Euthanasia

Liu Zhiwei was in the bathroom when Jon answered the phone, Jon sat up seriously, and whispered, "What happened?"

Lu Yilu told the story of him and Shanna one after another.

"She kicked me out of the bathroom suddenly!" Lu Yi yelled in a low voice, "I've never been kicked out of the bathroom by a woman before!"

"So now you realize it." Jon said indifferently.

"Hey, Jon, I really don't understand her," Lu Yi said, "I'm not kidding, she actually made us back where we were, we thought it would be easy—"

"Oh," Jon raised his eyebrows, "do you find it difficult?"

Lu Yi choked for a moment, and admitted after a while: "It's hard."

"But I'm still a guy who doesn't have a personality," Jon replied in a low voice, using Lu Yi's previous mocking words. "It seems that we are the same now."

Lu Yi tried to speak, but only let out a breath of frustration, calmed down: "Do you think I should find a replacement bed partner?"

"Seriously (seriously)? When a hot woman lives in your house?" Jon raised an eyebrow and kept his eyes on the bathroom door. "Honestly, man, this is your fate now." ask for it."

"What did you say?" Lu Yi asked incomprehensibly.

"Do you remember what you said this morning?" Jon said, peeling his nails with the phone between his shoulders, "when I mentioned that I was awkward among you. You said 'we're just friends'. See Well, retribution is coming."

"I……"

"She gave you a chance to be friends," Jon said with a grin. "You know, I don't know any of your past bed partners. Oh, a few of them are work partners. Most of them I don't know Without saying three words, you cut them off from your life. Shanna was the only partner we both knew, but after she became your bed partner, your relationship was estranged."

"Is there?" Lu Yi couldn't help retorting.

"Yes, for example, when you mentioned her in the past, you only mentioned her unreliable, unplanned, and messy professional choices and clothing choices, but now, you hardly mention her to me. It's about sex," Jon said slowly, looking at the ceiling, "you even want to find another bed partner to replace her now, God, is she another woman who can be replaced by another bed partner?"

Lu Yi was silent for a while.

"I assume you replied 'she's not'," Jon said, starting to play with one of the doll's breast pockets, flipping it out and stuffing it in, "if she's not, then why not go back and rethink you and her— What about the previous relationship between the three of us?"

Lu Yi wanted to speak, but as soon as he uttered a syllable, he was interrupted by Jon again: "I know what you want to say, a woman with a hot figure who suits your appetite is swaying in front of you every day, she understands you , To know you thoroughly, no matter which aspect - every move of her will only make you think of yellow waste, it is difficult to control yourself, isn't it?"

Lu Yi: "..."

"Dude, how did you do it before?" Jon said, "Is sex all you have on your mind? Don't be afraid to get into intimate relationships, old friend, you're in your 40s not your teens , A smart woman has nothing to be afraid of." Jon looked at the bathroom again, and he heard that the sound of water in the bathroom had disappeared.

"Okay man, I gotta go," Jon said, "my husband is out of the shower, he's going to make me a glass of milk, scald my feet, do a few stretches, and then I'll be in bed with me to see Movie."

Lu Yi: "..."

"See you later." Jon simply hung up the phone.

Liu Zhiwei came out of the bathroom and wiped his hair and asked, "Are you on the phone?"

"Yes, Lu Yi's calling." Jon twisted his body and sat upright.

"What is it about?"

"Relationship issues," Jon said, "I'm a great relationship counselor."

"Oh... that's right." Liu Zhiwei nodded indifferently, then turned his head back to blow dry his hair.

Jon; "...I really am."

"I believe you."

"You don't sound like you believe me."

"I do not believe you."

"...You just said you believed me!"

Lu Yi hung up the phone, thinking about the last words Jon said.

"Don't be afraid to get into intimate relationships."

He had asked Shannah just before what he lacked.He has always been calm when starting a new sexual relationship, but once the other party has the possibility and hope of intervening in his life, he will cut off this relationship in time.

When he was young he knew why he did what he did - he was young and ambitious and didn't have the time or energy for love, but as he got older it became a habit.He has partners who satisfy his spiritual needs and sexual partners who satisfy his physical needs, and they never have to be the same person.

Lu Yi has never felt that there is any problem with his state, until now.

After talking on the phone, he slowly began to unbutton his soaked upper body shirt.Thinking about it slowly, thinking about his relationship with Shannah, his relationship with Shannah and Jon.

He met Shanna almost at the same time when Jon and Shanna made friends. He was less than ten years older than Jon. He looks like a standard Disney princess doll, with a more childish expression than Jon. At that time, he was already an adult with sufficient social experience. He was friends with Jon and Shanna, but he never thought about it. One day he would have sex with Shanna.

Shanna grew up with her growing charm, and Lu Yi was even able to joke to her face, saying "just in your face, you will be a top pole dancer".

As a result, Shanna asked Jon to take him to the pub on Lu Yi's birthday that year, and danced a sexy and hot pole dance for him in person—she even dyed her hair blonde, which was the last thing she ever wanted to do. Do it, because she hates people giving her superficial evaluations.

Lu Yi accurately drew the boundaries between friends and lovers, so that he never tried to classify Shanna into his "hunting" category. He always thought it was a respect for friends.

What's the difference now.

Lu Yi took off his soaked shirt, revealing his well-fit muscles.He has always had the capital to attract the opposite sex, so it is very easy to get a woman.

But he was not sure how far Shanna wanted to develop with him, and he didn't know whether he could successfully develop into a "close friend with sexual relationship" with her.

He remembered what Shanna said when he said "We are just friends" during the dinner-"Love is not the end of friendship".

After Liu Zhiwei finished blowing his hair, he warmed up a glass of milk for Jon.Jon sipped his milk and listened to Liu Zhiwei asking, "What relationship problems does Lu Yi have?"

"Oh, you know, there's a young girl younger than him who's hotly pursuing him, but he doesn't know how to be in a serious relationship at all - how ridiculous, he has had countless lovers, and he can maturely distinguish between liking and love , the difference between love and sex, but there is no one who has seriously talked about love and persisted until the end."

"Not one?" Liu Zhiwei was a little surprised.

"Well... maybe one or two," Jon said, frowning thoughtfully. "When he was younger—I can't remember, he was straight, you know, and I didn't care much for him."

Liu Zhiwei couldn't help laughing."He was very different from the first time I met him," he said.

"Oh? What was it like seeing him for the first time?" Jon asked with great interest, "I thought I was still in a coma at the time—Sanna's asshole (asshole)."

Liu Zhiwei said: "He looks very professional and dignified...well...and he also calls you Master Williams. But I found that he doesn't call you very much anymore."

Jon was silent for a moment, and said, "Yes, he is also improving."

"What do you mean?" Liu Zhiwei sat down and dragged Jon's laptop between them.

"This may be my fault. My illness and mental state make him regard me as the focus of his life and work. He can hardly have his own life... I know I can't continue like that and let Lu Yi suffer with me, so Euthanasia is also a good way to end my pain and the pain I continue to cause others when I can't make a better decision."

Liu Zhiwei hugged Jon.

Jon took a sip of the shower gel on Liu Zhiwei's neck and said, "Sanna couldn't stand the depression around me, so she ran away early, but you know, she went back to university to study psychology for me and learned a lot Messy professional, but also from all over the world to find a cure and excellent psychologist for me."

"They are very good friends." Liu Zhiwei said.

"They mean a lot to me," Jon said.

Liu Zhiwei was silent for a while and said, "Everything is getting better, Jon."

Jon said, "You know what, you say that with more credibility than anyone else."

Liu Zhiwei couldn't help laughing.

Jon said, "Mr. Believable, which Disney princess would you like to see?"

Liu Zhiwei: "...Jon, you want to see it."

"Okay, Mr. Believable's husband, which Disney movie do you want to see—" Jon said to himself, moving the cursor to Rapunzel, "How about this one?"

Liu Zhiwei shrugged: "Yes, I like this name."

"Wow, do you think it's okay for me to have long hair?"

"...I like your short hair better."

"My hair looks great when I grow it out, it's smooth and reflective..."

"I can't see it, your hair was a straw chicken coop when you first got here."

"...that bastard Lu Yi."

"I believe it's not Lu Yi's fault."

"..."

After the movie started, Jon whispered, "You know, I'm a big fan of Disney's animated movies."

"I think you love all cartoons."

"Oh...almost."

"..."

"But Disney's animation has a different feel," Jon said, "it creates a utopia for you. A utopia that reality doesn't have, but it depicts all realistic scenes, sometimes with unexpected irony. .”

"……for example?"

"Have you seen Zootopia?"

"Seen."

"Did you know that even the brand of the car in him corresponds to reality one by one?" Jon said seriously, "The most genius thing about it is that it builds a real world, and then divides all humans like animals. Humans Some prejudices are expressed in a simple ironic way, and you can't think of a more realistic portrayal than this."

Liu Zhiwei frowned and began to think about his words.

"But you know that all Disney cartoons have happy endings," Jon said, "even if the city remains the same, but the attitude of the animals in it changes, this is the most fairytale ending. We all know that forever It can't happen in the real world."

Seeing Jon looking straight into his green eyes, Liu Zhiwei wanted to say something, but suddenly he ran out of words.Jon said: "So you are almost an unbelievable fairy tale to me."

Liu Zhiwei blushed, and didn't answer Jon directly, but just looked at the screen where the screening officially started.

Once he starts watching the movie, his attention will be fully focused on the movie, while Jon keeps peeking at Liu Zhiwei because he has watched it several times.

After the movie finished, Liu Zhiwei expressed his feelings and said a lot, but Jon only nodded.

"Don't you have anything to say?" Liu Zhiwei couldn't help but said.

"I'm imagining your long hair," Jon said, "and it's taken me away from thinking about anything else."

Liu Zhiwei couldn't help laughing and cursing: "What are you thinking?"

Then he thought for a while and said, "You might see it."

"what did you see?"

"The way I have long hair—" Liu Zhiwei said, "It's not my long hair in "Assassin 2", it's more like her." Liu Zhiwei pointed to the film. "You know, one of the great advantages of being an actor is that you can experience a variety of different lives, and think about human relationships and the meaning of existence from various angles. This is a great exercise."

"I'm very moved by what you said, and I kind of want to change careers." Jon said.

"You will be a very popular actor...if you change careers." Liu Zhiwei said honestly.

"I'll just be a vase." Jon finished his milk in one gulp.

Before turning off the lights, Liu Zhiwei read a few pages of the script, and Jon looked at his side face reading the script and couldn't bear to move his eyes away.Liu Zhiwei said without raising his head, "Jon, you make me very nervous."

"Then what about this?" Jon propped his face to the front, but still squinted his eyes.

Liu Zhiwei put down the script and said, "Can't you watch something else?"

"Not really," Jon said. "My dopamine is high right now, and you know it's associated with all kinds of addictive behavior. Now I'm addicted to you."

Liu Zhiwei: "..." What happened to this giant girl today?

Jon said: "Seeing Shanna makes me feel very lucky, because my lover is willing to accept love, and I don't need to work hard and use skills to make him understand that I love him."

Liu Zhiwei: "...You know what, I want to sleep." Liu Zhiwei turned off the lights, lost the script and got under the covers, covering his head.

Jon lifted the quilt and got in, and said loudly under the quilt: "I-love-you! (I love you.)"