How to face the past calmly

After talking in detail with his younger sister, Dai Qianxun, Alphard understood what it means that there is no bloodiest, only more bloody.Back then, Miss Dai Chihiro, who mistakenly thought that she would be married into the Kuchiki family by her brother as a tool for marriage, after leaving Alphard, instead met Kuchiki Cangjun who had a strange alias.

Obviously, Kuchiki Cangchun planned this for a long time.

Kuimu Cangchun knew Dai Qianxun, but Dai Qianxun didn't know Kuimu Cangchun, a restrained junior. He only thought that he was really a gangster who grew up on Meteor Street and was bullied without spiritual power.

This is not to say that Kuchiki Canojun's disguise was successful, but...his spiritual power is really too little.

After a romantic drama of the year in which a beautiful woman saves a hero, the young lady of the Dai family and the young master of the Kuchiki family opened a map of happy enemies, fighting monsters, arguing all the way, entangled for a hundred years, and finally decided to get married. [What's wrong, isn't it Hundan? That's why Mr. Yinling only remembered to propose marriage to Alphard again after a hundred years.

In fact, basically the two juniors had already discussed it, and then notified the family.What made Alphard most helpless was that he was the last to be notified because his sister was afraid that he would be angry.

Of course Alphard was angry. Although he had no memory of getting along with Dai Qianxun, the feeling of being notified at the end was really unpleasant.

It was also at this time that Alphard finally understood the real reason for his sister Walburga's anger on Christmas Eve.

What a terrible brother I am, Alphard thought.

I'm such a bad sister, and Dai Qianxun thought so too.Every time she starts with a good intention, she hopes that the elder brother Alphad who took care of her will be happy and happy, but every time she does things, it always backfires. Obviously, the last thing she wants to hurt is her elder brother, but it happens...

Facing his younger sister, Dai Qianxun, who has already drowned herself with guilt before saying anything serious, and described herself as a sinner through the ages, what else can Alphard say?

He stepped forward to hug Dai Qianxun and rubbed Dai Qianxun's head, sighed and said softly: "What a silly girl."

Those words seemed to turn on some kind of switch. Miss Dai, who was always known for her strength, burst into tears, and Alphard's memories of Death's World flooded in like a flood.

When he first arrived in the world of God of Death, Alphard was actually very weak, because he didn't know anything except magic.Facing the world of souls, which Goutei Shisanfan didn't even know what it was, he was at a loss, and because of the injury and despair in the magical world, he really felt at a loss as to how to live.

Time travel shouldn't be like this, he said to himself.

But what should time travel be like?

It wasn't until Alphad met the Dai brothers and sisters that he regained his life goals. No matter how difficult life is, no matter how difficult it is, we have to face it with a smile, because that is the only thing we can have.If you are not strong, who will you show pity to?

Although the Dai brothers and sisters are weak, they taught Alphard a valuable lesson in life - the strength to never give up.

In the World of Death for thousands of years, the Dai brothers and sisters had long been turned into loess, but Alphard firmly believed in finding a way to return to the HP world. It was useless to escape, and he had to go back and make it clear to Voldemort.

As a result... Alphard could not find his way back to the HP world.

The memory came back, and Alphard also remembered getting along with Dai Qianxun. This child is very similar to Dai's little sister from thousands of years ago, always proud and strong.The only difference is that the little sister Dai, who had short hair up to her ears a thousand years ago, never married in her whole life.

"Because I like you, no one can make me do it!"

The younger sister's desperate dedication was also passed on to Dai Qianxun, who was very similar to the younger sister. Fortunately, Dai Qianxun did not hang herself on Alphard like the younger sister, but instead fell in love with the weaker one. That kind of Kuchiki young master Cang Chun.Compared with the younger sister, Alphard finally chose to happily agree to the marriage of Dai Qianxun and Kuchiki Canojun.

"This is the last time to trouble you, Nisan." Chihiro, dressed in Bai Wugou (Japanese-style wedding dress), came to Alphard's house on the wedding day, knelt down on her knees, clasped her hands in front of her, respectfully Respectfully gave Alphard a big gift.

Chihiro's face and Miss Dai's face overlapped in front of Alphard's eyes.

Once upon a time, his greatest wish was to see his younger sister get married, but even though the elder brother of the Dai brothers and sisters was already full of children and grandchildren, and his great-grandson was around his knees, the younger sister still stubbornly refused to nod.Even if she dies, the epitaph left is "I don't regret it".

Love is an indomitable attachment, a unique nostalgia, deeper than time and longer than space.

When you feel like you're in love with two people at the same time, that's not love.

So no matter how good and affectionate the little girl is, Alphard can only say "I'm sorry" to her over and over again, and finally let down the kindness, because even if it is for the sake of the little girl, pretending to accept her love will make her feel sad. Alphard felt that he had desecrated that purity.

"I'm sorry." After Chihiro left with the wedding team, Alphard finally spoke to nothingness for the last time, "I still couldn't fall in love with you in the end."

In my memory, the little girl who wore small sleeves with platycodon pattern on a black background came through the air again. She smiled and said to Alphard: "Thank you, you have always been willing to be so honest with me. Although I will be hurt and sad, but It’s better for me to accept than if you lie to me and say you love me. I love you, this is my business and has nothing to do with you. If you are really guilty, just live a happy life. Show me happiness and let me firmly believe that you don’t Choosing to be with me again was the right thing to do."

After Dai Qianxun officially became Chihiro, Alphard and Voldemort went back to the HP world. Taking advantage of the weekend, Alphard knocked on the door of Black's house.

"Sister, I'm sorry." Alphard said to Walburga.

"...What did you do again?!" Walburga replied in this way, coupled with the horror on her face, she was really frightened.Although Alphard always got into trouble and did all kinds of bastard things that made her want to strangle him when he was just born, Alphard rarely apologized.This time he actually took the initiative to apologize, maybe he committed a big crime behind it!Just thinking about Walburga made me feel dizzy.

"No, sister, I just want to apologize to you for the matter between me and Tom."

"Don't lie to me, Al, how can I not know you? Can you apologize to me just because of this? I'm not stupid, Al, what the hell did you do? Tell me honestly, I can stand it. You won't Dumped that lord again, do you want me to help you escape?! Let me tell you, Al, this kind of thing is a must. Sending you to France back then was already the most regretful thing I ever did. "

"You sent me to France back then, not my parents?"

"...The focus now is not me, but you!"

"I said, I really didn't do anything, you believe me! This time I really feel guilty to apologize. I finally understand how stupid I was in the past. I want to say sorry to you, I want Make up for you." From Dai Qianxun, Alphard understands a lot of things, pity the parents of the world, in fact, this sentence also applies to the eldest sister and elder brother who have always played the role of parents.

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you about Tom and I beforehand; I'm sorry Tom gave you that surprise attack on Christmas Eve; I'm sorry I didn't even have the guts to say goodbye to you after that I apologize once. My sister did a lot for me without asking for anything in return, but I took it for granted, and even blamed you for not giving me more. Thinking about it now, I am ashamed of myself in the past. People say I'm sorry, but they forget you...I..."

"You've already told me you're sorry, have you forgotten? Silly Al." Walburga smiled, looking at her younger brother who had tears in her eyes, her eyes were also red, but she insisted on refusing to let the tears flow Luo Luo, "The moment I heard you say I'm sorry, I've already forgiven you."

Only then did Alphad vaguely remember that when he first woke up after losing his memory, he seemed to have apologized to Walburga, but he also used more color than sincerity, after all, at that time he did not know Think the former him is him.

And even with that kind of apology, Walburga could forgive him, which made Alphard even more ashamed.

"No need to apologize, everyone has a time to be an asshole, because at that time we were young, impulsive, inexperienced, and couldn't learn to consider others from the perspective of others. This is an essential stage in everyone's life. It is because of that past that you are what you are now. This is the price you must pay for growth. It may take you a little longer to realize this price than others, but I will still wait for you, because this is what family members should I did it. I was young and frivolous once, will you stop recognizing me as my sister because of me at that time?"

Alphard shook his head quickly: "No matter when, you are my sister."

"That's right, you are my younger brother at any time. I will be angry with you, and sometimes I will be so angry that I wish I could kill you, but when you lose your way and return, you need someone who trusts you At that time, I thought that no matter what we have experienced in the past, I will always have the courage to believe in you again. Who made you my brother."

Alphard finally couldn't hold back, and cried out. It is his blessing to have such a family, and it is also a special existence that he will be proud of for the rest of his life.

"So, come and tell me the truth, what have you done, I won't be angry with you, even if I am really angry, I will still forgive you in the end."

Alphard was a little dumbfounded all of a sudden: "Sister, why don't you still believe me, I swear, I really didn't do anything."

"Then why did you suddenly think of apologizing?" Walburga looked at Alphard suspiciously. She still couldn't believe that her brother could really get lost so easily.

"Because I remembered some things that I had forgotten when I was a child. Do you still remember my toy broom? In fact, that broom can't fly high at all, even if it falls down, nothing will happen, but you stand under the broom and never leave. Protecting me, always ready to catch me with my body when I fall. In fact, you may get hurt that way, in fact you did get hurt, but after that when you get better, you are still the same. Mom asked if you were not afraid of pain? You said it hurt, but you were even more afraid of letting me feel the pain you once felt."

"What a sensitive fool!" Walburga was also told to cry by Alphard, "You are not afraid that I said that to make my mother happy and compete with you."

Alphard shook his head: "No, because even though I never fell off after that, you have not been with me once. I know you are not interested in the broomstick at all, but once I pick up the broom, no matter what Whatever you were doing at that time, you would choose to accompany me. It is not difficult to be a good person every day, but the difficulty is to be a good person every day. If you are pretending like this, then I have no choice but to bow down."

Walburga rubbed Alphad's head: "Because Alfa has always been a gentle child, you never fell off the broomstick again, why are you afraid of hitting me again? You take care of me so much, I don't care. Taking care of you doesn't mean that my sister is a failure?"

After untying the knot with Walburga, Alphard felt a lot more relaxed.

As Walburga said, it is never too late to correct mistakes.When we were young, we must have done some things that make us feel ashamed when we think about it now. We have been hurt and hurt others. When we realize that it was wrong at that time, it means that we grown up.

Growing up is very painful, it requires a lot of sacrifice and recognition, but no matter how hard it is, you can’t refuse to grow up, because if you don’t stand on a high ground, how can you find out the mistakes of the past?

Knowing mistakes can be corrected, and doing good things is great.

From Walburga, Alphard also learned another piece of news. In fact, there was someone else who went to France, and it was Walburga's arrangement.The real Alphard just disappeared again, and before he disappeared, the only person he could turn to for help was Walburga, who didn't explain to Walburga where he was going, but Walburga chose to Help him withhold the news.Of course, it was mainly to take care of the feelings of the two old people.

Walburga felt that compared to his younger brother disappearing again, it would be easier for the two old people to accept that his younger brother was in a foreign country.

Of course, the reason why Walburga spread such bad news was also to vent his anger. Alphard patted his ass and left, but left her with trembling for the next few decades. Of course, she would need an outlet.Another advantage of making Alphard's reputation worse is that Alphard is already so bad, so it is only natural for him to do anything out of the ordinary.At that time, Walburga had prepared that even if his parents died, his missing brother might not come back.

But Walburga didn't expect that Alphard came back, but he lost his memory dramatically.

The puzzles are almost solved, and the rest is the memory of Zanpakuto Qixian.In fact, Alphard now thinks whether he can get those memories back, he is living a good enough life now.

Compared with memory, Alphard is actually more looking forward to the century-old agreement with Voldemort, he wants to see how Voldemort and Aizen lost to that high school student Kurosaki Ichigo.