Euthanasia

Liu Zhiwei went to the address sent by Zhang Chengqian around [-]:[-] in the evening.In order to suit the occasion, he also changed his attire. It was black, even the mask was black.

Shen Jiajia saw that he was bubbling when he came out, and compared three different "hearts" to Liu Zhiwei: "My brother is so handsome!"

Liu Zhiwei's forehead hair was not put down, but he combed it back a little, revealing the shapely forehead and the temples that were shaved to a short inch.He made a very DJ gesture to Shen Jiajia, and Shen Jiajia was so handsome that he gasped again.

Zhang Chengqian arrived earlier than them, and when Liu Zhiwei approached and sent him a message outside, Zhang Chengqian had already ordered wine inside.The equipment of the two photographers has been replaced with small camera equipment, and wearing peaked caps is a bit like taking pictures of paparazzi secretly.

Liu Zhiwei pointed to the two photographers speechlessly and said to Shen Jiajia: "If they are like that, it will be good if they don't get kicked out, right?"

Shen Jiajia laughed until her stomach ached.

The whole underground bar has a good atmosphere, the space is not too big, but there are many people, almost all men and women are swinging and dancing to the music.

Zhang Chengqian kept paying attention to the door, and when he saw Liu Zhiwei entering, he waved to him.It's not that Liu Zhiwei is conspicuous, but the girl next to him is too conspicuous, dressed in pink and tender, which doesn't match the tone here.

Liu Zhiwei was a little surprised, he didn't expect that Zhang Chengqian asked him to come to this kind of place, but after he came, he walked towards Zhang Chengqian and poked him with his elbow: "Why did you find such a noisy place, I'm not afraid of you here Are you a fan?"

"My fans don't recognize me." Zhang Chengqian said and blinked his left eye at Shen Jiajia who was beside him.

When Liu Zhiwei saw the cameraman taking pictures of Zhang Chengqian, he could think of a line of boxes appearing next to Zhang Chengqian in the final interview video, with his name and a brief introduction written on it.

Zhang Chengqian is wearing thick gothic makeup, just like the one Liu Zhiwei saw on the day of his audition. It has a bit of a rock style. If he hadn't seen it once before, Liu Zhiwei might not have recognized him.He introduced Zhang Chengqian, "Shen Jiajia, my younger sister."

Seeing Zhang Chengqian, Shen Jiajia pretended to see a big star, covered her cheeks with both hands and said, "Wow! Can I ask for an autograph?"

"Farewell, let your brother get it for me later." Zhang Chengqian said so, and called the bartender to order drinks.Although there is heating,

It was Zhang Chengqian who wore too little. In the winter, he only wore a black T-shirt with a white skull, and there were many metal videos hanging on his body in bits and pieces.Liu Zhiwei ordered a drink casually and asked, "Why are you here?"

Shen Jiajia was still looking at the wine list, and said, "Brother Chengqian used to play in a band, right?"

Zhang Chengqian raised his eyebrows and let out an "excuse". "You know a lot."

Shen Jiajia smiled, feeling like she was working again.She was about to order a small amount of whiskey just like Liu Zhiwei and Zhang Chengqian, but was stopped by Liu Zhiwei, who only heard Liu Zhiwei say to the bartender: "Give her a glass of Alexander."

"Why do you drink strong alcohol and I drink cocktails." Shen Jiajia's feeling of work that had just arisen was gone, and she couldn't help complaining.

"I'm the one who will be responsible for seeing you off when you're drunk." Liu Zhiwei put his arm on her head and looked down at Shen Jiajia.Shen Jiajia looked up from the bottom, and Liu Zhiwei's pretty eyebrows were illuminated by the light, so she just muttered a few times and said, "Okay... cocktails are cocktails... anyway, appearance is justice..."

The lights in the bar were dim, and almost everyone could only see the people around them clearly.Under the influence of alcohol, everyone was very high. Liu Zhiwei took off his mask. Shen Jiajia only felt that when he took off his mask, the whole bar was lit up.

Zhang Chengqian said: "Actually, I still play occasionally."

Liu Zhiwei didn't know about Zhang Chengqian's past, so he was chatting nonsense anyway, so he asked, "Then you should become a singer, how can you be an actor?"

Zhang Chengqian took a sip of his wine and said, "I was deceived once and almost lost my fame and fortune, so I stopped doing music."

Liu Zhiwei looked at Zhang Chengqian, opened his mouth and before he could ask, Shen Jiajia on the side asked curiously, "What happened?"

Zhang Chengqian didn't speak, but Liu Zhiwei was about to change the subject when he heard him say:

"I used to play rock and roll. The rock and roll circle is small, and there are many capable people in it, but few in the top." Zhang Chengqian took another sip of wine while talking.His fingers are covered with metal rings, very visual, "I have a friend who came up with a nickname and came to me and wanted to form a band with me." Liu Zhiwei looked at Zhang Chengqian, and then at the photographer beside him And Shen Jiajia, who was concentrating on it, realized something.

Following Zhang Chengqian's words, he asked, "Who? Are you formed yet?"

Zhang Chengqian shook his head: "You don't know him. I thought he was very talented at the time, and we could make a difference. My agent—he also supported us very much, so I invested all my money.

"—and it turned out to be nothing."

"What's going on?" Liu Zhiwei asked in surprise.

Zhang Chengqian shook his head: "He contacted a brokerage company himself, and recorded the songs we wrote together in his solo album for debut. I'm not good at keeping things, and I'm not good at recording. I played and recorded the scores, and he wrote them. All the manuscripts are collected by him, and I can’t fight the lawsuit.” Zhang Chengqian drank the wine, “And at that time, we also thought that we would go bankrupt by starting a business loan and borrowing money everywhere, and we didn’t have the capital and experience to go to court. .”

When Liu Zhiwei heard this story, his blood surged up, and he frowned in pain.

Shen Jiajia yelled in disbelief: "Why?!"

Zhang Chengqian said: "Fortunately, my manager... has been in control of all my resources and manuscripts since then, and the same thing has not happened again, but I will not take the road of music anymore."

Liu Zhiwei thought of the way Zhang Ye and Zhang Chengqian got along, and only after hearing this story did he feel that there was a reason to explain it.It can be seen that Zhang Chengqian is not good at public relations, and he also takes his friends seriously. Zhang Ye used the highest insurance to protect him and prevent him from repeating the same mistakes.

After Zhang Chengqian finished his drink, he patted the table and said, "The owner of this bar is my friend when I used to play music. I will lend you a rap song."

Liu Zhiwei watched Zhang Chengqian get up and leave, and Shen Jiajia on the side said indignantly: "How could he encounter such a thing! It's too much! Brother, you and Chengqian are in the same crew, are they particularly generous?"

In fact, Liu Zhiwei didn't feel that Zhang Chengqian was particularly righteous when he was in the crew, he only saw that he was not used to accepting help from others.But when Zhang Chengqian invited him to act in the same film as him, Liu Zhiwei still saw that he was a single-minded person in essence. Once he agreed with a person, he would show all his sincerity to the other person.

——It’s just not visible on the surface.

Liu Zhiwei saw Zhang Chengqian coming onto the stage from the backstage, and gestured to the drummer behind him.An electric guitar was hung on his body, playing a series of notes casually.He wore a black patch over his left eye, and his hair was thrown back like a pirate.When Liu Zhiwei saw him for the first time, he felt that the other party had a lot of personality. When he saw the outfit in front of him, he suddenly felt that Zhang Chengqian was in harmony. His attire, personality, and the guitar on his body were in harmony.

The people on the dance floor of the bar didn't know if anyone recognized him. When he came on stage, the people below were cheering.Zhang Chengqian adjusted the microphone height of the previous singer up, and the guitar began to emit a few bright syllables.

"Dre, justletitrun (Dre, put the music up)

Aiyyo turn the beat up a little bit (ouch, turn the beat up)

Aiyyothissomeisforanyone, fuckit

Just shut up and listen, aiyyo (shut up and listen to me, ouch)."

When the prelude came together, everyone who heard the song started screaming crazily.

Shen Jiajia also screamed excitedly. "So handsome, so handsome!"

The drums began to beat, and the intense remixes of different original songs brought the atmosphere of the entire dance floor to a climax.

"Idon'town youamo-therfuck-inthing (I don't owe you amo-therfuck-inthing)

I'mnotMr.N'sync, I'mnotwhatyourfriendsthink

I'm not Mr. Friendly, Icanbeaprick

Ifyoutemptmemytankisonempty (If you piss me off again, wear out my patience)

No patience is in mean and if you off end me (If you dare to offend me, I will never have patience with you)”

Liu Zhiwei looked thoughtfully at Zhang Chengqian standing on the stage.Zhang Ye didn't follow Zhang Chengqian at his audition last time, and he kept complaining about Zhang Ye with Cai Xue during the celebration banquet.Zhang Ye protected Zhang Chengqian so well that he did not make a single mistake, but the Zhang Chengqian in front of Zhang Ye was completely different from the Zhang Chengqian in front of him.

The music is different from the picture, there is a stronger tension and strong emotional catharsis than the picture, Liu Zhiwei feels that Zhang Chengqian holding a guitar is far more obedient than standing in front of Zhang Ye in the same attire as a "normal person" on the set Zhang Chengqian, who can't express his temper, is much brighter.

Shen Jiajia on the side was completely crazy, raising her hands and bouncing along with the rhythm.Liu Zhiwei also stepped on the floor to beat the time, and suddenly stood up, pulling Shen Jiajia onto the dance floor.

Shen Jiajia was brought into the dance floor in astonishment, only to see Liu Zhiwei began to dance with the rhythm, with a smile on his face, under the intermittent light, it was so psychedelic and charming that it made the heart stop.

Shen Jiajia suddenly remembered a sentence - the most passionate love is nothing more than dancing with people who make one's mind blank in the most intense music and crowd.

Shen Jiajia covered her face, and let out a sob in the noisy environment: "...Why is this issue not from the perspective of a girlfriend!!—"

It was already late at night when the whole party ended, Shen Jiajia was getting tired no matter how excited she was.Liu Zhiwei gestured to Zhang Chengqian when she was feeling tired and led her out of the bar.The cold wind blowing outside cooled the overheated brain.Liu Zhiwei put the jacket on Shen Jiajia and asked her to wait in the car first.Shen Jiajia saw Zhang Chengqian who was about to walk out of the door, and very consciously got into the car with the camera.

Zhang Chengqian rolled up the sleeves of his short sleeves to his shoulders, revealing a tattoo on his left arm.He was steaming all over, and he came outside and punched Liu Zhiwei.

"Why didn't you come to the audition for "Assassin 2" before?" Liu Zhiwei asked, "Did you really get a better one?"

"I did the audition without my agent's permission. He thought I was too risky. The one he gave me was absolutely sure." Zhang Chengqian rolled his eyes and shrugged.

Liu Zhiwei showed him a very understanding and sympathetic expression.

"Thank you." Zhang Chengqian said suddenly.He actually stole part of Liu Zhiwei's attention in this interview.

Liu Zhiwei knew what he was talking about. "Will your agent beat you up for recording this without telling your agent?"

"..." Zhang Chengqian had nothing to say, and felt a little guilty that couldn't be seen on the surface.

Liu Zhiwei smiled "puchi".He beat the time with his feet, vibrating his body back and forth, and sang part of the rap that Zhang Chengqian sang earlier: "I'm liftin you 10 feet in the air (I will throw you 10 feet into the air), I don't care who is there and who saw me destroy you (I don't care about you Who, or who saw me beating you)..."

Zhang Chengqian continued to sing: "Gocallyoulawyer, fileyoulawsuit (go, find your lawyer, sign your lawsuit)."

"I'll smile in the courtroom and buyawardrobe (I'll smile in the court room and buy you a wardrobe)."

"I'm tired of all you (I'm tired of you people)..."

Zhang Chengqian and Liu Zhiwei stopped at the same time.The first smile Liu Zhiwei had ever seen appeared on his face.

"I don't know who was the one who made you lose nothing, but I think you deserve it back." Liu Zhiwei said, "It's a pity."

Zhang Chengqian paused and said, "You don't know him, but you must know him."

Liu Zhiwei froze for a moment.

"Bai He." Zhang Chengqian said.

Liu Zhiwei's eyes widened slightly, not expecting it.He has been in the film and television industry for a long time. Although he is also related to the singing industry, he is not that deep.But he knows Bai He, just like Liu Yi's status in the film and television industry, Bai He is also a king in the pop music industry.When he first debuted, he swept the pop music charts with a few strong singles. After he became famous, he had his own creative team and management team. He sang songs, but almost none of his music creation lists Name up.It's just that as long as his fans sing well, they won't care about who wrote the song or who wrote the lyrics. Their fans are Bai He, not the creator.

Liu Zhiwei did not expect that Bai He came up on Zhang Chengqian's corpse.

He opened his mouth but did not speak. Zhang Chengqian patted him on the shoulder and said, "Is she going to be recorded in your interview? Don't waste time, let's go."

Liu Zhiwei then swallowed the words in his throat and got into the car.After getting in the car, he found that Shen Jiajia had fallen asleep due to alcohol and exhaustion.He stopped the photographer from waking her hand, made a "shush" gesture, took off his scarf, and covered Shen Jiajia.

Zhang Chengqian watched Liu Zhiwei's car leave.He raised his mobile phone and made a call, and Cai Xue's voice came from the opposite side.Cai Xue had just fallen asleep when she was awakened by a phone call from Zhang Chengqian, and threw a pillow on the bed into the air.

"You are looking for death! If there is nothing important to disturb my mother's beauty sleep, I will be struck by lightning!" Cai Xue smashed her head and face when she saw Zhang Chengqian's name.

Zhang Chengqian said slowly: "I decided to do it."

Cai Xue froze for a moment, then regained consciousness, looked at the call information on the phone, and was sure it was Zhang Chengqian, her brain slowly turned around. "Hey...you, you really decided?"

"Yes." Zhang Chengqian said.

In the dark room late at night, Cai Xue heard Zhang Chengqian's low and rhythmic humming from the microphone.

"Inthepaper, thenewseverydayIam (the newspaper has my news every day)

Radiowon'tevenplaymyjam (but the radio just won't play my jam)

We was young and we was dumb but we had heart

Inthedarkwherewesurvivedthroughthebadparts(Inthedarkwherewesurvivedthroughthebadparts)

ManydreamsiswhatIhadandplentywishes

No hesitation in extermination of these nitches (and I will never be soft on traitors)."

Cai Xue pursed her lips and said, "Come on, who are you? Zhang Chengqian! One of the hottest traffic niches at the moment! You have millions of fans, so why are you afraid! And I—stand with so many people! It's on your side!"

The driver took Liu Zhiwei and others all the way downstairs to Lu Yi's house.

Shen Jiajia was still sleeping, snoring softly, and Liu Zhiwei didn't let anyone shake her awake.He shook the cigarette in his hand to the cameraman, signaling himself to go out for a smoke. The cameraman nodded and saw Liu Zhiwei standing outside in the cold air, lighting a cigarette, leaning on the back of the car with a cigarette in his mouth Look at the sky for faint stars - hardly any stars.

A few seconds after Liu Zhiwei got out of the car, the photographer woke Shen Jiajia up.Shen Jiajia woke up and was dazed for a few seconds before sorting out what happened before.

She got out of the car and returned the scarf and coat to Liu Zhiwei.Her face was still a little flushed from just waking up, but her expression was no longer what it was before.Liu Zhiwei knew that she had switched roles back, which meant that today's recording was over.

Shen Jiajia shook hands with Liu Zhiwei, said with a smile, "I had a great time today, brother Zhiwei has made me a fan."

Liu Zhiwei smiled, and put the hand holding the cigarette back: "I have always hoped to have a younger sister."

"I really want to be Brother Zhiwei's sister for the rest of my life," Shen Jiajia sighed, and then bowed to Liu Zhiwei, "Thank you Brother Zhiwei, today's interview is over, I hope there will be opportunities to cooperate next time!"

Liu Zhiwei quickly supported her and opened the car door for her.

"Be careful on the road."

Shen Jiajia was teased when she got in the car, she turned her head and said with a smile, "I'm your sister's fan!"

After Shen Jiajia's car left, Liu Zhiwei didn't go upstairs immediately.He leaned against the street lamp to look at the stars, recalling what Zhang Chengqian said earlier, recalling Zhang Chengqian's songs, and the passionate sweat he swayed on the stage.

He felt many of the same feelings in that instant.Why can he say to Zhang Chengqian, "You deserve that back", but keep telling himself, "Everything is over"?

In the dark night, Liu Zhiwei's eyes shone faintly like the cigarette butts in front of his lips.