[Attack on Titan] God Clockwork

She hesitated outside the thin wooden door for a long time, and then quietly pushed open a gap after making up her mind, and through the gap, she saw the quilt on the single bed placed next to the bed slightly undulating.

She always felt relieved to find that Lake was still asleep.

She entered the room lightly, then closed the door behind her again, and sat down on the chair beside the bed.

There was already a piece of orange clouds outside the window, her eyes were full of brilliance, her eyes withdrew from the bright and dazzling window, and fell on the face of the person on the hospital bed—as always, she was more than handsome, but not tough enough, even if she was In the deep sleep, the folds between the brows did not intend to decrease in the slightest, they piled up one after another.

——How can someone so strong in his bones accept the fact that he will never be able to walk so quickly...

If you don't look carefully, you can't see the rise and fall of the chest of the person under the thin quilt.

She heard from the doctor that Lake chose to swallow a large amount of sedative drugs at one time in an attempt to choke off the light of his life.

Because the leg injury is severe, and he has been insomnia at night lately, so Lake asked the doctor to prescribe this medicine for him, but who would have thought that he would store the medicine little by little, and then swallow it all at once ?After all, there seemed to be nothing wrong with his emotions in the first two days.

It's bad……

How did it evolve into this terrible situation?

——Sure enough, it's all my fault... I can just blame her for everything... If she didn't choose to let Levi save Lake, he wouldn't be in such pain, so painful that he didn't even care about his self-esteem Unable to commit suicide, or if she was not so incompetent back then, and could have been braver and calmer, maybe Lake would not have spent so much time for her, and would not have been injured...

Blinking his eyes twice vigorously, dispelling the fog in his vision, Beata stretched out his hand hesitantly, and then touched the back of the hand that was inadvertently exposed on the bed with his fingertips—it seemed to be shockingly cold.

Withdrawing his hand, he pulled up a corner of the quilt, put Lake's hand in, and covered it tightly.

After doing all this, she got up from the chair, opened the door and walked out again. After the wooden door creaked, the room was quiet again, only the sound of Lake breathing alone remained.

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Beata had just come out of Lake's ward, and before he opened the door and took a few steps, he raised his head and bumped into Levi who was leaning against the wall with a dull expression.

When she heard his notification and rushed here just now, Levi didn't seem to keep up, and she didn't realize this until this time, after all, her brain was too confused just now.

"Have you seen him?" Levi spoke first, his expression as dull as ever.

"Yeah." Beate responded lightly, rubbing his toes on the ground with some unease, and then said, "What's next for you? If there's nothing else, come with me for a while? We've known each other for so many years and won't even lose face like this." Don't give it to me?"

"...?" The brows were frowned, forming a pile, Levi's face was slightly puzzled, but it soon became clear, "...Let's go..."

He who was the first to turn around turned his head and shouted to her behind him, and then walked forward on his own. Beate, who was behind, shrugged and followed quickly.

The location Levi chooses to stop is very subtle. The name of the owner of this bar is Lake.

After Lake joined the training corps, he hired people to continue to manage the bar. In the middle, he changed a lot of people in twos and threes, and the decoration was renovated twice, but the bar has not changed much, and the decorations are still old. Look, they've been here a lot of times, and by that time they meant the four of them - Riker, Alex, Levi, and her.

It's just that in just a few years, the people sitting here have become the two of them.Of the other two, one is lying in the hospital, and the body of the other has never been recovered.

He raised his eyes to signal the waiter at the bar to pour the wine, and then sat down in the seat he was most familiar with.

Beate, who was a little slower, took a seat next to him after a brief absence - because the time was still there, there were only a few empty people in the bar, and the waiters at the bar were not busy, and they ordered quickly Just come up.

Looking at the two glasses of wine handed over, Beata raised his eyebrows. The waiter is probably new here, otherwise he should know their habits.

——But I don’t care about it today...

As a result, the waiter handed over two glasses of wine, put one of them in front of Levi, and then raised his neck and poured it into his stomach.

The pungent smell of alcohol pervaded the entire mouth, throat and stomach in an instant, and the heat of early summer was dissipated in an instant, bringing an inexplicable sense of relief, as if the depression in my heart had subsided a lot, which made people feel uncomfortable. Addictive...

"Slow down." Levi's disapproving voice sounded in her ear, with a slight reproach.

"...so long-winded, Levi... are you my mother..." Curling her lips, Beata slammed the glass on the bar with a bang, "Have another drink!"

Judging by her appearance, today she must look like she will not return home drunk.

"Hey! You bastard..." Levi, who was neglected, put his hand on her shoulder in a bad temper, trying to straighten her figure with her back to him, but when he saw the stubborn picture When Shi Shi was still clenching his teeth tightly, with a tense face, he suddenly felt that he really shouldn't care so much today—if it wasn't for his illusion, there seemed to be some moisture in those fiery red eyes.

He seldom saw her cry—no matter how much he tormented her when he was a child, even if he couldn't bear his temper sometimes and beat her up, at most she would grit her teeth and rush forward with a face of disbelief. He punches.The only times she was seen crying was at her father's funeral, and once after her father's death, when the family was financially strapped and her own mother was starving because of her own inability to do anything.

What he saw more were her red and swollen eyes after crying—because later she learned to hide and lick her wounds by herself, without others seeing.

"...at least give me a drink..." The scolding that reached the lips finally turned into a soft exhortation, which was undoubtedly an extremely surprising reaction for Beata, who was familiar with Levi's character.

Beat, who seemed to be sure whether the one in front of him was genuine, opened a pair of red eyes, and looked up and down at the person on the side: "... Levi?"

"Huh?" The corners of his eyes were lifted up, and the eyeballs were slightly tilted to face her. The narrow slits in the eyes revealed the master's habitual arrogance and contempt when looking at people.

——Well, it's probably the real thing... Levi just now must have been possessed by someone...

Just after muttering, the empty wine glass she just handed out was refilled with liquid.

Because the person next to her was preaching again, she chose to drink slowly this time in small sips. The golden liquid was rippling in the transparent glass, like a piece of transparent amber, and the cool visual effect looked pretty.

She drank one cup after another, and Levi was not idle on the other side. Although the two of them had no verbal communication, this did not prevent the two of them from being like-I just want to drink more than you. Whoever drinks too little will die to play—that kind of desperate attitude.

"... May I ask if you still need it?" Even the waiter behind the bar couldn't stand it any longer. You must know that these two people have already drank a barrel of ale in the storage room.It's not that he doesn't like the bad business in the store, but he suspects that these two guys don't have enough money to pay for their drinks.

There was no need for a verbal answer, and Beat, who slammed the wine glass on the bar again aggressively, answered the question well.

Sighing with a bitter face, the waiter slowly poured the wine into the wine glass again, then turned around to greet other customers - the night gradually deepened, and the shop began to be busy, of course, more importantly One thing is that he wants to be out of sight.

"Hi...~" Hiccup full of alcohol smell, Beata looked at Levi next to him, "How much did you drink?"

"Hmm... I can't count..." Levi's eyes were also a little confused, and he looked a little drunk, but Beate, who was next to her, knew that she was even more drunk when he saw her flushed face.

"...Hey, Levi..." Her brain, which had been attacked by alcohol, had already begun to appear in a state of ecstasy. She pressed her face against the slightly cool wooden bar, hoping to cool down, while using that erratic The tone speaks to him.

Although he didn't respond, she knew that he actually heard her talking.

"I suddenly feel so lonely... It's that feeling of emptiness in my heart, I don't feel comfortable at all... I always feel that something is missing..."

"...What's missing?..." Beate murmured as if asking himself a question.

"...It doesn't feel like it's always lively... When you came here before, you sat in this seat, and then there was Alex in the next seat, and Lake always stood at the bar and poured drinks for us personally. ..."

"...Even if a group of people will drink up a lot of profits in the store, that guy Lake is still smiling..."

"...I've never seen him lose his temper except when I broke his simulated three-dimensional maneuvering device again when I was a child..."

"... That guy Alex has always had a smiling face that won't get angry..."

"...But why are those two guys who like to laugh gone?"

"It's so lonely... Is it true that the guy who likes to laugh always encounters some bad things?"

"...Look, you, who always like to put on a straight face, and me, who can never learn to be gentle, are still sitting here in good health..."

"...If there really is a god, then this god must be a guy who always has a blank face and can't even smile... because he hates people who can laugh so much..."

"Well... In that case, I hate him too..."

While talking, Beata, who could no longer resist the overwhelming sleepiness, slowly closed his eyes, and when Levi looked sideways at her, the guy who was chattering just now had already fallen asleep middle.

She raised her hand to prevent the waiter from pouring wine into the empty glass in her hand, and then took out the money from her pocket to pay the bill. The young man with a baby face looked in distress at the man who could no longer walk upright by himself. He rubbed the sore brows, he bent down resignedly, let the drunk guy lie on his back, put his hands through the hollows of her knees, and then exerted all his strength.

The unique smell of the opposite sex suddenly hit from the back of his neck, lingering at the tip of his nose.

It's just a slight flicker of God, but it will pass soon.

With the drunk guy on his back out of the bars, the starry night is already shrouded outside.

After Beat was drunk, there was nothing special about it except that he made some strange moaning sounds from time to time, and then twisted.

"...Hey, Levi!"

He was taken aback by the sudden shout from the person on his back, and after hesitating for a while, he let out a raised nasal sound.

"I'm very lonely, very lonely, very lonely, Levi... They all left one by one, and I'm the only one left...!!!"

"Tsk, stop messing around..." The young man frowned even tighter, "I'm here..."

"..." He didn't know why he said the last half of the sentence, but as soon as the words came out, he felt a little impulsive. He waited for the response from the guy on his back, but there was no response after waiting for a long time. He turned his head sideways, and then looked closely at the tightly closed eyes, only to realize that this guy had completely fallen asleep again.

"...Huh..." It was obviously a disdainful tone, but the corners of his mouth could not restrain himself from rising.

And after 5 minutes, the slight curvature of the corners of his mouth obviously couldn't be maintained anymore, because he forgot that this guy had a very bad habit when he was drunk.

"... Tsk..." His face was full of disgust, his eyebrows had already been twisted together, the smell of vomit emanating from his body made him unbearable anymore, and the person next to him who was holding on to the wall of other people's house vomited The dim-witted guy unconsciously raised his head and gave him a smirk, and then went back to vomit.

The night became very dark, as dark as the clouded expression on his face.

The author has something to say: a late update... sorry everyone... QAQ

So, so look at the number of words in this chapter is a bit fat, and there is also the plot of the girl with a short back, so don't worry about it! ! ! !Forgive me! ! ! ! !

Exam review is really busy and I am also very busy with Jianling Scum【Hey】So...... Ahem If you have a girl with Swordling Scum, welcome to play a dungeon together【.

In fact, it is really hard for me to imagine the gentle expression of the soldier. OTZ I knelt down... How determined was I to prostitute the soldier? I regret it so much QAQ...

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