What a beautiful white lotus

Ye Rongqiu looked at Qiu Jinjin in disbelief.He clearly knew the purpose of the black dog and he couldn't help himself, since he could still say such things?

"Santa Yuki's name is deafening. Not to mention Wuchang, even in the whole of southern Hubei, there are not many people who don't know him. How did he get to where he is today? Is it because the devils kindly appreciate him? These few days How many Chinese families he dismantled and how many people he killed in [-], all of them are recorded."

"Shut up!" Ye Rongqiu roared with red eyes.

"Could it be that among the people he killed, he couldn't help himself every time? He didn't have a chance to show his hands high?" Qiu Jinjin not only didn't stop talking, but also became more and more excited as he talked, "He stays with devils every day. Together, do you know what he is thinking in his heart? I admit, he is not simple! No simple person can do so many things!"

Ye Rongqiu stared at Qiu Jinjin.His chest was heaving up and down violently, he was so excited that he couldn't even speak, he just wanted to rush up and beat Qiu Jinjin until he shut up!

Qiu Jinjin roared hysterically: "A Chinese who can't help being a traitor needs to work so hard?!"

Ye Rongqiu trembled all over, and pointed at him with one hand: "You, you, you don't know anything at all! Why do you say that? If it were you, what would you do? Who do you think is willing to do this?!"

Qiu Jinjin turned his head away and said, "I don't know! I can't do it either!"

Ye Rongqiu almost lost his strength.This quarrel has no meaning anymore, Qiu Jinjin is a piece of rotten wood that cannot be carved, it doesn't matter if he knows that he is wrong, and whether he regrets it, Ye Rongqiu doesn't care at all!His heart hurts now.Qiu Jinjin is like this, what about others?How many other people think the same way?

Ye Rongqiu took a few deep breaths, but still couldn't restrain his trembling.He nodded vigorously: "Squad Leader Qiu, the interrogation is over!" Then he yanked the door open and went out, slamming the door hard.

Li Qiba stood at the door of the utility room, looking embarrassed.

Ye Rongqiu frowned, his voice trembling: "You? Why are you here?"

Li Qiba's face flushed red, and he was speechless.

Ye Rongqiu was not in the mood to talk to him now, and was about to leave when his feet froze in mid-air—he saw two cigarette butts at the door.He was stunned for a moment, and quickly asked, "Where is Zhong Wuha?"

Li Qiba whispered: "It's not long since I left."

Ye Rongqiu hurriedly asked: "Where did he go?"

Li Qiba pointed in a direction.

Ye Rongqiu was about to chase, but Li Qiba grabbed his arm: "Commissar, wait a minute, I have something to tell you!"

"Let's talk later!" Ye Rongqiu said impatiently.

"I'll just say a few words, and I'll finish right away!" Li Qiba grabbed him and refused to let go.

Ye Rongqiu had no choice but to look back at him: "What do you want to say?"

Li Qiba lowered his head, like a child who made a mistake: "I... you guys yelled too loudly just now, I probably heard a few words... traitors or something... I don't know what's going on. I I just want to say... Squad Leader Qiu is a good man. His parents were killed by traitors. Their family used to be the head of the town. When the devils came, a bastard who used to work under their family joined the devils. He hired a false security chief, robbed their family of money, raped his sister, and killed his parents... He has always hated traitors..."

Ye Rongqiu nodded expressionlessly: "Oh, I see." If he had heard this a few minutes ago, he would probably understand Qiu Jinjin and feel sorry for him.Qiu Jinjin refused to forgive all those who did wrong. If he could be forgiven, all his relatives would have died in vain.But now, Ye Rongqiu doesn't have any feeling of sympathy.

See, everyone has their own pain, you can't understand others, and no one will understand you.

Ye Rongqiu continued to walk, Li Qiba trotted to follow him, and asked anxiously: "Political Commissar, what are you going to do with Squad Leader Qiu? I heard from Squad Leader Lin that you might shoot him."

"I won't deal with him." Ye Rongqiu said coldly, "I don't care about him, so just lock him up. When the head of the group comes back, let the head handle it. I don't care about anything."

Li Qiba stared at him blankly.

Ye Rongqiu ignored him and strode towards the direction where the black dog left.

The black dog didn't leave very far, and Ye Rongqiu found him soon.He went back to the regiment headquarters, sat alone in the dark room without turning on the lights.Ye Rongqiu stood outside the house, looking at the puffing figure in the dim room, his heart ached, and then he walked in lightly and locked the door.

The black dog pinched off the cigarette butt, and opened his arms to Ye Rongqiu like a child asking for his mother's embrace.Ye Rongqiu was so sad that he couldn't breathe, he stepped forward and hugged the black dog, and the black dog lay on his lap.

"I said that I can't help myself every time, do you believe it?" the black dog said softly.

This was also the first time Ye Rongqiu saw the black dog so vulnerable.

"I believe." He gently stroked the black dog's hair.What he knows, in fact, the black dog has experienced more things than he can imagine in the past few years.So at that time on the mountain, the black dog said all kinds of bad things, just wanting Ye Rongqiu to scold him.Only scolding him can make him feel better.

"I don't know how to do it better. He was right. I did kill a lot of people. Sometimes, when the devil wanted to kill someone, I would go up and chop off that person's hand, and the devil would let him go. Some people, the devil must kill, and there is no way to escape, I just stare at these people and kill them, and if I kill them, the devil will believe me." At this point, the black dog choked up.

Ye Rongqiu bent down and hugged the black dog tightly.

"Once I found out that an underground party wanted to be a traitor. He knew many things in the party. If he was asked to inform the devils, many people would die... I thought for a long time whether to report him and let someone else deal with it, or... ...In the end, I killed him with my own hands, and I didn't tell anyone about his rebellion. I don't know if I did the right thing, I...I don't know."

Ye Rongqiu knew that what the black dog did was right.At least he believed so.It's a pity that human beings are not machines, and they cannot coldly and mechanically calculate the benefits and losses, and then come to a right or wrong judgment.Everyone is only willing to see what they want to see, enlarge it, and ignore the others.Even the black dog himself is like this.He remembers those things that he can't help himself, but he can't see those things that he paid.He has to always, always do more to get a moment of peace of mind.

So Ye Rongqiu didn't say anything, just listened quietly.Heigou really held these words in his heart for too long, he couldn't explain to all those who misunderstood him and hated him, he could only tell Ye Rongqiu who believed in him regardless of conditions.Although he can't change anything no matter how much he says, but after speaking out, at least he can feel better.

After a long time, the black dog calmed down.

Ye Rongqiu couldn't stop kissing his temples and eyebrows, and the black dog suddenly asked, "What do you want to do with Qiu Jinjin?"

Ye Rongqiu shook his head: "I don't care about him, whoever cares will care."

The black dog smiled slightly: "You...you are the political commissar now, and you will do bigger and better in the future. You will manage more and more people, and you may lead soldiers to fight. You plan to do this ?”

Ye Rongqiu shook his head: "No. I don't want to take care of others, and I can't take care of them." Only now did he know how right it was for Huang Mu to let him take on a false job and let him take care of everything except the arsenal.Over the past few days, whether it is leading troops to fight or improving the discipline of the troops, he feels powerless and exhausted.He's not the stuff at all.

Ye Rongqiu asked: "What about you? When do you plan to come back?"

The black dog smiled wryly: "If I can live until the end of the war..."

Ye Rongqiu tightened his arms suddenly, hugged him hard, and said angrily: "You are not allowed to say such words!"

The black dog patted his head: "Okay, okay. I'll be back after the battle."

Ye Rongqiu said: "You are a great hero."

"I'm not a hero." The black dog said, "After the war, I should go. I don't want to stay in the army. There are too many stains on me, and they probably don't know what to do with me."

Ye Rongqiu nodded vigorously: "I won't stay anymore! After the war, let's go together, go back to Chongqing, first visit my brother, visit the graves of my father and E Niang, and then find a place to live, the two of us live together, It doesn't matter if you like to live in the city or the country, I'll listen to you."

"Live in the city." Black Dog said, "It's convenient to take care of your brother."

"Okay, okay, then find a house near our house to live in, start a small business, I can open a factory, make machinery, do whatever, earn some money, and live a stable life."

"Okay, then I'll help you."

Ye Rongqiu smiled happily: "Then it's settled. When I earn enough money, I will leave the factory to others. We will buy a piece of land in the countryside, build a house, and adopt a few children. I will teach them to read. You Tell them stories."

The black dog laughed too.

The two began to quietly fantasize about life after the war, so simple and so beautiful.

"Duo duo duo." There was a knock on the door, interrupting their sweet dreams.

The black dog sat up, Ye Rongqiu went to watch the door, and saw the messenger standing outside.

"Political Commissar, Chief Xu is here."

Ye Rongqiu looked back at the black dog, and the black dog said, "You go."

Ye Rongqiu nodded: "I'll go first, and I'll come to you later."

The black dog smiled at him.

Xu Shaofang rushed over from another place after finishing his work.He was overjoyed when he heard about the great achievements of Ye Rongqiu and Heigou.

In this expedition, Ye Rongqiu took out 38 people, brought back 26 people, and killed 12 people.With such casualties, they defeated hundreds of devils, blew up the devil's bacterial base, and rescued nearly a thousand workers. It has to be said that it was a very beautiful victory and made a great contribution!What's more, their credit is more than what is on the account. If the development of the bacterial experiment base is indulged, the final casualties will be unimaginable!

As soon as Xu Shaofang saw Ye Rongqiu, he immediately rushed forward and gave him a bear hug: "Okay, okay, Xiaoye, you have done a great job! I just heard the news and rushed over here, and I will rush back to the front line later I will send a telegram to the chief of staff at night to commend you and Zhong Wuha for your achievements!" He patted Ye Rongqiu on the back three times, "Okay, that's great, it's really a grievance to let you stay in this independent regiment You! All the soldiers of your regiment who participated in the battle this time will be rewarded and commended!"

Ye Rongqiu had no expression on his face, and only forced the corners of his mouth into a cooperative smile.Now he is indifferent to these feats and commendations.

Xu Shaofang looked around: "Where is Zhong Wuha?"

The black dog was in a bad mood just now, so Ye Rongqiu didn't ask him to come with him.He said, "It's at the regiment headquarters."

Xu Shaofang hurriedly said to the messenger: "Go, go, call Zhong Wuha together. I'm so excited! I want to take a good look at you heroes!"

The messenger hurriedly ran to the regiment headquarters again, and after a while, he came back with an embarrassed expression: "Sir, Mr. Zhong, he has already left."