no attack no land

The headlights of the locomotive shone in, and a locomotive slowly drove into the yard and stopped at one side.After the headlights went out, a man and a woman stepped off the motorcycle and began to remove their helmets.

"Mom and Dad, are you back? Do you want to eat barbecue?" She Yan looked in the direction of the two of them, and was about to carry the barbecue over.

"You guys eat." The man put the helmet on the motorcycle, and then took off the cake hanging from the handle.He walked to the long table with a lot of food, put down the cake, and hugged She Yan: "Happy birthday to you!"

"Thank you dad."

"This is a birthday present that your dad and I bought for you. Happy birthday to you!" She Yan's mother came over with a beautiful gift bag, smiled gently, and handed it to She Yan.

She Yan took the gift and said with a smile, "Thank you, Mom."

Lai Xuchen untied the braid on his head, fiddled with his bangs a few times, and looked in the direction of She Yan's parents. He really wanted to see what kind of woman She Yan's stepmother was.But when his eyes accidentally met the woman, all the expressions on his face disappeared.

Something was ticking uncontrollably.

that woman...

After Lu Lanqing saw the woman's appearance, she couldn't help frowning.

That woman is Lai Xuchen's biological mother, the woman who abandoned him and started a new family with someone else.

Lai Xuchen thought that he no longer remembered that he still had his mother, and he thought that he would never see her in this life, but many times, many things were just such dramas.Abandoning his mother, she was showing a gentle smile to someone else's son, with a happy face, as if she didn't remember that she also had a son.

"Xuchen, are you okay?" Lu Lanqing hurriedly raised her hand and wiped away the tears on his face with her thumb. His body was shaking and his fists were clenched tightly.

"I was wrong, right? That woman is not my mother, right?" Tears kept pouring out as if they couldn't stop, Lai Xuchen couldn't take his eyes off that woman, he couldn't believe that there would be such a coincidence in this world matter.

The smell of barbecue was blown away by the wind, and the smell of cumin powder and the bitterness of tears intertwined in the middle of the night.People in the yard were having a carnival, singing birthday songs, blowing out candles, and cutting cakes, while the quiet corner under the eaves seemed to be sinking into a pool of stagnant water, terribly desolate.

"Come here and eat cake." The woman shouted towards the eaves.

When their eyes were about to meet, Lai Xuchen turned his face away and shifted his gaze.He lowered his head and wiped the tears from his face, pretending to be calm.That kind of feeling is like someone throwing a torpedo in the lake of your heart. The depth of your heart has exploded, but there are no waves on the surface.

Lu Lanqing finally couldn't stand it anymore, he got up, grabbed Lai Xuchen's arm, and walked across the yard.

"Have fun, we have something urgent, so let's go first." Lu Lanqing walked out of the yard full of laughter and laughter, standing between him and her.

The laughter gradually faded away in the lonely night, and finally there was only the creaking of street lamps and the grinning of the night wind blowing through the clothes and hair.

On this road, there are no pedestrians, no vehicles, and only two slender figures are left in the silence.The figure walked forward under the flickering street lights, and finally stopped in a more lonely place.

"If you want to cry, just cry, there is no one else here." Lu Lanqing sighed in his heart, and he looked at Lai Xuchen beside him.

Lai Xuchen stopped under the broken street lamp, his lips were trembling, the muscles of his cheeks trembled slightly, and the liquid in his eyes did not fall for a long time.He resisted it, didn't want to cry, didn't want to shed any more tears, but it was useless, he finally turned around, hugged Lu Lanqing and burst into tears.

The emotion that had been hidden in my heart for more than ten years suddenly found a breakthrough, burst out, and hurt my heart.

"You still have me." Lu Lanqing didn't know what to comfort, he was never good at comforting others, so he could only pat Lai Xuchen's back lightly, again and again.

Lai Xuchen stood like this under the dim streetlight, holding Lu Lanqing in his arms, crying like a man.

This was the first time in ten years that he cried so badly.He thought that his tears had been dried up when his mother left him, but he didn't expect that human tears can't be dried up.

When you know that you may never see someone in your life, you will not look forward to it, nor will you be sad, because time will make everything normal.However, when someone shows up in a way that you cannot accept, the shock is far greater than you can imagine.

Just like the current Lai Xuchen, he never expected to see his mother one day. It can be seen that when he saw her, the other party was so happy that he forgot his existence.That kind of feeling will be very painful, the invisible pain devours the human soul bit by bit in the heart.

Lai Xuchen didn't know how long he had been crying, he only remembered that when he raised his head, the windbreaker on Lu Lanqing's shoulders became darker.Taking a closer look, Lu Lanqing's shoulders were already soaked with his tears.

"This is the first time you've cried in all the years I've known you." Lu Lanqing raised her hand, wiped the tears on his face, and sighed softly.

"Are you going to laugh at me? This is your only chance." Lai Xuchen sobbed a few times, stopped crying, and took back all his emotions.

Lu Lanqing shook her head, smiled slightly, leaned forward and kissed his slightly trembling lips, "I'm not laughing at you, it's nothing funny."

Lai Xuchen was startled, and slowly lowered his head, leaning on Lu Lanqing's shoulder, staring down at the darkness on the ground.

"When I was ten years old, my mother left with a man who started the car. I used to hate her, and I used to hope that she would come back." The deep voice floated in the air, a little sad.

"But she never came back..."

"I always wondered, where would she be? With whom, would she still remember me?"

"I saw her today, and the smile on her face was very happy. She bought gifts for other people's sons' birthdays, but she didn't give me a birthday."

"My father is a bad person, he is not good to my mother, and he is not filial. I heard that my mother married my father because she was pregnant with me. So, after my father died, my mother left with others , everyone is not surprised, even my grandfather..."

"I thought that I would never see my mother again in this life, but in this way... I feel very sad."

"I want to ask her, do you still remember that I have a biological son? I want to ask her, if your child is dead, will you be sad? But I am afraid that she will know that I am dead, and that she will really Sad and afraid it will affect her life."

Lai Xuchen talked for a long time on his own, and in the end, he didn't know what he was talking about before stopping.

"Lan Qing, I actually don't blame her, because everyone has the right to choose happiness and the life they want. In order to live the life they want, everyone has something to give up. But I, just It just happened to be something she had to give up."

"Actually, seeing how happy she is now, I'm also very happy, really, very happy." When he said this, Lai Xuchen's voice was full of tears.

Lu Lanqing slowly raised her hand, hugged him, and then said slowly: "Xu Chen, happy birthday, I will celebrate every birthday for you in the future."

Lai Xuchen was startled, his eyes widened, and then he burst into tears holding Lu Lanqing.

It turns out that his birthday is today, he can hardly remember it...