Su Rui is fine physically, but her mental state is obviously very poor.

Dr. Liu said to him, "Why is it such a heavy mental burden, please relax. I will introduce you to a psychologist, what do you think?"

Su Rui shook her head, "Thank you, but no need."

Doctor Liu said, "You are a medical student yourself, why do you hide your illness and avoid medical treatment?"

Su Rui remained silent.

Dr. Liu said in a good voice, "Am I even resisting now?"

Su Rui said, "Thank you, but it's really unnecessary."

Doctor Liu said again, "Try to see a psychiatrist."

Su Rui was silent for a while before saying, "I don't want to, I know my situation. I don't need another person to know my situation."

Dr. Liu frowned and said, "In your current state, do you have no sense of trust in everyone? You can't do it if you continue like this."

Su Rui said, "It's you who made me unable to have a sense of trust. Did you tell Xie Linyun about me alone?"

Dr. Liu said, "He is your boyfriend, he signed for your operation, and he has the right to know."

Su Rui stood up from the chair, and said apologetically, "I was too emotional. Dr. Liu, if I'm fine, I'll leave first."

Doctor Liu wanted to say something else, but Su Rui had already walked out quickly.

Leaving the hospital and sitting in the car, Xie Linyun said to Su Rui, "Go to my house."

Su Rui stared blankly out of the car window, wondering if she heard what he said.

Xie Linyun had no choice but to put his arms around his shoulders, and turned his face away, "Su Rui, don't think about it, you go back and have a good night's rest."

Su Rui glanced at him, pulled herself together, and said, "I'm fine."

At night, Su Rui could hardly eat anything, so she climbed into bed early, lying on the bed, always feeling like her soul was out of body, he thought, he should go see that boy again tomorrow.

Xie Linyun took the milk into the room, put the milk on the bedside table, and sat on the edge of the bed. Seeing that Su Rui's eyes were completely open, he said, "Drink some milk."

Su Rui turned to look at him, "Thank you."

Xie Linyun supported him to sit up, and passed the milk into his hand. Su Rui drank it slowly, and Xie Linyun said, "Is it because of that boy?"

Su Rui said, "Not really. When I was in the hospital before, I saw several cases like mine, and I'm not yet..."

Xie Linyun said, "Why are you so sad. You are not the savior, everyone has to bear their own destiny. They are too."

Su Rui looked at Xie Linyun quietly, "But he is so young, only eight years old. He has never read a book, and he is like an exhibit for everyone to look at with curious eyes. What a crime he was born."

Su Rui's eyes were red, and tears rolled in his eyes, but they didn't flow out in the end. He knew that Xie Linyun was not at fault. If it wasn't for Xie Linyun, where would he have someone to confide in, and who would comfort him? Slowly turned his gaze to the other side.

Xie Linyun reached out and hugged him. In fact, he had a lot of words of comfort, but he didn't say anything.

There were sleeping pills in the milk, and Su Rui fell asleep quickly.

Xie Linyun put him back on the bed, leaned down and kissed him on the forehead, covered him with a quilt, and walked out of the room.

Xie Linyun went to make two phone calls.

"Well... yes... I found it. I'll pay for his operation. Thank you, Lao Li."

Su Rui's condition improved a lot the next day, but she couldn't help being absent-minded when she played tennis with Xie Linyun in the morning. In the afternoon, she said that she had something to do, and she didn't ask Xie Linyun to send it to her, but Chen Jian.

Su Rui asked Chen Jian to drive the car under the overpass the day before, but no one was seen. Su Rui searched everywhere, but couldn't find anyone.

He had no choice but to get in the car again and asked Chen Jian to send him back to school.

In the car, Chen Jian said, "Mr. Xie really has a sincere heart for you, Miss Su. He is very busy recently. Miss Su, if you have spare time, please pay more attention to him. Don't always have conflicts. What's the meaning."

Su Rui murmured and couldn't speak.

Chen Jian said again, "It's good for these two people to get along with each other. I used to think that Mr. Xie came to chase you, which was a little frivolous, and I thought it was not good. Now, seeing Mr. Xie's heart for you, he is more sincere than anything else. It's gone."

Su Rui knew what he meant, maybe she really didn't know what to do.

Su Rui talked with Mr. Liu about his intention to apply for a one-year exchange abroad, and Mr. Liu was also very supportive, but this time he did not ask Che Yan to ask him about the laboratory abroad, but only asked him where he wanted to go.

Su Rui said that he found some laboratories related to his subject, and found the tutor's mailbox from the paper to send an email to inquire.

Teacher Liu said, "It's too troublesome. It's just that I don't know the basic research laboratory, so I'll ask Lao Lin to recommend it to you."

Su Rui said, "Will this bother Teacher Lin too much?"

Teacher Liu said, "It's just a matter of a few words from him. If there is no such recommendation, you have to send emails to each laboratory to inquire, which is very troublesome."

Su Rui thanked Mr. Liu.

Afterwards, Teacher Liu really told Teacher Lin, and after a few days, Teacher Lin called Su Rui and said, "You want to apply for an exchange abroad, and this matter is not easy to handle. Pu Xin will contact you."

Su Rui was surprised and said, "Ms. Pu knows about this?"

Teacher Lin said, "I emailed him."

In the past two years of the world economic crisis, laboratory funds have been mostly reduced, and it is not easy to apply for foreign laboratory exchanges, unless it is a penny that does not require others, and used to be a free labor force.

Teacher Lin's own students recommended two, and it would be a great favor to ask him to make recommendations for himself, and he obviously pushed the matter to Pu Xin.

Su Rui said, "Teacher Pu agrees?"

Teacher Lin said, "He said that he will recommend you and will contact you by email."

Su Rui smiled and thanked Mr. Lin.

Su Rui sat at the desk in Xie Linyun's home study and surfed the Internet. Pu Xin emailed him back, saying that he had inquired about the laboratory of his former supervisor, and said that he could be allowed to do exchanges in the past, but the funding might not be guaranteed, but if he went to give If you do a certain project, you can provide a monthly scholarship of one thousand dollars.

In fact, the country provides subsidies for exchange students, but there are only two places in the college. Su Rui is not sure that she will be able to apply for this part of the money from the country, so she values ​​the scholarship provided by the other laboratory.

With a thousand dollars, life will probably be a little hard, but not impossible.

Su Rui was answering emails when her cell phone rang, and after a glance, it was Su Wei.

He got up and went to the side to answer the phone. Xie Linyun came into the study, went to the desk to get something, and glanced at Su Rui's computer.

The "dr. puxin" raised his head and instantly attracted his attention.

So without Su Rui's consent, he read the email.

He stood by and waited for Su Rui and Su Wei to finish their phone call, and then said to Su Rui, "Why didn't you tell me about going abroad to study before?"

Su Rui said, "This is next year. If you don't apply, I'll tell you, it's meaningless, isn't it?"

Xie Linyun leaned against the side of the bookshelf, which was made of heavy mahogany. Standing there, he was usually gentle and gentle, but at this moment he put a lot of pressure on Su Rui.

He said, "Haven't it occurred to you that you could ask me for help and advice on this?"

Su Rui froze for a moment, then said, "I don't need this."

Xie Linyun looked at Su Rui for a while, and Su Rui's neck felt cold when he looked at him, and said, "What's wrong with you?"

Xie Linyun said, "Do you regard me as your man?"

"Ah?" Su Rui was slightly surprised, and said, "How do you mention this?"

Xie Linyun turned around with some disappointment and left.

Su Rui stood by the chair, looked down at the computer, thinking that the relationship between him and Xie Linyun was really bad.

Is this what he wants, or is it not.

There is something in the world that scares Su Rui.

Su Rui thought, probably lost.

This applies to everyone.

When Su Rui thought of losing Xie Linyun in the future, he had already developed fear.

There is no way to resist loss, maybe there has never been.

Xie Linyun has been back to City K for a while. Su Rui's birthday is on Christmas Eve. Su Rui didn't remind Xie Linyun, and he thought he wouldn't know.

Su Wei said, "Cook a big meal at home."

Su Rui said, "I am a birthday star, you cook, and I will buy a small cake myself."

Su Wei said, "Let's buy a big cake."

Su Rui said, "I don't like cakes, can you finish them then?"

Su Wei, "Don't underestimate me."

Both of them were happier, celebrating birthday and Christmas together.

The matter of Su Rui's going abroad has been confirmed. Su Wei and Su's father are quite happy. Regarding the issue of going abroad as a guarantee, Su's father told Su Rui not to worry, and the family can pay him this part of the money.

Su Rui was going abroad, which made Su's father feel very honorable. His uncle and aunt's family knew about it, and his uncle called Su Rui to congratulate him, saying that he could lend him [-] yuan for the shortfall.

Su Rui was very grateful, but refused.

Zhou Yao went to Su Rui's house to spend Christmas Eve, never thought that it was Su Rui's birthday.

He brought a bag of apples, Su Wei opened the door, saw him, smiled and said, "Brother Zhou Yao, why are you here?"

Zhou Yao smiled and said, "Christmas Eve, I have nothing to do, so come over to your house to have a look."

Giving the apple to Su Wei, Su Wei said, "Today is my sister's birthday. We haven't eaten yet. Have you eaten? Hurry up and eat."

Zhou Yao had already had dinner, but it was Su Rui's birthday, so he sat down at the dinner table again to have a little fun.

Su Rui put candles on the cake, one two, one five, Su Wei took the lighter and lit the candles, and said, "If there is still a zero, you will be two hundred and five."

Su Rui slapped him, "Get lost."

Su Wei smiled and lit the candles, rushed over to turn off the lights, and began to sing exaggeratedly, "Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you..."

After going through this cycle five times, Su Rui shouted, "Aren't you finished?"

Su Wei said, "Okay. Let's blow out the candles after making a wish."

Zhou Yao was laughing, and Su Rui was wearing the birthday paper hat that Su Wei forced him to wear on his head. He clasped his hands together in embarrassment, and made a wish in his heart, "May everything go well and my family is in good health... Xie Lin Yun also... everything smoothly."

Then he quickly blew out the candles, Su Wei had already run to turn on the light, and said, "What wish did you make, why so fast."

Su Rui said, "I won't tell you. Bring the knife and cut the cake."

Su Wei smiled and handed her the cake knife. At this time, the door was knocked again, and Su Wei muttered, "Who is it?"

Get up and go to open the door.

Xie Linyun was wearing a black coat, tall and elegant, and when he saw him, he nodded with a smile and said, "Su Wei. Su Rui is here."

Su Rui had already got up, and when she saw Xie Linyun, she smiled at him and said, "You're here, just in time to eat cake."

The two haven't seen each other for more than ten days. Although there are phone calls and text messages, they are rare, and sometimes they only contact once in three or four days.

Both of them knew in their hearts that something was changing.

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