Euthanasia

Liu Zhiwei opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling for a long while.

——Hey, it’s a dream.

He breathed a sigh of relief, subconsciously raised his left hand and looked at his ring finger.Then his movements froze and his eyes widened.

There is a platinum ring on the bottom of the left finger-it is definitely not just a ring.

The ring is flat and thin, so minimalist that there are no patterns, but there is a line of words engraved on the ring: Mr. Williams.

"...Fuck..." Liu Zhiwei suddenly jumped up from the bed.

The images of last night infiltrated his blank mind little by little.

The fireworks constantly flickering in the sky, the large clump of flowers spreading from Jon's feet, the bustling night scene of the whole city blowing away in the strong wind on the top of the tallest building...

What did Jon say?

In Liu Zhiwei's mind, only the opening and closing of Jon's lips and his clear amber eyes illuminated by the light.

"It's something I owe you," Jon said.

Liu Zhiwei's brain was buzzing.He opened his mouth wide, blinked vigorously, shook his head, and bit his tongue again.

Bah, it hurts.

In that situation, Liu Zhiwei's only reaction was to punch the headlight beside him.

Jon's bewildered expression is still vivid.

Liu Zhiwei covered his face, opened his mouth wide and shouted silently repeatedly: I—fuck—I—fuck—I—fuck—

Liu Zhiwei didn't dare to recall the scene of last night. The ring on his finger was as hot as burning his hand. He immediately tried to pull it off, but halfway through it, he stopped again.

... It was the face that got hotter.

Liu Zhiwei sat on the bed blankly, motionless.

He never imagined that he would be the protagonist of such a scene.

He has concealed and suppressed his abnormal sexuality for so many years, and he never expected to keep a secret relationship with someone for a long time.

He never thought that one day someone would set off fireworks for him on the top of the tallest building in the whole world, and put a ring on him with his own hands.

——those were things he was not entitled to.

"Tell my sister? You think I'll be scolded to death... What the hell are you doing?"

"You don't know how much my parents want me to get married and have children as soon as possible. The most I have with you is this relationship... You can lose face, but I can't."

"Hey, let's break up... I'm getting old too, if I don't find a girlfriend, my parents and the neighbors around me will say... You're too old, it's time to get back on track..."

……

None of Lau's exes thought it a wise decision to disclose their relationship and sexual orientation.The period from dating to separation will be very short because their relationship cannot be recognized and blessed.The underground love affair that is always carried out behind the scenes will one day be unsustainable.

Every relationship ends without a disease.

Liu Zhiwei has the same idea as them.That's how society as a whole thinks when people of almost all ages and corresponding social pressures are gradually increasing, facing the same problems.He has no way to blame.

It's just that sometimes from the bottom of his heart, he would hope that it would be great if the same-sex marriage of the other party he was born with could be blessed.How nice it would be if he was a committed heterosexual from birth.

This is just a faint hope.

Even if Lu Yi told him that he could choose the gender of his lover, even if Jon told him that homosexuality is not abnormal, the perception that he is different from others has followed him for 27 years.

He is a different kind, and he can't expect anything that normal people can get.Such as love, such as marriage.

Liu Zhiwei took off the ring, stared at it for a long time, and kept replaying the scene of Jon pinching his hand and putting the ring on his ring finger in his mind.

Is Jon in love with him?impossible.He has just been taken care of by himself, and in their marriage relationship, with his leaping foreign thinking, he has added a wedding ring to him.This ring, like their marriage certificate, is just a manifestation of the contract and cannot prove anything.

Liu Zhiwei smiled, squeezed the ring into his palm, and put it on the bedside table.He got up and changed into the clothes he had prepared the night before, and looked at himself in the mirror.

Xu Ting sent him a message early on, and Liu Zhiwei had already recorded the itinerary in his mobile phone.He is going to train martial arts for a period of time from today.

He finished washing as fast as he could, and it was only 3 minutes before the departure time.Xu Ting was always on time, and Liu Zhiwei stuffed his wallet into his pocket and ran out.He just left the room and closed the door, then opened the door and retreated, quickly put the ring on the bedside table on his finger, and rushed out of the room.

"Are all Chinese people like this?" Jon sat on the hospital bed in disbelief, and said to Lu Yi who was walking back and forth doing Liu Zhiwei's usual work, "Anyone should be happy to receive a ring, He punched the headlights angrily - Excuseme - I mean - if he doesn't like it or is dissatisfied, he can just say it without violence..."

Listening to his ramblings, Lu Yi took out a banana and stuffed it into Jon's hand, saying, "I don't think it's his fault."

"Is it my fault?"

"That's right." Lu Yi's words made Jon widen his eyes and spread his hands.

Lu Yi raised his mobile phone and opened the reminder note: "Do you think this is smart? To him, it might be the countdown to your death."

"Varied--"

"Do you know how worried he is about you?" Lu Yi turned on his mobile phone and found the missed calls, "He called me seventeen times on his way to find you. But I was in the bathroom at the time, Didn't get any of them."

"Hey, but I..."

"You have too many criminal records." Lu Yi interrupted him, "What else did he say?"

Jon opened his mouth, shrugged and said, "No."

But in fact, Liu Zhiwei said it, and what he said was similar to what Lu Yi mentioned.

Even though the light from the headlights was warm yellow, Jon still saw that Liu Zhiwei's eyes were red.He seemed to have too much to say, and he didn't say it, and it got stuck in his throat.He seemed to want to punch Jon for a moment, but in the end the fist hit the side headlight.Liu Zhiwei's low growl finally blurted out with the punch: "Do you know how worried I am about you!" He didn't look at Jon when he roared, and turned around and left the building after punching the lamp.The back of him leaving is very urgent, a bit like fleeing in despair.

Jon didn't expect such a result at all, and he was stunned for a long time under the fireworks on the rooftop.

"No, it's too embarrassing." Jon said to himself while sitting on the hospital bed.

"What's the shame?" Lu Yi asked Jon while pinching his nose to find Jon's socks from under the bed.

"Lu Yi, do you remember how many boyfriends I have?"

"Conservatively estimate 35." Lu Yi said impatiently.

"It's 45." Jon corrected Lu Yi seriously, "Do you have any mistakes?"

"...No." Lu Yi didn't want to do it anymore, and really wanted to call Liu Zhiwei back immediately.

"That's right, zero miss record!" Jon said exaggeratedly, "At that time, I never thought that I would wear a ring to someone... And the last thing I thought was that the other party would dump me!"

"To be precise, he can't dump you." Lu Yi corrected him, but Jon ignored him at all, "shameonme (too shameful)!"

Lu Yi threw all of Jon's changed clothes into the laundry bag, and warned Jon: "I have to remind you, if you make Zeo go mad, I will find you a woman over forty years old to replace you. Tidy up the room, wash the clothes, help you to go to the toilet to check... In China, this kind of person is called a 'nanny'."

"Hey, I'm not a child anymore, I don't need a nanny..."

"Then don't 'miss' again," Lu Yi seriously reminded Jon, "He is a Chinese with a world view that is very different from yours, and some experiences are no less than yours. In his cognition, two years You'll have nothing to do with him after that, so no matter what mentality you have in giving him the ring, it will end up being a joke in his eyes."

Jon subconsciously wanted to refute.

He wanted to say that Zeo made an agreement with him that there would be a BigHug every year, every month, and every week in the future. He wanted to say that he finally found his dream again after that. He also wanted to say that he just wanted to give Zeo a lot of support. Got something...

But Jon still didn't speak in the end.

He stroked the ring on his finger.It was a ring that was exactly the same as Liu Zhiwei's, the only difference was that Mr. Liu was engraved on the ring.

The first time Liu Zhiwei got into the passenger seat, Xu Ting noticed something extra on his fingers.

"Why are you wearing a ring all of a sudden?"

Liu Zhiwei subconsciously blocked it with his other hand.

"Ah, it's just...on a whim, haha..."

Wearing the ring on the middle finger, Liu Zhiwei turned the words Mr. Williams to the palm of his hand with his other hand and clenched his fist.

Xu Ting didn't say much about it, he remembered the information he had searched before and the news this morning.

Zeo Liu Zhiwei is playing big names and making hot searches.This news took all those who had doubts about Liu Zhiwei in a new direction.

An anonymous whistleblower broke the news about Liu Zhiwei's unexcused absenteeism, repeated requests to increase the number of scenes to speed up the shooting progress, and crushing newcomers on the set.

Xu Ting tapped on the direction board with one finger, and said to Liu Zhiwei, "We almost know who spread the news."

Liu Zhiwei raised his head in response.

He hasn't turned on his phone since last night, and only now remembered that he was just hung up on the hot search because of Jon.

Thinking of this, combined with last night's fright, Liu Zhiwei wanted to beat Jon again.

Xu Ting showed a sneer: "The level is too low, it will be settled in a short time, don't worry."