no attack no land

With the car accident before, even if Lu Lanqing was very angry, she didn't plan to talk about running away from home and breaking up.He knew that Lai Xuchen would do whatever it takes to keep him, and he didn't want to cause trouble for himself because of being angry for a while.

So, since he got home, he hasn't spoken a word to Lai Xuchen.

After eating with the Sun family members, he went back to Sun Yusheng's room.

Because Sun Yusheng lives on campus, Lu Lanqing is using Sun Yusheng's room.Sun Yusheng's room was not big, but it was tidy by Lu Lanqing, unlike Lai Xuchen's room, those who didn't know it thought it was a utility room.Lu Lanqing tidied him up a few times, but within a few days he returned to his original state. Finally, Lu Lanqing gave up on him and slept in a separate room.

When the knock on the door sounded, it was already midnight, and Huang Zejiao and Sun Tianhao had already gone back to their rooms to rest.Wearing coral fleece pajamas and sandals, Lai Xuchen stood at the door of Lu Lanqing's room and decided to knock on the door after thinking for a long time.

"Lan Qing, are you asleep?" Lai Xuchen asked tentatively, he knew he wasn't asleep, and he couldn't fall asleep when he was worried.

The lights in the room were not turned on, and Lu Lanqing was sitting at the computer desk, immersed in the darkness.

"Lan Qing, I know you haven't slept. Open the door for me. I want to have a good talk with you." Lai Xuchen knocked on the door again, and at the same time put his ear on the door to listen to the movement inside.

In the south in December, although the temperature did not reach below zero, the coldness made people have nowhere to hide.When Lai Xuchen pressed his face against the door, he felt that half of his face was cold, and the cold wind that pierced through the crack of the door was cooling his feet, and a feeling of uneven heat and cold came over him. .

"I'm asleep, I don't want to talk about it." Lu Lanqing replied coldly.In the dead of night, people are prone to depression, small emotions are easy to come up, and it is easy to think too much.Lu Lanqing didn't want to talk to someone who was full of lies, she just wanted to be alone.

He suddenly missed them ten years ago. At that time, there were not so many complicated things, no lies, and they were as simple as a piece of white paper.In this blank paper, there is only the other party's name and the other party's memory.But now, there are too many things between them, which are killing the pure beauty of the past.

Lai Xuchen at the door paused for a while and said, "Lan Qing, I actually have the key to your room. If you don't open the door for me, I'll go get the key..."

Before the words fell, the door opened from the inside to the outside.

Lai Xuchen clung to the door to listen, almost lost his footing, and fell directly into Lu Lanqing's arms.

"Say something quickly!" Lu Lanqing's eyes were gloomy. He stood at the door, not intending to let Lai Xuchen into the room.

"It's so cold in the corridor, can I go in and talk?" Lai Xuchen, who had been standing at the door in flip-flops for ten minutes, shivered, his hands and feet were frozen.

Lu Lanqing glanced at him, removed the hand holding the doorknob, turned around and walked into the house.

Like a thief, Lai Xuchen followed behind him with his hands on his tiptoes.He closed the door behind him and turned on the light.

"I'll give you 10 minutes. Get the hell out of here." Lu Lanqing turned around the chair, sat down, and looked up at Lai Xuchen who was standing in front of her.

Lai Xuchen was taken aback for a moment, then laughed and muttered: "Lan Qing, don't treat me like this, I already know I was wrong."

A few seconds later, he took out a few sheets of paper from his trouser pocket, unfolded them and placed them on the computer desk next to Lu Lanqing, and said, "This is a [-]-word self-criticism I wrote, all written by myself, without a single word. copy!"

Lu Lanqing's eyes swept over the paper, and the words were as ugly as they were picked up from a garbage dump.

"Who is interested in seeing this kind of thing?" After finishing speaking, Lu Lanqing crumpled up the few pieces of paper and threw them into the trash can next to her.

He crossed his legs, looked at Lai Xuchen's expression of wanting to stop but dared not speak, his eyes still only had indifference.

"It doesn't matter if you don't look at it, it's the same if I tell you directly." Lai Xuchen didn't dare to sit down, because Lu Lanqing didn't speak, so he had to stand in front of him like a child who made a mistake, drooping his head: "Lan Qing , I was really angry that day. I just wanted to comfort you, but you told me to get out, and lost my temper with me for no reason. I regretted it when I walked out the door, but you knew I was saving face, so I didn't dare to turn back..."

"Although you told me to go away, I didn't go far away. I was sitting in the canteen downstairs in the community, looking at your balcony. I just wanted to wait for you to calm down, call me, and tell me to go back... "

"But you didn't call me, and you turned off the lights. I was so angry, I poured a few bottles of beer at the entrance of the canteen. As soon as the alcohol hit me, I saw you getting into Gan Shaoqun's car."

Lai Xuchen talked about the situation at that time, but he never dared to raise his eyes to look at Lu Lanqing. He put his hands behind his back and grasped nervously, for fear of being seen by Lu Lanqing.

Lu Lanqing didn't speak, just looked at him indifferently and listened to him quietly.

"I've been shouting for a long time. I hope you can look back at me. If you look back, I can admit my mistake, but you didn't. You left with someone else."

"For the first time, I feel angry and powerless. I am afraid of losing you, and I willfully want to fight back."

"Actually, I didn't think too much about it. I just wanted to see if you would be angry because of me and if you would be a little nervous about me."

"As soon as my brain got hot, I called Jian Xiaofei to the bar. I drank a lot of wine, and I wanted to call you and ask you to pick me up, but I didn't dare. I was afraid what would happen if you didn't come? What should you do if you are really angry when you see me and Jian Xiaofei together?"

"Then I kept calling your name, calling you to pick me up, and finally Jian Xiaofei called you, but you didn't come, and you were so indifferent."

"At that moment, my heart died. Why can you act like you don't care about me at all? I was the one who was with you, but you left with others because of your temper."

"I didn't take a kiss photo with Jian Xiaofei on purpose, I was actually drunk, my brain was flooded, and I wanted to annoy you, because you refused to take a kiss photo with me before, refused to come to pick me up, and even pissed me off. "

"I'm usually aggressive and don't think about things, but my heart is also made of glass, and I'm very fragile, especially when I'm facing you."

When he said this, Lai Xuchen raised his head, raised four fingers, and made a gesture of swearing to the sky, and said: "But I swear, Jian Xiaofei and I did nothing except take pictures. If I lie, I will Let the lightning strike me to death!"

A flash of lightning flashed across the night sky outside the window, followed by a thunderclap a few seconds later.

The room was suddenly quiet, leaving only embarrassment floating in the cold air.

"Lan Qing, that was just a coincidence, I swear to God, if I lie to you again, I will be struck with a thunderbolt!"

Another thunder tore through the night and landed impartially on a tree outside the window.

With a snap, the trunk broke and made a sound of falling to the ground.

The suddenly quiet air, the inseparable embarrassment, spread in the silent night...