Euthanasia

They didn't go back very late.Liu Zhiwei was a little tired from the constant scrutiny from all around.When he took Jon back to the hotel, Jon was also a little tired.He walked a lot with Liu Zhiwei's support, his legs were hot and trembling.

Liu Zhiwei looked at his legs and said, "When we go back, we have to take you to the hospital."

Jon replied intuitively: "I'm fine."

"I want to know the progress of your recovery." Liu Zhiwei slowed down his tone, "We need to know that we haven't recovered too aggressively, leaving behind hidden dangers."

Jon nodded reluctantly.

When Liu Zhiwei lifted the quilt, he smelled a faint smell of dust.He knew that this hotel was like this, there were few people coming, even if he asked for a replacement, the replaced bedding was still full of dust.He took a picture of everything on the bed, and said to Jon, "Go to bed, babe."

Jon looked at the bed with some disgust for a while, and finally moved to the side of the bed.

"What about you?" He looked at the bed next to him with some displeasure.

Liu Zhiwei brought a pillow from the side of the bed, pushed Jon's pillow to the side, crossed his arms and said, "What do you think?"

Jon suddenly smiled again.He took out a toy cockroach from his bag and asked Liu Zhiwei, "What time will you get up tomorrow?"

Liu Zhiwei didn't know why he was so playful again, so he said, "06:30. I will take you to see the campus life under the banner of socialism with Chinese characteristics."

Jon fiddled with the cockroach legs for a while, then moved himself onto the bed.

The single bed is very narrow, only slightly larger than the hospital bed.Liu Zhiwei and Jon slept very tightly, but Jon didn't let go of Liu Zhiwei's thoughts.

Unable to fall asleep in a strange place for a while, Jon put his arms around Liu Zhiwei and asked softly in the dark: "That man——Yang Shuo, why is he here?"

Liu Zhiwei didn't fall asleep either, he was lying on his side with his back to Jon, with Jon's arms around his waist.He hugged a quilt and said, "I don't know...the girl he was looking at at that time was not the one I saw today."

"Huh?" Jon was a little surprised.

"Today's one is too young..." Liu Zhiwei said, "It looks only 20 years old."

Jon couldn't understand: "Why can a gay change his girlfriend?"

"I don't know, Johnny," Liu Zhiwei said, "I don't care about him at all."

"You don't care about him, but you gave me a kiss in the street?" Jon was a little annoyed, "You were not so enthusiastic at other times."

Liu Zhiwei turned around upon hearing this.Facing Jon head-on: "I just want to understand something."

"what's up?"

"It is impossible for this society to treat everyone fairly and justly," Liu Zhiwei said, "but I can find a partner who is also willing to admit myself openly. And I have found it."

Jon froze for a moment, then slowly tightened his embrace.

"Yang Shuo is not good enough for me," Liu Zhiwei said firmly, "he is just a damn coward, a plagiarist without talent. I don't even have to do anything to him, he will also live in a life of doing nothing but making himself miserable In such an environment, his life is just a tragedy of a small person, and he doesn’t even need anyone to push him. Because he dare not be himself.”

"You're right," Jon said slowly, "he doesn't deserve you at all. But I don't want to just let him go."

Liu Zhiwei froze for a moment: "What do you want to do?"

"On the day you told me that he took you to Sun Peihua's place, I asked those guys from Hurricane to check his current job." Jon said, "Although I don't know his relationship status, I know that he is now Work as a trainee director in an entertainment company."

Liu Zhiwei looked at Jon in the moonlight in a daze.

"I'm a badass who jams nerds in bathrooms," Jon said, "and scares recruits with empty chambers. I'm not a good guy."

Liu Zhiwei laughed sullenly, his body began to tremble.Their legs were stacked together randomly, and when Liu Zhiwei trembled, their skins were rubbing against each other, and their bones collided lightly.

"Zeo," Jon said suddenly, "if you have sex, do you prefer to be on top or down."

Liu Zhiwei was stunned for a while, his face suddenly became hot.He distanced himself slightly from Jon, so that Jon's face was completely out of his shadow and exposed to the moonlight, "You, what about you..." Liu Zhiwei said vaguely.

"Gay people always like to be on the bottom," Jon said. "Everyone thinks I should be on the top, even if I'm a cripple."

"Jon, don't say that about yourself..." Liu Zhiwei was a little at a loss, "I..."

"You what?" Jon looked at Liu Zhiwei with wide eyes.

Liu Zhiwei said vaguely: "I don't really care..."

"Oh," Jon was a little surprised, "so you can hug me—"

Liu Zhiwei quickly said: "OK, stop. I don't know why I always feel a bit strange to talk about this with you."

Jon spread his hands: "We're married."

"Yes, what I am facing is my first husband, the first officially open relationship." Liu Zhiwei emphasized "the first".

"Hmm... that statement doesn't sound bad." Jon was immediately interrupted.

"I don't have much experience on how to deal with my husband," Liu Zhiwei said, "Why don't you tell me about yours first—you haven't told me how you are in a wheelchair and your ex-lover..."

"They will always serve me, they will move by themselves...hey, wait," Jon suddenly reacted, "I am also married for the first time, and I don't have any experience in dealing with husbands!"

"..." Liu Zhiwei turned over silently, "Good night, there are still many places I can take you to visit tomorrow..."

"ZeoZeo!" Jon pushed Liu Zhiwei twice, and after realizing that Liu Zhiwei was indifferent, Jon started to use the big trick of tickling again.

Liu Zhiwei jumped up instantly and turned around, laughing uncontrollably and hitting Jon back.

The two attacked back and forth on the narrow bed, throwing most of the quilt to the ground.Until they were all out of breath, Liu Zhiwei pressed Jon's hand and said, "Enough, Jonnie, we really have to get up early tomorrow morning, you can see our school raising the national flag on Monday."

Jon called out: "Cool..."

"Let's talk about that matter when we get back," Liu Zhiwei said, "I don't want to lose my gun on this dusty bed where I can't even stretch my hands and feet."

As he said that, he turned his back to Jon again, pulled the quilt from under the bed, and flew back to cover the two of them.

Jon also reached out and hugged Liu Zhiwei's waist again. He said "good night" softly to the back of Liu Zhiwei's head, and then kissed the back of his head.

Half a minute later, Liu Zhiwei, with his eyes closed, raised his hand and slapped away Jon's hand that reached into his clothes and stroked his abdominal muscles.

"Goodnight." Jon said softly.

"Night 'again' ('again' good night)."

"Triplenight."

"..."

Liu Zhiwei firmly pulled up Jon's hand that was slowly extending down from his abdomen, and detained him in place.

Early the next morning, as soon as the alarm clock on the bedside rang, Jon swept it to the ground with a flick of his hand.Liu Zhiwei had a headache from the constant screaming alarm clock, so he could only get up and look at the alarm clock that had been swept down.

It was the toy cockroach that fell to the ground and made a frantic noise.

Liu Zhiwei stretched out his hand to pick it up, but he didn't expect the black toy cockroach to crawl forward suddenly, and it was out of Liu Zhiwei's grasping range in an instant. run away.

Liu Zhiwei: "..." This is as infuriating as a real cockroach.

Liu Zhiwei turned around, shook out the quilt from Jon who was covered in a quilt by the ringing of the bell, and said loudly in his ear: "Shut the fucking roachdown (kill that damned cockroach)!"

Jon opened his eyes slowly, and was awake for a while under Liu Zhiwei's gaze, before he began to speak a long string of codes.

Liu Zhiwei: "...???"

After Jon finished speaking the code, the cockroach finally stopped running around the room and landed on the ground.

Jon yawned deeply and said, "It's voice-controlled... In case I can't simply kill him and continue to sleep, the voice command codes are different every day... If I have to think, then I will Must wake up."

Liu Zhiwei got up earlier than Jon every day, so he never knew that Jon had such a crazy alarm clock.

Jon yawned again and began to dress slowly. "Do I have a chance to eat that wonderful wonton you said?"

"You need to be faster." Liu Zhiwei picked up the cockroach and put it in the bag to prevent it from being swept away by the cleaning staff. Then he quickly finished washing and helped Jon again.

When they left the room and successfully ate wontons, Jon pointed at the owner and sighed emotionally: "She should raise the price a bit, earn more money, open a chain store, or simply come to be my personal chef—" — No, forget about the personal chef, I have you enough."

Liu Zhiwei scooped up a wonton with his own spoon and stuffed it into Jon's mouth: "You still have the chance to try many different snacks, but if you don't hurry up, we will miss the flag-raising ceremony."

Jon quickened his speed, and soon swept away the little wontons, and was pushed by Liu Zhiwei to the outside of the school.

The children had all gone back to school the night before and were now lining up to the playground.Looking in from the iron railings surrounding the school, you can see the students standing in neat lines in the middle of the playground.

"I used to be in the third class," Liu Zhiwei said, pointing to the two rows of teams. "I was in that position. I stood in the last row, and the teacher would not supervise there, so those of us who stood behind could steal the class whether we were doing exercises or raising the flag." be lazy."

Jon looked at the two queues and couldn't help but say, "I wish I could have known you sooner."

"How early? When I was in high school?" Liu Zhiwei said, "You don't want to experience it."

Two flag raisers came to the flagpole carrying the national flag. Liu Zhiwei pointed to them and said, "Yang Shuo was a flag raiser once, so I signed up for it too. But he didn't participate in the training. He didn't know how to tie the flag at that time. Bravery, the national flag fell half way up. The school will record a demerit, and I took the blame for him.”

Jon turned around abruptly: "Why?"

"Because I liked him at that time," Liu Zhiwei shrugged, "Because we were also good buddies at that time."

Jon clenched his fists.

"I didn't say this to make you angry," Liu Zhiwei opened his fist with his hand, "I just want to share my past in school, and I want you to see the me I used to be."

"But I also saw a former bastard." Jon muttered.

"After all, the things that impress me are all about him," Liu Zhiwei sighed softly, "I don't want to lie to my memory, they have become no longer important to me, but they are still in my memory a part of."

Two students arrived under the flag, and they started to install the flag, with a physical education teacher watching from the side.When the national anthem was played, Jon was about to turn his head and say something to Liu Zhiwei, when he saw Liu Zhiwei slowly stand up straight, silently watching the rising national flag.

Jon suddenly felt a sense of holiness.They treat their country more like an equal old friend, and they are proud of having such an old friend, but he feels that the Chinese treat the country with a sense of sacredness and ritual. When everyone is looking at the national flag, all children When singing the Chinese national anthem, that feeling is even more vivid.

But when he looked back on the street, he only saw some shops doing their own business, some customers looking at the students on campus, and people passing by on bicycles couldn't help but look into the campus.Everything has a magical peace with the accompaniment of the tune.

After the national anthem was over, the students started to leave the playground in a queue, and Liu Zhiwei said to Jon, "What do you think?"

"Great," Jon said, "feeling safe...just why does everyone have to wear the same tracksuit?"

"That's a school uniform." Liu Zhiwei couldn't help but laugh.

"But they're high school students."

"High school students also have to wear school uniforms," ​​Liu Zhiwei said. "My school uniforms used to have several holes when I climbed over the wall. Every time my mother washed the clothes, she would count the holes to see if there were any. Did I climb over the wall and go out to play?" Liu Zhiwei said while putting the sunglasses on Jon, "Let's go, I'll take you to see my hometown—you can only see it from the outside."