no attack no land

"Does the patient have any family members? Get in touch." The doctor waved his hand in front of Qin Wen, calling his soul back.

"Doctor! Doctor!" The nurse who was taking up the wire exclaimed, and took several steps back in fright, shouting, "Fake corpse!"

Both the doctor and Qin Wen looked in the direction of the hospital bed, only to see Lai Xuchen, who had been declared dead, staring straight at the ceiling with his eyes open.

"The deceased was stimulated by electric current before death, and it is normal to have such a physiological reaction." The doctor walked over calmly. He was about to reach out to close the deceased's eyes, but the eyeballs of the deceased moved and stared straight at him. Look, his scalp is numb.

"I'm not dead!" Probably because he just woke up, Lai Xuchen's voice was extremely hoarse, and it sounded full of vicissitudes.Like a dry well, blown by the north wind.

"I thought I could go find you when I woke up, but..." Lai Xuchen sighed and cut off those memories, he reached out and clasped Lu Lanqing's fingers, holding them tightly: "After I woke up, I found that my body couldn't move. The doctor said that my brain nerves were damaged, even if I wake up, I may not be the same as before, and I may not be able to leave the hospital bed."

That day, he was lying on the hospital bed, feeling powerless.He can't drive his body, as if his consciousness and body are separate entities, unable to intertwine.

The doctor gave a suggestion and suggested that he be sent to a rehabilitation center for post-treatment to see if he could recover his physical functions.Qin Wen accepted the doctor's suggestion and transferred him to the rehabilitation center the next day.

Rehabilitation treatment is far more difficult than Lai Xuchen imagined, because he can't control his body, he has to learn various simple movements every day, such as raising hands, raising legs, walking, turning around, these seemingly simple movements at ordinary times, when he It gets very mechanical here.

Like a child, he was helped to learn to walk, and he had to stumble while walking.He desperately wanted to get back to normal, and desperately wanted to see Lu Lanqing, but the more urgent he was, the more he couldn't do anything well.In the first two months of rehabilitation, he suffered from depression, committed suicide, and was rescued by medical staff.He felt that he was already useless, and his life was meaningless.

If Qin Wen hadn't sent him Lu Lanqing's daily videos every day, he wouldn't have survived the day of recovery.He hugged his mobile phone every night and watched those short videos over and over again.In the video, Lu Lanqing's hair has grown, and he has changed into summer and autumn clothes. He is sitting at the door of the store reading and drawing... Every time after watching it, Lai Xuchen's pillow is moist.

"In the past six months, every day of your life has been going on in my eyes, but I don't want to see you as a disabled person. I don't want you to see me like that. So, I lied to the people from Qinwen United Hospital You." After saying all this, Lai Xuchen breathed a long sigh of relief, feeling relieved, "I'm really afraid that I won't be able to recover, I'm really afraid that my existence will bind you, I really don't want to..."

I don't want to be the person who is worthless in your eyes, I don't want your love for me to turn into sympathy, I don't want to be the one who is taken care of by you all my life.

I want to be a hero in your eyes, I want to be your solid backing, I want to be the shoulder you lean on when you cry, I want to love you, love you, and protect you in the best state...

Lai Xuchen didn't say these words, he felt that it was too nasty, saying it would make him sick.But he did think so in his heart, since the first time he met Lu Lanqing, he had thought so.

"You almost killed me, do you know that?" Lu Lanqing said suddenly, speaking of death lightly.

"What?" Lai Xuchen looked at Lu Lanqing in a daze.

"I took a bottle of sleeping pills that day and lay down waiting to die, thinking that I might see you after I die." Lu Lanqing said lightly, then touched under the pillow, and threw an empty medicine bottle to Lai Xuchen, " But he didn’t die, and nothing happened when he woke up from sleep.”

The empty medicine bottle bounced off Lai Xuchen's chest muscles and landed in the folds of the quilt. He picked up the empty bottle, looked at it, and sneered, "What can a bottle of calcium tablets do?"

"Calcium tablets?" Lu Lanqing's tone changed. He looked at Lai Xuchen with a rare blank expression on his face.

"Well, here are the calcium tablets." Lai Xuchen nodded unabashedly, "I found this bottle of sleeping pills the first time I came to your house, and I secretly replaced them with calcium tablets when I came to your second visit."

Probably on that stormy morning, they were fighting in the house and dislocated their hands. Lai Xuchen accidentally saw sleeping pills in his medicine box. He was worried that the sleeping pills were reserved for suicide, so he replaced them with a bottle of calcium tablets. .

"Taking sleeping pills is also a psychological effect. Look, you haven't discovered that it's calcium tablets." After finishing speaking, Lai Xuchen compared his heart and grinned, "Now, you know how much I love you."

"You..." Lu Lanqing looked like she wanted to sigh, but suddenly she sneered, "You love me so much."

"Yes, I want to love you to the end of time, to the end of the sea, to the end of iron pillars!" Said, Lai Xuchen hugged Lu Lanqing and kissed him to show his sincere affection for him.

A faint smile appeared on the corner of Lu Lanqing's lips. He shifted his gaze to the bedside table, looked at the small box and raised his eyebrows and said, "Bring your mint flavor here."

"Oh, good." Lai Xuchen thought that Lu Lanqing was going to give a gift, so he obediently took the delicate box over.

I saw Lu Lanqing took out a small package, held it in her hand and watched it back and forth for a long time, and said slowly, "There are only four?"

He looked up at Lai Xuchen, his unpredictable eyes were bewitching, as intoxicating as the curve of his lips.

"What do you want to express?" Lai Xuchen was a little surprised, because he remembered this kind of look. That time in the secret room, Lu Lanqing suddenly showed such an aggressive look, which made him unable to resist.

"My little cutie lied to me for half a year, and when he came back, he said that I was not physically strong." His breath was crushing, and every strand was a fatal temptation.He raised his lips and smiled like a pool of poison, "Four are so few, I can use them up tonight."

"Are you kidding me?" Before the words finished, a pressing kiss came up and blocked Lai Xuchen's lips.

The man who was attacking while tearing the package lifted the quilt and covered the two of them, intending to do bad things under the quilt.

"Lan Qing, I'm not mentally prepared yet, um..." The words were always cut off by a strong kiss before he finished speaking, and Lai Xuchen couldn't resist at all, not only because Lu Lanqing was not weak, but also because he was too strong. I love this person, and after being kissed by him, I am willing to dedicate everything to him, "Lan Qing, Lan Qing, slow down, uh..."

The shaking quilt suddenly stopped, Lu Lanqing leaned over, and whispered in Lai Xuchen's ear: "Kneel on the keyboard and continue to choose one."

"Strong man, come on!" Upon hearing these two choices, Lai Xuchen spread his arms, giving up and taking the attack instead.Kneeling on the keyboard at this tender moment is too tragic, let's continue!

"Then I'm here." The devil's voice lingered in his ears, but it was so sweet, so sweet that it made people feel that pain was also a kind of enjoyment.

"Lan Qing, I love you so much, do you love me or not!" From under the shaking quilt, came Lai Xuchen's cry of death.When he loves someone, he will say it out loud, wishing the whole world would know.

"I don't love you." Lu Lanqing panted, and answered in a very low voice.

"We're all like this, and you're still so dishonest..." Lai Xuchen felt lost, he raised his hand in the dark, and brushed away Lu Lanqing's sweat-soaked hair.

"Are you stupid?" Lu Lanqing leaned over to his ear, chuckled softly, and murmured: "I love Ah Chen, but I don't love Lao Tzu."

For a moment, Lai Xuchen's heart melted, and his mind was filled with the sentence that broke down to the marrow: "I don't love, I love Ah Chen, I don't love Lao Tzu..."

I love Ah Chen, but I don't love Lao Tzu...