God, your chapter H has been locked by me

When Wei Ning followed the editor-in-chief to the hospital to replace Tang Kai, the old man had already woken up and was talking to Tang Kai in a good spirit. Here we come!" As he spoke, he patted Tang Kai's hand: "Xiaohui, let your man come and sit!"

Wei Ning froze in place, his whole body was in a mess.

"I forgot to tell you, my grandma is a bit demented and can't remember people." The editor-in-chief whispered in Wei Ning's ear. After speaking, he walked to the bed and began to take care of grandma for breakfast. Tang Kai stood up after him, and Wei Ning picked up the thermos bottle Go out to fetch water, and take Tang Kai out by the way.

"Xiaohui is my mother, and we look alike." Tang Kai casually explained in the corridor: "But your editor-in-chief is like his own father, and we are always forced to match by the old lady." Tang Kai shrugged, Suddenly stopped and looked at Wei Ning: "Little assistant, how did you sleep last night?"

Wei Ning frowned, Tang Kai obviously didn't mean it literally?

I don't know where it's so funny, Tang Kai laughed so hard that he was Going Down, he pointed his finger on the side of his neck: "Tsk tsk, it's so intense..."

Wei Ning was taken aback, and immediately covered his neck.

"Hahaha I lied to you! This reaction is simply nonsense!" Tang Kai happily pressed Wei Ning's shoulder: "You said that my dear brother likes you, is it helping the poor? It is said that through the exchange of bodily fluids, The genes of husband and wife will affect each other, maybe you can significantly improve your IQ by doing more, hahaha!"

"Mr. Tang, I think that instead of wasting your time teasing me, you should hurry up and find a good boyfriend, so that your dissatisfaction will not hurt the innocent everywhere. Mr. Tang, it's shameful to be single." Wei Ning finished speaking with a slumped face, and turned around just go.

Tang Kai was choked, and it took him a long time to regain his composure and mutter: "Well, you little gay, you actually laughed at me for being single?"

Wei Ning went back with a thermos bottle. The editor-in-chief was leaning on the phone in the corridor. He vaguely heard that the call was from the editor-in-chief's mother, so he pointed to the ward and went in first.

Grandma was sitting on the hospital bed watching Korean dramas with Tang Kai's Pad, Wei Ning silently admired this great beauty of Tang Dynasty, and sat on the side to start one of the classic tasks of visiting patients, peeling apples. There was a woman's yelling from the pad, and Wei Ning's hands were shaking. He usually peeled apples without stopping, but now he cut them off in seconds. He couldn't help asking, "Grandma, don't you watch Country Love Stories?"

Grandma raised her head and looked at Wei Ning with eyes full of disdain. At this moment, the editor-in-chief came in after speaking on the phone, and grandma immediately said to him, "My dear grandson, what's wrong with your daughter-in-law?"

"Grandma, I'm a man..." Wei Ning wanted to cry, but before he finished speaking, the editor-in-chief pressed his shoulders to make him sit down, handed him a lunch box and signaled him to peel the apples into pieces.

"Forget it, just give me a great-great-grandson. When are you two going to have a child? Are you a big grandson?" Grandma nagged the editor-in-chief: "You are the eldest grandson, and the incense of the old Han family depends on you. Do you know?"

"Grandma, don't worry, has this person brought it?" The editor-in-chief sat by the bed and patted grandma's hand.

"Well, dear." Grandma also grabbed his hand and shook it.

Wei Ning cut the pieces gloomily, saying that no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't give birth to a son, right?Looking up at the way grandma was content to continue watching Korean dramas, Wei Ning felt unspeakably uncomfortable, the editor-in-chief was just trying to make him happy...

"Grandma, eat an apple." Wei Ning handed over the lunch box, and grandma patted Wei Ning's head happily: "Hey, look how skillful my granddaughter-in-law is."

"Grandma, take good care of your body and live a long and healthy life." Wei Ning laughed.

"That's right, I'm still waiting to hold my great-grandson!"

Wei Ning smiled awkwardly, but continued: "I will work hard..."

"My dear grandson, you have to work harder!" Grandma smiled and patted the editor-in-chief, who immediately grabbed Wei Ning's hand and said with a half-smile, "Well, I'll work harder."

Wei Ning only felt a chill rushing up from his back. He looked at the editor-in-chief with a serious expression, and laughed twice.

Editor-in-Chief, is it really good for you to do so uselessly?

After talking with grandma for a day, while grandma was asleep, the editor-in-chief went outside to smoke. Wei Ning followed out. The courtyard was lush and green, and the air was many times better than that in the city. Wei Ning stretched out in the sun. Lazy, turned to look at the editor-in-chief.

"Grandma said you are the only seedling, is it your father's side?"

"Yeah." Breathing out a puff of smoke, the editor-in-chief said lightly: "Here and grandpa are family friends and have a good relationship. Although the mother's remarriage has caused some estrangement between the two families, grandma still hopes that I can add a grandson to the Han family as soon as possible. .”

"You...uh...you can't do it with women?"

The editor-in-chief was stunned for a moment, then suddenly smiled when he saw Wei Ning's serious expression: "Which aspect do you mean?"

"Uh..." Wei Ning immediately became embarrassed: "Just pretend I didn't say it!"

"Don't worry, I'm only 'good' with men, you can't fall in love with different genders." The editor-in-chief rubbed Wei Ning's head: "Don't worry about it."

Wei Ning hummed, but uncontrollably thought of himself. He was with the editor-in-chief in a daze. He hadn't thought about the things he would face in the future. He is only 22 years old now, and his family is not in a hurry. His marriage, but what about in a few years?How could he tell his family that his partner was a man?Moreover, once a colleague finds out about being gay with his boss, both he and the editor-in-chief will ruin their careers.

He didn't think about it himself, so what about the editor-in-chief?Is the editor-in-chief serious about him or just playing around?Has he considered their future?

"Let's go." The editor-in-chief finished smoking and walked back. Wei Ning recovered and followed. At that moment, the alarm bell suddenly sounded in his heart. No matter what the editor-in-chief was thinking, he began to think seriously My future self is really serious.

He likes the editor.

He wants to have a future with the editor-in-chief.

but……

Wei Ning stopped in his tracks, staring at the editor-in-chief's back in a daze, feeling a sense of heaviness, and he sighed deeply.

This is simply choosing the S-hard life mode!

Grandma stayed in the hospital for a week. At first, the editor-in-chief and Tang Kai took turns to watch the night. Later, Wei Ning was able to watch it alone for a day.When he was alone, Wei Ning browsed the gay forums online, but it didn't give him any positive energy. Instead, the more he looked at it, the less confident he was. So he dug out Zong Er's article to find some comfort, but he didn't expect the first He was in despair after reading just one article.

This is a reality-oriented article in the mid-term of Zong 3. The name is "Kissing Fish". It tells the story of a group of comrades looking for love in reality. Yes, each of them was married once, and even had children. Gong's wife died, and Shou divorced his wife. The two didn't get together until they were 40 years old.

There is a paragraph in the article that impressed Wei Ning deeply.

This is an inner monologue of Shou Zaigong in one of the CP couples after they got married.

No. 14 days after Shi Jian got married, Jiang Yi deleted all the things related to that man in his mobile phone. He thought he had walked out, but when the mobile phone had a large file size, a rotating circle appeared on the screen. , Jiang Yi still cried.Even if he tried to forget it, there were still mountains of details reminding him that the memory between him and Shi Jian was so long that every time he wiped out a trace, he would cry in pain.

The brand he is used to wearing now started from the first shirt that Shi Jian gave him back then, but no one would tease his taste anymore. His Pad was full of apps that Shi Jian downloaded for him, but no one would. Reminding him to update, and the pair of kissing fish in the fish tank, which he and Shi Jian chose together when they were living together, they are still kissing lingeringly at this moment, but his lips can no longer feel the temperature of that person.

"Some things just look beautiful, such as cherry blossoms, such as fireworks, such as the relationship between us, such as your pair of kissing fish. You think they are lingering, but in fact it is their struggle for territory. This kind of struggle is not Not fierce, as long as one party backs down and makes concessions, the winner will not pursue fiercely. The same is true of our love, it just gently eats away the once firm heart, and then waits for the one who admits defeat first."

Jiang Yi thought of Xu Feng's first visit to him to see the emotion expressed by the pair of fish. He was still in love at the time, and he laughed at him for being too negative. If you don't get true love, you can't keep it.

There is always one party who cannot bear the pressure first, one party who compromises to reality first, and one party who lets go first.

Shi Jian lost to himself, and he lost to time.

This is not the end of the full text, but this is the end of the story of the couple. It obviously feels like it is not finished, but Zong Er just let him end it, as if the story is over, and their struggle is still going on .There is also a paragraph in the back about the pair of CPs who talked about the only HE. They met at the parent meeting after they were married for many years. They learned about each other's situation and didn't have much communication. They just looked at each other for a long time, and then said He said a sentence they used to say when they were still in school: "School is over, let's go home."

This is where the story really ends.

It seems that he has achieved consummation, but after reading it, he couldn't control the overwhelming sadness in his heart. Wei Ning was so bored because of the poor state of this article that he had no place to vent his feelings, so he left a message for Chong Er.

I watched "Kissing Fish", are you from this circle?

The other party is offline and has not responded for a long time.