How to face the past calmly

It has to be said that after Alphard is controlled, according to his body's instincts, his force value is very terrifying. If Alphard can wake up, he will be amazed at himself.

Alphard finally took Schneizel to the mourning hall of the third prince Clovis. This unlucky prince who was killed by his half-brother at the beginning of the story has been delayed due to various reasons. The body could not be transported back to the country for burial, and this will be a safe place where the entire Governor's Mansion will not be searched within a short period of time.

The one waiting in the mourning hall was naturally Lu Luxiu who was filled with hatred.

"You did a great job, Al." Lu Luxiu praised Alphard, who had successfully tied himself and Schneizel firmly, "He really deserves to be known as the number one God of War in the Chinese Federation."

The red around Alphard's pupils has faded, and he completely forgot what he did just now, but he can understand what he has done after taking a general look at the people and environment around him.But he shouldn't know the existence of Geass, so he still needs to pretend to be confused: "Lelouch? Why are you here? Your Highness Schneizel?"

Although Schneizel was controlled by Voldemort with the Imperius Curse, but in some places involving Voldemort, he still had his own thoughts most of the time, so after he was finally able to speak, he glared at Alphard and said: " This is what I want to ask you, Al, what the hell are you doing? Kidnapping me and then tying yourself, have you been hypnotized?! No, there is no hypnosis in this world that can make people do this superior!"

"Are we familiar?" Alphard frowned, there was something wrong with Schneizel's tone.

"Of course you are familiar with it. The reason why you were sent to Britannia back then was because of Schneizel's invitation. Oh, sorry, my fault, I always tend to ignore the fact that you have amnesia, you forgot You used to have a good relationship with Schneizel as a netizen, and now I have also become your netizen, maybe through this incident you can learn to be cautious when making friends, and there are risks in face-to-face." Lu Luxiu replied with a smile.

Therefore, since Alphad met the Black Prince on the Internet, it has been Lu Luxiu's trap. It will appear on Lu Luxiu's use list, but the difference is how to use it.

"Amnesia Syndrome." Schneizel quickly understood Alphard's current situation, "But I haven't heard that this symptom can also cause people to have the mysterious symptoms of kidnapping a friend and resurrecting a friend's brother."

"You are much calmer than that idiot Clovis reacted." Lu Luxiu looked at his former brother with a sneer on the corner of his mouth.

"It turns out that you killed Clovis." Schneize had an epiphany, "It's revenge for the royal family who sent you and Nunnally to District 11."

Smart people tend to have this problem when they talk to smart people. Many things can be understood without any explanation. If Alphard didn't know the plot, he felt that he would be confused at this time.

Lelouchu took out the spear that killed Clovis, and pressed it to Schneizel's forehead, his purple eyes were filled with absolute indifference: "You will also go to fight with Clovis soon!" Companion. But before that, I still need you to answer me a few small questions, and it's time for us to say goodbye after answering, my dear Second Emperor Brother."

"Shouldn't you be saying that if I answer your question truthfully, you won't kill me? Even if you don't keep your promise in the end, you shouldn't tell me the truth, Lulu. "Even with a gun on his forehead, the prime minister of the empire, Schneizel, was calm and composed.

"No matter what I say, you will tell me the truth." Lelouchi's attitude was also very calm, "Just as obedient as Clovis and Al."

No one can lie under Geass, and neither can Schneizel.

Alphard witnessed the whole process of Schneizel's question and answer to Lelouch after being controlled by Geass. He was very frank and true, but... the answer he gave broke the truth that Lelouch thought it was.

"Didn't you and Cornelia kill the concubine because they were afraid of her?!" Lu Luxiu opened his eyes wide in disbelief.

Although Schneizel lost his memory when he was questioned just now, according to Lelouch's reaction, combined with the abnormality of Alphard kidnapping him, he quickly understood that he probably encountered some unspeakable unnatural force, Although it is unbelievable, but if everything is excluded, the remaining guesses, no matter how ridiculous, can only be the truth: "During the years of feigning death, you really gained terrible power, Lulu."

At this moment, Lelouchu has completely fallen into his own world: "It's not you, nor Cornelia and Clovis, who could it be? No, even if it's not you, you can't change what happened. You still need redemption, you..."

At the critical moment when Lu Luxiu was about to go berserk, Alphard said, "It wasn't Schneizel or Clovis' idea to send you and Nunnally to District 11 back then. The matter of leaving has refuted your father. When he became an adult, he asked himself to be the governor of District 11 because this is where you and Nunnally were buried. Looking at the layout of the Governor’s Mansion, don’t you understand? Here and you The mother's palace is exactly the same! He misses you! Have you seen those Clovis paintings about the past?"

"Didn't you lose your memory?" Lu Luxiu and Schneizel looked sideways and questioned.

"..." It's just that I don't have the memory of the original owner, and it's not that I don't have the memory of the anime plot, but these are not important. The important thing is to convince the No. I lost part of my memory, and it’s not that I don’t really remember anything. As the regent of the Chinese Federation, I am also very concerned about the politics of neighboring countries, okay?”

"So what's your purpose in telling me this?" Lelouchu forced himself to straighten his face, looking at Alphard coldly, pretending that he wasn't shaken by his words.

"I don't want you to regret it in the future, Lulu. Although Clovis is very arrogant and exaggerated, he really regarded you as a brother when he was a child, and he will also treat you when he grows up. His mother and concubine may have hurt you before, but He didn't, he didn't intend to hurt you and Nunnally, but you killed him. But this is not the point I want to say, the dead can't be resurrected, I have nothing to do with Clovis, but I What I can do now is to discourage you from making the same mistakes again and again, do you understand what I mean?"

People who have read Lelouchi's comics and light novels can find that there are actually many stories behind the anime version of "Lelouch the Rebellion" that have not been drawn, which directly caused Lelouchu in the anime version Sometimes it seems too conceited and cold-blooded.

It's like the case of Clovis being killed.

In the anime version, Lu Luxiu killed his royal brother because he suspected that Clovis was involved in the assassination of Princess Mariana, but in the back of the plot, Clovis was actually completely innocent , even in other people's descriptions, Clovis has always missed Lelouch and Nunnally very much.

From this point of view, Lelouch who killed Clovis in the first place seemed a bit inexplicable and ruthless, huh?

But the truth of the matter can only be discovered after reading the light novels. Lelouchi's hatred for Clovis is not just about Marianne's death. The anime version omits too many key points.Just like Clovis' mother, an arrogant concubine from a noble family, she was deeply jealous of the favored concubine Marianne, and she had hurt Lu Luxiu's mother and son many times.Nunnally is afraid of her, and Lelouch hates her.

The imperial concubine also strictly forbade the young Clovis to play with the Luluxiu brothers and sisters.

Therefore, on the one hand, Clovis longed for the gentle Princess Marianne and wanted to be brothers with Lelouch, but on the other hand, he did not dare to show his liking because of the lessons of his biological mother, and resisted what he yearned for with a poisonous tongue. Like a stupid kid who can't eat grapes and insists on saying grapes are sour.

This is the initial contradiction between Clovis and Lelouch, arrogance and prejudice, they don't know what happened to each other.

Then Mariana was killed, Nunnally lost her eyesight and lost her legs, Lelouch and Nunnally were sent to District 11, District 11 was occupied by Britannia, and so on.And the worst person in Lu Luxiu's heart at that time was Clovis's mother and concubine, so he would naturally impose these terrible things on Clovis's mother and concubine.

And Clovis, who imitated his mother and concubine and always bullied Lu Luxiu's brothers and sisters, was not a good thing in Lu Luxiu's heart.

When we meet again many years later, it would be strange if Lelouch didn't kill the "bad guy" Clovis.And the only weakness of Clovis's arrogant mother concubine is Clovis's son, and in the light novel she was completely crazy because of Clovis' death.

But in fact, Clovis never knew about the turbulent undercurrents that happened behind the scenes. He was really incompetent. Apart from having a good talent in art, he couldn't comprehend those elegant and bloody court games at all. He didn't know who killed Marianna, and he didn't know who slandered the emperor about Lu Luxiu and Nunnally as abandoned children, and he didn't know that Lu Luxiu was not dead.

It can only be said that everyone has a different standpoint and sees things differently.Lelouchu never regretted killing Clovis, who actually missed his elder brother, because just as Clovis didn't understand him, he didn't know what Clovis was thinking.

Alphard saw the tragedy from the perspective of an outsider, but he couldn't blame who was right and who was wrong.

But he can use this incident to save his life and that of Schneizel: "Lulu, you may think that I am changing my words, but I am not afraid of you asking me again with your strange power. , I believe my answer will not change. I did not lie to you, nor do I want to accuse you, I just hope that you can look at the events of the year calmly and objectively, and don’t do things that you continue to regret in the future. Now Clovis Si, it may be Euphemia and Nunnally in the future, one wrong step, one wrong step, the next step is right!"

Everyone has the second stage of middle school, and they have done a lot of things. In retrospect, we wish we could directly remove the memory of the past from our brains. Break and then stand, learn to grow, and become mature.

This is the price of growth, and Lu Luxiu paid a particularly heavy price because of his special identity and excessive strength.

And this is exactly why Alphard likes Lelouchi. He passed the second grade, won heartily, and lost terribly. He regretted it. In the end, he tried every means to make up for his innocence. with cruelty.And at the end, after going through many detours, he became the Lelouch who would treat the world gently.

Alphard in Secondary School adores Lu Luxiu's strength and exhaustive strategy, and Alphard after Secondary Two appreciates that at the end of the story, Luluxiu has the courage to bear his past mistakes and face the consequences he caused.

A lot of emotions surged at that moment, and Alphard's head began to ache violently.

Lelouch, who wanted to argue with Alphard, was obviously frightened by Alphard who suddenly became so painful that he seemed to die in a second: "Al, Al? What's wrong with you, answer me!"

Alphard couldn't answer Lelouch, because he was wandering in the ocean of memory, he felt that he seemed to see himself and the original owner, Alphard.

He saw him lying on the ground in pain in the darkness, weeping uncontrollably, and he heard him muttering to himself: "Please, no matter who it is, Merlin or God, give me one more chance, just one time Just let me go back to the age where I stopped being self-righteous, where I did so much damage and I really, really, really regret it, please let me make it up."

In Lu Luxiu's world, at the last moment when Alphad closed his eyes, he finally seized the time and said to Lu Luxiu: "Let me just say, my broken brain really can't stand brain invasion, I hope I can be yours." One last regret."

When Alphard opened his eyes again, he returned to Black Manor. The house elf opened the curtains, letting the warm sunlight fill the room. When he saw Alphard opened his eyes, he smiled and said: " Good morning, Master Alphard, today is another beautiful day."

Immediately after, Voldemort broke in and hugged Alphard bitterly, or perhaps it is more appropriate to describe it as imprisoned. Voldemort's whole body was shaking violently, as if he was afraid that he would lose the person in his arms at any time.

"What's wrong with you?" Alphard asked in a daze.

"I thought you were dead, but luckily it was just a dream, you're still alive." Voldemort's voice revealed the trembling of the survivors after a catastrophe.

"I'm dead?" Alphard opened his eyes in disbelief, and then smiled, "Did you have a nightmare? What are you talking about, how could I die after sleeping."

"Do you remember what happened last night?" Voldemort let go of Alphard and looked at Alphard seriously.

Alphard looked at Voldemort strangely: "Of course I remember, you came here uninvited and announced in front of my whole family the relationship that my family didn't want us to have. I had a headache all night how to convince my father to accept it. Let's make a good curve to save my sister from now on."

"You lost your memory again."

"kindness?"

"It's nothing, look, it snowed last night, sunny silver snow, this is a rare sight." Voldemort said, pointing out the window.

"A Christmas miracle?" Alphard quipped.It happens in every Christmas movie, and no matter how outrageous things happen between Christmas Eve and Christmas, there will always be a miracle in the end, and then the movie ends with a snowball.

"Well, this is indeed a Christmas miracle." Voldemort gripped the hourglass tightly in his hand, and said to Alphard with a smile.

Chapter 46 The World's No.40 Six Times of Malice: According to the legend, let Voldemort reveal the story of the year for you

This strange time travel was chaotic and rushed, many bad things happened, but it also gave Voldemort a lot of inspiration.

The first thing Voldemort confirmed was that the ten years when Alphard disappeared was not a farewell without saying goodbye, but a sudden crossing, something he couldn't control.

Voldemort finally understood the embarrassment of Alphard's return ten years later, he couldn't explain his miraculous experience of these ten years to others.In fact, if Voldemort hadn't personally experienced such a strange thing on Christmas Eve, he felt that he would never have believed such an unbelievable statement based on other people's verbal descriptions. It's not magical at all!

And from the conversation between Lelouch and Schneizel, Voldemort learned in astonishment that Alphard had developed amnesia when he traveled through time.In other words, Alphard who disappeared for ten years and then suddenly appeared did not lie to him at all!

As for why it was later misinterpreted as Alphard faking amnesia, Voldemort said that he needed to have a good talk with Liszt again.

There is also the reason why Alphard lost his memory. Voldemort heard the sentence Alphard said to Lelouchi, "My fragmented brain can no longer withstand another invasion", that sentence can extend many meanings, Voldemort It is more inclined that Alphard is saying that his brain has been injured more than once, and Lelouch's invasion was the last straw that crushed him.

Then, more questions arose following this heuristic.

Apart from Lu Luxiu's domineering way of invading the brain, what else would cause Alphard's brain injury.Imperius Curse?Or it could be other magical powers like Lu Luxiu that he had never understood.Or else... death.

Ever since Voldemort woke up on Christmas morning, he has been thinking about one thing—whether the "death of Alphard" he saw in Lelouch's world really happened, or because of the intervention of the future Alphard The tragedy that resulted.

If it happened before, how did the dead Alphard come back to life?

After thinking about it, Voldemort suddenly seemed to think of something. He opened his eyes incredulously, and then threw himself into his study room, which was bigger than the library, and began to search for something.

After searching for about three or four hours, Voldemort finally found a black book in the sea of ​​books.It was his diary, which recorded his life and magic research during his entire student days. It was almost made into a Horcrux by him, but was stopped by Alphard in the end.

The diary began to flip quickly, and the rattle of paper echoed in the room. Because of his impatience, Voldemort searched back and forth several times before finally finding what he wanted.

The diary says:

He finally figured out the method of making Horcruxes from Professor Slughorn's mouth. Killing people can split their souls, and storing the split souls in an object creates Horcruxes.

When he is killed, he can be brought back to life by means of a horcrux.

He couldn't wait to start making his first Horcrux, because he didn't want to die, and because he wanted to kill his biological father who once abandoned him.

But Alphard stopped him just before he was about to carry out the plan.

"Why?" the youthful Voldemort asked his lover.

"Because I don't believe in so-called immortality, Tommy, think about it, if Horcruxes can really help people live forever, why haven't we seen any examples?" Alphard said to Voldemort.

"Existence is reasonable, I believe there will always be a reasonable explanation for those idiots to fail." Voldemort was always full of disdain for his predecessors.

"What about Slytherin? Salazar Slytherin can't be an idiot, can he? Horcruxes already existed in his time, why didn't he have eternal life? Or do you want to tell me that you are confident that you are better than Slytherin?" Leitlin is even stronger?"

"That's what I believe! What did the Chinese proverb you taught say? Blue out of blue is better than blue! I am the blood of Slytherin, I have inherited his strength, and I will eventually carry forward his will, I will not be satisfied with being his heir, sooner or later I will surpass him! Horcruxes are that step!" Voldemort was always so confident that he seemed conceited.

"There is also a proverb in the Celestial Dynasty that if the sky wants to kill it, it must first make it mad!" Alphard yelled at his lover angrily.

After a long silence, Voldemort sighed and chose to compromise: "I don't want to argue with you, you know that."

"I don't want to either." Alphard's tone softened, "But can you stop being so stubborn, trust me once, eh? Horcruxes are really not a good thing, it will ruin you, I can't say Why, but you just trust me this once, okay?"

"Well then, let's make an agreement, we will give each other a right that we will never need to explain why, but we will respect and support each other unconditionally, how about that?" Voldemort said that it meant that he really gave in, "You Use this right to let me stop studying Horcruxes, and my right...I will tell you the day I need it."

"Deal!" Alphard showed a bright smile, he took the initiative to hug Voldemort, and said to him excitedly, "Trust me this time, you won't regret it, I will never hurt you."

Voldemort hugged his lover's soft body and smiled contentedly: "Only you will let me do this."

If the story ends here, it will be a sweet HE.The spoiled Gong and the spoiled Shou have loved each other for 1 years.

It's a pity that this kind of overly sweet tone is really not suitable for the Dark Lord. Every word he said has been carefully considered and has many layers of calculations.Soon, Alphard discovered Voldemort's language trap.

"I promised you not to pursue Horcruxes, but I didn't promise you to give up eternal life."

"Why do you have to pursue illusory eternal life? Wouldn't it be nice for us to grow old together?" Alphard looked extremely sad in his memory.

"No! Because I never wanted to grow old with you. Remember? I told you in third grade that I wanted to be with you forever, without end. I'm not joking Al, I Seriously, I will realize that wish, you and I stand at the top of the world, a hundred years, a thousand years, ten thousand years, time will mean nothing to us. Only I can always accompany you, and only you can always accompany me! "Voldemort's ambition will never be shaken by anyone, no matter how much he loves, at most he will add the other person to his plan, but he will not completely change his mind.

"...I really don't understand why you are so obsessed with eternal life. When time is no longer meaningful, why do we live?"

"Remember our agreement about rights? Now I want to exercise my rights. I need you to unconditionally support my research on immortality. I need you and me to live forever and ever."

Alphard opened his eyes wide and looked at Voldemort: "You planned the present from the beginning, didn't you?"

Voldemort smiled without guilt: "I don't want to quarrel with you, Al, and this is the best way I can think of to avoid our quarrel. I love you, Al, but you can't keep asking me to compromise for you , isn't it?"

"Okay, okay, you're doing well, I agree." The expression on Alphard's face at that moment was not enough to describe it as sadness, it was more like despair, and some kind of desperate determination.

Voldemort panicked all of a sudden, he rushed forward and hugged the unresponsive Alphard, as if he was afraid that Alphard would leave, his voice softened again, he knew, Alphard would always be because of He became soft like this: "I just love you so much Al, I want to live forever because I'm afraid I won't be able to be with you after I die, no one knows what it's like after death, I can't afford to lose Your pain, you believe me, okay?"

"Okay." Alphard sighed, and finally compromised.

In fact, it was not that Voldemort didn't feel Alphard's anomaly at that time, it was as if an invisible membrane suddenly separated them, preventing them from being as close as they used to be.

But the ecstasy of Alphard being able to compromise finally made Voldemort suppress his desire to ask Alphard, he was afraid that they would quarrel again.For a long time afterwards, Voldemort's attitude towards Alphard was cautious. He firmly believed that sooner or later Alphard would be softened by his attitude, and they would always belong to each other.

Later, Alphard really seemed to be okay, and even joked with him with a smile: "What do you think of the alchemy stone? Professor Dumbledore's friend Nick Flamel and his wife are a good example of longevity. "

"The appearance of orange peel is not my aesthetic." Voldemort frowned.

"You still have aesthetics? People who try to ruin their face just because they are too similar to their father are not qualified to say that." Alphard cast a sideways glance at Voldemort.

"Well, it's because the orange peel-like appearance doesn't suit your aesthetics. I don't want to risk your love for me any more to pursue immortality." Voldemort smiled beautifully, he knew that Alphard liked to see him like this.

After a few seconds of silence, Alphard said quietly, "Did you ever think that maybe I don't want to live forever?"

"I……"

"Just kidding, didn't we make an agreement? This is your right." Alphard laughed again, as if it was really a joke just now.

Voldemort's cautious attitude towards Alphard made him dare not go any further.

Half a year after that conversation, Alphard told Voldemort that he had found a possibility from the Black family's collection of books—the props for immortality hidden in a forest in Eastern Europe.

So after the five of them graduated from Hogwarts, they embarked on a graduation trip to a forest in Eastern Europe.

They searched for a long time in the forest, but they still failed to find the so-called prop, and Alphard disappeared quietly one day when they searched separately.

Now it seems that Alphard should have found that prop and accidentally touched it, which is the hourglass that Voldemort got on Christmas Eve.The hourglass took Alphad to travel to Lelouch's world, and also gave Alphad the power of immortality, or Alphad may have traveled through more than one world, and he obtained the power of immortality through such continuous travels.

Of course, there are many other possibilities, but Alphard's time travel and resurrection are absolutely inseparable from the hourglass.

Assuming these are true, then another assumption can also be established, every time Alphard dies, he will lose his memory.

Voldemort felt that he couldn't think about it any longer, his whole heart ached as if being tightly grabbed by a pair of hands.If all this is true, then the culprit who caused him and Alphard's current situation became him, and he made them strangers.

This thought ignited an evil fire in Voldemort's heart in an instant, making him scratch his heart, and there was no place in his body that was comfortable.

In the end, Voldemort focused all his anger on Liszt.He always needs a scapegoat to vent his anger on, doesn't he?And Liszt, who has deceived him countless times with his friendship, is really a good candidate, and it is really good that he can just ask about other things by the way.

Greengrass Manor.

Liszt looked at Voldemort calmly: "I knew there would be such a day, but I didn't expect this day to come so soon. He recovered his memory, right? At least he recovered the memory of returning after ten years of disappearance. "

"No, not really, but I found some interesting things, and I want to ask you to clarify my doubts." Voldemort smiled gracefully, but no matter how you looked at it, it gave off a sense of ferocity and terror.

"Aren't you afraid that I'll deceive you again?" Liszt laughed.

"Don't be afraid, because I happen to know a new trick, Legilimency!"

Without giving Liszt any chance to breathe, Voldemort used spells to invade Liszt's brain.In the past, Voldemort would not use this trick to treat his friends, because Legilimency is actually quite harmful to people's brains, and because of the so-called "trust", Voldemort never used this trick on his few friends, Even if later he was more like their master than his friend, he always adhered to this principle.

But now, the enraged Voldemort didn't intend to tolerate Liszt any longer when he faced Liszt who had deceived him several times.And because of these precedents, Liszt had no defense against Voldemort at all, and Voldemort easily got what he wanted.

About the truth of the year.

In the early morning when the commemorative meeting was about to start that day, Alphard did meet Liszt, but it was not Liszt who he took the initiative to find, but he suddenly appeared in Liszt's study, and he had just traveled back from another world.Liszt excitedly stepped forward and hugged Alphard, but Alphard's first words were: "Hello, do you know me? Where is this place, who are you, sorry, I have lost my memory."

When seeing this memory, Voldemort wanted to crush Liszt's brain directly, because Alphard really lost his memory, but Liszt lied about it countless times.

Liszt once said that he knew a person with Korsakoff syndrome, so it was very vivid for Alphard to interpret that condition.The truth of the matter is that Lister did know someone with amnesia syndrome, and that person was none other than Alphard himself.

Alphard who lost his memory seemed to be looking for something, just like Alphard in Lelouch's world, he was looking for something.

Voldemort once thought that what Alphard was looking for was an hourglass, because every time Alphard crossed, the hourglass would be left in a corner of that world, and Alphard needed to find it and fill it with energy before the hourglass could be used again.

This was what the inscription on the hourglass told Voldemort.

And as far as Voldemort knew, to activate the hourglass required a kind of extreme emotional energy, or monstrous hatred, or extreme love, and only very extreme emotions could activate the hourglass.What supported Voldemort and Alphard to go to Lelouch's world was Voldemort's ecstasy at solving the mystery of the year.

But looking at Liszt's memory, it seems that what Alphard is looking for in the end is not the hourglass, but something else, and the hourglass is just a tool he is looking for by the way.

But Liszt did not remember what Alphard was looking for.

Liszt just took advantage of Alphard's mentality of wanting to find something, tricked him into trapping Voldemort together, and the thing Alphard was looking for seemed to be really important to him, so he easily took the bait.

And then there was what Voldemort saw, Liszt and Alphard kissing, and he rushed into the room.

"Why did you do this?" Voldemort looked at his friend for many years, really wondering why he would do this.

"I don't believe you don't know, because I love him too. What other reason can there be? I have been very unwilling, why he loves you and not me. Al once told me that it was because he met You for two years. I have always had a hard time accepting this reason. So after he lost his memory, I felt that my chance came. This time I met him earlier than you, and I thought he would fall in love with me." Liszt's His expression was one of indescribable despair.

"The results of it?"

"In the end, he still doesn't love me, are you satisfied?" Liszt roared out all of a sudden, "There were only two kisses in total, one was an oolong that I deliberately induced, and I wanted to determine whether it was possible for him to fall in love with me. Me, but he directly broke my fantasy. The other one is the one you saw. I don’t let you experience my feelings. I feel uncomfortable anyway. Well, I’m done, listen to the rest Respect."

"Don't you think you're pathetic?"

"Sad? Ha, my parents' bad marriage has only taught me one thing since I was a child. If you fall in love with someone and don't work hard, you will regret it for the rest of your life."

"then you