Euthanasia

It wasn't until Liu Zhiwei saw a white boat on the sea level at noon that he suddenly realized what they were here for.When Jon saw the boat, he took out his diving suit, and Liu Zhiwei quickly asked Lu Yi, "Is that boat here to pick us up?"

"No," Lu Yi cruelly tore up Liu Zhiwei's fantasy of going back early, "drive us to a suitable depth of water for easy diving."

There were two Malaysians on board, and they started waving at them before they landed, and when they landed, they were trained to come down and distribute oxygen tubes to them.

Jon put the diving suit on his lap, pushed the wheelchair towards the coconut grove, and said as he went forward, "I need a private space to change clothes, you can do whatever you want."

Liu Zhiwei and Lu Yi looked at each other.Originally, he didn't think there was anything wrong with changing clothes on the spot, but when Jon said this, he suddenly felt that something was very subtle.

Lu Yi coughed, "I'm on the left."

"Then I'm on the right..." Liu Zhiwei turned his body to scan his position, and mechanically walked towards the coconut grove on one side.The diving suit was tailor-made, and it was stretchy so it was a bit tight. It took Liu Zhiwei a while to put it on, and he felt uncomfortable all over.When he walked back to the beach, he found that Jon and Lu Yi had already dressed and returned there.

The tights fully highlighted Lu Yi's figure. Although he was very old, he had broad shoulders and narrow waist, and well-proportioned muscles. It was the result of years of gymnasium at first glance.Liu Zhiwei began to feel ashamed when compared with him.Although he usually exercises, he doesn't think about exercising a tight body of muscles, which seems to be somewhat less masculine.And Jon, who is sitting in a wheelchair, lacks more muscles than Liu Zhiwei.He has a large frame, but is thin due to problems with his legs.His upper body was fairly normal, his arms could even be said to be strong, but his legs were only half as thin as others.

Liu Zhiwei looked at Jon's body uncontrollably.Jon had never been looked at by such straightforward eyes before, so he couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable.

Most people will deliberately avoid his legs, except for doctors, few people stare at his incomplete place so frankly. Jon originally hated that kind of deliberately avoiding, but when it was his turn to stare at him like this, he hoped Liu Zhiwei looked away.

Liu Zhiwei suddenly said: "When you recover, you need to exercise more and eat more."

Jon froze for a moment.

"The proportions of your figure are too unbalanced." Liu Zhiwei looked away, "It doesn't look like you at all."

Jon said lightly: "This is me."

Liu Zhiwei looked at Jon again: "This is not Jon, Jon is perfect."

"Nobody's perfect," Jon said.

"That's right," Liu Zhiwei said, "but your biggest imperfection is that you can make yourself a perfect person but you avoid doing so."

Jon was speechless, for the first time he felt overwhelmed by Liu Zhiwei.

Liu Zhiwei put on the diving glasses, weighed the oxygen tank on the side, and asked, "How do I use this?"

Lu Yi was very proficient at this, he quickly put the oxygen tank on Liu Zhiwei's back, and showed him how to use it.

"After going down, look at my gesture command. I am with Jon. You need to be in our sight at all times. Of course, there is this."

Lu Yi pinned a red wristband on Liu Zhiwei's wrist: "If you lose your direction, release this airbag, it will take you up and raise a red buoy in advance, and people on the sea will find you."

Liu Zhiwei quickly wrote it down, nodded repeatedly, and almost didn't write it down on paper.

Jon said, "Take a safety rope."

Lu Yi looked at Liu Zhiwei, and gave some instructions to the people on the boat, who threw two long ropes over.

Jon tied the three of them together by the waist with two safety ropes.

"You can untie it when you are in danger, or you can pull your teammates to your side, just in case." Jon said as he took the lead to board the ship with the help of the crew.

Lu Yi and Liu Zhiwei then boarded up.

The small white speedboat quickly left the island and stopped not far away.

"...Just here?" Liu Zhiwei had no experience, so he could only ask the people present.

"It's here." Lu Yi said, and checked the oxygen equipment for Liu Zhiwei again, "Can you swim?"

"Yes..." As soon as Liu Zhiwei finished saying "will", Lu Yi grabbed his shoulders and led him and Jon into the water.

The water covered Liu Zhiwei's entire body, and he choked on water as soon as he got down.

Lu Yi lifted him up abruptly, and said again: "Breathe with your mouth, bite tight!"

Liu Zhiwei took a deep breath, clamped his nose and stabbed it down.

Jon was already underwater.Once he went down, he didn't come up.It was only the second time Liu Zhiwei went down that he could see the opponent clearly through the glasses.Jon is different underwater than he is on land.

Rather, the whole underwater world is different.

Lu Yi led Liu Zhiwei to sink, and all the fish surged through the gaps in their bodies, ignoring the existence of humans.The coral group that Liu Zhiwei never imagined that he could see with his own eyes is just below, so fantastic and magnificent that Liu Zhiwei thought he was still in a dream.

He used the fins he was not used to to drive his body to dive down, but he felt the rope around his waist being pulled.Liu Zhiwei came back to his senses and turned to look at the person who was pulling him, only to see Lu Yi looking at him and pointing his finger diagonally above him.

Liu Zhiwei looked in the direction he pointed.

— That's Jon.

Jon's swimming posture was different from theirs.His legs swing together like a mermaid.Liu Zhiwei knew that Jon's crotch could move.The water flow driven by Jon's flippers scattered and reunited the surrounding fish schools. He was surrounded by fish schools, and his brown hair spread out in the sea water. He looked like a sea god.

Jon in the water can move freely, unlike him on land.

Liu Zhiwei stopped under the water, and the sunlight on the sea reflected light and shadows through the sea surface.The shadows of Jon and the school of fish mixed together, floating above him, not as flexible as the man who had been incapacitated for more than ten years.Countless fish scales reflected silver light, flickering in the direction of his command as Jon waved his arms in groups.

It was a miraculous scene that Liu Zhiwei had never imagined.

Liu Zhiwei suddenly understood Jon from a certain angle.Jon is more like a person living in another fantasy world. He belongs to any illusory world, except that he does not belong to reality.

He stared blankly for a long time, until Jon landed from the sky, grabbed his wrist, and brought him down.Jon's strength was great, like a big marlin full of strength and vitality, he dragged Liu Zhiwei and dived into the depths of the seabed.The increasing pressure made Liu Zhiwei's chest tight and his temples ached.But he couldn't make a gesture to leave.

The fantastic and magnificent scene below is getting closer and closer, and Jon beside him is getting faster and faster.

At last they sank to the bottom.Liu Zhiwei's hand touched the soft sea sand.His heart was beating fast, and he reached out to touch the coral beside him again and again.

A smile spread across Jon's face.He stuffed the food he had prepared early in the morning into Liu Zhiwei's hands.The next moment, Liu Zhiwei's eyes became blurred.

A large school of fish hugged him loudly, and his body involuntarily moved upwards without Jon's restraint. All kinds of fish shoveled past him, and countless colored lights reflected by fish scales passed through the surrounding area. seawater.He was lifted upward by streaks of silvery hurricanes, just like Jon he had seen earlier—

It is difficult for Liu Zhiwei to describe the experience of that day afterwards.The feeling that he had seen a miracle, and that he was part of it—a feeling of being caught in a fantasy.

In that fantasy, Jon is a strong and free big fish. He gave Liu Zhiwei the ability to command the underwater creatures. Those creatures are to the ocean just like humans are to the land. They dominate another world, and Liu Zhiwei, really Really entered another illusory world.

The whole day after landing, Liu Zhiwei was in a state of weightlessness. It was not until nightfall that Liu Zhiwei gradually broke away from that sense of fantasy.

Jon dug out all the clothes from the box and asked Liu Zhiwei, "Do you like Mr. Crab or Brother Octopus?"

Liu Zhiwei who didn't bring any summer clothes: "..."

"I like Boss Crab better, this is for you." Jon said and threw the floral shirt with Brother Squidward on it to Liu Zhiwei.

Liu Zhiwei took the shirt and asked patiently, "Why do you like Boss Crab?"

"Delicious." Jon said very honestly.

Liu Zhiwei: "..."

Lu Yi had already set up the bonfire, and Liu Zhiwei put the fish that Lu Yi caught with pared wood in the evening on the bonfire. Jon dug out a guitar from nowhere, and the red wine was placed in front of the three of them. .

"What else did you put in that suitcase?" Liu Zhiwei asked suspiciously.

Lu Yi on the side smiled rarely: "I brought it. This is his youngest guitar, which he used before he was 13 years old."

Jon touched the guitar nostalgicly, rubbed his palms together and said, "I'm afraid I've forgotten how to play the guitar a long time ago."

"He must remember," Lu Yi said to Liu Zhiwei, "in high school, he used the guitar to attract all the influential people in the school."

Liu Zhiwei almost laughed out loud, but the crisp melody had already sounded amidst the "cracking" of the bonfire.

"Give me a beat." Jon didn't lift his eyes, Lu Yi on the side had already placed a coconut in front of him tacitly, and beat an eight beat rhythmically with two branches.

When my blood runs warm with the warm red wine (When my blood runs warm with the warm red wine)

I miss the life that I left behind (I miss the life that I left behind)

……

Well this road I'mon'sgonna turntosand (I'm on my way to the desert)

Andleavemelostinafaroffland (leave me where no one can find me)

SoletmeridethewindtillIdon'tlookback (please let me ride the wind)

Forget the life that Ialmosthad

IfIwandertillIdie (I want to know when I die)

MayIknowwho'shandI'min (Can I know who's manipulating me)

……

Tellmybrotherpleasenotolookforme

Iain'tthemanthatIusedtobe (I'm not me anymore)

Butifmysaviorcomescouldyoulethimknow (but if my savior comes, can you tell him)

I'vegoneawayfortosavemysoul (I've gone awayfortosavemysoul)

……

Jon's deep and clear voice drifted over the island, drifting with the sea breeze.Liu Zhiwei hugged his raised leg and looked at Jon in the firelight.

His brown eyelashes cast long shadows under the lids, and the deep-set eye sockets divided his attractive face into well-defined sections.The corners of his mouth are naturally upturned, and his neat teeth will be exposed when he sings.

Liu Zhiwei leaned his head on his knees and tilted his head to look at Jon.

ThenthelessthatIfind

Sellinmysulforanickelanddime (I sold my soul for fifteen cents)

The guitar returned to the original melody again.Jon suddenly raised his head and looked at Liu Zhiwei, with a playful smile on the corner of his mouth: "Have you been fascinated by me?"

"You can become a singing superstar." Liu Zhiwei said.

"Do you know why I like this song?" Jon's fingers were still plucking the guitar, and the melody was still echoing softly. "If my home I'll never find (if I never find home), and let melive again (then let me continue to live)."

"Then find a home (then find a home)." Liu Zhiwei said.

Jon paused, and he looked at Liu Zhiwei fixedly.

"Forget your past life, forget your past, you can forget everything about you. But when you find a home, you may find a more meaningful reason to live than running and staying away." Liu Zhiwei said.

Jon's lips moved, only to see Lu Yi covering his forehead with a complicated smile.

Jon was silent for a while, and asked, "Do you still want to dive tomorrow?"

"No." Liu Zhiwei took the grilled fish off the shelf and handed it to Jon. "Some things only need one time. Time and fantasy will make it look the best."

"And," Liu Zhiwei said with a smile, "I should go back to work, my agent might kill me. I can't live in this world forever, I'm so hopeless."

Under the starry sky late at night, the three of them lay side by side on the beach.Liu Zhiwei had obviously fallen asleep, his biological clock was always on time.He wears Squidward clothing, covered by two coats.

With his hands behind his head, Jon looked at the stars and suddenly said, "Am I not pursuing too much?"

Lu Yi, who was lying on the other side of Jon, opened his eyes and also looked at the starry sky: "I have told you many times."

The author has something to say:

The name of this song is "TheLongerIRun", and the translation is the translation of wy directly. The whole song is very suitable for Johnny. If you are interested, you can check it out and listen to it as a bgm~