Euthanasia

The audition lasted a total of three hours. When Liu Zhiwei returned, it was already three or four in the afternoon. He thought about it and said to Xu Ting, "Hey, can you go to Dengyun Road with me?"

Xu Ting froze for a moment: "Are you going to do something?"

"No," Liu Zhiwei said, "buy some crab meat stew."

Jon hasn’t eaten crab meat stew for a long time. The first few times Liu Zhiwei persuaded him that it’s not good to always eat one thing, and it’s easy to get tired of it. Later, he gradually became busy and didn’t have time to take Jon to eat crab meat stew. .

Xu Ting changed his direction as soon as he hit the direction, and asked casually: "Bring it to the patient?" He still hasn't figured out whether the person in the hospital is Liu Zhiwei's cousin or his girlfriend.

Liu Zhiwei paused for a moment, and said: "...Yes." Fortunately, Xu Ting did not continue to ask.

Liu Zhiwei packed the crab meat stew and rushed to the hospital. Xu Ting waited for Liu Zhiwei to get out of the car and was about to go home when there were a few more messages on his phone.

One is about the selection notice for the "All Supporting Actors" variety show.Xu Ting had previously signed up Liu Zhiwei, but only made a pre-confirmation. This is an official notice, and it is followed by a list of confirmed personnel who will participate in this episode of the program.Xu Ting took a rough look and arranged them according to the coffee positions. There are two "protagonists", one is Zeng Yilai and the other is Meng Qixin.

The recording time of the program was not far away, but the broadcast time was one and a half months later. That time happened to be the broadcast time of "Personality Game", so it could catch up with the momentum.Xu Ting was aiming for this from the beginning.Even if Liu Zhiwei is not the protagonist of the current program, in order to make the program a hot spot, he will inevitably mention his latest "Personality Game", and his role in the program will not be too small.

After confirming a work schedule, Xu Ting opened the second message.

The second message was both a surprise and a surprise.It was a message from Li Qiang's assistant.Liu Zhiwei was selected from more than 200 competitors, but there were [-] other people selected at the same time.

This shows that they still have a second round of competition.

Li Qiang's "Assassin 2" is now in the limelight. The media who came to interview today's audition quickly posted the draft on the Internet. They all said that Li Qiang is a maverick with a very unique personality. The method is particularly innovative and novel.

——Only Xu Ting faintly felt that this seemed to be a mistake.

Especially looking at the battered looks of those staff members...

In any case, this was good news for Liu Zhiwei. Xu Ting confirmed the time and place of the second audition, added it to the calendar, and then opened the third news that he least wanted to read.

The sender is wishing:

How do you thank me?

Xu Ting almost pressed the call button, and said "proud fart" to the person opposite, held back for a while to control his emotions, and said "professional, professional" to himself two or three times.

Then he started writing back: Thank you for your help this time...

Before he finished answering, a call came in, and the caller——make a wish.

Xu Ting: "..." Fuck, professional shit.

The bell rang three times in a row, and if Xu Ting didn't answer it, it would just ring indefinitely - he knew that wishing could do it.

Xu Ting suppressed his annoyance and picked up the phone, knowing what kind of smug expression the other party would show off to him.If he brought Wang Mo down, Liu Zhiwei would have a chance.Xu Ting was relieved in his heart, but he could directly imagine what gesture the wish would take to repay him.

The call was connected, and the voice of making a wish went directly to Xu Ting's eardrums through the mobile phone: "How is it? Do you want me to help?"

The endings of the wishing words all rose, "Can you handle Qu Ke without me? Without Hua Xiao blocking the gun, wouldn't it be possible for Qu to doubt your little artist? No..."

"Are you finished?" Xu Ting said with suppressed anger.

"It's not over."

"..." Xu Ting threw the phone on the passenger seat and started the car.

"Hey, are you driving? Open to the public, don't drive with one hand..."

"It's noisy enough if you don't open it!"

"How do you plan to live tomorrow?"

Xu Ting was stunned when he heard this, and took advantage of a red light to put his phone on release mode.

He pretended not to care and said, "What happened?"

"It's your birthday. I've already asked you for leave. Don't say you have to work for a day."

"Is it necessary to be so special at such an advanced age?" Xu Ting's voice softened, and the anger in his chest also disappeared.

"You don't need to be special, your birthday is a special day for you." Wishing said, "Come on, save your time and wait for me."

"No wait."

"If you don't wait, you have to wait."

"Who are you?"

"Your brother."

"..."

Liu Zhiwei escorted the fragrant crab meat all the way to Jon's ward.Every day, Lu Yi will send Jon's schedule to Liu Zhiwei the night before, so that Liu Zhiwei can accurately understand Jon's location and what he is doing when he gets off work at any time.Jon had nothing to do all afternoon this afternoon, he should be staying in the ward.

Liu Zhiwei approached the ward, and first glanced at the window. Jon was drawing a picture on the small table, not knowing what it was, and Lu Yi was not in the room.Liu Zhiwei knocked on the door, opened the door and raised the crab meat stew in his hand with surprise: "Surprise!"

Jon raised his head and looked straight at Liu Zhiwei.

"I brought you crab meat stew," Liu Zhiwei said, "How about it, do you miss it?"

Liu Zhiwei came to the bedside and put down the crab meat pot, but realized that Jon didn't have any surprises.He didn't even make any movement except looking at Liu Zhiwei.

Liu Zhiwei froze for a moment, then turned his head to look at Jon.Jon looked at him blankly.Jon has always had a lively expression, and this is the first time Liu Zhiwei has seen him in such a state.Liu Zhiwei's heart skipped a beat, and his gaze shifted to the painting on the table.

Jon drew two black mountains with a gorgeous river in the middle and a black sun above them.He painted it sloppily, as if unconsciously.

Liu Zhiwei clenched his fist unconsciously, realizing something.

"Joe..."

Jon suddenly said, "Why didn't you tell me?"

Liu Zhiwei opened his mouth.He said a few words: "Su, tell you what?"

"You have depression." Jon said firmly.There was no smile or sadness on his face, but Liu Zhiwei felt something else.

Liu Zhiwei was silent for a while, and said, "I don't know if I have depression." He opened the package of the crab meat stew, and methodically poured it into the bowl little by little.

"I just go through a low mood," he said. "Anyone has it."

Jon looked at him without speaking.

"It's an indescribable discomfort. It's not despair or pain. At best, it's too much pressure," Liu Zhiwei said lightly. "It is a matter of great pressure for people to survive in this world and in the whole society." Big thing. I'm not alone in those pressures."

He put the bowl and chopsticks on Jon's small table.

"You must know better than me." Liu Zhiwei smiled and sat on a chair beside him.

"I don't understand." Jon said slowly.His green eyes looked directly at Liu Zhiwei's eyes: "What's it like to leave it?"

"Anxiety, anxiety, loneliness... In fact, it was only after experiencing all these things that I realized exactly and deeply that it was a very painful thing to recall the dark time at first, and I became sensitive, vulnerable, and prone to collapse," He peeled his fingers, "You can never leave it. But then I gradually felt that it was a very precious, very valuable experience. Compared with it, nothing is scary anymore."

"I gained, far more than what I lost—" Liu Zhiwei smiled at Jon again: "You will also experience it."

Jon stared at Liu Zhiwei, only to see that Liu Zhiwei was still smiling, raised his eyebrows at him, and motioned to the crab meat stew on his table: "Your favorite, don't you want to eat?"

Jon turned his head away to look at the crab pot. After watching for a while, he suddenly stretched out his hands to Liu Zhiwei: "Come here, Zeo."

"What's wrong?" Liu Zhiwei stepped forward in a daze.

Jon hugged his waist as he approached, and his arms became tighter and tighter, almost making Liu Zhiwei feel his ribs squeezed with Jon's forehead.

Jon took a deep breath: "It's nothing, I just want to hug you."

Liu Zhiwei let him hug him for a while, and suddenly remembered something.He hesitated and asked, "You...why ask that?"

Jon still hugged Liu Zhiwei.

"Why are you suddenly asking about depression?"

Jon said in a muffled voice, "I watched your movie."

Liu Zhiwei vaguely recalled the movies he participated in for a long time.Is there any very depressing movie after debut...no.

"What movie?" Liu Zhiwei could only ask again.

"Your graduation work." Jon said sullenly.

Liu Zhiwei was stunned for a long time, and then his eyes widened. He pressed Jon and said, "How did you see my graduation works?! I have deleted them all!"

Jon was pushed away by Liu Zhiwei's shoulder, and looked up at him unwillingly.

Liu Zhiwei suddenly remembered the fact that Jon was a bigwig in the IT industry.

"You... did you hack my account???"

"I really borrowed it to restore the deleted record," Jon said. "The licensing of that movie is open. I just found a way to find the source."

"you……"

"Don't worry, I've deleted it again—"

"I……"

"It was wiped clean."

"Do not……"

"It is absolutely unlikely that there will be another person capable of recovering the records."

Liu Zhiwei made two preparatory movements of inhaling, and then pressed Jon hard and said, "You hacked into my account and read the black history that I have deleted?!"

Jon's eyeballs rolled up, rolled left and right twice, frowned and narrowed his eyes and asked, "...What is Black History? Purely from a movie point of view, I think it's great."

Liu Zhiwei: "..."

Liu Zhiwei's mood is like that of a teenager looking back at his second-year speeches written in the space during his second-year middle school and discovering that everyone has read them all.The kind who want to jump off a building and land on their face.

The author has something to say:

Regarding Zhang Zhiwei’s film, I borrowed a few seconds from my classmates’ works and a clip of Heath Ledger’s video during his lifetime.The former should not be available on the Internet, but I personally appreciate it so much that I kept a copy after the other party’s digital. The latter is actually not recommended for everyone to read, because it will be very depressing to think of Heath Ledger’s death.But friends who like it very much can still experience it.And friends who can’t understand that movie don’t have to force it to understand, it means that you don’t have the same experience, it’s a very happy thing~

In addition, I heard that fans who often follow me on Weibo can't see the new content I post. It is probably because of Sina's current limit. Students who want to see it can pay special attention, and it will be displayed_(:з)∠)_ Generally, if you like or reply more, you will see more content.Because posting on Weibo is likely to be restricted again, so here is a long-winded sentence.