no attack no land

Have you ever had a feeling of being drawn into the mist, as if someone is holding your heart tightly, and the heart beats violently when it is squeezed.

You are desperately trying to see things for what they are, and you are desperately trying to break free.But I found that I was rapidly falling into some kind of excitement and desire.

That kind of feeling will turn people's reason into ashes in an instant.

Then, there was no reaction; then, it was the body's instinctive reaction.

Lai Xuchen opened his eyes wide, watching Lu Lanqing suddenly kiss him.

His kissing skills are not good, he just kisses his lips back and forth, very impatient, but not deep.

He is like a novice who has tasted the forbidden fruit for the first time. He can't wait, but he can't find a way.

After being stunned for a few seconds, Lai Xuchen turned back and pressed him under him.

There was a smirk on the corner of his lips, and his fingers moved along Lu Lanqing's cheeks, slowly across his lips, and landed on his chin.

"It's wrong to kiss like this, I'll teach you." Lai Xuchen lifted his chin, leaned over and kissed it.

The soft lips touched, from the first light rubbing to licking, and then from licking to sucking, the sound of kissing gradually became clearer.

Lai Xuchen involuntarily stretched his hand into Lu Lanqing's clothes, his hand moved along his silky body, and the tip of his tongue swept across his lips.

The jaws were pried open, and the tip of the tongue was inserted into the mouth, flexibly teasing the tongue waiting to be guided.

At this step, Lu Lanqing, who had lightly closed her eyes, suddenly opened them.

He frowned, looking at Lai Xuchen with such a good kissing skill, he didn't know what he was thinking.

He suddenly raised his leg and gave Lai Xuchen a hard push in the abdomen.

"Damn!" Lai Xuchen rolled directly onto the bed beside him, clutching his stomach and rolling back and forth.

If Lu Lanqing's knees and elbows were a little lower, the roots of his tall and straight descendants would probably be broken.

"If you don't want to, just say it, don't hit someone suddenly!" Lai Xuchen lay on his side on the bed, hugging his stomach and glaring at Lu Lanqing.

"Who taught you?" Lu Lanqing straddled Lai Xuchen's crotch with her legs, and looked down at him condescendingly, "How many people have you kissed?"

"Isn't the reason why you hit me a bit mysterious?" Lai Xuchen didn't know whether to laugh or cry, he felt that Lu Lanqing's sudden anger was kind of amazing.

Then, he couldn't help laughing until his shoulders trembled.

"I have lived for more than [-] years, but I have only kissed you, and I learned to kiss from DVDs." Lai Xuchen covered his face with his hands, feeling a little shy when Lu Lanqing looked down on him like this, "Since I kissed you in the classroom , After being slapped by you, I went to watch the DVD. Unexpectedly, when I applied what I learned, I was still slapped by you."

"Okay, don't learn, optics are some crooked ways!" Lu Lanqing's anger subsided, he didn't intend to continue, but straightened his windbreaker and sat by the bed.

"I'll let you learn the good ones. Of course I have to learn some bad ones to complement you." Lai Xuchen smirked, then turned over and sat up. He rubbed his abdomen and looked at Lu Lanqing's side face with his chin resting, " I am very dedicated, and I have only had one girlfriend in ten years."

Lu Lanqing frowned again, and he squinted at Lai Xuchen with an expression of ready to beat someone up.

"Come on, ex-girlfriend, say hello to my first love." Lai Xuchen raised his left hand and touched Lu Lanqing's face.

Lu Lanqing looked at his left hand, eyes full of deep disgust: "Take your hand away!"

"Don't dislike my ex-girlfriend. Whenever I'm lonely and unbearable, it's always me by my side." Lai Xuchen pinched Lu Lanqing's face. It's excellent, "Why, don't you, have been holding back?"

"Get out!" Lu Lanqing seemed to be poked in the center of the heart, and directly replied a word of "roll".

"The 1.8-meter bed, where do you want me to go? On top of you?" Lai Xuchen looked at Lu Lanqing amusedly, and joked,

For some reason, there is a feeling of returning to ten years ago.He just likes to look at him with a displeased look on his face, but he can't kill him.

After a long time, Lu Lanqing said, "If I didn't come to you today, are you planning to die?"

"I won't lie to you anymore, almost." Lai Xuchen lay down on the bed again, staring intently at the lights on the ceiling, "I actually have nothing to worry about in this world, I have no family, no friends, occasionally colleagues around me die by accident."

"After you left, I went to the police academy and worked as a policeman for five years. In fact, I was quite a failure. I behaved like a hooligan."

"I saw a shooting star that day. In fact, the only person I still care about is you. I want to meet you again and start a new life."

Time is a magical thing, it flows silently, and like an hourglass, it seems to be able to turn it upside down.

Consciousness was separated from the long river of time, and then everything passed by like a revolving lantern. Among the turbulent scenes, only Lu Lanqing's smiling appearance was the most memorable.

Maybe it's the deep resonance between the souls, or maybe a certain desire is too strong.

The soul floating in the gap of time is put into another new body.

The hourglass is turned upside down; the soul is connected to a new track; time continues to flow.

"I make a wish to the shooting star, I hope to start a new life, and I hope to meet you in the rest of my life."

"The wish came true, but it's also absurd."

"That day, I saw Sun Yusheng crying."

"I thought, shouldn't I keep occupying other people's bodies? Should I return Sun Yuzhe to his family?"

Lai Xuchen babbled a lot, and these were all from his heart.

He is not a selfish person, at least, he is not selfish when it comes to things other than Lu Lanqing.

Although his death was caused by Sun Yuzhe, he died after all, this is fate, and no one can blame him.

If Sun Yuzhe's family knew that there was someone else living in this body, would they be sad?

Maybe it will be like Sun Yusheng that day?

He can't be so selfish, he can't occupy what belongs to others.

"Have you ever thought about me?" Lu Lanqing said suddenly, his voice was low, as if it was about to rain, "Have you ever thought that I will miss you?"

"But don't you, don't you like me?" Lai Xuchen sat up suddenly.

He said before that he liked Lu Lanqing, but Lu Lanqing never gave him an answer, only kissed him twice and slapped him.

Therefore, he thought that Lu Lanqing didn't like him. Rather than saying that he didn't like him, it might be better to say that Lu Lanqing might not like men.

Lu Lanqing, it's just because she has a good relationship with him that she never broke up with him, right?

"When did I say I don't like you?" Lu Lanqing lowered her head, her curly hair slightly covering his expression.

His legs are gracefully crossed, his hands are gently wrapped around his stomach, and he speaks beautifully.

"Have you ever seen someone who didn't like someone but didn't break up with him after the other party kissed him? Have you ever seen someone who didn't like someone but only smiled at him and cried in front of him?" Lu Lanqing asked repeatedly Lai Xuchen had several questions.

Lai Xuchen really hadn't thought about these questions before.

At that time, I was too innocent, and my thoughts were too straightforward. I never knew how to think in a different way, and I never knew how to figure out the other person's mind.

"In the final analysis, it's not that I didn't give you an answer, it's that your reaction was too slow." Lu Lanqing said slowly, "I really went to buy a big box on your birthday."

Lai Xuchen was stunned. He watched Lu Lanqing stand up from the bed.

He went to the window and swished the curtains aside.

The light outside was blinding, flooding into the room at once.

The typhoon seemed to have passed, and it was calm outside with a light drizzle.

"A person like you who only uses violence to solve problems, only thinks that the other party hits you, and just hates you." Lu Lanqing sighed, "The first time I hit you was because I was very disturbed, and I didn't know you Kiss me, is it for fun or for love. The first time I cried, it was because I felt that we were still young, and even if we wanted to do that kind of thing, we should wait until we were adults."

"I'm a selfish person, and I always think more about myself. I'm afraid of being lonely and being abandoned, so I'm afraid that you will leave me." Lu Lanqing turned around, her pretty eyes drooping slightly, staring at the long shadow on the ground, "But I can never stop what you are going to do."

"I'm looking for you just to make sure you're really him. As for whether you want to go or stay, it's up to you." Lu Lanqing straightened her windbreaker and walked towards the door, "The deposit slip is on the table, and you can go by yourself when you leave." retreat."

The door opened and closed, leaving nothing but silence.

Lai Xuchen was still thinking about what Lu Lanqing said.

This is the first time that Lu Lanqing has spoken her heart to him, and told him clearly that he is afraid of being lonely, afraid of being abandoned, and afraid of him leaving.

He vaguely remembered many things from many years ago. It turned out that it was not Lu Lanqing, but him who had been bewildered.

He couldn't see clearly that Lu Lanqing stayed with someone like him because he liked it.

He couldn't see clearly that Lu Lanqing was carrying bandages and medicine with him because he cared.

He couldn't see clearly that Lu Lanqing's fear and worry were always because of him.

Lai Xuchen sat on the edge of the bed and sighed, his heart felt heavier than ever.