Euthanasia

Xu Hongjing said to follow him, but he didn't go to the next room.His heavy motorcycle was parked downstairs, and when Xu Ting followed him downstairs, Xu Hongjing put the helmet directly on Xu Ting's head.

Xu Ting: "...Where is this going?"

Xu Hongjing didn't say a word, he stepped onto the motorcycle and said, "Get on the bike."

"My car is right next to it, or..."

"Aren't you annoying? Now I'm leading the way, not you." Xu Hongjing said impatiently, Xu Ting could only be silent for a while, and got into Xu Hongjing's car.

The locomotive roared all the way through the streets and alleys, surpassed all the cars blocked, and rushed to the destination at a fast speed.

Xu Ting didn't know where to put his hands at first, but then the car was so fast that he couldn't care about anything, so he quickly put his arms around Xu Hongjing's waist.Xu Hongjing brought many actresses with this locomotive. If it was Xu Ting who was originally steely and straight, he would not think about anything, but now he is surrounded by guys with unusual sexuality, not just wishing one, Xu Ting's Thinking can't help but chop a fork.

Xu Hongjing didn't care at all, he didn't drive for long, Xu Ting gradually recognized the direction: "Are you going...to the Great Buddha Temple!"

A word of wind poured into Xu Ting's mouth, because of the speed of the car, his heartbeat was so high that he regretted his decision to ride the motorcycle with Xu Hongjing.

Xu Hongjing was not wearing a helmet, and when he heard Xu Ting's question, he turned his head slightly to indicate that he heard, but he didn't answer.

They arrived at their destination very quickly—it was the Dafo Temple that Xu Hongjing often visited as reported by many media.

When Xu Ting got off the car, his feet were a little soft, and he stood there calmly and handed the helmet to Xu Hongjing.Xu Hongjing casually hung it on the handle of the motorcycle, and began to go up step by step along the steps.

Xu Ting followed Xu Hongjing up a flight of stairs, and gradually felt the previous excitement gradually disappear. Xu Hongjing said at this moment: "When my parents died, I was not the only one watching."

Xu Ting looked at Xu Hong in shock.

"Zhao Zelin came as soon as he received the call, and he stood by the side to look at the dead bodies of my parents. There is no one else who has killed his own sister." Xu Hongjing reached into the inner pocket of his jacket and took a wallet He took it out and threw it to Xu Ting.

Xu Ting opened it and saw that there was an old photo of a family of three inside, which were Xu Hongjing's parents and the young Xu Hongjing.

"When Fengxing was first established, it was a small company with little improvement. My dad did a good job investing and invested a lot of money in Zhao Zelin, so he had the start-up capital." Panting, but Xu Ting began to pant slightly.

"After my parents died, Zhao Zelin and I didn't like him at first, and we didn't like him even more afterward. But if you want to confront him, you really made a wrong decision." All the steps were finally finished, and the mountain gate passed Yes, the Great Buddha Temple is just around the corner.There were slightly fewer people on weekdays, so Xu Hong went into the hall and burned a stick of incense, and Xu Ting followed suit to show his respect.

After Xu Hongjing finished burning the incense, he walked back along a long corridor with few people.The corridor is very long, painted yellow on all sides, and the shadows of flowers and leaves are reflected on the yellow walls and black tiles.

Xu Hongjing said: "I lived here for a while when I was 20 years old, not because of some bullshit love."

Xu Hongjing had scandals with many women in the early days, and later adopted many actresses.The media are fond of talking about a special actress, that is Qingxuan.It is said that Xu Hongjing tried to pursue Qingxuan, but failed to impress him with money. In the end, he almost became a monk in a fit of anger, and went to the temple to stay for several months.

"No woman is worth what I do." Xu Hongjing said, walked to the backyard, and opened a meditation room quite habitually.

It is not surprising that rich people have a place to live anywhere, and it is not surprising that Xu Hongjing has a meditation room for so many years.

Xu Ting followed him in, and the layout inside was very simple. There was a bed, a wooden desk with a few scraps of paper and pens on it, a futon and countless scriptures.

"Zhao Zelin is not normal." Xu Hongjing took off his coat casually and threw it on the bed, and sat down, "Before I met Shanna, my life was a piece of volcanic ash. Do you understand, there is no fire, It's all ashes."

"I have always known that Zhao Zelin is not a good person. He has no worries about breaking the law. As long as he wants to do it, there is nothing he can't do. That is, I know from him that Qian is a goddamn panacea. You can use money to solve everything. Can't buy it? Your brother is a sensible person, he should know."

Xu Ting didn't expect Xu Hongjing to mention making a wish by the way, he almost wanted to say "Birds of a feather flock together".

"I can tell you how many things he has committed. He, me, your brother, everyone in our circle, everyone is the same. Who doesn't do anything in the gray area if you want to make a lot of money? But it's useless. I told you, what's the use None. He's not normal."

Xu Ting frowned: "What do you mean?"

"Some people harm people for money, and some people break the law for profit. Zhao Zelin doesn't do both, he just likes to see people desperate." Xu Hongjing sneered, "Whoever is more uncertain and can't find a way out, who The greater the attraction to him. I've known it since the first time I ever met someone he made suicide. I was 14 and my parents had just died a year ago. I witnessed Another person committed suicide.

"Yes, I know what Zhao Zelin and the others are doing, but Zhao Zelin is different from others. Others are doing it for profit, and he is just interested."

Xu Hongjing sneered, "To be honest, Zhao Zelin didn't do anything to me at that time. I'm afraid it was the greatest respect he showed to my mother. But now I think of the way he looked at me at that time, and I'm afraid.

"I date women, race cars, eat, drink, whore and gamble, not because I'm rich," Xu Hongjing said with a mocking smile on his face, "It's because it makes me happy, frees me from fear, and makes Zhao Zelin lose interest in me. It's just my instinct, I didn't know how scared I was until I met Shanna. I didn't start thinking about what the fuck was I thinking after talking to her. Before that I was thinking I can't figure out anything, the problems I encountered, my fears, no one can see it, but she can see it. If I miss any woman, I miss her. It took me [-] fucking lives to not I used to work hard to learn English, just because she knew what I was thinking, and she told me I was a good person. You know no one ever told me that I was a good person, I was strong.

"A lot of people 'appreciate' me, Xu Hongjing, and say that I dare to act. Shit. They are because I did something they dare not do. I picked up so many women for them. They spent money to eliminate disasters for themselves, and I didn’t take the blame for causing troubles for them. The blame for Fengxing is all on me, the more heartless I don’t care, the less people will blame me.”

Xu Hongjing glanced at Xu Ting coldly: "There is no good thing around me."

Xu Ting wanted to say something, but couldn't say it.He found that Xu Hongjing had a knife hanging on his head all the time. He had been under this knife for 20 years and was under heavy pressure all the time.

"Shanna... how is she doing recently?" Xu Hongjing asked after being silent for a while.

"...No big problem," Xu Ting said, "Her boyfriend is very good at taking care of others."

Xu Hong's eyes drooped in shock: "That's good."

The evening bell of the temple rang, Xu Hongjing stood up shaking his legs, looked at Xu Ting and said, "You know that Liu Yi was desperate at that time, right? Nonsense, of course you know, your handwriting." Xu Hongjing snorted Laughed a bit.

Xu Ting was stunned for a moment, then looked at Xu Hongjing in surprise: "You are saving..."

"He still knows about those people, so he has no brains to get involved in it. If Zhao Zelin doesn't mess with him, other people will mess with him," Xu Hongjing said, "Don't get me wrong, I don't like him, he dares to scold him Shanna, I can take his head off. He still couldn't recognize the situation at that time, and he can only say that he is not bad if he dies."

"But people like Zhao Zelin can only go to the [-]th floor of hell, and death is considered light. You have to thank Shanna, without her, I would not even be able to see you."

Xu Ting nodded slightly.

Xu Hongjing looked at Xu Ting for a while, then came to the side of the cabinet, took out a scripture book, and found a stack of thick paper from it.

"Only I can get this thing, don't even think about it for anyone else," Xu Hongjing squeezed the stack of paper tightly, "You know what it means."

It means that if something like this is made public, Xu Hongjing will be immediately targeted by Zhao Zelin.

It took Xu Ting a little effort to pull the thing out of Xu Hongjing's hand. He read a few pages, his eyes widened slightly.Those are all illegal financing projects related to Zhao Zelin. It is said that they are related to Zhao Zelin, and some of them also involve other people.This is a scanned copy, which must have been printed by Xu Hongjing privately.

"This... definitely isn't just for you." Xu Ting said suddenly.

Xu Hong was startled for a moment: "What do you mean?"

"Zhao Zelin is not the only one involved..." Xu Ting said, "We can definitely think of a perfect way to make it public."

Xu Hongjing stared at Xu Ting for a while, then suddenly said: "Actually, the number of people that Zhao Zelin really follows is not many, there are only a dozen or so who have interested him for so many years."

"Most of them either couldn't withstand the pressure and committed suicide or disappeared completely. There is only one person who is still persisting and is getting more and more popular—" Xu Hongjing said, "Liu Zhiwei."

Xu Ting expected this answer, but when Xu Hongjing said this, he still felt a little shocked.

"This person is so strange. Zhao Zelin fell in love with him because he was desperate, and wanted to grab everything. In the end, he was the only one who let go without any sweetness," Xu Hongjing said, "There are people behind me. When I saw him again, it was obvious that he was in a worse situation than before, and he had no resources, but—" Xu Hongjing stopped talking halfway, and waved his hand casually, "Forget it."

Xu Ting asked at this time: "The dozen or so people...do you know who they are?"

"How could I not know," Xu Hongjing sneered, "I helped introduce some of them."

Xu Ting said: "Liu Yi left a suicide note for Shanna, and he entrusted his last words to the most suitable person. I believe in you, so I tell you this. Don't worry, I won't let you bear the burden alone. All responsibility and guilt."

After Xu Ting left, Xu Hongjing took off the prayer beads on his wrist and held them tightly in his hands.It was the prayer beads left by his mother, which had been hidden in the box by him before.Sitting on the edge of the bed, he murmured: "...the Buddha saw my share of sins."