back to innocence

Fei Yizhen has simulated this scene countless times, and he has imagined Fei Zhiming's reaction when he chooses words carefully.It is impossible for a person to step into the same river twice, and it is impossible for history to repeat the same trajectory twice, so Fei Yizhen predicted it at the beginning. For the same news, facing the 25-year-old Fei Yizhen and the 16-year-old Fei Yizhen Fei Yizhen, Fei's father and mother may have different reactions.

This is why he originally planned to let his parents know two years later. People always believe that a person will have a more mature judgment as he grows older.But the 25-year-old Mo Yao also regrets that she did not fall in love early at the age of 16, and did not bravely pursue her dreams, because such years will never be there again, and such courage is slowly fading.

All the feelings that used to make us desperate are slowly wearing away, and in the end there is only numbness and peace, telling ourselves over and over again: This is good, why work harder?You are already aging slowly and cannot bear the blow.

Some things you think are too early at the time, and then too late, as if you will never find the right moment.But only when such a step is really taken, Fei Yi really knows, that is "now".

Only the moment of "now" is all he can grasp.

He said solemnly to Fei Zhiming: "I can't say that I'm ready now, but no one can say that the next day's decision will be correct. I only know that I want to do this, and I feel that I should. Do. I don't know what the future holds, but Dad, I will take responsibility for myself. I don't need you to do anything for me, I just need you to tell me: You will forgive me for being selfish and selfish. Because you are the most important people to me, I really... can't do something against your wishes that might hurt you."

Fei Zhiming was silent for a while, then sighed: "You don't want to do things that hurt us, so will your mother and I do things that hurt you?"

His words are already equivalent to letting go.

Fei Yi was really overjoyed, his eyes were sour, and he couldn't help blurring his vision. After a while, he grabbed Fei Zhiming's hand and choked up, saying, "Dad, I'm not filial."

Although he already knew that his parents would respect his wishes in the end, Fei Yizhen was also prepared for a long-term war of resistance, because the times and times were different, and his parents' ideas would definitely be different.No matter how many tragic coming out episodes or news he saw, Fei Yizhen never thought of falling in love at the cost of cutting off relations with his parents-there is no perfect way in this world, so he has already prepared it and spent many years Prepare to fight for this understanding.

Fei Zhiming and Chen Xueyan really love their son, Fei Yizhen feels that there may be no better parents than them in the world.They gave him life, love and respect, which is the best thing a parent can give a child.

Fei Zhiming's mood was actually a bit heavy, but he still pulled himself together and said with a smile: "You know how to comfort your mother, but you put on such an appearance yourself. Your father is not your mother, so why would you think such a thing Where are you 'broken'? No matter what, parents will never hurt you."

Then he paused for a few seconds, and said again: "We will never harm you. It's just this matter, I have to think about it, give me some time, my mind is a bit messed up now."

This was already the best result Fei Yizhen could have hoped for, he shut his mouth, with an excited expression, and nodded vigorously.

The dinner was relatively silent, Fei Yizhen tried his best to liven up the atmosphere by serving food for his parents, Fei Zhiming and Chen Xueyan also tried their best to cooperate, but after all, both of them had their own affairs in their hearts, and the atmosphere always seemed a little dull.

In the end, before Fei Yizhen went upstairs and returned to his room, he suddenly said to his parents who were still sitting: "...Dad, Mom. I love you."

Fei Zhiming and Chen Xueyan looked at each other, then raised their heads and said, "We love you too."

That night Fei father and mother went to bed very late.Fei Zhiming searched for information on the Internet, while Chen Xueyan bluffed beside him, pointing out the parts he cared about, and asked him to point them out for him to see.

Fei Yizhen heard the lights reflected in their room and the voices coming from, and his heart was mixed with joys and sorrows.

Chen Xueyan looked at the information Fei Zhiming searched, and her emotions began to fluctuate with the content.When she saw that homosexuality was classified as a mental illness and a series of treatment methods were developed, including so-called "treatment methods" such as castration and brain surgery, she couldn't help letting out a cry of surprise. Fei Zhiming comforted He held her slightly trembling palm, and then looked up the specific meaning of each noun.

Chen Xueyan didn't allow him to check, and said in a trembling voice: "Why are you checking this!? Why are you checking this!? Absolutely not, don't even think about it."

Fei Zhiming said: "Don't make trouble, I will just find out. My son is gay, so of course I want to have a comprehensive understanding of the history of this group and society."

He was also a little speechless to Chen Xueyan's overreaction. Could it be that he would really send his son to castration, electroshock hypnosis, and brain surgery?To be honest, this treatment method usually seems to Fei Zhiming to be a joke, it is clearly a punishment rather than a treatment. If it is really used on Fei Yizhen, Fei Zhiming will be more unbearable than Chen Xueyan.

What's more, according to the research and investigation, these methods can't cure homosexuality at all.

The two couples read the information very late, and Chen Xueyan was always taken aback. When she saw various treatment methods and social incidents, her expression looked more uncomfortable than that of the victims. She was patient and looked very carefully; when she saw that homosexuality was removed from the ranks of mental illness, she was obviously relieved; but when she saw the attitudes of all walks of life towards abnormal sexual orientation, her heart was suspended again...

That night, the lights in the master bedroom of the two of them were on for a long time and did not go out until midnight.

When Xue Chen came home, he was surprised to find that Liang Qing came out of Father Liang's study.But the son glanced at her, didn't even say hello, and just went upstairs by himself.

Xue Chen was very angry and shouted: "Stop! What's your attitude!?"

In the past, Liang Qing's attitude was mostly that of Liang's father, and he rarely threw his face at Xue Chen like this.

Xue Chen was naturally very angry.

Liang Qing didn't want to talk to her at first, but since he was stopped, he still called out in a non-enthusiastic way: "Mom."

Xue Chen said to her, "Come here, I have something to tell you."

Liang Qing was taken aback for a moment, not knowing what she wanted to say.His heart skipped a beat, wondering if Xue Chen's mentality had changed, so he walked down.

Because Liang's father was in the study, Xue Chen opened the door of another entertainment room with a mahjong table, led Liang Qing in and closed the door.

After signaling Liang Qing to find a place to sit down, Xue Chen said, "Are you determined to go this way?"

Liang Qing replied: "Yes!"

"I can't control you anymore?"

Liang Qing replied directly: "If Yizhen and I are to be separated, that's impossible."

Xue Chen nodded, and said, "I've raised you for 16 years. I'd rather have a dog. At least a male dog won't run away with wild dogs outside."

Xue Chen's words were so insulting, Liang Qing never thought that his own mother would say such words, and suddenly stood up from his seat.

Xue Chen sneered and said, "What? Do you want to do it? You have learned Liang Shoucheng's virtues thoroughly. You should do it!"

Liang Qing laughed angrily instead: "I won't fight with you, because you gave birth to me anyway. If I fight with you, Yizhen will probably blame me again. That's right, I'm not a good thing? Are you? Aunt Uncle and Aunt Chen are the ones who are called parents, you... most people care more about raising a dog than you raising me."

He was also extremely disappointed with Xue Chen, and he turned around and wanted to go out.

Xue Chen was extremely angry and shouted: "Stop!"

She couldn't restrain her anger and yelled at Liang Qing: "What kind of drug did the Fei family give you? How dare you talk to me like that!? Fei Zhiming, Chen Xueyan, you should be their son! Yes, they are good!" Parents, raise a male whore, hook my son's soul!"

Liang Qing suddenly roared angrily: "You are not allowed to insult Yizhen!"

He slammed his fist on the table, making a loud noise, the solid wooden table was sunken, and his fist swelled up quickly.

But this bit of pain couldn't suppress him at all. He was really angry when he heard Xue Chen insult Fei Yi like this.

Xue Chen was also taken aback. She wanted to swear a few more words at first, but she opened her mouth, but swallowed it again. Her dislike for the Fei family and Fei Yi's true feelings became more and more serious.

Liang Qing said with a complicated expression: "Mom, you really opened my eyes today."

Xue Chen sneered and said, "You have also increased my knowledge. The son I have raised for so many years, I dare to raise it for Fei Zhiming!?"

Due to the taboo against Liang Qing's anger and force, she restrained her words, but this time she did not use too insulting language.

Liang Qing glanced at her, and suddenly sighed: "Actually, I would rather be raised by Uncle Fei."

Such a sigh from his heart really hurt Xue Chen.She clenched her fists, not believing that her beloved youngest son would say such a thing to her. After a while, her voice became completely cold, and she said, "Liang Qing, you can think whatever you like, but let me tell you , if you dare to leave now, prepare for Fei Yizhen to die in an unexpected accident tomorrow."

Liang Qing suddenly turned his head and looked at Xue Chen in disbelief.

He asked coldly: "What do you mean!?"

Xue Chen put on a cold face, raised his chin, and said with a smile or not: "That's what you think. There are ways in this world to make people die from unexpected disasters. No matter how powerful Fei Zhiming is, he can always guard against it." Let the heavens fall upon your own son!?"