Euthanasia

The group in Daicheng can be called "the furthest runner group".Their purchase points are all outside the city, and everyone's purchase location is different.It was relatively convenient for Pei Ze and another artist to buy goods, but when Pei Ze drove a large fish truck to the chicken farm where Dai Cheng bought goods, he only saw Dai Cheng's whole body, even his hair was covered with chicken feathers.

Pei Ze couldn't help laughing, Dai Cheng's face turned dark.

The chickens caught from the chicken farm must be processed immediately. While Dai Cheng supervised the whole process, he also popularized the whole process of live poultry processing to the audience.When the process was over, they headed to the farmers market with a whole truckload of stuff.

Dai Cheng had already taken off the jacket he was wearing at this moment, leaving only a plaid shirt and a straw hat distributed by the program group on his head, completely turning into a passerby selling chickens, and when Pei Ze caught fish, His chest and trousers were all wet, and he looked miserable.

When they were selling vegetables, an aunt came up and asked, "Is the young man married?"

Dai Chenglian, who was unmarried, said, "I'm married, I'm married."

Daicheng's chickens were all processed, but Pei Ze's fish were all live. Just catching fish and weighing them made him flustered. When one fish fell off his hands, he chased him all the way to two or three stalls. Only then did he catch the fish, and everyone in the vegetable market watched him catch and then let go, eager to go up and help him catch it.

The person who bought the fish couldn't help saying: "How can I eat it if you make it so hard, it's five yuan cheaper."

Pei Ze could only keep nodding his head: "Okay, okay..."

The program team put the words "naive" and "super easy to bargain" on his head.

Zhu Yuli, who was sitting on the sofa looking at the screen, couldn't help it, and said, "What's wrong with you young people, you can't do such a small thing well."

Liu Zhiwei: "..."

"If you can't even sell fish, I have to remake it for you." Zhu Yuli talked about Liu Zhiwei while talking.

Jon, who had never sold fish before, silently put down the cantaloupe in his hand.

"Mom, eat some fruit," Liu Zhiwei put a plate of cherries in front of Zhu Yuli, "Where do you want to go tomorrow?"

"Don't follow me around all day, you won't be able to go to work by yourself?" Zhu Yuli said, "How can there be such a lazy employee like you, if I were your boss, I would die in a hurry."

Liu Zhiwei: "...Mom, my boss is Jon."

Zhu Yuli: "..."

Jon said immediately, "I'm not in a hurry."

Seeing that Zhu Yuli's words were blocked, Liu Zhiwei said, "Then mom, think about when we will go to Spain?"

Zhu Yuli said: "... When are you on vacation? How far is Spain..."

Liu Zhiwei outlined his schedule, took out a laptop, and showed Zhu Yuli where they could go.

Looking at the content on the webpage, Zhu Yuli couldn't help being fascinated, but couldn't help asking: "How many days will it take? How can we have so much time...and it's very expensive, right?"

Liu Zhiwei said: "Mom, you are out, how do you feel when you come to our place?"

Zhu Yuli said: "...It's pretty good. Your life is so different from ours."

"Mom, do you plan to stay in your old home for the next few decades, doing housework and reading things on the Internet every day?" Liu Zhiwei held her hand, "This kind of life you It's been a few years, do you think it's interesting?"

Zhu Yuli sighed: "Zhiwei, I know what you mean. But I'm different from you. I'm already old, and people always want to live in one place. It's not fun to stay at home all the time, but Mom I can’t live without that place. You have the ability to travel around the world and live the life I dreamed of before. Mom is proud of you, but you let me live like this. Mom can’t do it.”

Liu Zhiwei said: "I didn't want you to live like me, but Mom, if one day you are at home, you can recall the trouble-free time we spent together in another place, and you still have the ability to look forward to the next trip. , don't you think it's much better than thinking about this and that?"

Seeing that Zhu Yuli was silent, Liu Zhiwei said again: "Mom, you worked hard all your life for me, but now I have the ability to support myself, and I have the ability to let you live the life you long for but sacrificed for your family. Isn't this the day?"

Jon suddenly interjected at this moment: "I think your mother knows what kind of life she wants. She is an adult and can make any choice for herself."

Liu Zhiwei calmed down and said, "I'm going to wash the dishes."

Zhu Yuli's eyes followed Liu Zhiwei into the kitchen.

Their kitchen is semi-open, with a bar in front of them, and they can see what the people in the kitchen are doing from the outside.

Zhu Yuli saw Liu Zhiwei wearing an apron and washing the dishes quickly, while Jon turned around and continued to put together his building blocks.Zhu Yuli vaguely felt that she saw her past self.They are all living a repetitive life day after day, but Zhu Yuli finds that she has lost the ability to look forward and dream.

The variety show was over, but Zhu Yuli didn't watch it at all in the second half, even though there were some shots of Liu Zhiwei interspersed in it.After Liu Zhiwei finished washing the dishes, he heard Jon yell in surprise: "Done!" Liu Zhiwei and the startled Zhu Yuli looked at Jon together, only to see that he was so happy that he used crutches Standing up, he said repeatedly to Liu Zhiwei: "Zeo! I'm done!"

Liu Zhiwei walked out of the kitchen in a hurry, only to see Jon excitedly pointing to the building blocks and quickly said in English: "Look at this perfect nose and eyes... This is the best Lego I can spell!"

Liu Zhiwei stepped forward to help him lift the drawing board, only then did Zhu Yuli recognize Liu Zhiwei on it.

"I need an electric drill, Mom." Jon said to Zhu Yuli in Chinese naturally.

Both Liu Zhiwei and Zhu Yuli were taken aback.

"It's in the cabinet over there, it will be a little heavy." Jon said it so naturally, Zhu Yuli also got up naturally to get the electric drill from the cabinet.

Jon took the opportunity to turn to Liu Zhiwei and said, "I should call her 'Mom', right? That's what Chinese people call her, right?"

"No, that's right..." Liu Zhiwei said with some embarrassment.

Zhu Yuli took the toolbox, put it on the table, looked at Jon and Liu Zhiwei strangely, and said nothing.Liu Zhiwei quickly opened the toolbox for Jon and took out the electric drill inside.Jon moved himself to the wall, drilled two holes against the wall, nailed the hanging nails into the wall, and directed Liu Zhiwei to hang the blocks on the wall.

The building blocks on the wall look like a bunch of pixels up close, but when they stand far away, they are a three-dimensional Liu Zhiwei.

Liu Zhiwei said: "You are amazing, Jon."

"Thank you, I think I'm great too." Jon said with his waist pierced, "but you're even better."

The two of them used English when they talked alone. Although Zhu Yuli could not understand such a simple conversation, she always felt isolated.

Zhu Yuli didn't know if this was Jon's unique characteristic. She recalled that she and Liu Shuying never praised each other like this after they got married.She knew that Liu Zhiwei in the past would not express his thoughts so easily, and give others praise so easily, but now Liu Zhiwei can naturally say "you are amazing" to others.

After the building block painting was hung on the wall, Jon looked at it complacently for a while, took pictures of it from various angles, including lying on the sofa, and then sat on the sofa biting his tongue and pressing his phone for a while .

Liu Zhiwei warned: "You must never post your Facebook again!"

Jon raised his head innocently: "But I've already done that."

"What!" Liu Zhiwei snatched the phone from Jon, only to see a new message posted on Jon's facebook: "I love Lego (I love Lego)."

"Jesus Christ (My God)!" Liu Zhiwei watched as he continued to reply to the message, "Look at what you did!"

Numerous replies below said: "No, you like Liang Junheng."

"Who would have thought that Jon would chase stars?"

"I've seen for a long time that he likes this Chinese star."

"Honestly I like him too, Jon, can you share the LEGO parts you used?"

"I love Lego too... Jon Is this your new house?"

"This must be his new house, no one else has such a decoration aesthetic."

"God, Jon, you actually started chasing stars?"

Liu Zhiwei: "...can you delete it?"

Jon shrugged his shoulders: "I don't think it may be useful. My Facebook page views are tens of thousands within a minute."

Liu Zhiwei covered his eyes, threw the phone back to Jon, and said calmly, "...I have to call my agent..."

When Liu Zhiwei called Xu Ting without confidence, Xu Ting had already said "I understand".Liu Zhiwei's heart instantly became heavier.Xu Ting, who had followed Jon's facebook long ago when he knew about their relationship, said he was very tired: "...he didn't mention your relationship clearly, let him be your fan..."

Liu Zhiwei: "..." I don't want this kind of fans who just post photos when they disagree.

Xu Ting continued: "Liu Yi re-recorded your part today."

Liu Zhiwei frowned: "The program team agreed?"

"I don't like watching the program group either," Xu Ting said. "Of course, the more gimmicks the program group has, the better. Liu Yi's doing this is a waste of the program group's resources... But although it is not in our contract with the program group that we decide the program You have the right to organize editing, but you have the right to protect our results. It is impossible for Liu Yi to let them delete your clips, this is certain."

Liu Zhiwei said: "Thank you Brother Xu, I can rest assured." He thought for a while, then asked hesitantly and puzzled: "Hua Xiao participated in the filming...for what?"

Xu Ting was silent for a while and said, "In order to praise Pei Ze."

Just like what Xu Ting said earlier, he let Liu Zhiwei appear on this show just to gain traffic.According to Liu Zhiwei's current celebrity status, it is actually a bit unqualified, but Hua Xiao invested in this show.He stuffed Pei Zedu into the program group, and of course he could also stuff Liu Zhiwei into the program group.

Liu Zhiwei said slowly after hearing the words: "Hua Xiao and Pei Ze... don't they—"

Xu Ting said angrily, "I don't know, I'm not gay."

Liu Zhiwei: "..." There was a little sympathy for Xu Ting who was surrounded.

"You've been on vacation for two or three days, and you have to start training next week," Xu Ting said coldly, "I still count on you to get your salary."

That night, after Zhu Yuli fell asleep on an unfamiliar yet familiar bed, she tossed and turned twice and got out of bed again.She was about to go to the bathroom to wash her face when she heard faint voices coming from Jon and Liu Zhiwei's room.

She stood for a while, and couldn't help but approached.

"... She raised me to such a big age, and provided for me to study... I owe her too much." Liu Zhiwei's voice came softly from inside.

"I don't know why you always feel that you owe your parents...they gave you life, there is nothing wrong with that, but when you were born, you were an independent life with an independent personality...they wanted to have a child, So you're born, but when you're an adult you don't belong to them anymore... I mean, the only thing you owe is maybe the money they paid you to grow up with, and it used to be whether they wanted to raise you or not It is out of their own will, and the only thing they want in return is your relationship and affection with them..."

"But……"

"You feel like you owe them, you're guilty, but have you ever thought about it, guilt shouldn't be part of a normal, healthy relationship... like I told my mother I wouldn't let her have a blood relationship My mother is disappointed, but she knows she can't change me...I don't owe the world anything, I don't owe her anything...I mean, if I was born just to breed, then I Is there any difference from animals? Do I have any existential specificity as a thinking human being?"

"Jon...you can treat your parents as your friends, but I can't... I actually take their thoughts very seriously. Even if I come out, I will still keep thinking about whether my lover is suitable for my mother. Standards — you know, never met, which was actually one of the factors that made me and my previous relationship unstable..."

"You know, Shanna told me an incredible thing - most people think that their character and behavior are determined by your experience, but in fact 90.00% of the character is formed by you It is determined by your genes, that is to say, your parents and the environment will contribute to you, only a few percent... Of course, this few percent also has a great effect. They may not be able to change your character, but they can Change the way you think...and one thing that's completely out of genetic control is who you fall in love with. Do you understand? You can fall in love with anyone, it's entirely up to you to choose."

Liu Zhiwei said something else, but Zhu Yuli didn't hear clearly.She walked slowly back to her bedroom and lay on the bed looking at the ceiling.

Did she give birth to Liu Zhiwei just to let him carry on the family?Didn't she ever think about making Liu Zhiwei a promising person when he was young?Since when did Liu Zhiwei become a tool for her and Liu Shuying to realize their expectations?

She gave life to her boy, but her boy has a burden of "her".

She could imagine what Liu Shuying would say, he would say, "I gave birth to Liu Zhiwei just for..." But when they planned to have Liu Zhiwei, they had no idea how Liu Zhiwei would repay them in the future, how to fulfill their wishes.

Step by step, they lost their expectations and pursuit of dreams in the frustration of life, and put that pursuit on their sons.What if Liu Zhiwei gave up his life according to their ideas and realized their dreams?Will he continue to put his invisible dream on his next generation?

Zhu Yuli tossed and turned in bed all night.

Liu Zhiwei was awakened by the scent early the next morning. He woke up and found that Zhu Yuli was making breakfast for them, and immediately felt a familiar and warm feeling at home.He was leaning against the kitchen door in his pajamas, folded his arms and said to Zhu Yuli who was inside: "It's a blessing that Dad has been cultivating for several lifetimes to marry you."

Zhu Yuli glanced at Liu Zhiwei by the door, and saw that he was wearing a SpongeBob SquarePants pajamas with two buttons on his chest, standing idly, she rolled her eyes and said, "I used to think that you would be killed one day." Will other women be jealous if they snatch me away, come on, it's easy now."

Liu Zhiwei coughed, touched his nose and adjusted his posture.

Zhu Yuli stuffed a piece of freshly mixed lettuce into his mouth, and whispered, "Just like him, can it satisfy you?"

Liu Zhiwei chewed blankly for a while, and then gradually realized what Zhu Yuli was asking, her face turned red from her neck to the top of her head, and her ears seemed to be cooked.

"Mom, mom...you, what are you talking about..."

"He can't do it, right? You haven't...been with him yet?" Zhu Yuli stood in front of Liu Zhiwei with her eyes wide open, gossiping in a low voice.

Liu Zhiwei choked on a piece of lettuce and coughed several times.

"...Mom...Mom, why do you worry about this...he's not broken..."

Zhu Yuli snorted softly: "You didn't teach you before when you were young. If you didn't pay attention, you would get crooked. Who knows if you will know it or not."

"Mom... I'm an adult too, I'm 28 this year, you still expect me to know nothing..." Liu Zhiwei pinched his nose and said in a low voice.

Zhu Yuli said: "No matter how much you trust him, and no matter who you get on and off, you must wear a condom for the first time."

Something was wrong with Liu Zhiwei, he touched his arm and said repeatedly: "Okay, okay, I see, I'll go and wake him up..."

While shaking Jon out of the cocoon of the quilt, Liu Zhiwei recalled their conversation, and vaguely felt that Zhu Yuli seemed to have changed a little.He didn't want to understand the reason, so he heard Jon moan and say, "No..."

Liu Zhiwei squatted beside Jon and whispered in his ear: "Jon, I think my mother accepts us."

Jon lay face down on the bed. After Liu Zhiwei said this, he reacted for a while, and then slowly turned his face buried in the pillow over: "Really?"

"Really," Liu Zhiwei said, "She...she reminded me to wear a condom..."

Jon stared and asked straightforwardly, "What thickness do you like? How about we go buy it tonight?"

Liu Zhiwei patted another pillow on Jon's head.

After the three of them had a hearty breakfast, Zhu Yuli said, "Let's not go anywhere today, let's make a schedule?"

Liu Zhiwei was taken aback for a moment, and said abruptly, "Mom, you have decided to go!"

"Why don't you go? You respect me. If you don't go, it won't be worth it." Zhu Yuli said, pointing to the laptop that Liu Zhiwei left on the sofa, "Have you checked it? Show me where to go."

Liu Zhiwei immediately put down the bowl and chopsticks and turned on the computer.

Jon pointed out interesting places and fun items, which fully aroused the interest of Liu Zhiwei and Zhu Yuli. They discussed for several hours and planned all the itineraries. They were so fascinated by the planning that they couldn't wait to set off immediately.

"Hey, I forgot, mom, you don't have a passport yet." Liu Zhiwei slapped his forehead and said.

Zhu Yuli took out her passport from her bag and said, "Yes, it hasn't expired yet."

Jon was a little surprised: "You have a passport."

"I used to travel a lot for work, and I would travel all over the place. Once there was an overseas project, and I was sent there. It was almost as if I could travel abroad, but it was canceled later." Zhu Yuli was a little regretful and somewhat nostalgic, "Finally, the passport office It came out, but it didn't happen. It was not long after Zhiwei became an adult."

Liu Zhiwei felt her regret, and immediately said: "It's much easier to handle with a passport, and the visa will come out in two or three days at the earliest, let's set a date."

The three of them fixed the date according to Liu Zhiwei's schedule, and Jon didn't hesitate too much, and a blond bodyguard called over with a phone call.Liu Zhiwei recognized that it was one of the people who had appeared in the hospital. Although he was Jon's bodyguard, he was more like his work assistant here. As long as Jon didn't need them, they would hardly appear.

When the other party appeared, Zhu Yuli stared at him curiously, and asked Liu Zhiwei, "Is this his friend?"

"Bodyguard." Liu Zhiwei said.

It was the first time Zhu Yuli saw such a character in real life and felt that she was living in a dream.

The other party asked Zhu Yuli to fill out several forms, took Zhu Yuli's passport and left, leaving a box before leaving.

Jon said to Liu Zhiwei: "Zeo, come to open your present."

"What gift?" Liu Zhiwei froze for a moment, took a pair of scissors, and helped Jon open the box.

Inside is a brand new set of VR equipment, which is exactly the same as the one Liu Zhiwei saw in the experience store.

"Do you like it?" Jon leaned on a cane and looked at Liu Zhiwei.

Liu Zhiwei slowly took out the device: "Jon...I just participated in a variety show."

"But I really like watching you play that game," Jon shrugged, "It feels great that my boyfriend is number one in the world."

Liu Zhiwei said, "It's your husband."

"Shoot (Damn), that's even better!" Jon reacted and said seriously.

Zhu Yuli rubbed her arms and muttered, "...Men are so nasty, why are they more powerful than women..."