this is an illusion of death, some inexplicable state after life has disappeared, heaven or hell or the end.

But outside the door is a long corridor resting in the shadows.

There was a little fire under the corridor, and there was a person sitting on the sofa beside the fire.

A circle of sofas is placed on the carpet around the European-style fireplace. The burning charcoal in the fireplace, the red tongue of fire licks the dark charcoal, bursting out crackling sparks from time to time, shining on the marble mantelpiece like the magic door in the mouth of children , able to take people across to the far west.

In the indistinct light of the flickering fire, the shadows that thicken and fade from time to time are like everyone's wonderful brushstrokes, carelessly tracing the outline of the figure on the sofa.

The man was lowering his head, as if he was meditating or maybe resting. His hands were folded in front of him, and his slender and straight legs were stretched out. The emperor of the court can easily teach darkness and light to humbly accept himself as his mantle.

He should have heard the movement, and the person who had lowered his head raised his head to look at Su An.

A face as pale as a ghost and cold and charming eyes.

Su An tightened his breathing, and his fingers holding the suitcase contracted involuntarily.

He collected himself, forced his stiff body to nod his head as a greeting, then immediately turned his eyes away and walked down the stairs with his luggage.

The empty hall was silent until the crackling sound of charcoal burning was very clear, as if a long whip was whipping the back.

Su An straightened his back, and walked down the steps step by step under the cold gaze of the man, like a child engaged in some kind of childish war that he gritted his teeth and refused to admit defeat.

When he finally came to the lobby on the first floor and put the suitcase on the cold marble, he was a little dazed.

He wanted to leave directly, but the memo on the phone made him feel that he should ask.

Snapped.

A piece of burning wood in the fireplace behind him suddenly crackled loudly.

As if there was some kind of excuse, Su An turned around.

The man on the sofa stood up at some point. He looked at his adopted son with a slight nod, not far or near, and said indifferently, the same indifferently as in many years before: "Today is the anniversary of your father's death. Now Come visit the grave with me."

"Then you can leave."

There is no nostalgia and no reversal, which proves that the young man named Su An dedicated all his youth and enthusiasm before his death to nothingness.

Su An stood in the dark, looking back.

Two young servants appeared and opened the door.

Su An looked away and looked out the door.

The sun came like a surging tide.

Like Eos, goddess of the dawn, with her rosy fingers opening the dark cricket cage, she paints the dawn sky with dawn and spills the excess paint on the doorway.This momentary light is like an oracle and redemption.

Su An stared fixedly at the door, even though his eyes were hurt by the sudden change of light, he refused to blink. He looked at the smudged morning glow and at the urban giant who was beginning to wake up.

The age of mythology is long gone, but he can start a new life and continue to pursue the same dream with the same soul.

In this magnificent new world.

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Note: Eos is the goddess of dawn in ancient Greek mythology, corresponding to Aurora in ancient Roman mythology.Ancient Greek poets and painters always regarded Eos as an extremely beautiful goddess, and Homer often called her the goddess with "rosy fingers".

Eos fell in love with the beautiful young man Tithonus, but suffered from the fact that he was a mortal and she was immortal as a goddess.She begged Zeus repeatedly to let Tithonus never die, and Zeus finally promised her that Tithonus would not die in the future.Eos was so happy that she hurriedly wanted to reunite with her loved one, but forgot to ask Zeus to make Tithonus not only "immortal", but not "immortal".Later, she could only watch the strong young man she loved grow old slowly. However, after ten thousand years, he lost all his strength and knowledge, and gradually shrank, and finally shrank into a cricket. Eos had no choice but to cry Locking him in a cricket cage, Tithonus has long since lost the ability to speak human, and will only use the chirping of crickets to accompany her all day long.