no attack no land

A familiar road appeared in front of Lai Xuchen, and Lai Xuchen walked along that street to the villa in his memory.There are many convenience stores along the way, but few restaurants.

The whistle sounded, and a small car drove up behind him. When he turned around and raised his hand to cover it, the small car passed through his body.

He stared at the car going forward in a daze, and remembered that he was the only person who didn't exist here.

"Here, is Sun Yuzhe's memory?" Lai Xuchen put his hand down and looked at the small car.

The car slowly stopped in front of the Japanese-style villa, Lu Lanqing followed Lu Shaohai out of the car, and the two stood outside the villa, feeling the warm breeze.

Ten years ago, Lu Lanqing was tall and thin, and her T-shirt flapped slowly in the wind, making her look uncomfortable.At that time, he had fluffy curly hair that did not extend beyond his ears, and there was a strange feeling in his eyes.

"Lan Qing?" Lai Xuchen couldn't help murmuring that name, and when he was about to walk towards Lu Lanqing, Sun Tianhao and Huang Zejiao came out of the villa.

"Lanqing? I'm looking forward to you." Sun Yuzhe, who followed Sun Tianhao, ran out. He strode up to Lu Lanqing, took his hand and walked inside, saying, "I've seen your photos. , you look much better than in the photo, I heard that your grades are very good, can you play Go? Let's learn from each other!"

Lai Xuchen followed them into the villa. He watched Sun Yuzhe play Go with the expressionless Lu Lanqing and discuss study problems together.And he was a bystander, a person who couldn't discuss these things with Lu Lanqing even if he existed.

Ten years ago, Sun Yuzhe and Lu Lanqing transferred to another city, went to the same high school, and lived under the same roof.Sun Yuzhe and Lu Lanqing went to school in a private car every day. At that time, Sun Yusheng was still in junior high school and didn't spend much time with them.Lu Lanqing is always very quiet, even if she is sitting next to Sun Yuzhe, she doesn't speak, and always looks away thoughtfully.

Probably because he wanted to have a few more words with such a non-human being, Sun Yuzhe would talk to Lu Lanqing whenever he was free.At the beginning, Lu Lanqing just simply said a few times, but gradually, he also became used to Sun Yuzhe's existence, and occasionally said a few words to him.

Standing on the tree-lined path of the campus, Lai Xuchen watched them walk past talking and laughing, and sat under the shade of a tree to eat bento together.That was the first time he saw Lu Lanqing showing a sunny smile, as if trying to melt the snow of the whole winter.

"Lan Qing, do you have someone you like?" Sun Yuzhe looked sideways at Lu Lanqing, looked at his slightly hesitant expression, and saw the clue from there.

After a moment of silence, Lu Lanqing smiled slightly, nodded and replied, "Yes."

"Who is it?" Sun Yuzhe looked a little disappointed, but he still kept smiling, wanting to learn more from him.

"His name is Lai Xuchen." When this name was mentioned, Lu Lanqing looked at the mottled brilliance on the tree, and smiled slightly, as warm as jade.

"Yes, boy?" When Sun Yuzhe heard this name, his first reaction was that it must be a boy's name.

"En." Lu Lanqing nodded, confirming his guess.

"You like it, boy?" Sun Yuzhe did ask, although he wasn't sure it was true.

Lu Lanqing put down the lunch box in her hand and asked with a smile, "Well, is there a problem?"

"No, no." Sun Yuzhe picked up a rice ball, stuffed his mouth full, and avoided Lu Lanqing's pretty eyes while chewing.If Lu Lanqing likes boys, does he still have a chance?

"Lan Qing, you are so willful. You would rather tell others that you like me than in front of me." Standing beside them, Lai Xuchen knew that these were just fragments of memory, that Lan Qing in the memory fragments could not see he.He reached out and stroked Lu Lanqing's face, as if he could really feel it.

The scenes in memory began to jump and change again.

Sun Yuzhe was holding a letter, standing in front of the mailbox, trying to hand it out but holding it tightly.The address on the envelope was Lai Xuchen's, and the sender was Lu Lanqing.

"Is this the letter Lan Qing wrote to me?" Lai Xuchen stood beside the mailbox, wanting to reach out to touch the letter.Before his hand touched the envelope, Sun Yuzhe pulled it back and tore it open.

"What are you doing? Lan Qing wrote it to me! Why did you tear it up?" Lai Xuchen shouted at Sun Yuzhe, feeling very anxious, but the other party couldn't hear his voice or see him.

Sun Yuzhe took out the letter inside and put it away, tore up the envelope and threw it into the trash can next to him, and then left.

"Lan Qing, I've already mailed it for you." Sun Yuzhe walked beside Lu Lanqing, smiling at him with his head turned sideways.Lai Xuchen watched them gradually walk away and disappear into the vast crowd.

Lai Xuchen had already read those letters in Sun Yuzhe's diary.It's just that he never thought that Sun Yuzhe blocked all the letters in this way.

That night, Lai Xuchen stood in the bedroom in Sun Yuzhe's memory.Watching him write a diary, he wrote such a paragraph in the diary——

How difficult is it to get into someone's heart?I tried my best to be by his side, trying to get close to him, but separated by a person I had never met.I hope that person just disappears into Lan Qing's world, and I hope that from now on, the person who will be by Lan Qing's side will be me.I believe that as long as time is long enough, Lan Qing will definitely see me and like me... But really, will she?

When writing this, Sun Yuzhe frowned slightly, he tore off the page, crumpled it into a ball, and threw it into the trash can beside the table.

"It's better not to write down such dejected words." He murmured, and then sorted out the letters Lu Lanqing wrote to Lai Xuchen, and put them in the diary that was missing a page.

Unknowingly, there were rumors that Sun Yuzhe liked Lu Lanqing in the school.Lu Lanqing is a smart person, it is impossible not to see Sun Yuzhe's thoughts towards him, he knew it was true, so he did not stand up to refute the rumors, but kept a distance from Sun Yuzhe.

The distance between people, once far, will always be in the end.That was not the ending Sun Yuzhe expected, he stood up and denied it under the pressure of public opinion.Also because of this incident, some changes took place in his personality, he became afraid of failure and dared not move forward.

Later, Lu Lanqing and Sun Yusheng got a little close, and he was very jealous.So, later on, Sun Yusheng was bullied by Chen Xuancheng, and he turned a blind eye to it.So, there was the matter of Sun Yusheng deliberately being friendly with Lu Lanqing and deliberately opposing him.

The memory scene is like a revolving lantern, flowing rapidly in this empty space.In those pictures, it was Sun Yuzhe's perseverance towards Lu Lanqing, and it was Lu Lanqing's indifference towards him.They went abroad to study together, returned to China to develop together, and entered a company together.

Without Xu Zheng's intervention, Sun Yuzhe and Lu Lanqing would probably really get together.Because Lai Xuchen knew Lu Lanqing well, knew that he would be moved, would soften his heart, and would accept Sun Yuzhe because he could no longer contact him... It's just not long enough.

It's a pity that people are not as good as heaven, and Sun Yuzhe fell from the building on the evening when Lu Lanqing rejected him.

Memories end here.