back to innocence

The two men's eyes met, and each other was shocked.

When Fei Yi really recognized the other party, he knew that the other party must have recognized him too—his reputation was far greater than the other party's.Although there were not many chances for the two of them to meet each other since freshman year, they still lived in the same dormitory building. Occasionally when he lived in the dormitory, there would still be occasional opportunities to see each other from a distance.

But Fei Yizhen never spoke to him.

As a student of the same club, Fei Yizhen has a pretty good relationship with Xi Liang, and Xi Liang and Chen Qi have been at odds ever since their fight at the beginning of freshman year.Fei Yizhen himself is gay, and he feels that he doesn't agree with the other party's three views, so naturally he doesn't want to have any contact.

Fei Yizhen thought that Chen Qi would come up to find fault when he saw him, but unexpectedly the other party turned pale and asked, "When were you there!?"

Fei Yizhen replied: "It's been a long time. When did you come in?"

What he said obviously took the initiative to show that he hadn't heard anything about the other party's actions and remarks, but it made Chen Qi feel more at ease.

After a while, Chen Qi said with a cold face: "What kind of church do gays come to!? The place is dirty by you! Get out!"

Fei Yizhen sighed.

He originally thought that Chen Qi hated homosexuals so much because he believed in religion, but even so, his reaction was a little too extreme in this situation—this small church in the school, it was said to be a church, was actually just a scenic spot or The activity area, because there has been no staff similar to a pastor here for many years.

When Chen Qi was trying to grab Fei Yizhen and drag him out, Fei Yizhen suddenly said: "It is said that many homophobes suppress their desire for the same sex in their hearts."

Chen Qi froze.

"Want to ask God to help you get rid of those thoughts that you find disgusting?"

Fei Yizhen asked softly.

Chen Qi's voice was trembling, and he said: "You heard it all? What do you want? Threatening me?"

Fei Yizhen was really astonished immediately, and smiled lightly: "No way? Am I right?"

Chen Qi was immediately annoyed by Fei Yizhen, and an uncontrollable anger ignited in his black pupils: "You—"

But when Fei Yizhen spoke, he said with a strong mocking tone: "Cowardly."

Chen Qi was taken aback.

Fei Yizhen spoke again, with a mocking smile on his face: "Weak, selfish, stupid, self-deceiving..."

Even if Fei Yizhen avoided reality in his previous life, he never vented his fear on others, and never tried to attack others in order to hide his sexual orientation.

He totally looked down on Chen Qi's actions.

Chen Qi was really enraged by Fei Yizhen, he reached out and grabbed his collar, and punched Fei Yizhen.Fei Yizhen stretched out his hand to block it, then grabbed the opponent's arm and directly brought the opponent to the ground.

The two huddled together on the dusty ground.

During the fight, Fei Yizhen kept playing lip service and mocking Chen Qi. He had the overall upper hand mentally, but he was obviously suppressed cruelly in terms of physical combat.

Even so, when he was finally unable to fight back, Chen Qi's eyes were still red, and he looked like a loser. I don't know if he was angry...but he was about to cry.

After Chen Qi ran away, Fei Yizhen lay on the ground for a long time, and then his roommates appeared and carried him back.

Not long after, the whole floor knew that Fei Yizhen and Chen Qi had a fight at the chapel.

Neither of them said the reason for the fight, so many people assumed that Chen Qi was really troublesome for Fei Yi. After all, most people knew that Chen Qi had a fight with Xi Liang on the first day of school.

With the help of his roommate, Fei Yizhen, who was molested while taking medicine, gritted his teeth and didn't directly reveal the reason for the fight, and didn't deny that Chen Qi deliberately made trouble for him.

In the following days, he began to concentrate on thinking about the plot of the new story, and did not pay any more attention to the previous episode.

What Chen Qi did to Fei Yi was really contemptuous, but to be honest, this situation is not the problem of Chen Qi alone, it is almost a common social phenomenon.How to choose one's own way of life is a person's own freedom, as long as Chen Qi restrains himself a bit and stops maliciously making trouble for others, Fei Yi really doesn't want to interfere too much in other people's affairs.

If he had time, Fei Yi really felt that he could still intervene. It was rare to catch the other party's handle. If he was free, he would like to try to find a way to untie and ease Chen Qi's mental state. Maybe it could help the club increase. a member.

But the reality is, he really has no kung fu.

Fei Yizhen has a relatively thorough understanding of himself. He knows that playing his own strengths is more influential and meaningful than doing the most basic psychological work.

This is the entire society, and there are few people who are more suitable for the job than him.

But Fei Yizhen doesn't make trouble for the other party, but it doesn't mean that Chen Qi is not worried about Fei Yizhen's follow-up actions.

So when Fei Yizhen went to the community classroom to get information from Zhao Jingxi, Chen Qi stopped him halfway.

Fei Yizhen asked, "What's the matter?"

Chen Qi glanced at the surrounding situation, and then said: "Find a place where no one is around to talk."

Fei Yizhen shrugged and followed him to the emergency exit.

Chen Qi asked: "You didn't tell me about me, did you?"

Fei Yi smiled slightly and said, "Now I know I'm afraid? Why didn't you think clearly before doing it?"

Chen Qi said: "Tell me, what do you want so that you won't tell me about me? As long as it's not too much or I can't meet the request, I can agree to you."

Fei Yi was really speechless—does he look like a blackmailer?But after thinking about it for a while, an idea came to him suddenly, so he said slowly: "It's not impossible if I don't tell you..."

Chen Qi swallowed his anger and said, "What do you want me to do?"

Fei Yizhen said: "Actually, to be honest, I have no interest in publicizing other people's privacy, but I have been beaten for nothing. If I want to let you go casually, I am not very willing..."

"...so, what do you want me to do?"

Only then did Fei Yizhen express his condition: "Participate in club activities for two months for me. If you do a good job, I will cancel this matter."

Chen Qi was suddenly surprised: "That's all?"

Fei Yizhen said: "It also depends on your attitude. If you mess up or do a disservice to you, it's not certain what will happen."

But this punishment is obviously much simpler than what Chen Qi expected.Although he was rather repulsed by the activities of the Rainbow Club, this club was considered a big club on campus, and not all of them were homosexuals. Taking part in a few activities for someone else was within Chen Qi's acceptable mental range.

Fei Yizhen smiled and said meaningfully: "Don't underestimate our activities."

During the process of taking Chen Qi to see Zhao Jingxi, Fei Yizhen didn't say anything to Zhao Jingxi, only said that Chen Qi would join the club for two months for him.

In fact, Fei Yizhen is really busy these days, and basically doesn't participate in club activities much.Moreover, Zhao Jingxi himself was trying to find a way to help him collect the corresponding materials, and he didn't care whether he could still participate in routine activities.

But the two have been together for a long time, but they have a tacit understanding.As soon as Fei Yizhen rolled his eyes, Zhao Jingxi could see the three cunning hidden in the smile, so when Fei Yizhen said that, she quietly left Chen Qi behind.

Fei Yi really felt that he could help here too.Staying in the Rainbow Club for two months, participating in and learning about relevant information, getting in touch with other people, if Chen Qi can let go of his worries, even if he just stops being surprised, it will be a kind of progress.If this effect cannot be produced in two months, then it is useless to persist. He can only wait for him to figure it out, or he can't figure it out for a lifetime and oppresses himself to go through it.

After all, it is something that can't be forced to come here. If others can help, they can come here.

In addition, "Fate and Floating Life" will also be released soon.

When the movie advertisement was posted, it caused an uproar.Some were excited, some were curious, some turned a blind eye, but none of them could stop the film from being released.

Ye Minghe stood at the entrance of the cinema for a long time that day, and finally went in and bought two tickets.

He put a ticket on the table of the rented house - in order to discipline him in a more comprehensive way, Chen Qiao directly gave up her original job and went to university with him.

After Chen Qiao saw the movie ticket on the dining table, she frowned and stood there for a while, then grabbed the movie ticket and threw it into the trash can.

On the day of the premiere, Fei Yizhen and Liang Qing followed the crew to the cinema.

With the appearance of the logo of Huafeng Image, the movie also kicked off.

The first thing that appears on the screen is the recording studio that can only be seen through the glass wall, the light rain outside the recording studio, and the faint voice of singing.

Singing over and over again: "...the evening wind doesn't know the sorrow/the deep love is hard to look back/after the lonely sail has passed the thousand mountains/you said that there is still an infatuation/but can't stay together...the infatuation is still there/ Can't stay together..."

This song is An Yafei's old song back then, but it was re-recorded by Fei Yizhen. After re-arranging, the voice is especially clear and clean, showing the characteristics of youth.

For a while, many viewers felt that the time was lost.

Anya flew out of the recording studio, and Huang Shi drove to pick him up.An Yafei sent away the manager and the nanny car, and walked with Huang Shi under an umbrella.

When he got in the car and closed the car door, An Yafei didn't stop smiling, but when he saw Huang Shi holding him down, he kissed fiercely. The young man's eyes were slightly startled, his eyes were lazy, and with a smile, he also hugged the other person's neck and returned. kiss.

This blatant homosexual behavior at the beginning caused uproar and uproar in most theaters, but Fei Yizhen and Liang Qing at the premiere venue obviously didn't know about it yet, and most of the venues were public figures and As a reporter, I still have basic qualities, and I seem to be relatively quiet.

The plot of the film unfolds slowly in front of the audience.

The author has something to say: Analytical psychology theory has long held that homophobia is a result of homophobic people repressing their own same-sex desires.One study showed that homophobic people showed higher signs of sexual arousal when watching same-sex sexual acts than non-homophobic people.

——Wikipedia entry "Homophobia"

Chinanews.com, July 7. According to Taiwan's Dongsen News Network, Chambers, chairman of the largest "anti-gay" group in the United States, dropped a shock bomb a month ago, "I have been attracted to men for many years..."

Chambers also announced the disbandment of the gay treatment facility he led, and apologized to the gay, lesbian, bisexual and transgender people who have been hurt by his remarks over the years, "any gay treatment is a bluff, I have never seen people Successful sex change!"

According to reports, Chambers leads Exodus, a gay healing organization composed of 260 churches, which advertises reliable prayers to "cure" those who are not heterosexual.Chambers once boasted that he "returned to normal" from being gay by "the power of faith" and married a beautiful woman.

Unexpectedly, after holding high the banner of anti-gay for more than 10 years, Chambers finally couldn't continue acting. He admitted in June this year that he has always loved a man, which has never changed over the years. Gay treatment is useless. Gay rights groups praised He "has the courage to admit his mistakes and face himself, this is the real man." But the anti-gay religious group, a former comrade-in-arms, said sourly: "Thank God for His mercy, 'Judas' finally revealed his true colors."

"A new generation of Christians must seek change," Chambers said after announcing the closure of "Exodus." biblical worldview."

——Chinanews.com, July 7th