Euthanasia

When Liu Zhiwei went back at night, he still had an obvious smile on his face.Jon was watching a movie in the living room. From the time Liu Zhiwei entered the door to cooking in the kitchen and then cleaning the clothes at home, Jon could see the slightly upturned corners of his mouth. He even hummed a song while cooking. .

Jon is like a sunflower, his eyes and head turn wherever Liu Zhiwei goes.Just watched it for a while.

After dinner, Liu Zhiwei sat in the living room and watched the video Xiaolu recorded for him during the day.Although not recorded from the camera position, these videos still reflect Liu Zhiwei's shooting posture that day.

Jon observed Liu Zhiwei for a long time, and now he seemed to have finally returned to normal, so he pushed the wheelchair to the back of his sofa, and poked his head to see what Liu Zhiwei was looking at.

"Who is this?" Jon saw the figure of a girl at a glance, and saw that Liu Zhiwei was still watching so intently, he immediately called out.

Liu Zhiwei was taken aback by Jon behind him, but he didn't get angry. He turned his head and smiled, and handed the phone to Jon: "What do you think?"

Jon frowned and took it over, lying on the sofa and staring carefully for a while, his eyes gradually became surprised: "Zeo, do you have sisters?"

Liu Zhiwei laughed out loud.

Jon stared for a while, his eyes gradually widened: "This is you?! No - it's impossible, tell me it's not you."

Liu Zhiwei suppressed a smile and said, "This is me, Jon."

Jon pulled the phone closer to his face in an instant, and zoomed in on Liu Zhiwei's face carefully. "Oh my god, is this your new movie?"

Liu Zhiwei said: "No. I am a transgender person. The price for fighting for gender freedom is to be restricted and discriminated against in occupation, social and any other aspects."

"Sounds sad," said Jon.

"It's a very realistic work." Liu Zhiwei said.

"But it's really unbelievable!" Jon exclaimed immediately: "I mean, I didn't recognize it was you at all!"

"I have observed the women around me for a long time," Liu Zhiwei said with one arm resting on the back of the sofa. "In order to accurately describe their expressions, I have to go back to these shots repeatedly to make improvements."

Jon said word by word: "I didn't see that it was you at all."

Liu Zhiwei laughed and said, "There are still some loopholes, such as here..."

Liu Zhiwei pointed to a place where he had a sharp Adam's apple: "Fan Jin has always believed that he should be a woman. This woman is not only a woman in the sense of biological sex, but also represents the social culture and social gender he agrees with. Therefore, all his actions are Try to conform to a well-recognized perfect female image, he will try his best to hide his remaining masculine features. I didn't notice it here, I don't know if it will be too obvious in the camera..."

If Liu Zhiwei hadn't said it, Jon would not have realized that it was a flaw at all. He had a new understanding of Liu Zhiwei's consideration of details and acting skills.After Liu Zhiwei talked for a long time, he realized that Jon had been staring at him.

"...What's wrong?" Liu Zhiwei couldn't help asking.

"You look handsome seriously." Jon shrugged.

Liu Zhiwei couldn't help laughing.Jon looked at his smile and thought for a while before he realized how it was different from Liu Zhiwei's usual smile.

Liu Zhiwei's eyebrows were shaved, and his face looked less tough than before. When he smiled, his eyes were curved into crescent moons, showing a delicate shyness of Asian women.

Jon looked at Liu Zhiwei, and suddenly approached him slowly.Liu Zhiwei realized something with a smile, but Jon came so fast and slowly that his brain had no time to respond.

As soon as Jon's lips touched Liu Zhiwei's, the atmosphere changed.

He approached Liu Zhiwei aggressively, propped up his body with his hands, and pried open the gap between his lips and teeth with his tongue.

Liu Zhiwei was forced to fall backwards and leaned against the pillow.Every time he retreated, Jon moved forward.

Jon put his hand on Liu Zhiwei's waist across the back of the sofa, and his lips pressed against Liu Zhiwei's lips in a large area, grabbing the air from the opponent's mouth slowly and domineeringly again and again.

Liu Zhiwei's heartbeat was so fast that he was out of balance, and he seemed to have experienced severe dizziness for a few seconds when he fell down, and he couldn't see everything in front of him with his eyes open.

Then the kiss that was too deep suddenly broke off.

Jon suddenly fell off the back of the sofa and fell on Liu Zhiwei.

After a blank two seconds, both of them couldn't help laughing because of the accident.

"I should exercise my arm strength more." Jon faced down, laughing in Liu Zhiwei's belly.As soon as his upper body cleared the back of the sofa, the weight of his lower body knocked him off balance.Liu Zhiwei licked his lips, covered his eyes and smiled for a while.

The atmosphere dissipated, Jon propped himself up again and said, "Help me, myboy (my boy)." Liu Zhiwei then helped Jon up.

"Did you eat the cherries?" Jon asked as he got up.

"No, I ate the ice cream in the refrigerator." Liu Zhiwei said.

"I knew it!" Jon said, "My mouth must be full of meat..."

"Not bad, the taste of pork ribs..." Liu Zhiwei said vaguely.

Jon handed Liu Zhiwei's cell phone back to him, and simply lay down on the sofa, resting his hands behind his head and watching Liu Zhiwei who was watching the video again.

"Are you still going to rehearse tomorrow's filming as before?" Jon interrupted.

"Yes." Liu Zhiwei answered him nonchalantly.

"What's the plot tomorrow?"

"A plot interspersed with memories and reality. I was fired and said to go to another place and have a new job, but in fact I was just bored at home," Liu Zhiwei looked up and recalled the script, "interspersed with some childhood experiences, and then filmed to find a job. problems at hand."

Seeing that Jon was still looking at him, Liu Zhiwei explained again: "You know, no matter how much you dress up like a real woman, some features will still be seen, and they can choose an actor of my height--um-- Generally, women are not that tall, and there are voices and so on..."

Liu Zhiwei seems to completely regard himself as Fan Jin. Whether he talks about the plot or considers the psychology of the characters, he always starts from "I".

"To be honest," Jon said, "even though I'm queer, I don't really understand transgender people."

Liu Zhiwei raised his head and looked at him.

"I can understand women who want to be men, but I don't understand men who want to be women," Jon said, looking at the ceiling, "If it were me, I wouldn't be able to give up the privilege of being a man— I know I have privilege."

Liu Zhiwei snorted and said, "Caucasian, male, well-educated, hmm, you do have a lot of privileges."

Jon shrugged: "I also understand the discrimination and oppression of other people. I sympathize with them. I am willing to help them improve their status and gain power, but I am not willing to step down. I mean, this is not In exchange, I will not let anyone who is below go up."

Liu Zhiwei glanced at him.

"You know I have a friend who's black, female, and gay, and there's nothing worse than that. She doesn't identify with her gender, but she doesn't want to be a man either. Because she feels like she's It's very helpful for her to rebel," Jon said, "and if she changes her gender, she's not in her original position."

Liu Zhiwei thought about Jon's words for a while.

"But I admit that this is a very brave thing, at least I don't have the courage to do that." Jon said again.

Liu Zhiwei thought for a while and said: "Maybe some people just want to return to their own gender, which has nothing to do with privilege." He was silent for a while, and said, "If I think I should be a woman, I will not hesitate to do so." Go try transgender."

Jon raised his upper body, approached Liu Zhiwei, and said, "If you change your gender, then my sexual orientation will probably change too." Jon vividly straightened the bent index finger of his right hand with his left hand.Liu Zhiwei smiled and smashed a pillow on him.

Half an hour later, Liu Zhiwei began to practice the shooting scenes for the next day.He asked Jon to watch from the sidelines, pointing out those areas that Jon thought could be improved.

"What do you think is the perfection of a recognized perfect woman?" Jon said after watching Liu Zhiwei's performance.

"Appearance, behavior, attitude..." Liu Zhiwei said whatever came to his mind.

"No, I think if she sees herself as a real woman, her greatest femininity comes down to her sex appeal," Jon said. "Anything that enhances her sex appeal is her femininity." It’s like women usually think that the perfect man has a well-worked body that they want, so when a man shows strength in a certain way, that’s when he expresses his sex appeal.”

Liu Zhiwei nodded and said, "It makes sense."

Jon suddenly picked up the phone, raised his eyebrows and said, "So it's time to ask a straight man when he thinks women are the sexiest."

Liu Zhiwei froze for a moment: "Who?"

"Hello, my old friend (Hey, bro)—"

Lu Yi was already overwhelmed by the workload of the day.Jon is a hands-off shopkeeper, telling them not to let Hurricane get into trouble and stop taking care of things, which made the programmers of Hurricane find Lu Yi one after another.

Although they found that video evidence, the explanation of how to obtain that video is crucial.If it was obtained illegally, this evidence is likely to be invalid, and Hurricane will also be charged with violating user privacy. Lu Yi was trying to come up with a reasonable reason when he received a call from Jon.

And Jon didn't have the conscience to use his brain for them. What he asked was: "What do you think are the places and moments that women are sexy?"

Lu Yi really wanted to kick Jon's ass hard through the phone line.

"What do you want to do?"

"I just want to interview a straight man and ask about experience," Jon said. "After all, I've never gotten a woman's sexual attraction."

Veins popped out on Lu Yi's head.

"My friend, you have several girlfriends, I think it's a good idea to ask you."

"I didn't." Lu Yi retorted subconsciously.

"Well, you haven't," Jon promised him perfunctorily, "think about it."

Lu Yi recalled Jon's question, and the shadow of Shanna flashed in his mind.He said: "A woman's legs... the shape of the squeezed legs when they overlap, and the belly... is sexy when you touch your lips with your fingers, and when you smile from the bottom up... the hair is on the collarbone It's also sexy when it's on..."

Jon couldn't help but interrupt Lu Yi and said, "Wait, wait, you mean women are sexy all over."

"Almost." Lu Yi said.

Jon: "...bye."

After listening to the whole process, Liu Zhiwei suppressed a smile and said, "I think it's very useful."

"Really?" Jon asked suspiciously.

"Really." Liu Zhiwei said as he sat down, crossed his legs naturally, rested his elbows on the edge of the table, put his chin on the tip of his mouth, pursed his lips and smiled lightly at Jon.

"I only feel male sex appeal now," Jon said seriously, "very strong."